Chapter 44
Imtihaan...
She walked out crying ...his ways ...his message moved her ...the care and love so visible yet the distance to teach her a lesson that she believed she will never forget for life...
As the first night passed ...her anxiety was back...the urges to see him and talk ...was driving her crazy ...but she followed his instructions to tilt...he had obeyed her for almost 4 months ..now it was her turn
The next day she waited ...the instruction was a call at 6 pm ...her happiness and thrill of knowing he was watching her was brimming ...as she opened the note that was sent Via Rehmaan ...
6:00-6:05- jaanch
6:05-6:06- Ek line ki baat
End
She had read and re-read it several times ...crying smiling ..almost crushing it ...
As she closed the curtains and switched on the light ...looking at the pap top ...the call buzzed ...she excitedly put on her video ...
and pulled up her kurta ...cursing herself ...silently ..it was weird ...to just flash your injury to a blank screen with your small little image of your back ...she saw the watch as it ticked to 6:05 and turned around in a hurry she just said one line : I love you Zain ...Bahut miss kiya tumhe ...the chat went blank as she realized he had cut the call...
The next few days were even worse ...the long wait ...the feelings of being close yet far ...no one ..told her anything ...as she secretly tried slowing her steps to hear conversations of others ...everyone froze as she approached ...she realized how sad and isolated he must have felt ...around her for 25 days ...
But she was smart enough too...she had sent a lunch box ..with great homemade food ...afternoon she rushed to ask Kashif ....dabba wapas aaya ...he nodded ...
She went and opened it ...the food was untouched ...
A small post it ...
Thank you
Her heart ached ...she so desperately wanted to walk to him and hug him ...the feelings now driving her crazy...
That day her message was a bit longer ...I love you Zain...bahut yaad aa rahi hai...huggie chaiye ...the line was dead
Day3- I love you kitkit ...theek toh ho na tum ...ghaav bhara tumhara ...pata hai aaj zarron ne tumhe hi bola hai ...maine school mai resignation de diya ...dead
Day4- I love you Zain ...ek chota selfie bhejoge ...mai pagal ho jaungi iss sante se ...please ...dead
Day5- I love you kitkit ...bahut zyada yaad aa rahi hai tumhari ...nahi rok paa rahi hu...sorry plz mai hospital aa jao...dead...
Day6- I love you Jaan ...itne nirdayi ho ...sorry plz maaf kar do na ..please ...dead...
Day7- Chot almost chali gayi hai ...mai kal aa sakti hu ...I love you ...dead ...
Day 8- Mai aajo please please please ...sirf dekh kar chali aaungi promise...dead ...
Day 9- She received a note -
6:00-6:15- examination time
6:15-6:18-faisla
6:19- Depart ...
She was drained by the end of the week ...having tried every herbal and allopathy treatment to make sure the welt had faded ...but a small spot still stayed back...the blood had clotted and that was bothering her ...he will not relent if she fails this test ...it will mean another few days of separation that she couldn't think off...but she was excited to see him ...
As she entered the room ...he was sitting on the bed ...she looked up...it had been 8 days since their last chat ...the tears flowed ...just by seeing his face ...he looked refreshing ...the body and soul looked healed and surprisingly happy...as he looked up at her ...
She had dressed to seduce him ...the skirt was back ...and a very sexy looking peach sily top ..clinging her skin ...the waist adorned by a belt ...as she swayed her hips and walked near his bed ...for a minute he stopped breathing ...her smell always drove him crazy ...as he cleared his throat ...
Pardha laga dijiye ...the cold voice warning her
She pulled the curtains and walked close to him ...silently looking side ways aware that this was her opportunity to seize ...to seduce him ...the knot on the side of the skirt unopened so erotically that she saw his toes rubbing each other for friction ...his legs had healed ...as the voice came from back...
Aap jara nazddek aane ka kasht karengi...
She slowly reduced the gap...sliding in his direction ..the smile intensifying ...
And the skirt being further lowered and top slided up ..inch by inch ...as she felt his breath touch her skin ...the heat and aroma rubbing on her now ...he put his finger on the blood clot ...and she knew ...she was in trouble...
Fail ...he said loudly ....aap door jaiya ...
She tied her skirt back...wiping her tears ...
Aapki desi nukso ne bhi asar nahi dikhaya hai ...aap jaa sakti hai ...agla jaanch tak phir wahi pattern follow karenge
She turned around and held his hand ...
Nahi jaa rahi hu ...
Haath chodo mera ..
Nahi...
Haath chodiye ...
Nahi...
Theek hai ...pakde rahiye...as he turned away ...
She was crying and her tears fell on his hand ..making him look up...Zain ...kuch bhi keh lo...chahe toh kisiki bhi kasam dilvado ...par aise door mat karo...nahi reh sakti ab ...
He wiped the tears from his hand ...and coldly looked up...
Mujhe aaj discharge mil raha hai....
She looked up smiling and still crying ....par kyunki aap royi ...toh aap humein lene nahi aa sakti ...
Zain kyu sata rahe ho...
Hum ..La ke ghar jaa rahe hai...even before he could complete the sentence she twisted his hand that she was holding ...the hand that had Las band ...
Zain ...apni had paar mat karo...
As he smiled for the first time in 9 days ...aap humara haath chodegi ...marodne aur excessive taqat ek massom prani par aajmane ki zaroorat nahi hai...pehle hi bhaut log apna haat saaf kar chuke hai mujh par ...ab aur nahi
She left his hand ...theek hai jaao ...
Humne aapse poocha nahi hai ...aap koh bata rahe hai...aur haa yeh joh abhi aap ne apne ankhon koh takleef di na ...iski sazaa abhi ke abhi milegi ...
aapki ke lines the ...ki agar mujhe takleef hogi toh sazza aapki...aur aapko hui toh sazza meri...kuch yaad aaya
Aapne joh us raat kiya ...usse humei bahut dard hua ...aue hum aapko kabhi maaaf nahi karenge ...toh ab mere peeth koh poore 10 minute tak ghooregei ...ek ek zakhm haat lagegi ...yeh meri sazza hai ...as he turned his back...she touched those dried marks...they had not yet healed ..as she gently caressed ...them ...the pain of seeing them was unbearable...
They were so infinite that she was scared that they would leave a mark ...how will she avoid looking at them for the rest of her life ...as she picked up the ointment and applied it ...
Zain ..please ghar aao ...mai nahi tang karungi tumhe ...please...
As he put his clothes back ...Nahi ...joh galti maine ki ...aap wahi raah par nikal padi hai ..agar maine abhi kaskar nahi pakda ..toh aapki adat ban jayegi...
Zain ...maine sirf tumhe sabak sikhane kiya tha ..
Accha ...toh mujhe sabak mil gaya ...ab aap jiaye ...
Zain ...mai bhi aaungi Aalisha ke ghar ..tum jaha mai waha ...
As he looked at her with anger ...mai waha sirf ek din ke liye hu ...
Phir wapas ghar aa rahe ho na...
He chuckled....Mumbai jaa rah ahu ...aapse door humesha ke liye
She was crying again ...
Aapse vada kiya tha maine ...koi vaasta nahi rakhunga ...vada nahi tootega ...
She was shocked...Zain yeh kya bol rahe ho...please aise mat bolo...
Mai nahi lautunga ..aapke zindagi mai phirse...kyunki aap ne taras khaya hai ...
meri hospital ki baat pata chali...hai na ...sab dekh liya ...ab mujhe sirf apne liye taras dikhta hai ...
khush rehna ..aur aap ji sakti ho mere bina ..gaye 9 din se toh jee rahi ho na ...
aur mai phir se aapke paas nahi lautunga ...isliye jaa rah ahu ...nahi todunga apna vaada ...khush rehna ...
Zain khud ake vaste aise betuki batein mat bolo...
Mai theek ho gayi hu na...main ahi jee sakti tumse door ...please ...
Yeh jaanch ek bahana tha ...mai aapne aapko majboot karna chahta tha ...ab ho gay ahu...
Mom ne kasam di hai ...who mujhe yaha nahi rehne dena chahti ...behtar yehi hoga ...aap sab bhool jaaye ...
Taras par bane rishte ...aur kisike chot dekh kar ki jaane wala pyaar ...tikta nahi ...mujhe aapko theek karna tha ..so aap ho gayi ...ab aap bhalle mujhe maaf na kare mujhe koi faraq nahi padta ... She was blank ...almost pale ...
Mom ..koh shayad kisine sab kuch bata diya hai ...bahut naraaz hai mujh par ...ab phirse unhe dukh nahi de sakta ...vada kiya hai unse ...ki joh who bolegi ab wahi hoga ...
toh mujhe jaana padega ...aapna khyal rakhyega ...
aage ki zindagi mai samjhota karunga ...jaise pehle karne ki koshish kit hi ...
aapke liye firse nafrat ab kisse bhi nahi bardasht kar sakta ...aur thak gay ahu ladkar ...so aapki sehat koh dekhte hue maine yeh faisal liya hai ...ki mai door jaunga ...aapse door
She cried bitterly ...as he finally stood up and came close to her ...
Tum theek ho gayi ho ..mujhe maafi mil gayi ...ab aapse kuch nahi chaiye ...koi shikva nahi hai ...so ab humare raste alag ...
aur please khuda ke vaaste apna khayal rakhyega ...rishta nah raha par fikra humehsa rahegi ...aur please mujhe pagal mat samjhana ...who yadein mujhe kaati hai ...
Altaf accha hai ...khush rehna ...ab se aap utni hi ajnabee hai ...jitna shayad Rhea thi ...yehi mile aur yehi bichde...humari kahani adhoori se rehegi ...humesha ke liye...
As she looked up ...she wiped her tears ...
Theek hai ...jaane se pehle ek huggie milegi ...
He chuckled ....Mom ne mana kiya hai ...sorry ...and he turned away...as her heart sank ...
Chalte Chalte ...lamhe kahi door ho gaye ...
Mile bhi hum kadam ...par saath aise adhure choot gaye...
Kaise kategi aage ki zindagi ...Mai nahi jaanti...
Kismet ke age itne asani se mai haar nahi maanti...
SIM
Pre-cap: Will Aaliya be able to stop Zain from going ...three chapters left ...
Edited by Zainedil - 9 years ago
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