Akya SS-Ananya's diaries-Updated Part-14 & Epilogue Page-11& 1 - Page 4

The trip was going to get further exciting I never knew.

Next day was Capt Sekhawat's sangeet and you had told me to be ready so we could leave for the venue by 11am. I had worn a pink lehenga with green borders and the choli was almost backless. Shefali had chosen this for me on one of our numerous shopping trips.It had a green dupatta which was lightly embellished with silver work , while the lehenga and choli were had heavy work on them.I had kept it simple with silver jhumkas , a simple necklace , some matching bangles and a very simple maang tika. I had applied minimal makeup and just applied kohl to my eyes and left my hair down, the way you liked. I had never taken such a long time neither to dress nor to look at myself in the mirror. As I gave one last look at the mirror , the thought that came to my mind was what would you say about me and my ensemble but as I looked at the watch I gave a sharp cry, it was already 11:20a.m and knowing how punctual you were I am sure the day is going to be ruined.

I could see you moving up and down in the lobby, your jaw twitched and I was sure I am a gonner today. You had taken a sharp turn and ready to burst out on me but you had stood open mouthed awestruck there and I had smiled happy that it was worth the time spent .At that instant I had also realized that I had actually done everything to see your reaction than going to the wedding, the color, the jewels, the makeup was all for you and I could see the admiration in your eyes. Your eyes roamed all over my face and then moved downwards to my bosoms and rested there for sometimes and then dipped further below and then I saw you swallow as you looked at my exposed midriff and the small diamond stud on my navel. I felt I was unable to breathe as I looked into your eyes and they seemed to be undressing me inch by inch. As I lowered my eyes, I heard you whisper "You are beautiful" and I closed my eyes to let the words seep in and I felt you move near to me. You were looking devilishly handsome with the olive green Jaipuri suit that you wore and I could smell the musky cologne all over me. As I opened my eyes I found you were not even an inch away from me and dreamily looking at me. I realized we were in the lobby and had hold your hand and jerk and say "Chalein". As we drove to the venue I could see you unable to take your eyes off me and it did worse to me, I seemed to have lost control on myself. All my life I had male attention but had never paid heed to them because none of them I met till date was my prince charming and never had somebody swept me off my feet this way. Shefali , an avid SRK fan used to always tell me "Koi na koi kahin na kahin har kissike liye banta hain aur woh use mil hi jata hain".I used to laugh at her and say that she was too much filmy but maybe she was true and as people say matches were made in heaven, so was it this day I was waiting for. I rapped myself for drifting away in dreamland, slow Ananya slow, still a long way to go and who knows maybe you are over assuming things."

As we reached the venue at mingled with the crowd, I was dragged away to the ladies group but as I sat there I could feel your eyes on me and it I guess colored up my cheeks as one of the ladies in the crowd asked me if my boyfriend was around because she could see me blushing. As it was the sangeet ceremony and different Bollywood numbers were being played .People danced to various numbers and sometimes I was also pulled in. Apart from flying if I loved anything it was dancing and the moment I was pulled in my feet started on their own accord and it was not long before I was blissfully lost in the beats swinging away to various numbers being played. As I twirled around I noticed you standing right in the front of the crowd and looking at me and the moment our eyes met, I saw your eyes darken and I could see desire in them but in a flick of a second it was gone and the naughty smirk was back. Soon, I realized that the reason for the smirk as there was an announcement for a couple dance alongwith the bride and the groom and you had quickly walked up to the stage and stood beside me. As the notes of "tumse milke aisaa lagaa(Parinda)" wafted through the hall, you had pulled me close, twirled me and held me from the back. You had then done something shocking , you had pulled me so close that my backless choli was pressing against your jaipuri suit and then you had placed your palm in the exposed midriff below my dupatta. The touch had sent my head spinning and I had forgotten to breathe for a moment as I could not fathom what was happening to me.I closed my eyes to calm my racing heartbeats and wanted the moment to last forever, when I realized that we were in front of a crowd and I tried to move away. As I took two steps, you had held my hand and pulled me into you again and then dropped me down holding me just behind the back.I felt you caressing my bare back and I could feel a liquid pooling down under my stomach but within a fraction of a second you had pulled me up and twirled me again so I landed with my head on your chest and then you had taken my arms and gradually moved alongwith the song slowly and we could feel both our hearbeats slowly calming down.

As we drove back from the sangeet , we stole glances at each other and you had asked me if I was fine and I did not know what to say because at the moment I had confused emotions. We had barely talked on the way back home but we could feel the restlessness bubbling inside. From that Mumbai trip our lives changed, we looked for opportunities to be together, every day we went together to the airport , had our morning coffee together, day-offs meant evenings we had time to meet and spend time with each other. You were the king of surprises so if we did not have flights together , you would cook up some reason and land up as my Captain or turn up in a city I had stopover to have dinner together. I had started loving Chinese and parathas staying with you and you sometimes would on purpose order milk and museli for dinner and I knew you just did it because I liked it and I am sure you must be hiding your parathas somewhere. I never anymore carried my desert after dinner because you used to always get me my favorite chocolate the day we had dinner together. Sometimes even while dropping me back home at the end of the day you would hand over me the chocolate and say that -u never know if you miss me too much you can have this .

Shefali had started teasing me a lot because she used to sometimes see me smiling and talking over the phone and that would become her fodder for the day. I used to always ensure that my hair was open whenever I met you because I felt you loved to run your fingers through my hair and on the pretext let your fingers touch my earlobe and sometimes glide them down my shoulder or my collar bone. Your eyes would darken as you saw me blush and I loved the look in them. Since, you left me I have never felt the need to look at myself in the mirror or let my hair open. I want to look beautiful for you, I want to see the desire in your eyes, I want you to look at me as if you are touching me , my soul. I am incomplete without you , Ananya is nothing without Akash and together they make Aryan and Araina complete."

She closed her diary as tears escaped her eyes. Ananya was missing her twins whom she had left with Shefali and her Mom as they could not travel here and there with her and she might not be able to take care of them as well during her search for Akash. As if tracing her train of thought the doorbell of her room rang and she found Rohit standing with a smile there. He told her that the business associates were going tomorrow to Myanmar and they had the business meet with the military junta and would find some way of talking to the powerful people there to influence Akash release but they had also warned that there might also be need for monetary payback for the release. Ananya was beyond right , wrong and she was ready to do anything to get her Akash back but at least there was some hope.

Precap- Akash homecoming