OS - SidHani ~ A moment of confession.
OK now as u all know this show is getting to its death I mean they completely destroyed story now nothing is actually left to watch. So I have decided to put SidHani's one situation which I planned after her death in show as I always wanted one special emotional sequence of SidHani but writers never look that way so here I'm with SidHani OS might be short one as compare to what I always give but full of SidHani only.
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Note: OK now first request to only RaYa's fans not to SidHani's plz don't sands chappals or tomatoes on me as it is a pure fiction nothing real lol...
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So the update starts now...
The situation is conference room at ATU.
Jay & Mallick already in thought there Sid entered with Vedant behind.
Sid: mazak samajh k rakha hai kya yeh ek officer ki life sawal hai how could u agree to Roshan Jay? (Sid looked at Jay for the answers even he is very much angry.)
Shivani: ek baar uski baat sun toh lo Siddharth woh... (Again Shivani tries to take Jay's side which irked Sid a lot.)
Sid: no Shivani iss baar tum kuch nahi bologi as a ATU chief main iss baat k liye koi permission nahi deta we will think of some strong back up plan instead of agreeing Roshan. (Sid just storm out of the room running towards his cabin upside.)
Shivani: main abhi aati hun. (Shivani looked at Jay who looked tensed to her saying such she moves out of room going towards Sid's cabin to make him understand the situation.)
Sid is standing near window of his cabin looking at outside completely lost in his thoughts just the mare thought of death of Shivani shacked him up from inside. He never imagined he would face such day ever in life. Shivani entered in cabin & close the door behind her. Sid felt her presence around.
Sid: agar tum Roshan ki demand k bare me baat karne aayi ho then sorry mujhe iss bare me koi baat nahi karni. (He said being claim but in rough tone but this surprised Shivani as without turning how he guess so correct that she entered but she knew him well he can't be wrong feeling her presence near him as it's his old habit.)
Shivani: baat toh hamain karni hi hogi Siddharth aakhir pure desh ke karodon masoom logo ki zindgi ka sawal hai tum jante ho yeh virus kitna khatarnak hai phir bhi... (She paused tried to control her anger as she know she has to be claim right now to talk to him or it will be more difficult to make him understand.) Siddharth mere akele ki zindagi se karaodon logo ki zindagi bachti hai toh galat kya hai? (She said casually in very much claimed tone but this last words was enough to make him angry again.)
Sid: galat kya hai yeh tum puch rahi... (He turned in full of anger looking straight to her.) mujhe toh yeh samajh nahi aata apni jaan deni ki bewkoofy woh bhi aise apne hi teammate officer k hatoon se without any mistake just for a terrorist's one stupid demand sahi kaise ho sakti hai? (He moved in anger towards her stand near her.)
Shivani: Jay ne kaha hai na woh mujhe kuch nahi hone dega then why u thinking so much? (She tried to make him claim but his anger is getting increase with each passing second & Jay's name made him angrier.)
Sid: ohh plzzz apni aankhon se Jay ka chashma hata do... tum nahi samjh rahi ho woh tumhe kis aur le ja raha hai. (Shivani looked tensed with his anger she thought talk is slipping out of her hands.)
Shivani: tum over react kar rahe ho Siddharth... (Again Shivani replied with calamines but it didn't effect on him at all.)
Sid: really main over react kar raha hun then just assumes k hum Roshan ki demand ko man lete hai but then tell me kya guarantee hai k Jay tumhe goli nahi marega agar hum Roshan ko time se nahi pakad paye toh??? hai koi backup plan Jay k pass (Shivani looked down as she knew Sid id right they have really no backup plan for that.) nahi hai na... He don't have just like he didn't had during his 6 months mission usne kabhi yeh nahi socha agar woh pakada gaya... ya agar uska yeh misson fail ho gaya... ya agar Roshan ya Haorron virus k saath bhag nikle toh kya karega... was he had any backup plan agar woh inn sab k bare me sochta toh yeh nobat h nahi aati. (She knew Sid is speaking the truth but she really trust on their hard work of 6 months & still try to defeat herself in this.)
Shivani: Jay aur hum sab puri koshish ki hai iss mission k liye sab kuch apna dav par laga diya apni jaan bhi ab hum peeche nahi hat sakte kisi keemat par nahi. (She defeat herself front of him he knew she still not ready to take his words which scared him more.)
Sid: ohh Shivani apni aankhein kholo aur dekho this is the most foolish plan any ATU officers had made zara socho agar tumhe kuch ho gaya toh... (He tried to put some sense in her but it looked going in vain.) hamare Divorce k waqt maine kabhi Kabir ki custody nahi mangi b'coz I knew what is Kabir's important for u... tum nahi jee sakti uske bina main janta tha k mujhse zayda aacha khayal tum uska rakh sakti ho... main kabhi bhi Kabir aur tumhare beech interfere nahi kiya b'coz I knew Kabir is special child woh in chizon ko... hamare beech k tanav ko... hamari kadwahat ko... hamare jagdo ko kabhi accept nahi kar sakta tha... iss ka uspar bura asar padta jo main nahi cahata tha aur uss waqt main tumse bahut naraz tha issliye dur kar diya apne bete ko aur tumko khudse taki tum uske saath reh sako... par waqt waqt pe tum dono ki khabar leta rehta tha that u both r fine or not... (Sid hold her by her shoulder straight looking in her eyes which conveying many untold emotions of his for her & Kabir which she never seen after their separation.) tumne socha hai kya hoga Kabir ka kaise jeeyega woh... aur tumari maa kya woh yeh sab dekh payengi??? Aur kuan shmabhalega unhe??? (Sid speaks truth she knew there is no one then Siddharth who will take care of them but she knew her mom well she won't accept his help after what he did with her.)
Shivani: tum ho na Siddharth main janti hun agar mujhe kuch ho gaya toh tum un dono ko shambhal loge. (Shivani felt the pain while saying as she knew what will happen if anything happens to her.)
Sid: aur mujhe kuan shambhalega Shivani... (He again hold her shoulders & moves a closer to her with tear brimming eyes.) thak chuka hun main apne aap ko akele akele shambhate ab aur nahi shambhal sakta na kudh ko na kisi aur ko... I want you back in my life Shivani mujhe shambhal ne k liye... nahi jee sakta main tumhare bina... Kabir k bina... main janta hun maine bahut galtiyaan ki tum hamesha hamare rishte ko shudharne ki koshish karti rahi par main kabhi bhi apni insecurities aur gusse se bahar hi nahi aa paya... aur jab sach samne aaya toh itni himmat nahi thi k tumhe face kar pata... nahi samajh aa raha tha kaise sorry kahun tumse... har pal aisa lagta bhaag k tumhare paas aaoun aur tumhe gale se laga lun... tumhe aur Kabir ko apni zindagi me wapas lana chahta tha par himmat hi nahi juta paya... phir aachanak zindagi ne aisa mod liye k wapas tumhare pass lakar khada kar diya... (Their both eyes were draining with tears 10 years pain is a coming out... Shivani just silently listening his heart out she looked down Sid moves more closely to her took her face in between palms making her facing to him again.) aur ab koi chiz nahi rok sakti mujhe... yes I want you back... I want u & Kabir back in my life... I know mujhe accept karna tumhare aur Kabir k liye kitna muskil hai... sab kuch bhulana bahut muskil hai... I know ab mujhe accept karna Kabir k liye kitna muskil hai... main janta hun isme bahut waqt lagega par main tab tak intzaar karne k liye tyaar hun jab tak tum aur Kabir phir se mujhe pure dil se na apna lo... par Jay mujhse mera wahi waqt chin raha hai Shivani... woh mera woh intzaar chinana chahta hai jo main iss bar hone nahi duga... I can't lose u again... nahi kho sakta tumhe dubara nahi kho sakta... main who maut se bhi battar zindagi dubara nahi jeena chahta... nahi chahta... (Tears were flowering from their eyes continuously without break their pain... Their loungingness... Their restlessness everything was getting out in the emotions.)
Now Shivani couldn't hold back herself she just hugged Sid without a single thought... She just wanted to get lost at the place where she really belongs too... Even Sid also took her on his tight embrace to secure her from everything in world. Just they knew how much they carved for this moment they never had thought they ever will get this moment but both were happy that finally such moment took place in their life.
Shivani: tum aaj bhi nahi badle Shiddharth apni feelings ko shabdon me bayan toh kar sakte ho par ek choti si baat nahi keh sakte that I Love You. (Shivani did her sweet complain again to light up the moment while still hugging him close to her heart.)
Sid: I Love You too Shivani... (He pulled her more tightly to him while saying so with sweet smile around his lips as he knew very well what the inner meaning of her talk is.) hamesha se karta raha hun... janta hun bahut waqt barbaad kar diya iss baat ko smajhne me par bas ab aur nahi mujhe sirf tum chahiye aur kuch nahi. (Sid again declared his demand but Shivani knew she can't step back she has to be strong to make him strong too for their duties... for their nation.)
Shivani: mujhe jana hoga Shiddharth... mujhe jana hoga... (She comes out from his embrace facing him in his eyes wiping her tears with her fingers while composing herself to talk further.)
Sid: tum aisa nahi kar sakti Shivani tum bhool rahi ho tummari zindagi par tumhara koi haq nahi yeh meri hain aur main tumhe apni zinadagi iss tarha bewkoofy me kurbaan nahi karne dunga. (He again move closer to her while holding her face in his palms while wiping her fresh tears with his thumb.)
Shivani: haan yeh zinadgi sirf tumhari hai Siddharth... hamesha se thi aur hamesha rahegi but tum yeh bhool rahe ho k ek officer ki zinadgi sabse pehle uske desh ki ammanat hoti hai aur jab waqt aata hai use yeh karz chukana hi padata hai... (Sid knew whatever she is saying is truth & he really can't stop her with his emotions as she has to do her duties at any conditions that is what their job ask for the tears again started to flow.) main kabhi tumhe bhoola hi nahi payi Siddharth bahut koshish ki life me move on karne ki par nahi kar payi waqt nikalta gaya par main wahi ki wahi khadi rahi... I always loved u Siddharth only you... (She wiped the fresh tears of his eyes coming down without any break.) aaj bhi karti hun aur hamesha karti rahungi... (She try to control her shaking breath due to cry she try her best to control herself in front of him.) tumhe khone k baad tumahri ahemiyaat samajh aayi aur yeh bhi ki main kaha galat thi par ab who past hai aur inka koi matlab nahi... Siddharth chahe me tum logon k pass rahun ya na rahun main hamesha tum logo dil me pyar ban kar zinda rahungi isse badhakar aur kya ho sakta hai... aur waise bhi main jo karne ja rahi hun woh Jay k liye nahi apne desh k liye karne ja rahi hun mujhe mat roko Siddharth kyunki main janti hun agar tum meri jagha tum hote toh tum bhi yahi karte... aur main ab agar ruk gayi toh khud ko kabhi maaf nahi kar paoungi... (She knew she can't get broke down front of him either he will completely get broken from inside.) aur haan ek aur baat ab se gussa thoda kam karna kyun ki jab tum gussa karte ho na toh bilkul filmy villan jaise lagte ho... aur main janti hun u don't like it... (She cracked the joke like always as to make the moment light both smile lightly still with tears.) main janti hun tumhe sabse zayda gussa tab aata hai jab main tumhari baat nahi manti ya tumhe ignore karti hun but iss baar mujhse gussa mat hona Siddharth main yeh baat sayad seh nahi paooungi... (Again new tears formed in their eyes with unbearable pain.) aur jab kabhi gussa aye ya mujhe dantne ka maan kare hamesha yaad rakhna meri zinadgi me tumhare siva na koi tha... na koi hai aur na kabhi hoga... I Love You & only You... (Now she hold his face in between her both palms lovingly & then hugged him tightly might be for last time.) kabir aur maa ka khayal rakhna aur apna bhi. (She separates herself from him while looking in his eyes.)
Sid: hum koi na koi rasta zaror dhund lenge Shivani I promise you. (Sid composed himself while taking still hoping against hope.)
Shivani: hamare pass dusra aur koi alternative nahi hai Siddharth agar hum Roshan ko nahi pakad paye toh. (He saw into her eyes she was saying truth but his heart not ready to accept it.)
Sid: we will catch Roshan by any cost & I will make sure aaisa hi ho. (He is still hoping for the best while composing himself giving side hug to her.)
After composing themselves they both resumed to their respective work in mission to catch Roshan by any cost.
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So guys this was the end of this OS I only writes this for SidHani that's there is no other than them. So hope u have enjoyed this critics will also be happily accepted so do feel free to comment & plz like post too.
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