The Pain You Gave Me

4 years ago

RamAayeHain

@RamAayeHain

The song used in story



https://youtu.be/wrwIfT89FSI
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"Tumhe kya lagta hai Abir ki dono behno mein bahut pyaar hai, dono behne tum do bhaiyon ki tarah hai, huh tum kuch nahi jaante, Kuhu ke dil mein Mishti ke liye itni nafrat bhari hai ki wo us nafrat ki aang mein kisi ko bhi jala degi aur mishti wo to aayi hi tute hue ghar se hai, ye dono behne hamare pariwaar ko bikher ke rakh dengi"

Words of his mother are still echoing in his mind, though he gave her back in his own way, he just couldn't stop thinking about her words, what she said about kuhu, is it that transparent to see the hatred kuhu had for mishti.

Though he knows his mother is a manipulative woman still he couldn't bring himself to deny his mother's words. He is not able to deny his mother's take on Kuhu's feelings towards mishti.

Mishti and kuhu both had gone to Maheshwari House, to help badi maa and varsha aunty with preparations for Ghangaur Pooja.

Abir had sent Kunal there too with their luggage telling him that they're also going to stay there till pooja.

He stayed back as one of the NGO lady called and told him that she wants to tell him something very important.

He saw Jugnu coming with the Kavita Didi (NGO lady).

J-bhaiya ye aapse milne aayi hai

A-ha thik hai jugnu, tujhe maasi bula rahi thi, zara jaake dekh le kya kaam hai unhe

J-ji bhaiya

Jugnu went away and Abir looked at the lady standing in front of her with a tensed face, she had already messaged him that she wanted to talk with him in private.

A-kahiye didi kya baat karni hai aur aap itni pareshaan kyu lag rahi hai

She gulped down and said with quivering voice

K-bhaiya wo mishti ne idea diya tha na ki ngo ki anniversary ke liye hum ek video mix banayenge un saare events ke jitne ngo ne organize kiye the

Abir nodded his head still not getting the point

K-bhaiya wo aaj main dahi handi ka video dekh rahi thi socha uska bhi starting ka part add karle

Abir nodded in understanding though his heart constricted a little recalling dahi handi incident, his mishti had fallen down only because he initiated the competition.

K-bhaiya main chahti hu ki aap ye video dekhe

Abir widened his eyes, he can't do that, he don't have enough strength to see that horrible incident. He just can't.

Abir shook his head and said

A-didi aapne dekh liya na ab main dekh ke kya karunga

Kavita noticed his quivering voice and gulped thinking how he's gonna react when he will come to know who is behind that so called accident.

Kavita took a deep breath and said

K-bhaiya aapka ye dekhna zaruri hai, please

And she forwarded the pen drive towards him, abir took it from her hand with a frown on her face. The hesitation yet seriousness in her voice surprised him.

Kavita joined her hands in Namastey and left from there, Abir was still confused with her behavior but nevertheless went upstairs to his room to watch the video.

He entered in the room and took out his laptop, taking a deep breath he opened his laptop, hands shaking a little and connected the pen drive.

He started the video holding his breath

The video started and camera first focused on the boys entering inside Rajvansh house cheering enthusiastically, he smiled a little seeing them, he's very proud of their hard work and determination to do something good in their life.

Then camera focused on his beautiful newly wedded wife who that time was his newly became girl friend. She waved smilingly seeing the camera and Abir smiled seeing her cuteness, how adorable she looked chattering with ketki and the boys.

He laughed hard when two three small boys bend down to touch her feet to seek blessing from her. Mishti jumped slightly back in shock and then giggled at their cuteness pulling their cheeks at same time.

He wiped the little tear slided down from corner of his eye. The glow and happiness on her face was mesmerizing. He again laughed seeing Jugnu's dance

A(in mind)- ek se ek sample piece bhare hai ghar mein (then added looking at himself self consciously)including me

He chuckled and watched further. The challenge part started, he took deep breath.

The boys started making pyramid and he and mishti started climbing up. They both were talking which was not audible but Abir knew what they're talking. After all it was mishti's first love confession in front of everyone

He was dreading to watch further as he knew that mishti is going to fall now, the camera started coming down focusing on the boys who had maid the pyramid.

It finally focused on the zeroth level of pyramid and a lightning bolt hit him seeing a hand pushing the boy, in a second whole pyramid broke and his mishti fell from the top.

"Mishti", he screamed extending his hand like wanting to hold her but felt helpless, he closed his eyes letting the tears flow. He felt like he let her fall again, he didn't saved her.

But then a thought struck in his mind, the hand, he wiped his tears and rewind the clip, though he had to see the whole thing again but to catch the real culprit who gave his mishti that pain, he would do it again.

This time he saw the clip without closing his eyes with heavy heart. When mishti fell down the camera was still focusing at the pyramid area and he got the worst shock seeing that person who almost killed his life.

"Kuhu", he said in shocked voice filled with pain. His breath was uneven, not able to digest the fact that Kuhu of all person tried to harm his wife, kuhu tried to harm her own sister.

He stood up, not knowing how to react, tears of anguisgness started flowing from his eyes.

So maa was right, Kuhu's hatred could burn his life, he thought painfully

He started breathing heavily. His heart was constricting, mishti's scream was echoing in his mind. He just can't believe Kuhu stooped so low.

He gritted his teeth in anger, taking the car keys he left to Maheshwari house.

Stopping the car in front of Maheshwari house he took a deep breath clearing his mind, he will solve this problem today only. Mishti should not compromise now, its more than enough. She had behaved maturely whenever time demanded, the way she understands people is beyond his capability.

The way she understood him during their break up phase was the biggest example that how high her maturity level is. He had promised that all will be fine now and it'll be fine now, he'll make it fine.

Calming himself he came out of car started walking towards entrance. He stopped at the door only, seeing the beautiful sight in front of him.

Mishti in pink anarkali, his favorite color, dancing with badi maa on some song that he had heard her humming often

She was twirling while singing the song, badi maa was also doing some light steps, both the ladies were so happy, smiling brightly. He was in trance seeing his smiling beauty who without a care for world is just moving on the set of tunes

Pyar mil jaye piya ka pyar mil jaaye
Haan aisa pyar mil jaaye
Gori shankar ji ke jaisi jodi ban jaaye
Han aisi jodi ban jaaye
Tode se na tute..chhode sa na tute
Aise bandh jaaye...aise bandh jaye...
Preet ho jaye amar ye
Preet ho jaye
Preet ki reet ho jaye.....

Abir smiled hearing the lyrics, he loved the innocence of the lyrics and mishti happily dancing on it is making the song more beautiful

Rang mein rang jaye
Sinduri rang mein rang jaye..
Han hum bhi aise rang jaye...
Gori mayya jaisi rangi hain
Shivji k rang mein...
Haan hum bhi aise rang jaye...
Hum ne jo spane bune haiin
Ankhoon mein jo saje haiin
Pure ho jayeee....pure ho jaye..
Janmo janmo tak
Piya ka sath mil jayeee...

Abir smiled lightly and lowered his head, tears had formed in his eyes. He definitely want to fulfil every dream of his angry chorni. The unspoken prayer she would have made in her sub conscious mind about her Prince Charming. She has brought that stillness in his life which he had been searching for long and now he too want to be with her in every birth of him. If Abir would born, mishti should take birth for him.

Pyar mil jaye piya k pyar mil jaye
Haan aisa pyar mil jaye...
Gori shankar ji ke jaisi jodi ban jaye
Haan aisi jodi ban jaye...
Tode se na tute..chhode sa na tute
Aise bandh jaye...
Aise bandh jayee.....

Preet ho jaye amar ye
Preet ho jaye
Preet ki reet ho jaye.....
Pyar mil jaye piya k pyar mil jaye
Haan aisa pyar mil jaye...
Gori shankar ji ke jaisi jodi ban jaye
Haan aisi jodi ban jaye...
Haan aisa pyar mil jaye...

"Our relationship will never break mishti, I promise you that", Abir promised in his heart

Haan aisa pyar mil jaye...
Haan aisa pyar mil jaye...
Haan aisi jodi ban jaye...
Haan aisi jodi ban jaye...
Haan aisi jodi ban jaye...
Haan aisa pyar mil jaye...

Han aisa pyar mil jaye...

He was smiling overwhelmingly seeing Mishti so carefree, dancing around whole living room, by seeing her eyes he can totally tell that she's thinking about him and that made him emotional. This feeling is so beautiful.

Sure they're husband and wife now, they've consummated their relationship but seeing his wife dancing around singing song for him, especially for him is giving him jittery feelings.

He took a step forward to go and hug his jaan when Kuhu came in front of him. Seeing her all the anger that had gone away seeing mishti came back.

He took a deep breath to calm himself when he saw her coming towards him. He does not want to question kuhu in front of badi maa and bade papa, they're looking so happy that he don't want to break their heart telling them about their granddaughter's horrendous act.

Kuhu approached him and said

K-hii bro, accha hua aap aa gaye, you know mishti kabse boring kaam kar rahi hai aur humse bhi karwaa rahi hai, pehle kal ke pooja ki tayyari and now dadi ke saath dance, ab aap aa gaye ho to let's do some fun, main kunal aur aap.

If he didn't have watched the video he would have joined kuhu in teasing mishti as he would have thought that kuhu was just pulling mishti's leg, but after watching her hatred for mishti in that video he could just feel the toxicity in every word of her. How conveniently she was trying to sideline mishti.

Did she really think that he would come with her leaving his mishti behind.

Suddenly he lowered his eyes remembering the resort incident. He had actually done that, he had left mishti there not understanding how to solve the problem. That was one of the guilt he would always have.

He remembered mishti's state, her heart wrenching cries. The image he would never forget, mishti had been sobbing so hard, she actually thought he left her, AGAIN.

He closed his eyes and gulped the painful memory, now is not the time for self loathing.

He again raised his head and saw confused face of Kuhu but the thing that made his heart feel light was behind kuhu.

His wife and her beautiful glowing with happiness face. She finally noticed him and smiled brightly seeing him. She jumped like a bunny and came running towards him shouting his name.

He smiled at her cuteness, thank god bade papa badi maa left from there else they would have been shocked hearing her shout.

She came running towards him and hugged him tightly. He smiled brightly and wrapped his arms around her, embracing her tightly.

They both missed each other, he got emotional taking her in his arms. He remembered how easily she forgave him when he came back to resort and apologized for acting like a jerk with her.

How she cried for hours on his shoulder sharing her insecurities, her fears with him. How she revealed the greatest fear of her life, the fear that he would leave her.

His heart wrenched badly that day, he also cried his eyes out not believing that he actually added one more fear one more insecurity in her heart.

That day he promised her and himself that he would never ever leave her, no matter what's the situation is, no matter who is in front of him. He would never even leave her for her. If he has to fight with destiny, he would fight with that too but will never leave her. They both will be with each other for the rest of their lives.

He had promised himself that he'll deal with Kuhu's immaturity and maa's manipulation but not at the stake of his wife's happiness.

She gave her to him completely that night and he promised himself that he would cherish this beautiful gift of god for his entire life.

He remembered how he was determined to set everything right after returning from resort, but seeing maa indirectly insulting parul maasi he again forgot Kuhu's matter and mishti too got busy in ngo work.

From two days they're dealing with all the work and problems not getting time for each other. At night also they just hug each other tightly and fall asleep not even talking properly with each other due to their tight schedule.

And then Badi maa invited them for ghangaur pooja, abir thinking that would be a good break for mishti sent her with badi maa.

But now taking her in his arms he finally felt the comfort of his home. He missed her so much, taking her in his arms feeling her warmth he became more determined to protect his innocent doll from world's cruelty. She deserves to be cherished like a beautiful Perl and he'll do that for the rest of his life.

Breaking the hug he kissed her forehead giving her a gentle smile. Mishti sensed that something is off with her Ajeeb Rajvansh, she decided to ask once they're alone.

Abir saw Kuhu rolling her eyes on them and felt annoyed with her behavior. He is trying to control himself from lashing out at her right here right now, but her behavior is making him mad second by second.

Facing Mishti he gave a gentle smile and caressed her hair blinking his eyes, Mishti got to know that he's upto something.

He gently made mishti move to his side and side hugged her, he looked at Kuhu with such emotions in his eyes that made Kuhu nervous.

A-kuhu mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai akele mein

Hearing the seriousness in his voice even Kunal got confused who just entered in the living room. He has not seen his bhai this much serious after his and mishti's patch up. He can see anger in his eyes and that made him slightly nervous.

K-of..of course bro kahiye na, yahi baat kar lete hai

Kuhu was feeling little scared seeing her all time happy bro so serious, mishti also frowned when Abir gave angry glare to Kuhu, she was not able to decipher Abir's behavior.

Abir took a deep breath to calm himself but he decided to talk now, he can't wait more, this is going overboard, kuhu actually commited a heinous crime and she have to give answers now, it's time to come out of goody two shoes closet.

He came inside taking mishti with him, kuhu followed behind, kunal also came closer to them . They all stood at the center of living room.

Abir facing kuhu, mishti standing beside him and kunal standing beside kuhu

A-kuhu main seedhe seedhe puch raha hu aur tumse sirf sach ki ummeed karta hu. Jab mishti dahi handi ke din neeche giri thi to kya usmein tumhara haanth tha

All colour got drained from Kuhu's face, her face resembled ashes. Chill ran down her spine, her breath became heavy. Just one thought was running in her mind, how abir bro got to know.

Mishti got numb hearing this, she knows Abir can't accuse Kuhu for something big without any proof. That means it's true, Kuhu actually tried to harm her physically. Kunal's state was no different, he just can't believe what his bhai said, he is accusing kuhu for putting mishti's life in danger. He knows his bhai will not say something without any valid reason but he was not able to believe that Kuhu could do this.

A-I asked something kuhu

Kuhu was nervouswrecked but she still thought to take a chance believing Abir don't know everything

K-b....bro y..ye aap kya keh rahe hai, main aisa kyu karungi, ye sab mishti ki hi galti hai, vo humesha girti padti rehti hai, #clumsy

She laughed nervously but stopped with a jerk hearing Abir's shout

"That's it Kuhu, enough is enough", he shouted.

Not only Kuhu but Kunal and Mishti also flinched hearing him shouting, they never saw him this much angry, his eyes were blood shot red.

He finally snapped, his patience finally broke. He just can't listen to Kuhu anymore. He gave her chance to come clean but instead of that she again started blaming mishti, He can't take it anymore now

A-enough is enough, how could you Kuhu, how could you. Tum mishti ke saath aisa kaise kar sakti ho, agar mishti ko kuch ho jaata to

K-b...but

A-stop

Kuhu flinched as Abir literally shouted very badly, she got very scared and decided to kept mum.

Abir closed his eyes, he didn't wanted to shout as Kuhu is his brother's wife, it's not him. He took a deep breath to calm himself

A-kuhu maine khud dahi handi ke video mein tumhe pyramid ko push karte hue dekha hai, ab kya bologi ki vo tum nahi thi ya fir tumhe mishti ne kaha tha use neeche giraane ke liye

Kuhu closed her eyes realizing there's no way out now. She started shivering as mishti and especially Kunal got to know about her deed. There's no way to escape.

Mishti started crying, she just can't believe Kuhu hates her so much, she started sobbing. Abir looked at her and held her hand pressing it lightly, shaking his head telling her not to cry.

Kunal was shocked, so bhai has proof, he looked at Kuhu who has her eyes closed and head lowered. He asked

Kun-kuhu kya jo bhai keh rahe hai kya wo sach hai, kya tumne mishti ko giraya tha us din.

Kuhu started getting frustrated, "she was feeling scared of Abir bro but how could Kunal question her for that, he should know at least why she did that ", she thought.

K-ha maine hi giraya tha mishti ko kyuki meri life mein jitni bhi problems chal rahi thi us time wo mishti ki wajahse chal rahi thi, she had made my life hell, mera pati mujhse pyaar nahi karta tha mishti ki wajahse, mujhe meri love story nahi mili mishti ki wajahse, she made my life hell bro

She started crying while saying all this but for a change Abir didn't melt down. He was determined to set everything right.

Kunal was shocked hearing this, so he was party responsible for all of this, he gulped his clogged up throat and tried to say something but Abir cut him off stopping him

A-nahi kunal, aaj baat tumhari nahi hai, it's about what Kuhu feels for mishti (then turning towards Kuhu)to tumhe lagta hai ki jo bhi us samay tumhari life mein hua wo mishti ki wajahse hua, so tell me kuhu how kunal thought to use you against mishti, how he came to know ki tum uski madad karogi mishti aur mujhe alag karne ke liye jaise email karke kiya tha

Kuhu was shocked, she didn't expected Abir to open up about email fiasco too.

A-tell me kuhu, kyu bheja tha tumne wo email, Kunal ke kehne pe, okay maan liya kunal ke kehne pe, par sawaal to fir wahi uth ta hai how kunal was so sure ki tum vo email bhejogi

Kuhu was mum, she knew that now she can't blame anyone as she only had told kunal that she hates mishti, mishti was a charity case, a road side puppy for her and her family.

Kunal also remembered the words Kuhu had used while explaining him how much she hates Mishti, he berated himself for ignoring Kuhu's hatred towards mishti after everything became normal.

Mishti was crying silently, not knowing what to say, she was able to stand only because abir had held her other wise she would have fallen down by now.

A-kya hua kuhu jawaab nahi hai, koi baat nahi main deta hu jawaab tumhe, tumne wo sab isliye nahi kiya kyuki tum kunal se bahut zyada pyaar karti thi balki isliye kyuki tum mishti ko us layak hi nahi samajhti thi ki use at least ek insaan ki tarah treat karo, I can't even think uske baad tumne aur kya kya kiya hai mishti ko hurt karne ke liye.

Kuhu was sobbing loudly, she was death scared of his anger, he was not even giving her a chance to explain herself

K-b...bro kunal ne bhi to

But Abir cut her in middle

A-kunal ko apne aapse compare mat karo kuhu, kunal ne bahut galtiyaan ki lekin ab vo apni galti sudhaarne ki koshish kar raha hai aur tum, tum to apni galti maan na bhi nahi chah rahi, tell me kuhu aur kya kya kiya hai tumne mishti ko hurt karne ke liye, tell me damn it

Kuhu who was sobbing all the time shook her head in no, she does not have guts to confess her deeds, she just can't.

Kunal closed his eyes hearing his bhai's shout, he realized that matter has gone beyond repair now.

Abir freezed when a realization dawned upon him, in shaky voice he asked Kuhu

A-kuhu mahashivratri ke time coffee mein sleeping pills tumne mere liye milaayi thi ya mishti ke liye

Kunal's head snapped, he looked at Abir with shocked face, kuhu was the one who had mixed sleeping pills in coffee.

Kuhu started shivering badly in fear but this time she said truth

K-m...mishti ke liye

Abir closed his eyes in pain, he was scared of than only. Mishti also closed her eyes not able to bear all this. But kunal's eyes got wide open hearing this, because of kuhu his bhai and bhabhi's life was at stake. He shook his head not able to digest the truth.

K-but but bro vo galti se

A-no kuhu

Abir snapped, he can't bear her immature reasoning now

A-galti se hogaya ho ya jaan bujhkar kar, tumne wo sab mishti ke baare mein bura sochkar hi kiya, agar galti se kiya tha to kyu nahi bola sabke saamne, do you realize agar mishti ko, mujhe ya kunal ya ghar ke kisi bhi member ko kuch ho jaata to, tab kya karti tum, ha, agar wo coffee Nanu pi lete to, what the hell were you thinking kuhu

Kuhu started sobbing heavily but no one felt bad for her, Abir is right , it's high time she should realize how wrong she is.

A-kuhu there is a difference between doing wrong without knowing the impact and doing wrong fully aware of the results, and the later is called as crime Kuhu, you were fully aware what you were doing and what could happen if you did that, but you still did it. You crossed line Kuhu, you did a crime, intentional unintentional whatever I don't care but you tried to hurt my mishti and not just emotionally and mentally but physically too and I can't forgive you for that ever.

K-b...bro

A-don't call me bro

Abir shouted again and Kuhu closed her eyes scared of his this awtaar

A-you are not my bro, agar mishti se nafrat thi to at least mere baare mein sochti, you always knew ki agar mishti hurt hui to saath mein main bhi hurt hounga, but you never thought about that. You never considered me your bro, bas naam ka bro, Huh

Kuhu was crying continusly, she don't have any explanation to give.

Abir took a deep breath and wiped his tears, taking mishti in his arms,side hugging her , he faced kunal and said

A-I am sorry kunal but ab hum us ghar mein nahi reh sakte, main mishti ko ek khushhaal zindagi dena chahta hu, jo us ghar mein possible nahi hai. We're shifting to MishBir house after Pooja

And he looked at Mishti who was sobbing badly in his arms, he turned towards her and cupped her face.

Wiping her tears he shook his head asking her to stop crying

Abir gently asked her with love filled voice

A-chalogi mere saath

Mishti looked in his eyes and said

M-jaha tum le jaao

Abir smiled lightly and kissed her forehead, he held her hand and lead her outside the house knowing that they need some time alone.

Kunal also walked away to his room not able to digest the whole situation.

Kuhu finally raised her head and saw her entire family looking at her with tears in their eyes, her mumma and daadi were crying looking at her.

Finally realization dawned upon her that the pain visible in her dadu ,dadi, mumma and papa's eyes was given by her.

End 

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