Chapter 44 (according to the Index Out for the Story this is Chapter 42) Matured
Helloo guyssss
So yesss I am back with an update as promised on Saturday night..but it got pushed to midnight Again!! Apologiessss for that but my fingers would not stop flowing on my keypad until I felt right to pause the Update.
And hereby I present to you all – the Longest Carnagical Arshilicious Update I have ever written – litrally 27.5k Wordssss.
The lenghth is Insane.
But it all had to Flow as One and I could not split this!
And as you all know I only stop the Chapter once I feel from within that’s its Ok Now.Chapter Finished.
Haha.
Ok please consider this like a Maha super Duper Maha Dhamaka Update from my end – full on Arshilicious.
And I will be waiting to know what you all think as always.
Please keep your comments coming guys!
As I Love them
Pls ignore editing errors as I have not proofread since that woule delay the update – I shall be getting around to doing that bit soon.you know proofreading and editing and then posting! But not now – after this Update Maybe!
And oh yes – disclaimer – Mature Content in there Guys – what can I say – the characters needed their Carnagical moments after all this while! Haha!
Okk now I shall let you all dive in without further Delay.
Much love guys – Always!
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CHAPTER 42 – INTOXICATED 2.0
Khushi's POV
GUYSSS!
THIS HOODIE GUY HAS LOST IT!
HE IS GOING TO KILL ME YA WITH EXCITEMEMNT AND ANTICIPATION!
SO EVER SINCE THE MINUTE WE STEPPED INTO THIS SUPER LUXURIOUS SUV - HE FREAKING BLINDFOLDED ME AND WAS LIKE HE WILL NOT OPEN THE BLINDFOLD UNTIL WE REACH THE DESTINATION – WHICH HE SAID WAS JUST 20 -25 MINUTES AWAY ONLY!
SO.
REMEMBER HOW I BLINDFOLDED HIM ONCE WHEN I WAS TAKING HIM TO THAT TREE HOUSE???
YESSS- HE SAYS THIS IS HIM GETTING BACK TO ME FOR THAT!
AND.
OH.
SHOOT.
WAIT.
GUYS.
I SHOUDLNT COMPLAIN.
HAHA.
FOR I AM LOVNG THIS.
OK SO.
What am I Loving???
For Once – I am loving the Fact that I am not Driving or he isn’t in the front seat.
I am Loving the Fact – that we are sitting in the Backseat – all Cozy, and I am snuggled into him in the backseat of this chauffeur driven SUV that is taking us to Destination LetsSurpriseKhushi – and he has his arms around me and he is now just playing with my hands and keeps kissing on them as we talk.
I think we are Halfway through as I ask playing with his hands too – “ Love how much more time...I know you are loving this but I need to see you...”
And I hear him chuckle and his hands caress my arm slowly and lovingly.
And now I shiver as I hear him whisper into my ears softly, and feel him kissing on my ring before that – “ ok Sunshine, I promise that I will take this blindfold off right now even before the minute we reach the Hotel I am taking you too for the privacy I want with you today..if you can guess the significance of design of the ring, I have put on your finger..and I know you are a tad bit overwhelmed by the size of the rock because it was in your eyes the minute you saw it..but too bad my princess for now finally its my time to pamper you Insanely..like iv been dying too for a long time now..”
And I shiver as I turn a little into him, still blindfolded though and I say softly – “ you knew…Love…okkk so yes it is overwhelming to see such a huge diamond on my finger Love…its huge so magnificent and I want to thank youu for it…but...also..”, and I pause and he asks softly – “ but also what Sunshine..talk to me like you always do...you know I want to know every thought that crosses hour head..”
I nod and feel him cup my face and his thumb is caressing my cheek lovingly and I say softly – “also...love...you put it on my finger with so much love..so its like I would never want to take this off..but maybe give me some time to get used to seeing this on my finger…ok???..”,and I pause as I admit the very next second – “ Arnav..im scared…what if I loose it Love?? I mean this is way too expensive and it totally looks like a ring that belongs in a treasured casket right out of a hidden treasured cave…and I am afraid..that me wearing this everyday...as in I want too surely but what if just what i misplace it...gosh arnav..are you mad at me for feeling this way?? Please dont be mad at me..i just need to always tell you what i feel..I’m sorry..”,and right then I feel his fingers on my lips as he says softly leaning into my ears again – “ shh…ok? An di am not mad at you..can I be ever??and know this Sunshine that you are my priceless ttreasure...your heart is my treasured cave and all the love you have in their for me is the most priceless thing in the world..and this ring is exactly where it belongs…on the ring finger of my priceless treasure so..Stop worrying now Sunshine..and I know you will need some time to get used to seeing it on your finger and I understand that…but promise me Love…that you will never take this off..”,and he kisses my earlobe softly.
I tremble snuggled into his arms as I nod – “ okk Love…I promise…I will never take this off…and can you please open my blindfold…I want to look into your eyes..”
I hear Arnav chuckle as he whispers into my ears – “ we are anyway reaching in five minutes Love..ok lets see you take a guess then…”
I grin as I snuggle into him – “ oh that’s an easy peasy guess Love…I figured it out in one hour of wearing It…”
He chuckles as I feel him cup my face – “ oh really..did you now?? Lets hear it then..”
I smile taking a deep breathe – “ ok so the gold band because you call me Sunshine, the brown diamonds that deeply resemble the colour of the coffee bean engraved all over the gold band because i proposed you with a coffee bean and you definetly wanted to include a reflecion of that moment of time too and then the heart shaped diamond because well that’s obvious – you say I am your heart so…yes that’s my guess Love…now tell me I am right no?”
I hear him chuckle and feel him kiss my nose and my cheek and the ring on my hand again – “ my brilliant Sunshine…darn…how did I even think you wouldn’t guess it…”
I chuckle as I say with a grin – “ ok now…open my blindfold now..”
He says – “ ok then I gotta keep my word for…a deal Is a deal…”,and I feel the blindfold come off my eyes and I open my eyes to look into his intent ones and I cup his face as I admit looking into his eyes – “ I bought a ring for you too Love…as In i had been saving up for it for months and I bought it recently after your semi final win.. I was going to make you wear it after I handed you my love letters but its in Cape Town…I will give it to you tomorrow Love as we reach..”,and his eyes swim with a zillion emotions as he asks softy cupping my face – “ you’v been saving up for a ring for me??...”,and I nod and I look down on the ring on my finger nervously and I admit softy– “ but Arnav..i just hope you will like it as in the one I got for you is a very simple one Love…as in it’s just a plain platinum love band..and..I..I..this..”,and he instantly tucks my chin up and looks into my eyes – “ you bought me a platinum love band out of your savings Sunshine, it already is my priceless treasure..you better make me wear it first thing as we reach your place tomorrow..”,and he kisses my forhead lovingly and I snuggle into him and I just hug him.
HIS WORDS.
AND THE WAY HE SAYS THEM TO ME.
It makes me feel so Wonderful – he literally has a way of easing my every insecurity, every worry – away.
HA!
YOU MAGICAL DUMBLEDORE YOU!
And right then my eyes fall out the window and as I register in the sight to where we are heading too – my eyes widen in surprise!
OH MY FREAKING GODS!
I Sawww the Signage as the Car Pulls into these Majestic Gates!
HE HaS Gotten ME TO THE VERY LUXURIOUS AND ROMANTIC – THE FOUR SEASONS HOTEL - @ THE WESTCLIFF (which just like all the Four Seasons Properties is not only completely Luxurious – but this property looks like a beauty of its own – for its like – just the name suggests this is on top of a cliff guys and totally looks like a chic hillside village on its own – well a super lavish and luxurious village that is)
(Authors Note – guys before you proceed further please check out the link of the property so that you can see the pictures at the homepage for better reading experience - )
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Khushi’S POV Continues
OH MY HEAVENLY FREAKING GODS.
OHH MY.
FOR NOW AS WE APPROACH THE PROPERTY AND I SEE IT NEARING MORE AND MORE IN MY VISION.
I AM AWED.
ITS SO GRAND!
LIKEEEE CRAZILY EXCLUSIVELY GRAND!
ITS INTOXICATINGLY GORGEOUS.
I LOOK AT ARNAV NOW GAPING AT HIM IN SHOCK AND DAZE and he chuckles as he laces his arm around my shoulder and he whispers in my ears – “ Happy Bday Sunshine..”
And I am in Daze as I now hear the chaueffuer say – “ sir, I will now be pulling in towards the private enterance that we have for the Royal Suite..”
ROYAL SUITEEEEEE.
PRIVATE ENTERANCE WITHIN THE FOUR SEASONS WESTCLIFF ?????
OHHH MY FREAKING HEAVENLY GODS.
THIS SOUNDS CRAZILY LAVISH.
I AM STUMPED SPEECHLESS IN DAZE AND ARNAV PULLS ME CLOSER INTO HIS SIDE AND I JUST SNUGGLE INTO HIS ARMS...,IN DAZE!
And minutes later I now see the SUV being pulled to a halt and Arnav chuckles as he gestures that we have to get down and I nod at him dazed and he takes mhand and we get down and we have two people waiting there to greet us and one of them comes up immediately and She says – “ Mr Raizada..welcome to the Royal Suite at the Four Seasons, Westcliff..we are honoured to have you and your fiancée choose us for a stay tonight..”
FIANCEEE!
GUYSSSS
I AM DEAD.
I just give her a polite nod and keep holding onto Arnavs hand and she continues – “ and this is your private enterance , and we assure you complete privacy except that you will have a butler and chef at your disposal ofcourse who all have a separate exit to enter the suite from..and your lunch is already being prepared as per your instructions Sir…please come with me as I show you around and your luggage will be settled in the master bedroom by our staff immediately..”
Arnav thanks the staff politely and he winks at a dazed me and I just walk in with him hand in hand and she continues – “so this is the grand lobby entrance to our Royal suite Sir..Maam..and we have a staircase and a private elevator, both leading up to your suite’s two upper floors, where three bedrooms, a dining room set for eight people, a separate study, a lounge and a private gym are awaiting your arrival..”
(Authors Note – please see the pictures below on the link below to get the full idea of the ambience guys – its Magical )
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Khushi’s POV Continues
WAITTTTT.
WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT???????????????
THIS FREAKING ISNT A ONE FLOOR SUITE…ITS LIKE A GROUND FLOOR GRAND ENTERANCE AND THEN TWO MORE FLOORS – HE FREAKING BOOKED THREE STORIES OF A ROYAL SUITE FOR JUST THE TWO OF US?????
IS HE MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!
THIS IS INSANE GUYS!
AND WHY DO THEY CALL THIS A ROYAL SUITE WHEN THIS HAS THREE FREAKING FLOORS????
MAYBE CALL IT THE ROYAL THREE STORIED SUITE ( FOR BETTER DEPICTION OF WHAT IT ACTUALLY IS – MAYBE I CAN OFFER THIS AS A SUGGESTION TO THE STAFF AS I LEAVE..)
FOR THIS IS UNBELIEVABLY LUXURIOUSLY INSANE!
AND I AM IN A DAZEEEE
AND ARNAV KNOWS THAT.
THE GRIN ON HIS FACE IS GIVING HIM AWAY!
HE KNOWS IM SHOCKED AND DAZED THE HEAVENLY HELL OUT OF MY MIND!
And now as we take the elevator with the hotel staff to the middle floor we just step out and I am in awe of what I see again as she says – “ and this middle floor is for entertaining Sir, Maam – the dining table is here, the pantry too which has a external access for your butler and chef where they are now preparing your lunch..theres a entertainment lounge, the living room, and the outdoor terrace with perfect sun beds and seating and with utmost privacy..”,and I walk around dazed behind Arnav as she shows around this grand middle story of the suite and I am beyond stumped.
Thisss is wayyy toooo Luxuriousssss than anything I could have ever imaginedddddd !!
And she now takes us to the upper floor through the elevator and I just look at Arnav dazed , my eyes telling him that I cant believe him and he is grinning mischeviously at me in silence as usual and as we now step out onto the floor she says – “ and this floor has the three spacious rooms, well since it is the two of you…you can choose which ever room you want to stay in , but I suggest the master bedroom ofcourse…”,and she turns to us – “sir, maam your luggage is already placed in the master bedroom whilst I was taking you both around which is here..”,and she now takes us to this super lavish and spacious room and I am stumped beyond words and I give her a polite smile and I am still looking at Arnav in daze and she quickly shows us around the rest of the gorgeous rooms on the floor as well and then says as we halt near the master bedroom room again – “Mam and Sir..and now I shall take your leave, and I hope you both enjoy your stay…and I will ask the butler to give you a call up once the lunch Is served..”
Arnav thanks her and she smiles and steps into the elavator and leaves and I now gape at Arnav in shock as I instruct my voicebox to start functioning and I say – “ Arnav..are you crazyyyyy???????this is Insane…who books a three storied massively luxurious and grand royal suite for just two people???? This is Insane…and wait why do they call it a suite? Its misleading they should say the royal three storied suite...gosh...Arnav...”,and I look around at everything dazed, and I quickly walk over to the side table of the bed where there is water bottles and I gulp the water down , looking at Arnav is disbelief and daze still with a gesture of my other hand that I cannot freaking believe this.
And I see him chuckle from across and he now comes to me in quick strides and just as I finish drinking the water, he snakes his arm around my waist as he pulls me closer into his frame and he cups my face lovingly and he kisses my forhead – “ happy bday to you..Sunshine…you are my princess and I want pamper you in everyway now..i have been waiting to do this for a long long time..and I was waiting for my time..the right time.., you have absolutely no idea how much I have yearned for this... just wanting to pamper you in my style…but I was always worried that it would overwhelm you and I know it is overwhelming you a little too right now, but now we are at a stage in between of us that I know this will just overwhelm you maybe, but not scare you away…like it would have probably a year and a half ago or maybe even a year ago for that matter..so please Sunshine…just let me pamper you my way now…for finally My Turn begins…”
I cup his face lovingly and I kiss his hand – “ Arnav…this is lovely as in amazing…but you do know..that..I..I…I mean..you didn’t have to do this…this is way too grand..and I am happy too really…maybe a little frazzled just…this is outrageously luxurious Love…like…I don’t know what to say..im sorry if I..I…”
He kisses my hand – “ I know Love..i know you in and out and I know that none of the materialistic stuff ever matters to you and to be honest – like I said before its you Sunshine, who is my real Treasure and this is just me wanting to do things for us in some other ways too..I know all you need is me and you know all I need is you..but remember back in the caravan you said something like Arnav let me spend on you please it gives me happiness to be able to spend on the one I Love...so yes it’s the same thing for me...please just relax Love and dont worry about it...you understand dont you?? This isnt me wanting to overwhelm you..its me wanting to just feel that happiness of doing things for you in some of my other ways and styles too..”
SMARTY PANTS!
USED MY LOGIC RIGHT BACK AT ME!
HA!
WHAT DO I SAY TO THAT NOW!
I smile at him as I admit softly – “ you used my logic back at me ya Hoodie guy..not fair..smarty pants..”and he chuckles as he now asks – “ I know...so its kool then???as in you ok right??
I nod still a little dazed and I admit softly looking around and I wrap my arms around his neck and give him a heartwarming smile – “ Arnav..this is by far the most gorgeous three storied royal suite that I have ever seen in real time as in through my eyes in physical surroundings..well you already do know my Laptop has travelled all over the world already and my browser has seen so many luxurious places as I do my research as a tourist guide too..but yes I am sure in real time and not virtually – this is by far the most gorgeous space ever my eyes have set eyes on....oh my goshh just ohh my goshh look at the height of luxury in here....”, I finish with a dramatic antic of mine which makes him chuckle now and he looks at me amused with a lot of Love shining in his eyes and he kisses my forhead – “ I absolutely love the way your mind works sunshine...always did ..always will...”
Our eyes lock Intensy as I whisper- “thank you so much Love..”
And now his thumb is back to caressing my Lips sensually and his eyes are looking at me intently and he says in a husky tone – “ Sunshine..before I kiss you now..I need to give you...your bday presents..”
I gape at him in shock now- “ are you crazy what presents now Love??? Please..goshhhh.arnav...”
And he chuckles and hugs me and kisses my hand and makes me sit on the bed and he whispers in my ears – “ it’s nothing much I promise but these presents are very private in between of us ok Love as in two presents are and two are like basic..so yeah...let me get them for you...”, and I see him walk to his cabin bag and open it up and then he takes out a gift box and he walks upto me and he hands it to me and he grins looking down on me – “ open it...please Sunshine...”
I Nod at him dazed – just why did he also have to be wearing a black collared tee with denims right now too???? I mean he knows i love black on him and he Purposely changed into this before we left for here..as in for the formal talk he was wearing a White Formal button downed tee with his denims!
I shiver at his intent gaze and I ask – “ okk...but what’s in it?? Hint maybe Hoodie guy??
He chuckles as he stands in front of me with his Arms folded across his chest and I say nervously – “ stop staring ya Hoodie guy..”
Arnav chuckles again – “ well I will stare all i want and i will specially keep looking because i want to see your expressions as you see what’s in there..ok I will give u a hint when I bought one off the things for you I gave you a hint on text already ..for it was from the time I went shopping in cape town as in right before I sat in ur uber remember I mentioned to you that I saw something on a mannequin and I imagined taking it off you...”
I blush furiously as I recall his text and I break away from his eyes as I look at the box nervously -" you said something like you saw a black night wear..did you really buy it for me..??
Arnav now comes and sits next to me and kisses my hand – “ ofcourse...cmon open it...its in there along with two dresses I picked out for you and one more intimate gift from me to you..”
I nod now dazed still and I open the gift box and the first thing I see wrapped in a paper wrap is a sinfully gorgeous black night wear.. and it’s so freaking sinfully sexy that I cant even begin to describe it and I blush furiously and I just bury my hands in my face immediately feeling extremely shy and he chuckles – “ Sunshine...relax..I am not going to ask you to wear that tonight or something...you can wear it whenever you are comfortable...but I do want you to wear the other things in there that I picked out for you...Love...cmon see the rest..”
I look up back at the box but not at him yet though because I am flushing furiously and I keep that sinful nightwear aside gently and open the next paper wrap and i smile on reflex as i see a casual mustard colour skater dress with a sweetheart neckline and its sleeveless and length wise maybe it would run till my knees maybe and I grin now and I look at him – “ i loveee this ...you want me to wear it now??”
Arnav grins as he laces his arm around me – “ yup before lunch maybe..but see the rest of the two things too..theres another black dress that I imagined you in the minute I saw it and I picked it up for you...will you wear that for dinner tonight Khushi?”,he asks lovingly.
And I look at the next black dress and it’s really sexy too as in its body hugging surely because of the material and the neckline is just bloddy sexy and deep too and I nod without looking into his eyes for I am obviously nervous and I say softly – “ I will wear it to dinner Arnav...”, and just as I am about to open the last paper wrap I feel him whisper in my ears – “ and maybe wear that too under the black dress...” , and I am sure I have blushed and flushed furiously to a shade of deep crimson red as i realise that his words surely mean that this would be lingerie and my hands are trembling as I open the wrap and I find my self looking at a pair of mustard colour brasserie with matching boy shorts and I touch it nervously and to my surprise both are in my size and I hear Arnav whisper in my ears tightening a arm around my shoulder and hugging me to his side – “ love..I obviosuly know your size I mean I havent seen you yet but I think my imagination is bang on right..”, and I immediately now just hug him feeling shy and he says hugging me close – “ well you do know it’s going to be a step up for your Carnage class tonight love and I would absolutely love to take pull that sexy black dress and then that mustard braissiare off you Sunshine....”
HOLY MOLY SHIT!
DID HE JUST SAY THAT TO ME OUT LOUD!
OHH MYYYY GODDDD!
IS HEEEE FREAKKING CRAZYYYYYY!
I AM SHIVERING AND TREMBLING IN HIS ARMS JUST HUGGING him in aa dazed silence for I do not know what to say and I feel him now kiss my ear softly again as he whispers – “ dont worry love like I promised we are going to take this step by step..and today’s Carnaging class is going to be all about just us exploring our upper bodies.. “, and I tighten my arms around his neck as I now say – “ goshh Arnav...please...stop...you kill me when you talk to me this way...”
And he chuckles now and then pulls apart and looks into my eyes intently and his gaze is so sensual as he says – “ and I know the sight of you tonight will kill me...for I am bloody sure that my imagination would not have done you justice..”
DAMMMMMMMM.
DAMMMIIITTTT.
IF HE IS GOING TO TALK TO ME LIKE THAT I AM GOING TO FAINT RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW!
I BLUSH FURIOUSLY AND I NOW look away and start to FAN MYSELF with both my hands in my dramatic antic way and I close my eyes while I am.at it and then just open my one eye slowly to look at him sideways...and...Oh shoot...that look in his eyes..as hes watching me intently..just that the look of his eyes tells me that I just got myself into deep trouble and I was right because the next thing I know ..I am pushed back into the bed and he is on top of me immediately and he his lips close over mine almost immediately as he starts to kiss me hard and deep and his hands are now urgent as they touch me everywhere and before i can this time.. his hands make my one leg go around his waist this time and then my other leg goes around his waist from the other side on reflex and he pulls me by the waist closer into his frame and his hands now caress my waist me way too possesively and lovingly and because my this long kurta has a slit on the sides his hands touch my bare waist now in urgent caress,as he continues to kiss me deep and hard and I respond matching his moves..and I think that drives him nuts too like he mentioned earlier this morning and he deepens and hardens our kiss and he breaks away the kiss now as he says in my ear huskilyy- “ Sunshine I need to atleast get this kurta off you now...and get my stamp over your heart..right away...and I promise to behave right now as in I will only take your Kurta off..the rest will come later in the night because I think we might get called down for lunch now and I want all the time to myself for the fresh step up class you know since it’s going to be a new topic for you in our Carnaging Class..I need to have ample time at hand to address the matter...and right now..consider this a revision ..?so Sunshinee..can I take this kurta off? You will change into that mustard dress anyway right..?”
SMARTY PANTS!
LOOK AT THOSE WORDS!
REVISION!
NEW TOPIC IN CARNAGING CLASS!
I am Dead!
I shiver and tremble and I an only nod at him dazed and I sit up a little and he raises my hands up all the while his intense gaze not leaving mine and I am under that HYPNOTISED trans of his as I keep my eyes locked with his as he pulls off My Kurta and then pushes me back into the pillows immediately and kisses me hard and deep immediately and about five minutes later off his tongue and lips duelling mine in a deep French kiss...he breaks away and now trails a line of hot kisses down the frontal side of my throat making me moan his name and his one free hand wont stop touching me everywhere on my upperbody as he now starts to leave a not so gentle stamp over my heart and this time around he also soothes it with his tongue after finsihing the stamp which only drives me insaner and i think the moan that just left my lips has driven him insane for he is stamping my heart again and again using his tongue sensually to sooth the stinging sensation hes left on my skin...godaamit..me...I am lost in his trans and I feel my hands now go into his hair on reflex as I just tug him closer into me and after hes taken two.more sensual stamps he finally trails a line of kisses up my throat and I whisper his name hoarsely not believing that this voice was mine and I say – “ goshhh Arnav...”, and he whispers in my ears huskily rubbing his beard sensuality on my shoulder blade now by pulling down on my shoulder strap of my skin coloured brasserie- “ the way you moaned my name like that and tugged me closer into you as I took my Stamps today.. has freaking me driven me insane to a different edge right now..godammit Sunshine...”, and hes back to trailing a line of kisses all over my necklines and shoulder blades and all this while he is also now making his beard brush over all of my skin purposely because I think my breathlessness and moans in a reaction to that gave him the signal that I was liking it....and was I Liking it?
Understatement.
I was loving the feel of his beard rubbing against my bare skin!
Ohhh godaamit me!
Hes Carnaging My head towards Sinful thoughts now - thoughts that have never occurred to me in my wildest imaginations!
Ohhhh Man!
Just
Kill
Me
Already!
And right then just as he comes to kiss me again deeply I can just only tug him closer and kiss him back over and over again and amidst our heated moments...the landline phone next to us now finally rings and we both on reflex curse at the same time as we break away from the kiss and looked at the ringing phone to our side and then at each other and then I burst our laughing and so does he ,and he picks up the phone now and listens to what’s been said on the other end and he says into the the phone – “ yes we will be there..thank you..”,and he keeps the phone down and looks at me and cups my face and says lovingly– “ lunch is served my princess..”and he kisses my forhead now and my nose and takes my upper lip into a single lip kiss like he always does and I take his lower lip like I always do before we break apart from our deep kisses and seconds later i smile at him but unable to look into his eyes due to shyness and I finally gesture to him to let me get up and he gets off me and he sips down some water now and he winks at me MISCHEVIOUSLY standing up and looking down at me – “ I’ll go down first Love....i know you need about five to ten minutes to yourself right now to compose your breathlessness and get over that shyness before you finally make eye contact with me again....”
And I dont look at him in the eye still and I say looking everywhere else nervously - “ godammit you...bloody Dumbledore you..now go...I’ll see you in five minutes..”
Arnav grins as he walks backwards – “ i am loving this..i am freaking love this..haha...please wear that dress for me Sunshine..”
I blush furiously as I pick up the mustard skater dress – “ I will Hoodie guy..I will...”
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ARNAV ‘S POV
SOOO GUYSS!
I am AWAITing My Sunshine to come down to this Middle Floor of our Suite Where the Lunch is Served on the Dining Table and I just checked everything – it’s all of My Sunshine's favourite dishes from the Indian Cusine and her favourite Jalebi's too!
Haha!
She is going to Love this!
Haha!!
Okkk sooo.
I know she is still a little overwhelmed in this Entire Space right now!
And.
I know I know!
That’s me Totally going Overboard and Grand now right from the minute I decided to propose her in front of the whole wide world and then the ring...and now this..and now.. everything after and from here on is going to be me Arnav Singh Raizada pampering my Princess Insanely –And guys dont misunderstand..like I mentioned before I do not wish to overwhelm her with this rather it truly is all becuase I have been wanting to just do these things for her in MY style for the Longest time Now, and to just feel that Happiness within...and I have been yearning it for so long and i was completely honest when I told Khushi that earlier I would always think that me being extravagant would totally scare her away maybe because I know none of this materialistic stuff matters to her, it never did and it never will..and I know that but still – Now I just want to be able to do things for her Freely too and I am kind off glad she understood where I was coming from after I gave her that logic she gave to me in the Caravan!
Ha!
Thank you dear Brain for bringing back that thought to my head at the right time!
Haha!
I look at my phone and see the time on it I have been down here for the last six minutes..I think My Sunshine would just be blushing furiously still and calming down on her nerves after our little HEATED revision session!
Haha!
But to be honest – it’s really difficult for me to keep my head on for that control you know because just the way she reacts to me drives me Insane and makes me want to make raw love to her right then..but then I hold onto control anyway because I know one thing surely that all this wait until that point of finally making love to her will be totally worth it!
Okkk.
I walk out towards this lavish outdoor balcony patio and I gaze at the view in front of me and I close my eyes for a second and I thank god again.
And do you know what do I thank him for right now?
Ofcourse for MY Sunshine obviously.
But also for the Chanced Destined Moment of time when I took my chances and walked into Chai and Coffee all those months ago!
I mean now that I think of it...if it hadnt been for that..how in the world would I have ever met Khushi??
But then now that I think again – I am quite sure my Destiny would have figured out another way of making my paths cross with her because she is the one meant for me and I am sure that my fate and destiny would have figured out a way to nudge my feet towards her Anyway – and even then I would have known in my heart in the very instant that there was something special in those twinkling eyes and that smile and those words that struck a chord within me immediately and made me realise that this kind of instant connection that my heart felt was truly an earlier Sign nudging me towards – Our Magical Carnage Love that was always Meant to Be!!
Anyways Raizada – that bloody chanced step you took into the then Chai and Coffee was surely the best freaking decision of Your Life!
Haha!
And look at where we are Now!
I am marrying Khushi in 34 days from now.
Who is keeping a eye on that bloody countdown like a Hawk?
Haha!
Meeeeeeeeeee!
Well because I cant wait to call her My Wife!
Okk patience Raizada..just 34 days...be happy and enjoy the phase of being able to.call her your fiancee in that bit.
Sooo I absolutely loved it when that hotel executive was showing us around and welcomed Khushi as my fiancee...and the amazing look on my Sunshines face...epic!
Goshhh guysss!
She is so so so adorable, her every antic, her every expression, her every thought drives me crazier in love with her more and more by the day and she calls me Intoxicating!
Ha...Intoxicating Who??? INTOXICATING Sheeee!
And Insaner who??? Insaner Me Surelyyyy!!
And I cant stop grinning now as I need to see her immediately and I take out my phone and I text her.
Me : My Princess...I am awaiting your arrival.
My phone beeps.
Her : 3 minutes Hoodie guy..just aboutt to step into the Elevator..doing my hair..and this dress is so so gorgeous Love.thank you so muchh.
I grin as I read that and I reply : are you trying up your hair in that high ponytail that I Love??? My guess is that you are Sunshine!
Her : ( a line of blushing smileys and hearts)
I grin as I now make my way in towards the elevator and I request the butler on the way to fill out the ice tea for us well..the Ice tea flavour that she loves and he nods.
And I stand outside the glass elevator and tap my feet impatiently and when I see the sign of it now descending down..I cant help but grin in Happiness but as MY gaze falls on MY Sunshine who is nervously adjusting the deep sweetheart neckline of this dress a little over her shoulders – I feel my insides freeze and the elevator door opens in between of us and she finally looks up and our eyes lock and I block the elevator door with my one hand and just lean against it and stare at her shamelessly from top to bottom and I am so glad that I picked out this skater dress for her – because seeing her in this adorable skater dress which ran up a little about four to five inches above her knee in length and in my favourite colour mustard on her – made me love and thank the moment in time that I decided to call her My Sunshine!
Because that’s the only name that aptly suits the Love of my Life who is the reason for my existence!
And that gorgeous sweetheart neckline snug perfectly to her curves and it only accentuated her already beyond sinfully sexy neckline and shoulder blades too and the fact that she had her hair tied up in a high ponytail that I loved only made me grin more as my eyes linger on reflex over her gorgeous neckline and she’s already heaving a little under my intense gaze and I loveeee it...I just FREAKING love the Impact I have on her...haha!
Just you wait!
You wait Sunshine!
You are in for Massive Carnage tonight!
I SHALL CARNAGE YOU TO THE EDGE OF MILKIWAY!
BUT.
NOT NOW.
LATER TONIGHT.
Because right now no matter how badly I just want to whisk you away to the floor above and ravish you – I have to wait until later because before I get to that - I need to get down on my knee and apologize to you too for all that My coach made you go through.
And I feel the familiar onslaught of emotions now as I recall all of that and I hold Khushi’s hand now and I kiss it and I pull her in for a tight hug and she holds onto my arms and hugs me back and i now whisper in her ears – “ come Love lets have Lunch now..”
And she pulls back and nods giving me a shy smile which I fall in love with all over again and I take her hand now and lead her to the Dining table and just as her sight falls on all the dishes that are awaiting on the table she exclaims in glee – “ jalebiiiiii......ohhh my goshh Arnav...you had them make my favourite indian dessert too jalebi...and these are literally all of my favourite dishes from the indian cuisine that I keep talking to you about...ohhh my goshhh love...thank you sooo much...”, and she hugs me instantly in glee and happiness and her happy energy is so infectious as always that even the Butler grins at us and he requests us to now take our seats.
I pull out a chair for Khushi and I gesture to sit and I take mine diagonally next to hers and I hold her hand and I give her wink – “ common let’s eat now...”
And she grins happily and we start to have our Lunch!
And I chuckle to myself as I observe within that her eyes are twinkling a lot more in Happiness whilst eating her favourites foods than they did when she first looked around at this luxurious suite because there was nervousness in her eyes too then for she was probably thinking In her head at that point that there was no need for me to be so extravagant at all!
Ohh My Innocent Precious Sunshine!
You are my True Gold and a Gold whose purity and innocence radiates so bright – that it truly has the power to put all this WORLDLY glitter to Shame too!
....................
AN Hour Later
ARNAV'S POV Continues
I am in Bliss.
Sheer Bliss.
So we finished lunch about 30 minutes ago and we were both happily talking and chatting like we always do discussing about how her Uncles six months and seven months wait dialogue pause – gave us both an heart attack and how we were both glad that things had worked out in between the elders point of views to the best of our favour.
We were both glad about that and we spent the lunch time just talking to each other about how each of us felt so wonderful when things came to a common consensus.
And after lunch – I did ask the butler to get us some hot coffee to sip on as I got Khushi out with me on this grand balcony and I propelled up on this round sunbed with a canopy that came down from top in a rounded cover half way from behind – and I had setlled against the cushions and asked her to come into my arms which she happily did and I just hugged her to myself as she snuggled into me and I kissed her briefly until our coffee’s came and then over coffee we just talked a little bit more discussing the epic reactions of her near and dear ones in the stands as we both shared a natural laugh feeling so happy this time around for this moment had finally happened too and then once we finished coffee – the butler had come to clear the try and my kindest Sunshine said – that she wanted some water too so she would get it herself from the kitchen rather than have the butler come in again with it.
And I am now sitting and grinning like a happy idiot now as I am admiring the view in front of me for our suite is pretty much at the most exquisite spot on the edge of the cliff that gave us these gorgeous views and right then I see My Sunshine return with two bottles of waters in her hand and she gets on her knees and keeps them on the side and then playfully comes forward on her knees to me and I open my arms to her lovingly and she happily snuggles back into me and she she holds onto my arms that have hugged her tight from behind and she exclaims – “ ohh myy freaking god…Arnav..i cannot believe this ok..its like I don’t have to worry about a timer now..as in in the back of my head…I always knew that the alarm will buzz off and my time with you in your heavenly arms will run out…goshh…thank you god…I am so happy right now..”,and she kisses my hand and I ask softly – “ love..have the butler and the chef left??”
She smiles – “ yes Love, they just left from their enterance and I told them that we would call on the phone if we needed anything and they did say that they would come in by 6pm themselves though because they needed to start preppiing up for dinner and make necessary arrangements…”,and she pauses as she looks back at me and she asks softly – “ you have something planned up your sleeve for dinner too don’t you Hoodie guy??”
I chuckle as I admit – “ well yes, ofcourse, and I will need you to be on the upper floor in between of 6 to 8pm Love..”
She grins as she kisses my hand and I immediately push her back into the day bed making her lie down and I come on top of her immediately and I cup her face with my right hand and I whisper looking into her eyes – “ so now that its us..i need to kiss you Sunshine..”,and she wraps her arms around my neck now and pulls me closer for a deep Carnaging kiss – that as usual shot up on the Heat meter to the edge of milkiway in 2 seconds and this time around because she is wearing a skater dress I feel the need to just shift it up a little and touch her bare legs for the very first time as in ofcoure I have touched her everywhere – but its mostly been always over her clothes and because I need to know how she will feel about this I break away and I ask looking into her eyes – “Sunshine, you do know this skater dress is now kind off wedged up on its own because of the way you just wrapped your leg around me and I want to know if you will be comfortable with me just touching your bare legs and thighs, and just a feel a little bit more around but..only that I promise..i shall behave..only if you are ok…with that..”,and shes shivering and trembling in my arms as usual as she looks at me in a daze and tugs me closer by lacing her hand through my hair and she narrows her eyes at me in a knowing look as she asks – “ ohh you mischevious Imp…no wonder you chose this dress..you knew this would happen in between of us by default right because of the way I like to wrap my legs around you.. and then you know I am already in your magical trans so I would obviously want to feel you touch me too…”,and I chuckle as I ask – “ so I take that you are ok with that then Sunshine…”
She brushes her hand lovingly over the side of my right cheek , her thumb caressing my beard lovingly – “ well Love..you are unleashing sweet torture on me…and I think I have figured out an epic way of getting back at you for that…haha..wait..will you hand me my phone please love its shoved on the other side…”
I look at her puzzled and she says – “ pleaseee love…”
And I hand her, her phone and she does something in it and she flungs it to the side as she says leaning into me and whispering into my ears – “ that’s 15 minutes on the timer for you to kiss me as Carnagingly as you want and yes you can touch me as much as you want to the places you just want mentioned and..however for now let’s stick to that little window of the 15 minutes and then I will tell you the sweet revenge I have planned in my head to get back at you for this Carnage Torture on me..”
I chuckle on reflex, trust my Sunshine to drive me Insane.
And I pull her band out now and that makes her hair come falling apart to her sides and i push her back into the pillows as I say– “ you know the other reason why I like the high ponytail Love..is because I love to pull the band of it and see your hair spill around your face this way..”,and she shivers under my intent gaze and I grin victoriously as I now wedge up her skater dress a little up so that its all curled up a little below her waistline and I run my hand over her thighs in deep caress all the time keeping my eyes locked with hers because I am hypnotised by what I am seeing in her eyes at a reaction to my touch and I am loving this as I now run a hand over her legs from behind too making her shiver now and I shift the skater dress a little bit more upwards from behind so that I can feel her backside too under my hands bare for the very first time and I grin as I see her immediately close her eyes as she moans my name – “ goshh Arnav…please…your touch..is killing me right now…”
I grin as I now pull her closer into my frame by the waist and this time around I have permission to even touch her gorgeous legs and backside with my bare hands, and I feel so thrilled to be able to do what I have already iimagined a zillion times in my head and I now lean in closer to her ears and I keep touching her in deep sensual urgent caresses over her thighs now and I ask mischeviously – “the timer is back then..are you sure you want it on for just 15 minutes Love…how about you change it to 30 minutes..because I need atleast 15 minutes each to feel your sinfully gorgeous legs with my hands something which I have been dying to do for a long time and have imagined a zillion times over in my head…”
She trembles and whispers hoarsely without opening her eyes – “ fifteen min..ut..es..ho..odie guy…is what you have..”
And I chuckle now and kiss her immediately now as my hands touch her everywhere in urgent caresses exploring the window to access this sinfully gorgeous territory of her intoxicating legs and thighs and backside..and I can feel her only tremble in my arms and shiver to as she continues to kiss me hard and deep and continues to hold on to me as if her life depends on it and I am in awe of what I am experiencing because I was happily surprised to know the fact that I was finding this as thrilling as her too because of the way she reacts to me – goddamit what has this woman done to me!!
I want to Carnage her to the Edge of Mikilway Surely!
But guess what did I just figure out?
She isn’t the only one who is getting Carnaged up to Milkiway!
Its Me Too!
……………………….
Fifteen Damm crazy heated minutes later which anyway flew by too fast – I hear the bell of the timer go off in a shrill and she instantly breaks away from our deep embrace and we open our eyes to look into each others dazed electric ones and she whispers touching my lips – “ gosh…arnav….”,and I see her stretch out her one hand to pick up her phone and she switches off the bell and I rub her cheek lovingly as I ask – “ you ok??”
She nods at me dazed and because I promised her that I would keep within the timer, I readjust her skater dress back to its original spot and I sit up now and I lean back against the cushions and I see her sit up too shyly next to me and I wink at her as I hand her a bottle of water and I take one too and we both glup down half off it and she now keeps the bottle back in its place as she wedges up on her knees and glares at me mischeviously angling her finger to me playfully – “ you dumbledoree you…goshhh you are going to Carnage me ya Love..i am telling you …you will burn me…flame me into a massive fire one day…freak ya…our chemistry is just getting furiously hotter by the day…”,and she now fans her face adorably and dramatically , making me immediately want to kiss her again and she knows the look in my eye as she says immediately mischeviously– “ no wwait…don’t you kiss me right now Hoodie guy…no…you torture me this way..i am going to get my get my sweet revenge on you right back..haha..just you wait hoodie guy…just you wait..”
I chuckle now as I my one hand comes in a fist to rest on my right cheek as I propel up on my elbow from the side and gaze at her lovingly – “ oh really?? Whats this sweet revenge..”
She winks at me – “ 34 days of my sweet revenge on you love…I dare you…I challenge you..to wait until our wedding night to make love to me…I mean you can carnage me all you want in the form of all your new topics in my carnaging classes step by step…until then…but lets only make Love by our wedding night…what say Love? Challenge accepted?”
I gape at her in amusement and I ask – “ how does your brain even conjure up these things…yeah right you termed it right that will be a sweet revenge surely for this is going to kill me…”
She chuckles as she folds her legs and looks at me excited as she says – “ oh cmon it will be so exciting love..it will drive me nuts for you and I can only hope that you would feel the same too in all this time..look love…see everything in between of us has been old school…so lets push this too – to that and only make love as we get married…it shall be thrilling..however like I said – you can continue with all of your Carnaging classes until then taking it step by step and I promise to be the perfect student – and I think I need these 34 days too of constant revision and new classes to make sure that by the D day – I am confident that when we make Love it will be as pleasurable a experience for you as it will be for me…what say Hoodie Guy…you up for that??”
I chuckle as I tug on her arm now and pull her close and make her lie down sideways and I hug her into me close and I whisper looking into her eyes honestly – “ well I can make raw and deep love to you right now Sunshine and it shall be the most pleasurable experience of my life..be rest assured about that…”,and I pull her closer into me by the waist and she says softly looking into my eyes deeply – “ gosh..arnav..”,and I grin as I admit further – “but to be honest to you again much as this sweet revenge plan of yours amuses me Sunshine for it will be very tortourous for me.., I am surprised to admit that this does sound thrilling and exciting to my head too as in because now I will make sure that to wait until our wedding night to make love will be as tortourous for you too like it will be for me…so yes count me in Love…count me in…and you anyway know I cannot say no to anything you ask that adorably…so deal then…we wait to make Love until our wedding night…but I have all the permission to continue my Carnage classes taking it up step by step until then right? Just reconfirming?”
She grins now excited – “ ohh yesssss…totally…it’s a fair deal Love that way…for I know for me too theres lot to learn…”
I chuckle now as I admit shaking my head mischeviously – “ you are going to drive me crazy to the edge of craziness in your love one day..ha..what was that word you used love…intoxicating…well its you who is freaking intoxicating..i am freaking intoxicated by you..”
Khushi chuckles now as she kisses my cheek lovingly snuggling into me – “okk then…hoddie guy lets just decide that we are both are meant and destined to be intoxicated by each other and lets name this bottle of alcohol of our magical carnage love as …wait for it Hoodie guy ..i have the perfect name…I am just pausing for more dramatic impact..”, and I chuckle on reflex and she acts dramatically by placing her both her hands in a parallel dramatic action mid air and she says dramtically – “ and lets name..it…wait for it…wait..lets name it theDumbledore and His Phoenix’s Legendary Scotch – the Oceans Mix edition…”,she finishes with a dramatic sigh.
And I am beyond amused as usual by her fascinating head and I kiss her forhead – “ sunshine..dammit how?? How do you even come up with something like this..”
Khushi grins as she hugs me now snuggling into my chest – “ well…such is the magical power of your Love, Dumbledore..its probably driven me more crazy in my head and heart too…goshh I am so so happy right now…I think I want to do a happy dance on this bed…jumping up and down like a freak….”,and she now gets up instantly and she starts to do a adorable and dramatic happy dance by jumping up and down in sheer glee which warms my heart and I just watch her lovingly and she now pauses after two three minutes and she sits back on her knees heaving and I say immediately kissing her hand – “ you are the light of my life..”
And she grins in happiness as she says - “ ohhh goshhh…areee you don’t know hoodie guy..this happy dance is nothing ..haha you should have seen me in the stands in the world cup final..haha…I was like crazy insane jumping jack…especially when you took those two flying supercatches and then your maiden wicket over…oh my freaking god and then ofcourse your second innings which you played so magically along with the rest of your team…”,and she folds her legs now and takes my hand and kisses on it as she says – “ I am so so so happy for you love….you have all the medals in your kitty now and you know what you also won a lot of hearts with your compassion on the field that day..like you have been doing for such a long time Love…the fans love you…and I am so so so so so happy for you…I cannot put it into words…”,and she wipes away a happy tear that has now welled up in her eyes out of pure love
AND MY HEART WELLS UP WITH EMOTION NOW AND I KNOW THAT NOW IS THE TIME THAT I WANT TO TALK TO HER ABOUT THIS.
I kiss her hand lovingly and I now gesture to get up with me and she looks at me puzzled and I gesture her to just come with me and she nods and I now take her hand and we walk to the balcony railings from where we have the perfect view and I say – “ lets stand here for a bit Love and enjoy the view..and I want to talk to you about something too..”
She nods happily and she stands in front of me and I place both my arms on her sides and stand behind her and I bury my face in the crook of her neck and I say – “ you know what I forgot to tell you about this as in amongst all the frenzy of what happened..soo you know the other day at the final…something was totally up with Coach Sir as in ..the motivating speech he gave us all..it totally pulled as all up at the start of the final itself…and then before the beginning of the second innings, you know since the pressure was so so so high on us – he gave us the talk of his life maybe – it totally pulled up all our spitirts..”,and I now hug her from behind and I look down at her from the side and I see her smile as she grips my arms and she says softly – “ that’s amazing Arnav…I am so happy to hear this as in that your Coach Sir’s talk motivated you all to another level all together…and look at how it fuelled the teams determination on the field..specially yours..now I know..as in when I was spotting you on the field no on the screen I knew love that theres something different in your body language as if you were determined to play the innings of your Life..and I was so happy and proud to see that determination in your eyes love and that made me just hold onto my locket and keep praying for your victory more and more….So I think I would like to send out a thanks to your Coach Sir for this..”
MY HEART WELLS UP WITH LOVE AND EMOTION.
THIS GIRL IS FREAKING PRICELESS.
AS SHE SAYS THIS TO ME – THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO STIFFNESS IN HER BODY LANGUAGE OR ANY ARTIFICIALITY IN THE TONE AND I REALISE MY COACH SIR WAS RIGHT – KHUSHI HAD FORGIVEN HIM FOR WHAT HE DID LONG AGO – FOR THERE WAS NO MALICE IN HER HEART AT ALL FOR HIM.
BUT HAD I?
HAD I FORGIVEN MY COACH ?
NOT YET!
I NEEDED MORE TIME!
I kiss her ear lovingly and hug her hard and I ask – “ wana hear what he said? As in I want to tell you about the amazing words he mentioned to us…”
She nods happily clutching onto my hands and her eyes focused on the beautiful view in front of us – “ ofcourse Hoodie guy…I want to hear all about it…”
I take a deep breathe and I fill her in word by wrd of everything Coach sir had said to us and once I finish she turns back around in my arms and laces her arms around my neck lovingly and she cups my face lovingly – “ wowww Arnav..just wow…I can only imagine…how good you all must have felt listening to such empowering words..at such a crucial time..”,and shes rubbing her hands gently over my cheek and says with a genuine smile– “ your Coach sir…as in from all that I have heard from you.. is a great mentor Arnav…he always wants what’s the best for the team and just to think of his position as the head coach..omg..it would be insane ya..because cricket is not just any game in india no.. it’s like a cult and religion…like have you seen the fandom all you players have..as in the entire team now or the previous legends of the game..if it be to cricket devotees ..they might as well build a temple in all of your names and have all of you guys and all the other previous legends from Indian cricket have wax statues of their own..you know like they have in madame tussads..and then probably just keep it open 24*7 as a space dedicated to just the stars of Indian cricket…now that I think of it..i think it’s a cool idea no Love…a Indian madame tussads version for just the stars of cricket ..haha…”,and I smile on reflex as I nod and I kiss her hand and she brushes her hand lovingly over my shoulder – “after listening to what your Coach sir said..i can only imagine how much each of you must be respecting him more…and I know you look up to him so greatly anyway Arnav…so I am happy that your teams mentor was there for each of you on the most crucial day in a way that was so empowering….”
JUST HOW IS IT POSSIBLE FOR ANYONE LIKE HER TO EVEN EXIST?
LIKE THERE IS LITERALLY NO MALICE IN HER HEART AT ALL FOR THE MAN WHO PUT HER THROUGH SO MUCH ORDEAL.
I take a deep breathe and I cup her face and I say looking into her eyes – “ I know right…it was so empowering, and you know I was so impressed so I asked him just as I finished padding up and was ready to walk out with shiv…that sir how is it that your words are so different today…as in you know his approach earlier on has always been different..and he just smiled and told me that I will tell you the secret after the match ASR…and I told him ok sir I will be waiting to hear it..but then as chance would have it the rain happened..and as I am sipping on my water now sitting on the bench coach sir comes and sits next to me and tells me that ASR you know I believe in signs and maybe that is why I think it is destined for you to know this secret of the change in my approach before you go to play the innings of your life…”,and I pause now as I see Khushi stiffen up a little in her body language.
SHE IS NERVOUS NOW.
Nervous.
More than ever.
And she asks softly looking away down from my eyes – “ really …a secret????what secret?? I am sure he read a amazing book or something…”,and she looks up into my eyes as she says now with a nervous smile – “ oh wait could be that he talking about the book – the secret?? You know it’s a very good motivational one talks about the power of positive thinking..i don’t think I told you this..but I do read it up often….he mentioned the Book right??”
OHH MY SUNSHINE.
SHE IS FREAKING NERVOUS AND CONFUSED THE HELL OUT OF HER HEAD.
I kiss her hand lovingly as I continue looking deep into her eyes – “ maybe…”,and I see a little relief wash over the nervousness in her eyes and body language and then I say – “ maybe not…no Love..he was not talking about the book secret…he said he wasn’t afraid to admit that someone half is age had taught him a lesson that completely changed his outlook towards how he approached things in Life…he also said that this person was very innocent and pure and he had never met someone like this person…”
And now Khushi’s eyes are even more puzzled and nervous as she gives me a nervous smile and turns around and she looks at the view and she puts her hands on the railing as she continues looking straight and she asks nervously and softly – “ really????? Someone half his age..”and she pauses and she points out to a further point with her finger towards something – “ Oh Arnav..just see the view there..it is so so gorgeous…Love..ohh Love do you want some coffee..i think ill make us some…”, she says nervously and she turns around and kisses my cheek – “ ill just be back Love..with two cups of pipng hot coffee for us to drink whilst we enjoy this view..”
OHH DAMM YOU DAMMIT SUNSHINE.
YOU ARENT GOING ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW.
I KNOW YOU WANT TO AVADE THIS TOPIC!
I KNOW YOU WANT TO ESCAPE.
AND NAH.
I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU ESCAPE TODAY!
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KHUSHI’S POV
OHH SHOOT.
GUYSSS.
I AM SHIT NERVOUS RIGHT NOW WITHIN – AS IN I AM WRECKED IN NERVOUSNESS AS HE IS MENTIONING TO ME ABOUT COACH SIR TELLING HIM ALL OF WHAT HE DID IN THE LOCKER ROOM SITTING NEXT TO HIM.
Shit this is why I don’t Lie.
As In.
I JUST DON’T LIE.
BUT I HAD TO INVENT THAT WHITE LIE FOR ARNAV’s SAKE AND NOW I AM CAUGHT IN A VICIOUS CIRCLE AND I AM BEING WRECKED WITHIN.
SHIT.
I NEED TO LOOK AWAY.
I NEED TO TURN AWAY FROM HIS INTENT GAZE RIGHT NOW AND HENCE I TURN AROUND AND TRY TO DISTRACT MYSELF WITH THE VIEW AS I ASK TREMBLING AND NERVOUS – “really someone half his age??
And I am desperately hoping that Coach sir didn’t break our pact and take my name because this last line was what he had exactly told to me when I finished speaking to him on Monday of that week once I took permission from him to see Arnav for that on hour before the Semi’s – after he had asked to share with him what exactly had I done to convince Arnav to not see him in real time b twisting this about myself – he had said Khushi you are half my age but so innocent and pure that you have unknowingly taught me the biggest lesson of my Life – right before we hung up.
I need distraction, major distraction and I need to distract Arnav too…shit ya…this is why they say a lie is a vicious circle and in order to hide one you have to invent a lot many more or die with nervousness within.I point out to a further point in the view with my finger towards something and I say – “ Oh Arnav..just see the view there..it is so so gorgeous….ohh hoodie guy do you want some coffee..i think ill make us some…”, and I turn around and kiss his cheek and I try to hide my nervousness as I say with a soft smile – “ ill just be back Love..with two cups of pipng hot coffee for us to drink whilst we enjoy this view..”
AND I START TO WALK OUT FROM THERE AND IN TOWARDS THE Middle suite and i HEAR HIS VOICE FROM BEHIND ME – “ Khushi..he told me who this person was…don’t you want to know who this person was…??its someone we both know what a coincidence Love..”
I FREEZE IN MY TRACKS.
OH MY HOLY MOLY SHIT.
I AM STILL HOPING DESPERATELY THAT COACH SIR DIDN’T TAKE MY NAME.
OH SHIT.
IF COACH SIR DID TELL HIM THEN IT MEANT HE WOULD HAVE TOLD HIM THE ENTIRE BACKSTORY TOO AND THEN ARNAV WILL KNOW THAT I LIED TO HIM.
WHAT MUST HE THINK OF ME??
WILL HE BE ANGRY AT ME FOR LYING TO HIM?????
OR FOR PLAYING A MIND GAME WITH HIM AND TWISITNG THIS TO MAKE THIS ABOUT MYSELF COMPLETELY!
WAIT.
WAIT.
KHUSHI RELAX.
And I take a deep breathe as I say nervously , because I need to be alone right now to calm by edgy nerves– “ really love?? Someone we both know..what a coincidence Arnav …why don’t I make us this coffee first..”,and I start to walk away and right then I feel a very strong tug on my arm as I am turned around and Arnavs pulled me tight into his frame and to my surprise and shock his lips close over mine almost immedieatly and his hands wrap around my wait possessively and tightly and I am lost and dazed because this kiss feels different as in the way his lips are moving over mine in slow and poignant moves which are yet very urgent and deep, I am trying to figure out which emotion is this that he is trying to pour into this kiss and I anyway give in to his kiss and start to kiss him back and I feel him pull me crushingly close now an his hans go up my back into my hair and clutch them in a tight fist an he continues to kiss me over and over again and many heated minutes later he pulls back and he says – “ open your eyes Sunshine and look into mine…”
And I do so immediately and he cups my face now with both his hands and he says softly – “ so you know I asked him why does he want to talk to me about this right now…as in know who this person is right before the most crucial innings of my life…and he says its maybe destined to be this way and you are to know the identity of this person before you play the innings of your life…”
OH HOLY SHIT.
COACH SIR TOLD HIM.
ARNAV KNOWS.
ITS IN HIS EYES NOW.
AND MY EYES WELL UP WITH EMOTION NOW.
DID COACH SIR REALLY TELL HIM THIS RIGT BEFORE THE SECOND INNINGS??? IS HE FREAKING MAD OR WHAT??????
And I need to leave from here, because I do not want to cry in front of Arnav.
I just want to cry right now.
And he hates to see me cry.
I do not want to cry in front of him ya..or maybe I want to!
Shit.
I am so confused!
And I distract myself by turning to look away from his eyes now and I ask with my voice still quivering looking down – “love..should I get you some coffee…???i think I want some…let me just go…”,and I try to walk away by turning around, but I am instantly pulled by his firm grip and before I know it he kisses me again in the same poignant moving way he kissed me a while back. His lips closing slowly and in an achingly poignant way over my lips over and over again and I just kiss him back shaken too with raw emotion and he breaks away about five minutes later and he whispers – “ you will keep you eyes open to me now Sunshine…open them dammit…”
I fight my inner turmoil and I open my eyes and I can see that his are loaded with emotion too and he says now softly – “ so sir said that the person who taught me this lesson Arnav is none other than your precious Wifi…your Khushi,the love of your of your…your Uber Girl…”
I CLOSE MY EYES IMMEDIATELY AS TEARS START TO ROLL DOWN ON REFLEX.
COACH SIR TOLD HIM!
HE DID.
RIGHT BEFORE THE MOST CRUCIAL INNINGS OF HIS LIFE!!
WHY SIR??
WHY?????????????
I don’t open my eyes, and I feel him wipe my tears now and he whispers – “open your eyes..please…”,and I do and my eyes lock with his in a intent gaze and he continues – “ I was so shocked and surprised to hear him take your name ofcourse and I asked him outright that youv been talking to my Khushi??my Khushi??and how it possible that I don’t know about this..because my Khushi tells me everything…”,and he pauses and tears are now constantly leaving my eyes, and my eyes are blurring now so I cannot read the emotion going through his – I cannot read if he is mad at me for hiding this – or worse what if he is hurt?
OHH MY FREAKING GODS.
OH NO!
I DON’T KNOW IF COACH SIR HAS TOLD HIM EVERYTHING THAT HE SPOKE TO ME…BECAUSE WHY WOULD HE AS IN WHY WOULD HE ADMIT ALL OF THAT TO ARNAV HIMSELF BECAUSE HE KNEW ARNAV WOULD BE FURIOUS AND HE COULDN’T HAVE HIM LOOSE HIS CALM BEFORE THE FINAL – MAYBE HE DIDN’T GIVE THE COMPLETE BACKSTORY!
AND BECAUSE MY EYES ARE BLURRED WITH TEARS NOW I CANNOT READ HIS EYES AND THE PAUSE THAT HES TAKEN MAKES ME FEEL THAT HE IS MAD AT ME FOR THIS SURELY!
HES OBVIOUSLY HURT THAT I HID THIS FROM HIM.
HES ANGRY WITH ME DEEP DOWN!
OHH SHIT.
I NEED TO APOLOGIZE NOWWW AND I NEED TO EXPLAIN.
I hug him immediately now and I just tighten my arms around his neck and I just clutch on him tight as I am crying helplessly now and I say through the tsunami of my emotions scared the hell out of my head that hes hurt by me hiding this from him, I need to explain but first I need to apologize too , I just clutch on him tight and hard and I feel him hug me back hard too and I now instruct my voicebox to get words out and I say – “ you are mad me no Arnav?? Are you really like very mad at me ?? I know I understand if you are mad at me because I hurt you by hiding this from you…I am so sorry love..i am so so so sorry…but please please please forgive me…pleaseeee forgive mee love…please don’t be mad at me ..i didn’t…I didn’t..this was not intentional…this was not intentional…please…Arnav…please..or I would have never hidden such a big thing from you…I just…it..was…never…my..intention…please..dont..dont..be mad at me..”,and I just hug him harder and by now I am crying furiously, sobbing helplessly in his arms.
Arnav.
Say something.
Pleaseee.
I hug him harder for a bit and I pull back now and I see his eyes have welled up too and I kiss his eyes and his cheeks – “ please don’t be mad at me…please..i can explain..let me explain..”,and I pause as just look down on my feet ffor a second keeping a hand on his shoulder and i just clutch onto my heart, feeling the onslaught of memory of that day and the pain return and I close my eyes as I am trying to figure out how to word this to him and I say looking down – “ Arnav..i..i…okk..so…”,and before I can say anything further, he has picked me in his arms and he’s carried me into the suite and damm me for my tears for I cant read his expressions or even see his face clearly and the next thing I know is that I am being pushed into the huge sofa and he’s on top of me immediately and I feel him now kissing on my eyes and I close them as tears fall down and I feel him now kiss my tears away and then he is back to kissing my lips by closing his over mine in that poignant and slow manner and even though I am frazzeled I am starting to feel a little relief wash over me because of the way he is touching me and holding me is telling me that maybe there is a chance he isn’t mad at me at all, and I need to know now so I break away from his emotional kiss and I keep my eyes closed and I ask quivering– “ Arnav…are..you mad at me..??”
And I now feel him cup my face and he whispers his voice loaded with emotion – “ can I ever be mad at you Sunshine??? I paused not because I was mad at you..i paused because I was going to continue the very next second but you reacted this way even before I could continue..and it stumped me Khushi..your reaction right now stumped me to god knows what level…because I cant seem to comprehend the fact that how did I get so lucky to be blessed with some one as pure and priceless like you my innocent Sunshine??? So much you love me Khushi ???? So much????that even the word love falls short to describe the gravity of what you feel for me or for that matter the fact that even the word love falls short to explain the magnitude of the emotion I felt for you after I heard the entire truth from Coach sir…Khushi Love..i can never misunderstand you even for a second and even when I heard that you and coach sir had been talking for the last 11 months even then in my heart I knew that you must have a strong reason for hiding this from me…I knew that….”,and he pauses and I feel him now kiss away my tears again he whispers against my lips – “ please open your eyes Khushi…”,and I do now dazed yet feeling a little relieved too because he said he is not mad at me..he knew it in his heart that I must have a reason for this..he trusted his gut emotion on this... and I feel him wipe my tears away and he kisses on my forhead now and he says looking into my eyes, his own eyes have welled up with emotion – “I know Love..i know everything…I know now that it was him who sat in your Uber that day on the night of 15th of December and not dr Priya…you used her as a cover to twist this to make this about yourself when all of this damm us being separate in real time until this world cup was all for me…you did this all for me in a selfless act of love..because my coach played an twisted and a mean mind game with you which convinced you in the head that you needed to do this for me…if you loved me…”,and my eyes widen in shock and surprise as I realise thst he knows everything and tears continue to fall down my eyes now and he wipes them again now and he whispers – “ he told me every freaking thing he put you through that day ,the words he spoke to you…every bit of it, and then how after all of that he left you alone on that bloody park bench feeling like a shit of mess and I know love that this was what triggered your massive panic attack that day…I know everything sunshine..I know....”
HE KNOWS EEVRYTHING.
HE FREAKING KNOWS EVERYTHING.
I FEEL LIKE A MASSIVE WEIGHT HAS BEEN LIFTED OFF MY CHEST AND SHOULDERS NOW BECAUSE NOW THERE ARE NO MORE SECRETS IN BETWEEN OF ARNAV AND ME – THERE WAS ONLY ONE!
AND HE NOW KNOWS.
I take deep breaths now as I close my eyes and I say nervously – “ Arnav..can you please get me some water….i n..e…e..d…to drink…some water..”
And he is immediately off me and I know hes gone to the kitchen to get me water and I sit up and I lean back into the sofa now and I keep my hand over my eyes as overwhelmed tears continue to fall of my eyes.
I AM HAPPY THAT THERE ARE NO MORE SECRETS.
BUT I AM EXTREMELY OVERWHELMED TOO.
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ARNAV’S POV
I walk back to the sofa immediately with a glass of water and a bottle too,and my heart is wrecked with emotion as I see My Sunshine crying this way.
My heart wrecked the minute she reacted that way.
And it was only then I realised that even if I apologize to this pure soul a zillion times for this it shall not be enough.
And I instantly sit next to her now and I say emotions choking me – “ Khushi..love..please have this water..”,and she sits up straight into the sofa now and gulps down the full glass of water and then the entire bottle of water too and just as shes finished I now on reflex go down on my one knee and I kiss her hands and I say looking into her eyes that are bloodshot red now due to all the crying – “ please forgive mee Love…because of me…you were made to feel like shit…that day…because of me you had to go through all of that…”
And she instantly now kneels down next to me and cups my face as she says softly – “ please don’t apologize…this was not your fault…you had no clue..you were not supposed to know this ever..I didnt ever want you to know this because I knew it would hurt you so much...”
And I cup her face as I admit – “and it did..it freaking brutally hurt me to know that you went through all of that becuase of me and know this he was so bloody wrong and totally out of his line to do what he did..he freaking had no right ...and even though he made you feel that way in your head know this Sunshine you were never my distraction and you were always my strength and my Wall...”
And she now hugs me as she says – “ I am crying now because I am overwhelmed as in happy that now there are no more secrets in between of us Love..but I am also facing an onslaught of emotions because of the return of memories of that day..all that I felt that day..that I twisted around to seem different to you...and now that you know..its like these tears wont stop and just let them flow love..just let them flow.. and also I can explain to you why I hid this from you…”
And I keep hugging her hard as I say – “ I know Khushi..i know everything…”
And she pulls away and she asks softly– “ you know that too??coach sir told you the reason why I wanted to hide this???
And I admit – “ yes he told me the reason why you wanted to hide this its because you didn’t want my mentors respect to go down in my eyes…”,and I now take her hand and I make her sit on the sofa and she gestures me to sit next to her and I do and she laces her hand through mine as she looks at me softy and she asks – “ will you tell me everything please…everything that happened that day???and I just want to curl up on the sofa as we talk and can you please just hug me from behind as we talk…”
I nod and she curls up on the sofa and I move in behind her and I curl up from behind too and I hug her close and she clutches on my hand over her waist as she says – “ please tell me everything…wait..I want to look at you..” , and she now turns to face me and I pull her close as we are now embraced intimately into each other too in this super emotional vulnerable moment in between of us and I take a deep breathe as I start to tell her everything
I tell her everydamm thing. RIGHT FROM THE START TILL THE VERY END HOW HE CHOSE THIS TIME TO TALK TO ME BECAUSE IT WAS HIM PLAYING A POSTITIVE MIND Game with me now because he knew that all that anger I felt for him was washed away under the powerful Love and emotion that i was feeling for her in that moment.
And she listens in a dazed silence and i cup her face lovingly- “ and so now you know it was Coach sir who told me that you were at the stadium then i was dazed Sunshine because you stepped into Wanders for me..and I recalled everything that you have done for me all because of the way you love me...you handled it all so positively Love..and now after i heard him speak i needed to know the clear picture as and when what happened to you after you reached the mixer and so i messaged the one person who would tell me the truth because he witnessed it straight out because I knew he would remember every bit of what happened in Zains cabin that day because he fell in love with you in that moment of time...”,and just as I finish saying that bit her eyes widen in shock as she asks – “ Asher...you messaged Asher???but how did you??”
And I take a deep breathe and I kiss her hand and I say – “ I first met him by chance on that day in Cape Town when the article came out...I was going to tell you about it...”,and I now start to tell her everything from my first meet with Asher once I finish she asks still dazed – “ you spoke to Asher then before the start of the second innings??”
I nod as I admit – “ I didnt just speak to him on the phone Love...I met him...as in I called him to my locker room after taking permission from Coach and Cap and he was obviously very surprised to be called that way to the locker room because it’s obviously against the rules and then he came anyway and once he was in front of me he said me that this was a crazy fan encounter for any fan at any age but he wanted to know why he had been given that levy and then I admitted to him that I knew Zain and Zara and him from long ago because i was Hoodie Guy...he was zapped with shock ofcourse..and I told him everything that had happened with coach in brief and I asked him to tell me what exactly you went through that day as you reached the mixer because I needed that picture clear in my head before I went out to play..and he said he could show me because he had the videos from zain's cabin recordings and I saw the videos Love..I saw exactly what you went through.. that day.. the ordeal your turmoil...Ashers crazy suggestion.. .”and I pause as I see MY Sunshines eyes swim with a zillion emotions and she cups my face and keeps her forhead on mine – “ Arnav.. all of this mid innings...oh my FREAKING god...I am so sorry love..it must have been so difficult for you..”, and i keep a finger on her lips as I admit – “ well hear this I told Asher that I was glad that you didnt go with his suggestion because to be honest I might not have been mad at you but would have totally blamed him...for I already had a hunch that he felt for you and kissing you when you were drunk would have totally looked to me as if this was him purposely trying to create a rift in between of us..and he was embarrassed ofcourse then he told me to see further and I did..”,and I now tell her that I saw the rest of the video of her on that day and the next day too when she was so happy and was in glee until the call of the restaurant burning down came and then I tell her about the rest of the conversation I had with Asher right till the very end when he walked out the locker room wishing me all the best for the match with a genuine smile on his face and just as I finish Khushi now says with a small smile – “ i owe him for this..Arnav..I owe him big time...I have to thank him...we must thank him...”,and I nod as I kiss her hand – “ we will...he is a good man Love..and now i know he will be ok...”,and she nods with her head- “ yes i think so too...and oh wait anyhow now I know why he was looking at me in that amused way in the second innings and was on with those one liners of hhis.teasing me that I surely was acting like your no 1 fan”,and I kiss her hand now and I ask – “ really..?”, and she now begins to tell me that bit and once she finishes I immediately cup her face and I say honestly- “ well so Sunshine know this...when I stepped out on that field that day I knew that even the word Love fell short to explain what you felt for me or what I felt for you because I now know the gravity of all that you had done for me and even though I was mad at coach sir but... for you my love I switched on the light to find positivity and I channelised all the power of the love I was feeling for you ,the pure and powerful love that I know you feel for me into my game that day...I dont know love if my bat was the elder wand that day but your love truly is a elder wand for my life...its made me who I am today in every aspect..and that is why I knew it in that very minute that if you were ok with me revealing your identity..I wanted to get down on one knee in front of the world to watch and propose you to be my wife and also dedicate my man of the tournament award to you..because if it hadnt been for you..I wouldnt be where I was...khushi..i love you dammit and I am so so sorry for this to have happened to us...”
And she now keeps a finger on my lips as she looks into my eyes – “ dont be sorry Love like I said whatever happened truly helped me heal myself too..and may be all of this happened for a reason Love..because now that we are together...its like we are so strong in our bond that its Insanely Magical..its so pure and powerful...”, and she now takes my hand and keeps it over her heart and she says keeping her forhead over mine and keeps her eyes closed as she whispers now – “ I heart you dammit...without you in my life this heart will not beat...it will stop..Arnav..it will stop...I need you love..I need you like I need oxygen..and to be honest just the thought of losing you that day or even having to push you away for your own good made me realise it that day and I couldnt do it..I couldnt...I’d rrather die so then I just twisted this to myself Love..as in I knew you love me so much too of I just told you that this was something I needed I had a hunch you would agree and you did...I am sorry I played a mindgame with you though Love...I am sorry..please forgive me for that..u understand where I am coming from right?? You are not mad at me for playing this mindgame with you right...please tell me that.. please tell me that you are not mad at me for that bit..I never hide anything from you...I never lie..but this...please tell me that you aren’t mad at me again love..pleaseee.”, and tears now leave her eyes again.
MY VOICEBOX IS CRASHED WITH LOVE AND EMOTION but I instruct it to start and I say cupping her face and wiping her tears away and then kissing them away – “Sunshine know this once and for all...I am not mad at you for any of it...i truly do understand..i do...you steered a storm for us into the most positive solution that seemed fit to your head at that time and you anchored us through it with our love that is so pure that it would obviously face the test of time..i understand love i understand and you also made sure that in the meanwhile this was still a wonderful experience for us both in every way Love...you were always there with me in my heart and soul...i love you dammit i love you so godammit much..no wait find another word Sunshine..for the word Love for us surely falls short...” and I do feel relief wash all over her body language as she relaxes in my arms now completely and her eyes are still closed though...two lone tears still rolling down her cheeks and her lips still quivering...and because I need to now.. I just Kiss her immediately...mindlessly...hardly..insanely.
And the Carnage kiss we now share is Like Purity of Emotions at its peak for it’s also slow and its poignant and its equally urgent and deep and passionate too and filled totally with the overwhelmed depth of our emotions for each other.
And many Carnaging Minutes later she finally pulls apart and she hugs me now and she whispers snuggling into me – “ I am overwhelmed Love and I think I want to sleep a little...will it be ok if I just sleep in your arms right now for a bit...I just need to reboot my systems that are so overwhelmed...and I know when I wake up I will feel restarted... light and refreshed for i am glad that this is out and clear in between of us...just like your phoenix my Magical Dumbledore..thank you so much for understanding.. ”
I kiss her hand that was placed over my heart and I say softly brushing her hair lovingly- “ and I am glad Love..I am glad too.. that this is clear in between of us...sleep Sunshine...just sleep...”
And she snuggles into me – “ please just hold me tight Love..please..”
And I do.
I hug her tight – intoxicated by the depth of emotion I felt for this woman in my arms.
And I brush her hair tenderly and I close my eyes too on reflex wanting to just sleep over this too and we both just hug each other tight and doze off to a deep slumber.
A slumber which was deep becuase once it ended – it was going to rejuvenate us both on another levels.
What did she say she would feel like once she woke up?
Yeah right.
My Phoenix!
Maybe I should tell her that she was the DUMBLEDORE and I was destined to be her Phoenix.
I almost chuckle at that thought within my sleep.
Ha!
Insaner who?
Insaner me Dammit..Insaner me!!!
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8.00 PM
Khushi's POV
My eyes flutter Open now and I rub them and I take a super relaxed Yawn.
Goshhhhhh.
I feel so gooddd nowww and relaxed.
LIKEEE SOOOO FREAKING LIGHT IN MY BEING!
You know guysss like I said I would feel like a Pheonix again once I woke up!
YES SO
JUST LIKE THAT.
OH BUT WHERE IS MY DUMBLEDORE????
I sit up immediately and I look around..how am I tucked into bed in this master bedroom?
Last I remember – I slept off in My Hoodie Guys arms in the sofa in the middle suite.
Ohh He surely got me Up!
And was I in such a deep slumber that I did not even realise?????
Haha!
Yesssss....I guess!
I imagine the sight of him of carrying me up in his arms here and tucking me to bed..and my heart glows!
Ohh goshhhh.
I love this man.
Oh shoot – I still have to find another word for us since according to my Hoodie Guy the Word Love falls short for us.
And now that I think of it.
MAYBE IT DOES FALL SHORT!
Haha!
And i need my DUMBLEDORE now so i quickly pick up my phone from the side table and the minute my eyes fall on the time on my phone – my eyes widen.
Ohhh my God Guys!
Its 8PM.
I think I slept for a little more than 3 hours!
And he didnt even wake me up.
I quickly text Arnav.
Me : Where are you love?? Why didnt you wake me up?? Its FREAKING 8PM!holyyy sshit yaaa...I was supposed to get ready for the dinner by 8pm right??
My phone beeps immediately.
Him :I am coming up to you in less than a minute Love!
I quickly get off the bed now and I run towards the elevator and right then I see him coming up through the glass elevator and I grin because he is all looking all dapper as in he is suited up in this amazing navy blue suit like with a proper tie and a waist coast even – ohh my FREAKING Gosh!
HOT.
Just Sooo Freaking HOT.
Kill me..Kill me Now!
The elevator door opens now and he steps out giving me a grinning and a mischevious wink and I lean back and pretend to fall back half way in a dramatic swooning way and he obviously catches me just in time as his arms come to wrap around my waist and he is chuckling becuasw of my dramatic antics and I say grinning – “ohh look Hoodie Guy...i almost just fainted at the sight of you...”,and I hold onto the lapel of his suit lovingly for support to as I gaze Into his eyes and he cups my face now as he asks – “ you ok Love???feel better after the sleep??I didnt wake u up because you were in such a deep slumber and I thought the sleep will do you good...”
I grin as I admit – “.ohh yesss it did me good Love...I feel so light..just like a new born pheonix for now there are no secrets in between of you and me...yipppeeee...”, and I jump out of the circle of his arms now and do a happy dance and hes laughing and grinning at my goodness ofcourse and I now do a happy circle with my arms open and I say – “ goshhhh ya Arnav...”, and I pause as I walk upto him and I admit ggrinningwrapping my arms around his neck – “ so you know what else will do me good right now Hoodie guy????”
Arnavs arms wrap around my waist possesively and he suggests.with a wink – “ a carnage kiss maybe??”
I grin as I cup his face – “ exactly what I had in mind Hoodoe guy...exactly what I had in mind...”,and his lips are over mine immediately now as we start to kiss deeply and passionately embraced into each other right outside the elevator in this huge corridor space like a hallway in between the three rooms on this floor.
Ohhhh Carnage!
And many heated minutes later, I finally pull away reluctantly as I admit against his lips – “ if you keep kissing me like that right now Hoodir guy..I am going to forget that you have something planned up for dinner...”,and I kiss his cheek as I say – “ is it ok if take 30 minutes? I’ll just get ready and be down..”
He nods and I kiss his forhead – “ you look like my very own prince charming today..”
He winks at me – “ ohh do I princess ?”
I chuckle now and I playfully push him to the elevator now and I say – “ go go go..be down now..I’ll see you in 30 minutes...”
He grins at me and winks at me MISCHEVIOUSLY as he asks stepping into the elevator door – “ wearing that black dress for me Sunshine?”
I nod at him happily silently and I send him a flying kiss which he dramatically acts to catch mid air and place it over his heart and we both share a laugh through the distance and I gesture to him that I will be down soon and he gestures to me through his eyes that he will be waiting.
I take a deep breathe now as I walk back into the room and I pick up this sexy black dress – okk so guys it’s a plain black bodycon hugging dress but it’s so so sexy because it has this plunging V shaped neckline as in not like crazy deep but like deep enough to be sexually teasing sexy and the back is a deeper V neck shape too and then right where that v ended there was a zipper leading down till the base of the waistline.
Okk luckily I think this will fit me as is – as I slip it on and I will not need any help with the zipper.
I quickly now also pick up the mustard lingerie combination he gifted me too and I blush furiously too myself as i make myself into the bath for a quick shower.
Ohh Hoodie Guyyy.
Just you wait.
You wait.
And to be honest- I dont know from where do I have this new found confidence in me – but I totally feel like that once I finish getting ready right now – the whole look that I just put together for myself in my head will totally Knock His Socks Off haha!
I need to thank Zara and Diya for shoving their make up kits in my cabin bag today before they left and I think I spotted the perfect red lip Matt stain that will go perfectly on my lips to compliment the Look.
Let’s see how you react to that now Hoodie Guy?
Ahaaa the plan of my Sweet Revenge on You begins Noww!
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ARNAV's POV
It’s been 29 Minutes now.
I mean i have been waiting for Khushi at this huge balcony in the middle suite – which I have had them ccompletely redecorate with lights and also had them construct an gazebo in the other corner where the sunbed was and have it covered with lights too and our dinner table was laid under it and the sunbed had been pushed to the other end and was lit up crazily too and I was very happy with the entire ambience that the hotel team had been able to efficiently put up in the two hours in between of 6pm to 8pm.
So we had cuddled up and slept in the couch after our emotional vulnerable moments and I had woken up first around 6pm with the entrance of the team from the staff entry for the set up and I had quietly carried Khushi uo in my arms to the master bedroom and tucked her in to sleep becuase I knew the Sleep would do her good.
And it had.
And I was beyond Happy to see her like her usual self all relaxed and light and Happy when I met her up a while ago! And I knew that we were both very happy by the fact that everything was crystal clear in between of us – and to be honest the moments in the late afternoon of just talking it out like we always do - only powered our love More.And what was done was done...we both knew that we were not going to lament what happened or why it happened anymore and just focus on our present right now.
For this was the Present we had both been dying for.
This Blissfull Heaven with each other.
This Woman was Sheer Bliss.
My intoxicating Blissful Heaven.
And I know she is going to love this set up!
And oh yes on that note because IT’S MY Sunshines Bday for Dinner I had them prepare all of Khushis favourite dishes from the Italian cuisine – and some wine to go with it and then for dessert I had them prepare a small Tiramasu flavoured cake – you know since we both love coffee!
And now I am awaiting my Princesses arrival.
And because I am now getting impatient I decide to go up and get her down myself and I walk in to wards the elevator and I call for it and to my Surprise what do I see?
My Sunshine descending down in it and because its glass- I can already see her and I am FREAKING clean bowled – stumped – hit wicketed to the edge of Milkiway all at the same time – because MY adorable Sunshine is looking like as if she walked out in front of me out of MY dream – My Sinfully Sensual Dream!
Goshhhhhh.
Kill me.
Now.
The elevator door opens and I just block it sideways like I did this afternoon and I lean against it to stare at her and look her up and down from head to toe over and over again because to be honest all I wanted to do right now was to whisk her up over my shoulder take her up to room straight away – forget all about our deal and make raw and passionate deep love to her and to just loose myself in her.
She was Freaking Irresistible anyway and now as she was dressed to Kill me – I was finding it very difficult to contain my Sinful raging thoughts.
Well.
I had gifted her this dress.
So I should have been prepared!
But no.
MY imagination has not done her justice at all.
This dress fits her perfectly as it clings to every curve of her body enhancing the view out to me and the neckline runs deep until the point where I can almost spot her cleavage and it’s so freaking sexyyyyy and she knows I love her hair open in a messy look too and that’s what she’s done to her she has then plonked to her one side messily and her make up is minimal along with some eye make up but the highlight is – that Sinful perfect red matt lip stain that’s snuggled perfectly to her gorgeous lips.
And ofcourse the length of her dress was sinfully perfect too because it ended a little above her mid thigh and it exposes all of those sexy legs to my eye and she’s now breathing heavy as she’s nervous under my gaze on her and I know this is the first time she’s ever worn something like a dress which was so short or had its necklines run that deep and I now tug her hand and pull her close and I whisper in her ears – “ maybe...just maybe...let’s forget about dinner Sunshine..how about I ravish you instead...godammit...you...just look at you..I cant FREAKING breathe...”,and her eyes meet mine in a electric gaze as she says softly blushing a little but not looking away – “ I thought I’d be able to tease you MISCHEVIOUSLY once you saw me but nope my VOICEBOX crashed the minute you looked at me that way Arnav...”,and she closes her eyes as she now says holding onto my arm putting her head over my shoulder – “ pleaseee dont look at me like that..Arnav..like the way you just looked at me...It drives me insane...”
I chuckle now and I whisper into her ears – “ you know that is the plan tonight Sunshine...to drive you insane and know this if you are driven insane just by the way I am looking at you right now...then you have absolutely no idea about the trouble you are in for tonight....”, and I run my hands down her back in a slow caress and then I pull her closer into me by holding onto her waist as i say- “ Your next Carnaging Class will start the minute wev finished Dinner..and you finish cutting your bday cake...Sunshine...”, and she shivers in my arms now and I chuckle as I take her by the hand out of the elevator,and I put aa hand over her eyes now and I lead her to the balcony and she says – “ hoodie guy please....”
I grin to myself as I say – “ oh please Sunshine..just two seconds..”, and just as we reach the footstep, I gesture the Butler to get that soft music on..and he smiles at me and he does and I gesture to him to get the first course out in ten minutes – and he nods at me with a smile and rushes in towards the pantry now.
And now I hear My Sunshine say excitedly – “ ohh my goshh the music...amazing love..let me see let me see..”
I grin as I kiss her ear from behind and i whisper – “ happy bday Sunshine....”, and I take my hand off her eyes and I see her open her eyes wide as she gazes around the whole place in a dazed awwee and she whispers – “ Arnav..this is right out of a fairytale..this set up..oh God its beautiful....I.. I.. am..dazed.. I am in awe..like in sheer awe..”, and she’s still looking around the whole place taking it in in awe and daze totally mesmerised and I now step in front of her and pull her by the hand and I say – “ how about you dance with me my Sunshine before the dinner is served..”
And I pull her close into me and i keep her phone which was in her hand aside on the table and I take her one arm and make it go around my neck and she smiles at me blushing furiously now as she now laces her arms around my neck herself and mine go around her waist on reflex as I pull her close into me as close as humanly possible and I wink at her as I say – “ I dare to not look away from my eyes right now...”, and she blushes even more now as she whispers- “ fine...you are going to kill me tonight anyway..and I am going to be swooning in between of different floors of heaven anyway..so fine....I’ll just let myself get HYPNOTISED by you straight away...”
And I grin as I kiss her forhead and I look into her eyes now and ask feeling quite hypnotized too as we continue to sway sensually to this soft music and this space all lit up with fairy light strings all over – “ you figured out another word for us yet Love?you known since the word love falls short...”
And she smiles now – “ working on it working on it...I shall figure something out and let you know the minute I have I promise...”, and her hand comes to brush lovingly over the lapel of my suit now and she gazes into my eyes as she whispers- “ i have often seen just pictures of you dressed up in the ICC official suits for media or any other occasions...like iv always seen the pictures..and now to see you like this looking so rakishly handsome in this dapper suit in front of me is so surreal...and to me honest.. no one just no one should be allowed to look so devilishly enigmatically charming Love...”
I wink at her MISCHEVIOUSLY and I kiss her hand now – “ ohh charmed are we now Sunshine??”
And she nods smiling and continues to dance with me and my hands on reflex come to rest over her hips now as I whisper intently – “ well you maybe charmed but love I am enchanted...totally beyond enchanted myself...”,and my gaze lingers over her plunging neckline.
And she blushes now and I grin and i twirl her around and i ask her to just pause that way in the middle of there twirl and I take in her plunging V shaped back frame and a little glimpse of a transparent strap of her brasserie I know instantly that she’s wearing the set I gifted her too below this dress and my thoughts range insane and specially more so as the way this dress was hugging perfectly to her back frame – I swear to god I wanted to skip dinner straight away again but I know I just gotta be a little more patient and then once we finished our dinner and she had cut the cake and the chef and butler would leave and I would have all the privacy I needed to drive her insane and I now pull her by the waist back into my frame and hug her from behind into myself close and she shivers in my embrace as I now start to make us dance slowly and sensually to the music too and I whisper in her ears – “you are my very own heavenly Temptress dammit..and you FREAKING drive me nuts...you have no idea how badly I want you...and maybe all this sweet revenge plan of yours will be quite the fun...because like I mentioned before having us wait till the wedding night to make love will surely be as torturous for you as it will be for me...and I shall make sure of that..”, and she’s trembling and heaving in my arms now we continue to dance sensually with each other that the moment t is so electrically hot as she leans against my shoulder now and closes her eyes as she says – “ goshh..Arnav...” and I now on reflex want to so I now push the remainder of her hair aside to the other side and start to kiss her neckline which makes her shiver and tremble and I hear her moan my name again.
I am loving this.
FREAKING Loving this.
But now because I am in the spot from where i can see my line of Vision in the reflection of the window glass on the extended side I see the butler now making his way out with our food and I stop partly disappointed myself and I turn Khushi around and she looks at me in a confused daze and the fact that she was disappointed too is in her eyes too and I chuckle as I kiss her nose lovingly – “ let’s get done with dinner Love..so that we have all the time in the world for your next Carnaging session...and how about this we switch off our phones ok..and no more FREAKING alarms or timers just us...promise me that Sunshine...just us..”
And she nods dazed and I wink at her and I take her to the table with her hand and pull out a chair for her and make her sit and I take a seat opposite her and hold her hand across the table and the butler says – “ sir..maam..your first course is ready to be served...”
And Khushi gapes at the Butler in surprise as she asks – “ first course?”
And he smiles at her politely as he says – “ yes mAam, sir had us arrange a five course dinner menu just for the two of you...please enjoy your selves and I shall be back with the wine too..”
And Khushi gapes at me in surprise and I kiss the ring on her finger again – “ it’s all your favourite dishes Love...”
She nods with a smile – “ I am sure about that..thank you Love..this is beyond amazing...”aand she pauses as she says dramatically – “ I am not drinking any wine though Love because I am intoxicated enough already...”
I chuckle as I say – “ well i am intoxicated too..how about we take in just half a glass you know for the mood..and I anyway wasnt going to let you drink much tonight because I do not want you to spoil my plan for your Carnage class by sleeping on me...”
Khushi chuckles and she nods and blushes and the butler comes back to serve us some wine and once hes left – we raise a toast to each other and I wink at her and she says – “To Us... then....”
I grin – “ to Us then..”
...................
90 Minutes Later
I smile at the Chef and the Butler as I thank them for their wonderful service and they tell me that they will be back at 9am tomm in order to prep up breakfast and asking me to just ring them up on the number if we needed anything and I nod at them politely and they take their leave now and just as the door clicks, I grin to myself as I now make my back to the balcony where I left MY Sunshine for just five minutes happily binging on a slice of her Tiramisu Cake which she couldnt stop gushing over how delicious it was.
Sooo we had enjoyed our meal obviously and spent just the time chatting up and talking to each other as usual as we always do about everything and I was anyway smitten by every word that left her mouth anyway , her every adorable dramatic antic.
And now I couldnt wait to whisk her away with me.
Becuase now I had the one thing I had been dying for the Most.
Privacy with Just her – without worrying about being disturbed.
And I walk back to my seat now and I see her sip her glass of water and I lean forward into her from behind keeping my hand on the table – “ hey you Sunshine..its time for your Carnaging class...”,and she looks at me nervously now and I chuckle as I rub my thumb over her Sinful red lips and I say – “ that’s quite a powerful lip colour you got on Love...since it hasn’t smudged at all...”
And she whispers looking into my eyes – “ well it wont smudge Love it’s a matt lip stain..they claim that its..”and she pauses as she blushes.
I ask puzzled – “ that it’s what?”
She takes a bite of her tiramasu now to distract herself as she says softly – “ they claim its kissproof..haha..as if...ohh goshh this is yummmm..”,and she now is enjoying that cake of hers with her eyes closed in sheer bliss and she’s got a little bit of her cake on the side of her lips now which she is about to wipe away with a cloth as she realises it’s there and she says a adorable oops.
And Damm.
She shouldn’t have had this Cake right now and closed her eyes and enjoyed it in so much Bliss because now I want to eat some more off it too because yes it was delicious and I will but just not off the plate!
Haha!
I just got the idea of the perfect way to Start her Carnaging Class.
HAHA!
And before she can now use that cloth to wipe off that cake I take it away from her hand and I throw it on the table and immediately close her my lips over the peice of cake on the side of her lips and she shivers and I chuckle as I whisper against her lips – “ I wasnt going to let that bloody cloth take away my moment...” and I pull back now and I place four pieces of cake on one plate now and I hand it to Khushi and she looks at me puzzled as she asks – “ huh??”
I chuckle and I say – “ hold this for me..will you please...”
And she nods and I switch off both our phones now and keep it in my pocket and before she can even comprehend anything further i scoop her in my arms now and I wink at her as she looks at me dazed – “ Arn..av..what are..you..do..ing...”
I chuckle as i walk in- in quick strides towards the elevator and I say -" just hold onto my plate of cake tight okkk?? I shall eat some before you Carnaging Class Love..”
And she shivers and trembles and is back to blushing furiously now.
Haha!
Time to Carnage you to the Edge of Milkiway Sunshine!
And oh.
Know this Love
I will be coming along right with you!
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Khushi's POV
NOTE THIS GUYS.
NOTE THIS NOW.
NOT THAT YOU ALL ALREADY DONT KNOW!
THIS MAN HAS THE POWER TO PUT ME IN THIS CRAZY TRANS.
ALMOST FEELS LIKE I AM DRUGGED WITH LOVE AND PASSION.
INTOXICATING WHO?
INTOXICATING HE – Dammit.
So ever since he carried me into the Master bedroom he had me keep that plate of cake on the side table and then I was literally pushed in sheer urgency into the pillows and before i knew it he had plunged off his Coat and then his waistcoat and then loosed up his tie and kept our switched off phones on the side table and I was in complete daze off how Hot he was looking in that moment with his tie loosened ,and his hair still perfect gelled up to the side and that smoldering gaze of his that already told me that he was going to start my Carnaging Class now and I was wondering if I had time until he ate that cake of his but then i was wrong because the very next second he was on top of me and he had caged my arms upwards and held it in his grip as he his lips closed over mine almost immediately in a kiss that shot up on heat in probably a second this time and he converted it into a deep ,hard,passionate,electric French kiss within ten seconds of kissing me and I could only kiss him back with as much fervour and passion as I tried to match his dominating moves as our lips and tongues fuelled each other in massive Carnage.
He wont stop kissing me.
I wont stop kissing him.
And I think wev been at it for the last 30 minutes already and neither of us are breaking away!
We dont want to.
I mean who wants to breathe????
Haha!
None of us!
Remember how I always say that I probably need him as much as I need oxygen ?
Sooo
About
That.
I think I am wrong!
I think I need him more than I need Oxygen!
And noww I can only continue to kiss him back and just pull him closer into me by having my hands get lost in his hair and tugging him closer by the head and my legs are in their favourites position they like to be in when he is kissing me this deep – closed intimately around his waist.
And I am FREAKING clean bowled to a different edge right now by the intimacy and heat of the moment.
And oh you know what else he wont stop?
He wont stop touching me everywhere and because this dress is even shorter in length than that skater dress...his hands had shoved the bodycon dress uptil my waist line many achingly passionate minutes ago and were now touching me urgently all over my legs and my back frame as well caressing me over my mustard boyshirts from behind...and driving me Insane with some sort of a alien ache of need to have him continue with his touch.
I freaking did not want him to stop touching me.
I was loving the feel of his possessive hands on me.
This was Heaven.
I am in HEAVEN already.
What floor ?
I dont know.
Some FREAKING Intoxicating Floor.
And I now feel him break away our heated kiss and he asks me softly- “ you want water Sunshine? This was high on Intensity of that carnage on your lips...”
And I shake my head in a negative and I pull him back to myself urgently for another deep kiss.
Goddammit.
I cannot beleive this was Meeeee!
And we continue to kiss madly now and many minutes later, I feel him pull back a little and I open my eyes to meet his electric gaze and I see him flung aside his tie and now hes unbuttoning his tee and I sit up a little and I ask dazed – “ Love can I help you unbuttoned your tee??”
He looks at me amused for a second and he grins – “ sure..why not..”,and I gesture him to pull up now and he does and I gesture him to sit on the bed and he does and I kneel up on my knees and plonk in closer to him and my gaze is locked with his in this HYPNOTISED trans which is good because that is what is giving me the power to be this bold in the first place and he is watching me amused as my fingers now nervously start to unbutton his tee and once I am done, I help him tuck it out and then i shrug it off his shoulders and help him take it off his arms and we both fling it aside together then I hug him close and I ask not knowing from where is all this bold courage coming from. “love..I am drunk on you right now ok..I am intoxicated to another level and I have no idea how am I able to say this out loud but i want to so I will now about before we start the next class Arnav...some revision ttest for your Sunshine maybe...how about you let me unleash some Carnage on your neckline and shoulder blades like youv been doing to me for all this while...”,and I feel him take my hair in his fist as he pulls me back to face him – “ you want to do what Sunshine??”
And I am EXHILIRATED that this has puzzled him becuase now I have a window of a moment and taking him by surprise I push him back into the bed and pillows and I straddle him now like he always straddles me and I start to kiss the sides of his neck and his shoulder blades like I have learnt from him and my hands on their own accord have found their way around his bare front and are roaming their way around freely there and his arms too and I know he is loving this I can feel it..I can sense it and I dont know how many minutes have passed but now I am instantly pulled up by my hair and I am pushed back into the pillows and hes on top of me now and he grins MISCHEVIOUSLY- “ we learn well dont we Sunshine...and you want some revision...cmon let’s give your that..”, and before I know it hes picked me up in his arms now and hes carried me to the bathroom and straight into the shower cabinet and I shiver and I tremble because I know what revision he was talking about and before I know it hes closed the cabinet open the head shower on us and pushed me against the wall and is back to kissing me urgently and deeply as he picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist on reflex and this is freaking intense because I am not in Jean’s this time I am in this short body con dress that’s already made it’s way up my waist and he is now back to caressing my legs from front and back and then my back frame too with both his hands at the same time and I am FREAKING lost in a deeper trans.
Ohhh MY freakking Gods.
And he now breaks away from our deep french kiss and he whispers in my ears – “ a revision first Sunshine about how I took my Stamps over your heart last time we were in a shower cabinet...”, and the next thing I know is that I am placed down on my feet and I am in a electric daze as our eyes lock intensely and he asks- “ how many did I take last Time Sunshine??”
And I stammer Nervously shaken – “ I.. don..t remember.. as in ...I had lost co..un..t..I.. wa..s..lo..st..Ar..nav..”
And he grins MISCHEVIOUSLY now and I pulls straight under the shower now and the water falls on us and I say immediately –“ goshh Arnav..my dress...”, he cups my face urgently and kisses me again brief and deep now and he breaks away and whispers in my ears – “ well I remember...Statue right here Sunshine...I’ll be back...”and before I know it hes gone out of the cabinet.
WAITTTT
WHATTTT????
WHERE DID HE GOOO??
AND I AM DAZED AND HAZED AND STANDING STILL IN TRANS UNDER THIS SHOWER AND I JUST TRY TO COMPOSE MY BREATHING BY CLUTCHING ON MY HEART FOR I KNOW MY CARNAGE CLASS IS ONLY JUST IN THE MID WAY MAYBE BUT I FEEL SOOO FRAZZLED Already!
And my fingers on reflex go to touch my very own lips which are still lingering with sensation of the after affect of all the Carnage he has unleashed on them and I am on that chain of thought when I see Arnav step back into the shower cabinet now grinning and now he has a devilish glint in his eye and he switches off the shower immediately and he pulls me by the hand and makes me step out the cabinet and I say immediately – “Arnav...my dress is drenched in water...” , and before I know it I am lifted up and hes made me sit on the huge counter which has the two basins on each side and I am plonked up in the middle and I spot the plate of Cake now there.
OHHH HOLYYY MOLYYY SHIT!
WAITTTT.
WHATT IS THE CAKE DOING HERE??
AND NOW I AM DAZED AS I LOOK AT HIM PUZZLED AND HE GRINS.
And I feel him lean forward into me as he stands in between me and pulls me into him and makes both my legs go around his waist and he says in my ears huskily – “ statue you...right in this position...ok Sunshine? I want you us to be embraced in this intimate way as I bring in a little twist to this revision session...you know what’s some revision test without some twist..?”
And I shiver and tremble because I am still drenched in water and I ask in daze – a..tw..is..t..??”, and I am unable to look into his eyes right now and he tucks up my chin now and he says – “look at me Sunshine..”
I do.
I godammit shouldn’t have!
Because injustice slipped Deeper into his Intoxicating Trans.
And now I he cups my face and and then runs his one hand down the frontal side of my throat sensually all through the depth of my neckline and he whispers hoarsely – “well the tiramasu cake was delicious love but I think it will be more delicious if I taste some off your Sinful neckline..”
OHHH MY HOLYYYY GODS!
WAIT I THINK I CANNOT USE THE WORD HOLY IN THERE!
FOR THIS IS NOT HOLYYY SURELY!
MORE LIKE DEVILISHLY SINFUL!
AND HE IS THE SINFUL DEVILISH WIZARD RIGHT NOW WHO HAS ME UNDER HIS INTOXICATING TRANS!
And I am shaking and shivering in anticipation now as my gaze is held by this enigmatic devilish man in front of me and before I know it he has picked up a peice of cake and smeared it all over both the sides of my neckline and the frontal side of my throat right uptil the depth of my neckline and I am now tsunaming on the pitcher scale of massive destruction within as he takes another peice of cake and keeps his gaze locked with mine and he pulls down one side of my dress sleeve and the strap and smudges it all over my shoulder blade too and then repeats the same to the other side , all the while keeping his eyes locked with mine in an Insanely hypnotizing trans and I csnt look away I am drowning in whatever he is making me feel and now I see him pick up the last peice of cake and he tugs on my hand and pulls me into a hug and I feel the cake get smeared by his hand over my back in the places where my skin was bare with the plunging V at the back.
Ohhh
My
SINFUL
PASSIONATE
DEVILs!
And I can only hold onto his arms now as I feel him tug in me head gently sideways and he holds my hair in his fist and hes started to unleash his Carnage with his lips all over the places he smeared me with Cake and this is way too sensual than any of my wildest imaginations and I can only moan his name and whimper in his arms as to my carnagical shut down of my head I feel his lips are not just kissing me..they are slow and sensual over me as he now starts to literally devour me passionately and I am wondering what is he enjoying more? The cake or my bare skin ...I dont FREAKING Know!
Oh wait.
Maybe it is the Cake on My bear Skin!
God help Me!
Ohh goofy crazy Khushi you shouldn’t remember God in moments like this!
Remember the Sinful Devil!
.........
About ten minutes later of him unleashing this twisted Carnage on me,he now brings my head up and cups my face and kisses me briefly yet deeply and he pulls away softly and my eyes are closed– “ you ok Love?? Do you want me to stop the carnage class right here? I can if you say because to be honest this was just revision I havent even moved towards the new topic..yet...I want to though...but only if you say so...”
OHH GOSHHH
THE WAY HE JUST ASKED ME THAT HIS VOICE DRIPING WITH LOVE AND CONCERN JUST KILLED ME AGAIN.
AND I KEEP MY EYES CLOSED Now ass I clutch on my heart and i answer – “ i am okkk Arnav...we can continue..i will tell you to Stop..when...i want you too...”
He kisses me immediately again and he pulls away briefly and whispers in my ears – “ just tell me to stop ok..whenever you want...I want you to be comfortable..first..are you ok Sunshine??”
I nod now and i whisper dazed still keeping my eyes closed and I am heaving heavily and I clutch onto his arm – “ yes...I am ok...i lo..ve yo..u Arnav..”, and now i feel him pick me up instantly in his arms again and I open my eyes dazed and I see him take us into the shower cabinet again and hes placed me on the floor now and turned me around and I feel his arms come on either of my sides and I realise that theres still that cake on my back and before I know it his lips are now kissing me in that similar devouring manner all over my back too.
Ohhhh Shit.
I just went up ten floors in this Building of Heavenly Carnage!
And now about five to ten minutes later with my neck tilted back to his shoulder and him devouring my necklines from both my sides all over again and my shoulders from behind too...I suddenly feel his a spray of warm shower over me and I open my eyes dazed now to see him using the hand shower over my back as he whispers into my ear – “ let’s help you clean all this remaining cake off..” and I can only tremble and shiver and nod dazed and his hands clean up my back now and then he turns me around and does the same to the front everywhere he smeared me with cake and minutes later he switched off the shower now and he asks looking into my eyes – “ I now want to venture to the new topic..that I told you about earlier this morning...ok Khushi??”
I AM TSUNAMING IN ANTICIPATION.
AND I NOD.
AND.
He cups my face and kisses me brief and deep and then minutes later he pulls apart and he dares me to look into his eyes and i do and i see him now pull down my capped sleeves from the sides of my arms because this dress is strechabke it comes off from the sided and I hold onto it over my heart and he whispers gazing deep into my eyes – “ I promise I will hold you dress over your waistline Khushi...i will keep my word we shall only cover the upperbody in our Carnage syllabus today..”
OHHHH FREAKINGGGGGGGG MOLLLYYYYYY DEVILLLSSSS SHIT!
WHY DOES HE HAVE TO TALK THAT WAY AND HIS TONE!
For it Traps me Ok!
I AM FREAKING DEEPER INTO HIS TRANCE!
And I nod now and he tugs down the dress and I see his eyes now glint in desire for me as they linger over the mustard brasserie he gifted me and he grins now and I feel his hands caress me over it and I close my eyes immediately as I stammer “ Ar..n..a..v..” and he leans in and hugs me tight and whispers now in my ears – “ well my imagination didnt do you even with that on Sunshine...so so FREAKING sinfully gorgeous...now lets take this off....and let my imagination be assured that it can never do you justice..” and I just hug him dazed as I feel his hands now unclasp the hook behind and I am trembling now and so so so nervous.
What if he does not like what he sees???
And I instantly turn around and face the wall now and I clutch onto the mustard cloth over myself as i whisper honestly – “ i am nervous Arnav..what if you dont like what you see???”
And i fell him lean in completely into me from behind as he whispers in my ears – “ I am going to Love what I see I know that Sunshine..now please....just let me take this off...”, and he kisses my earlobe now and I shiver as I nod and I feel him tug on the only peice of cloth now remaining on my upperbody and he has pulled it aside and its lying on the floor of the shower cabinet now and I am heaving in crazy anticipation now as I feel him now trail a line of urgent kisses down my entire back first and about five to ten minutes of sweet carnage on my bare back now, I feel him now starting to turn me around and I cross my arms over myself feeling extremely shy now and hes turned me around completely now and I keep my eyes closed and I heave and stammer – “ Arnav..I am..nervou..s...an..d..sh..y..”
And i feel him cup my face now and he asks love dripping in his voice –“ do you want me to Leave Sunshine??”
And I say on reflex – “ noooo...I want you..to see me too but...”
And he kisses my cheeks now and he whispers – “.open your eyes Love only then willl you be able to see that this is as Carnaging for me as it is for you...Love..its me...you have nothing to be shy about..but...you know your comfort is important to me if you say stop now..I will Love...”
And I now open my eyes because of the loving and sincere tone in his voice and I look into his eyes now and I admit listening to my heart guide me – “ no no..dont stop..”and our eyes lock in an intense eye lock and he asks – “ sure?? Just nod once Sunshine and in the next second maybe because infant FREAKING wait to see you now..”
AND I NOD.
And now he slowly takes both my arms and places it over my sides upwards against the wall and I see his eyes get loaded with desire as he sees me and his eyes hover over me and I feel my entire upperbody flush up and come up alive under his gaze now and now his one hand starts to caress me all over as he whispers – “ godaamit....so freaking gorgeous...Sunshine..I have dreamed of this a zillion times in my head and none of those dreams have done you justice or to what I thought I would feel when I see you...” and I close my eyes now and hug him hard on reflex the way our upper bare bodies meet now is downright electric and he whispers in my ears softly – “ my hands need to touch you now and explore you all over your upperbody Sunshine and then I need to kiss you everywhere too..ok?? Can I??”
OHHHH I JUST GOT KILLED.
WHAT CAN A DAZED ADDICTED INTOXICATED PRISONER OF PASSION AND LOVE AND DESIRE THAT I WAS MYSELF IN THE MOMENT SAY TO THAT??????????
MY VOICEBOX IS CRASHED AS I FEEL HIS HANDS NOW TOUCHING ME IN POSSESIVE DEEP CARRESES OVER MY BACK AND I JUST HUG HIM HARD AND I CuP his face and I kiss him in response signaling him a Yes!
And he pushes me back I to the wall now and I close my eyes now as he picks up my one leg and takes it around his waist and his hands now start to caress me all over my upperbody playing special to my curves and just the way he was touching me told me that when his hands would stop their exploring his lips would follow immediately and devour all of my upperbody completely inch to inch of the front like he had done to my back and I was already lost in a passionate desire trans by the affect of his hands on me right now and I was literally in anticipation of what I would feel next...and i can only moan and whimper his name as his hands wont stop their sweet torture and then i feel his hands stop and he kisses me deeply again and then he is back to trailing a line of urgent hot kisses over the frontal side of my throat and I can only lean my head back or tilt it to the sides to give him access and keep whimpering and moaning his name as he just exactly what I had thought.
Hes devouring all of my Upper Body with his lips now – inch by inch and I feel like I have shot up straight up twently floors onto that building of Heavenly Carnage.
And this feels so sensual yet beautiful and I am surprised as I find my hands tugging on his head and pulling him closer into myself only encouraging him to continue with his sweet torture.
I dont think so I want him to stop right now.
And I dont think so he wants to too.
And he doesnt Stop.
For God Only Knows How Many more Carnaging Minutes as he continues to keep coming up in between to keep kissing me over and over again and whisper sweet nothings in my ear over how gorgeous I was or how he was in heaven right now and then just ask me to just trust him that he would stick to his word on the limit and is keeping an eye for control for a deal was a deal and then he would resume his sweet Carnage torture , taking me straight upto the 60th floor of Heavenly Carnage, over and over again.
..............
TWO HOURS LATER
Arnav’S POV
I knock on the door of the other room now and I grin to myself as I say – “ Sunshine...goddamit please ...come out now youv been locked up in that room for like 40 minutes now...”
Haha!
Sooo.
Like you all guessed!
My Sunshine has locked herself up in another room because she was obviously flushed and shy by the end of my Carnnaging Lesson on her in the Shower – well our class ended about an hour ago and I stopped unleashing my torture on her Sinfully gorgeous upperbody right about an hour from when I’d started because obviously I took my own sweet time and tortured myself endlessly too in the process but I had too because I had been aching for this for so so so long anyways once I had stopped that because I did feel it was enough Carnage on her because she was in another zone altogether by the end of it and was clearly CARNAGED under my passion and I knew it was enough for her now..my sweet intoxicating Sunshine..was soo Irresistible becuase the way she responded to me only fuelled me further and encouraged me more ....haha..I loved it..and then ofcourse I helped her wrap a towel around herself and then kissed her mindlessly again upto the edge of insanity again and touched her all over her legs and things and back frame again because the towel covered her her upperbody and then h that dress hustled up in between her waist and a little uptil her upper thigh...the rest was still left up for my hands to feel again and I did and continued to just kiss her mindlessly over and over again until she finally broke away and heaved for Water!
Haha!
Ofcourse I know she would need atleast four bottles of water after that session!
Haha!
I freaking Carnaged her to the edge of Milkiway !
I went along with her too though.
It was Sinfully Amazing to feel what I felt.
I had no words to explain how exquisitely sensual and beautiful were those moments in between of us
Anyway
So I helped her with her cabin suitcase in the bathroom as she asked and her four bottles of water and then she blushed and flushed as she asked me innocently shaking and trembling if she could have some privacy and I obviously just kissed her forhead and gave her that and I used this other rooms bathroom to change into my tracks and tee for the night.
And I was expecting Khushi to stay locked into the bathroom only like she had done on that air bnb studio but to my surprise when I walked back into the master bedroom she was already seated on the bed in her hot pink tank top and night suit shots looking as sinfully sexy with her hair wet and all of her make up now washed away and she looked ethereal to my eye almost making me want to devour her again and the minute she spotted me to my amusing surprise she literally ran past me and locked up herself in the room I had just stepped out off and she exclaimed from inside in a loud voice that she was sleeping in the other room tonight for she couldnt even look at me in the eye right now.
Haha!
She was beyond adorable!
And I thought she was joking and I thought I should just let her be for a bit too because I wanted her to be comfortable too but now it was 40 minutes and I had to come to check on her.
And I knock on the door as I ask again concerned now – “ are you ok love?? You dont even have your phone with you love so I cant text you...please reply..”
And right then I hear the landline in the master bedroom buzz and I walk back to pick it up and I hear Khushi's voice – “Arnav..”
And I chuckle as i sit on the bed now – “ Sunshine are we really talking through the room extensions right now??”
And i hear her nervous voice on the other end – “ hoodie guy..i...i...that was..oh my God.. I cant stop blushing...”
I chuckle as I ask -. “ are you ok??”
And she whispers softly now – “ yes i am ok...”
And i say softly looking at the time – “ love it’s almost 130 am...why dont you sleep...?? I’m ok if you want to sleep by yourself..i just want you to be comfortable love...was knocking to just check on you...”
And she whispers nervously – “ I think I want to sleep too now Love..I love you...goodnight..see you in the morning...”
I whisper – “ goodnight Sunshine...I love you...just relax ok...and know this the time I just had with you was the most intoxicating beautiful moments of my Life..know that before you sleep Sunshine...and it’s our Love ok that’s so electric and powerful ..that I do agree with you has the power to burn us..for our Chemistry Sunshine is FREAKING Hot dangerous and Insane...and to be honest.. I lovve it...”
And she whispers softly – “ goshh Arnav.. I love It too..ok now bye...”,and the phone clicks.
And I chuckle as I keep it down and I settle into bed myself totally lost into Khushis thoughts.
And I close my eyes.
And just as I am still in an enchanted daze of her thoughts minutes later...i hear her voice – “ Arnav...”
And I would have thought I had imagined it if it didnt come from so near around me and I open my eyes now and I smile as I see Khushi standing next to my bedside and she’s shivering and trembling nervously as all of her face and body all of that I can see is flushed still and I sit up in bed now and I hold her hand lovingly and tug on it and gesture her to sit in front of me and she does and she.looks down and she whispers – “ I am still stumped blushing and flushing but I dont want to sleep alone love...I want to sleep in your arms...I need your arms around me...hold me tight as we sleep ok Love?”
I nod on reflex and I shift inwards on the bed and I make space for her to come lie down next to me and she does and turns sideways and I hug her from behind now and I pull her close and I kiss her ear – “ you ok??”
And she trembles in my arms now and i feel her clutch on my hands and she whispers softly – “ Arn..a..v..can I tell you something?? I cant hide this from you right now even if its embarrasing..”
And I hug her harder and kiss her earlobe now softly and I ask – “ what is it.love..you know you can tell me anything...”
And she now turns around to face me and I cup her face and she looks into my eyes and whispers softly Cupping my face – “ i can’t stop thinking about what happened in between of us right now.. it was.. so intoxicating..everything i felt..its like i was addicted to something i didnt even know existed within me...”
I chuckle now and kiss her nose – “ I know...I know..I understand..”
And her gaze searches mine as she says blushing – “ no you dont understand...what I mean is...that...I cant sleep right now..I cant..”
And I look at her and I cup her face – “ I can make us some coffe...”,and I start to get up
And she holds my hand immediately and pulls me back to my spot and she cups my face now as she says – “nooo...dont...go anywhere.. arnav..I dont want you to make us Coffee..I want you to kiss me...”,and she shifts herself closer into me.
And as I look into her eyes and her quivering lips I feel my desire rage again almost immediatly and my hands go around her waist possesively and then my hands make their way down her back frame and her legs and I caress her over her shorts from behind as I ask her – “ are you sure?? Because right now i wont just be able to kiss you..i might just end up taking another revision class of what just happens in between of us in the shower cabinet...”, and she smiles at me shyly and her eyes inviting my mischevious plan and I now push her immediately into the pillows now and pull her closer by the waist and make her legs wrap around my waist intimately in the position we both love and I make her sit up on bed half way and I say – “ are you sure Sunshine becaue if this revision session starts now i think it might just last a little over an hour...”, and I feel her tug on my tee now as she pulls it upwards and gets it off me and she whispers looking into my eyes- “ I know...the session was so addictive..I want revision now..”
I cup her face and I kiss her immediately now mindlessly and I now pull her tank top off her and she’s wearing her black brasserie and I grin as I touch her over it – “ lucky me I get to take off this one too..”, and I lean into her and I whisper in her ears- “ dont worry the rules remain the same...only our upper bodies..”
And she nods and she pulls my head upfront and kisses me deeply now and I unclasp her brasserie and I fling it off her immediately and I push her back into the bed and raise both her hands up and grip them in my hand and my other hands starts its intoxicating exploration again and I make it more torturous and slow this time and I love the affect my touch has on her as she whispers and moans my name and her eyes get loaded with desire herself as she now closes them and her hair are sprawled all messily all over the pillow and I swear i have never seen a sight more breathtaking than this!
I am stumped.
And I now immediately kiss her mindlessly and deeply in a hard french kiss and she responds back by pulling me closer into herself as always and I am in Heaven again as I feel our Upperbodies now brush bare against each other and I break away from the kiss and whisper in her ears – “ intoxicated who?? Intoxicated me dammit...insaner who?? Insaner me dammit....godammit Sunshine...I am going to Carnage you again..and harder this time around.....be ready to get intoxicated again..”
And she now tugs on my head up and cups my face and opens her eyes to meet mine and she says the words that drive me Insane just as I hear them and I Start to Unleash Maasive Carnage on all of her Upperbody again with my deep and sensual kisses.
And she shivers and trembles and keeps moaning my name and pulling me closer into her too.
Oh and the Words she said?
“Intoxicate me Hoodie Guy..Carnage me..all you want..I am yours to intoxicate and Carnage forever.. yours..only Yours...”
And so that’s what I Do!
I intoxicate us both Hard and Deep and get us both drunk with electirc passion of Our Love.
And I Carnage us both to the edge of Space.
Intoxicated who??
Intoxicated Us Dammit!
Insaner who??????
Insaner Us Dammit!
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MEANWHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY
Anjali and Arun look at Ravina nervously as they are sitting in the airport lounge and she is on the phone just talking to Khushi's aunty.
And a worried Anjali had just gotten off the phone with Diya and Zara..feeling a little relieved and better that everyones on Khushis side was now relaxed.
And Arun Raizada had just gotten off the phone with Khushis uncle and Rahul too reassuring them that they would all support Arnav and Khushi through this storm that had brewed up together – as one unit – one family because Arnav and Khushi would both need their support through this.
Especially Khushi.
Ravina now smiles in relief as she says into the phone – “ thank you Raima...yes we havent spoken to Arnav or Khushi yet because we didnt want to disturb them for we thought no point let them have some time off with each other ..they will anyway wake up to this mess...dont worry we will handle this together as a family...and please why dont you all sleep now..its almost 130 am...and dont worry about this please...bye..and I apologize once again...”
And she hears Raima reply – “ oh no ravina please dont be sorry this is not any of our fault.. it’s just sad though.. to see our..khushi being trolled online this way...I dont know how she will react when she wakes up to this....let’s hope for the best Ravina..I just hope this doesnt overwhelm Khushi..she’s been a very private person until now and now everything’s changed overnight for her it’s obviously overwhelming but now all this hate and being targeted online and being trolled ...its crazy..its been crazy at hit WICKET your tongue too but atleast thank god that is in a good way for everyone on there is happy and overwhelmed and happy for Khushi..but its these unknown faces online that are throwing so much hate at her through their words...its sad..but I am sure we will get through this together as a family and so will Arnav and Khushi.... .”
And Ravina sighs as she admits – “ and I am sure too Raima..and let us not waste out energy on this negativity..and to be honest too I am very worried about Khushi too...but dont worry we all are there for her..in this together Raima..as a family..”
Raima – “ in this together...indeed..have you all boarded the flight?”
Ravina – “ we will soon in 30 mins”
“have a safe.flight all of you...”
“ Thank you Raima..”, and she hangs up.
Anjali – “ mom all ok?
Arun ask immediately – “ Ravina is Khushis aunty ok? Her uncle and Rahul are better now much more relaxed..”
Anjali – “ so are Zara and Zain..”
Ravina takes a deep breathe as she says – “ yeah she’s ok now..obviously for them to worry Anjali sin e its Khushi who is getting trolled online...since around five hours ago and it all started with that crazy hashtag and it blew up out of proportion..”
SO.
About five six hours ago a hashtag started trending on Twitter.
#ASRWifiIdentityisATotalLetDown
And then another one came up.
#asrdeservesbetter
Then another one
#thisWifidoesnotdeservetheprinceofcricket
Then another one.
#ASRsWifiisaTaxidriver
And then Bamm.
The trolls in the world of Social Media Began!
Half the section of the netizens were gushing about how amazing this story was – just like a fairytale and they were all showering only positivity.
BUT.
HATE OVERRULED.
AS NOW THERE WAS A MAJORITY OF THE SECTION THAT WAS NOW TROLLING KHUSHI AND EVERYTHING ABOUT HER – BECAUSE THEY FELT THAT ASR DESERVED BETTER.
Anjali looks into her phone and she sighs in distress – “ gosh mom dad this isnt stopping it’s getting worse..my insta is flooded with hate comments for Khushi...ravi's is too...and the things these faceless people are saying are downright spiteful..and dont even ask about Twitter or other online platforms...”
Ravina sighs as she asks – “ what’s come up now?”
Anjali wipes a overwhelmed tear and she says – “ save your brother from that gold digger..”
And she continues reading a few out loud to her mother and father.
“ theres one which says -.your brother deserves better ..he is a star..and this girl is so ordinary..there is absolutely nothing special about her..why is your brother smitten? Tell him to open his eyes and look around him..he can get way better than this taxi driver.”
“Does this Khushi even know who she is standing next to?arnav Singh Raizada is a demi god..does she even look in the mirror? How does she even look at his face?doesnt she know she is undeserving and unworthy of a man like him.
“A gold digger is trapping your brother with the facade of innocence..save your brother from her clutches..”
Anjali wipes her tear as she says – “ mom this one is the worst.. “
Ravina says – “ go on..”
“This taxi driver does not deserve that ring on her finger ..does she even know how much that diamond costs? Even if she sold her taxi,her coffee shop or even herself she couldnt even afford to look at one..save your brother..he is blinded by this fake girl..did you guys even see her face, theres nothing glamorous about her and look at ASR..this is the most flop reveal ever..and to think of all the hype that he had created and we thought wed get to see someone worthy of his status and standard to stand by his side and who do we get to see..a ordinary girl..who is nothing but a good digger trapping your brother in her claws..save him now"
Ravina sighs as she sips down her water.
Arun holds his Wifes hand and he gestures Anjali to continue and she sighs and Anjali says furious reading another comment – “ oh holy shit yaa how do these people even say such hateful things..?this is disgusting.. “, and she shuts her phone.
Ravina asks – “ what is it?”
Anjali says – “mom you do not want to know this nonsense.. “
Ravina sighs – “ tell me beta I need to know so that I can be prepared on how to support Arnav and Khushi through this..”
Anjali sighs – “ a person just commented – I think your brother is smitten becuase she must be good in bed! Wake up ASR..such a stupid decision.this girl doesn’t deserve you.
Arun sighs now and he says and he asks – “ and all of this still coming on your profile becuase you posted a snapshot of their hug in the stadium with a heart as a caption stating – Love to my brother and his precious Wifi..soon to be Wife..cant wait..”
Anjali nods – “ yes as in me and Ravi , diya, Rahul, zara, zain all of us posted the same picture of them just wishing them best of luck differently in our own ways and mine and ravis insta is now being flooded with hate comments for Khushi dad and its not stopping , and diya’s and rahuls and zaras too now because of the close connection they have with Khushi…its obviously overwhelming for them since none of them were used to this..and its so much hate towards Khushi..then with those hashtags on twitter too and all the retweeted and all this hate...its insane dad...I am so worried for Khushi...she is being targeted for no reason...they dont even know her dad..how dare they...all bloody faceless people using the freedom of online speech…”
Arun sighs – “ I know...”
Ravina says in anger – “ this is downright disgusting..”
Anjali looks at her parents worriedly – “ and bhai will be furious too as he sees this tomorrow…we all know he is used to reading shit about him in the past but this is about Khushi now..and we all know how much he loves her..this will infuriate him to another level….iv asked Ravi to go them in the morning...since they both are not on social media and are just off by themselves right now they have no clue..its better to give them a heads up before they head to the airport..for their will be a onslaught by the media surely there too because they know most of the team is heading back to cape town tomorrow…and they will all target Khushi with crazy questions again...”
Ravina nods and she Holds her husbands hand and she asks – “our kids...arnav and Khushi.. they will be ok right Arun?? They will get through this right...this hate storm.??”
Arun nods and he sighs, concerned himself – “ be prepared Ravina..this might get worse.. tomorrow for it has only begun hours ago.. but we have to be strong for our children ok...and I am sure that Arnav and Khushi will get through this...because a love as strong and pure as theirs surely can stand any test or strom of time...”
Ravina nods and folds her hands nervously and sends out a silent prayer for her children.
And more so for Khushi.
For she was such a Pure Soul!
She definetly did not deserve this!
God Please – send them Strength and send them you Love and help them wade through all this Hate and make their Love shine as always– was a prayer sent out by a Mother’s heart.
And she knew everyone in Khushis side was also sending out a similar prayer!
And they all had just one question eating their insides though.
How were Arnav and Khushi going to react when they woke up to This??
And for that they knew they had to wait until the Morning Came.
FOR THAT WAS A ANSWER ONLY TIME COULD TELL!
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Tadaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
Let me know what you guys thinkkkk!!
Please comment and comment will be waiting to know your feedback guys on the entire update…its such a massive update from my end..like a dhamaka one! – so I obviously would be waiting to hear feedback as alwayssssss!!!
And okk so since this was massive – I need to take atleast a two day break to refresh – so that the quality of my work does not suffer.
Shall give the next update on Tuesday or Wednesday Guys.
Thanks for all the love and Support.
Much love.
Always.
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Comments (1)
Holy shit this update was too damn hot omg omg i am blushing madly. Oh no so disgusting things beinv sad abt khushi by ASR fans this is sad.
1 years ago