PART 15

What if life had never changed ? What if Swayam never had felt the need to step back from being the helmsman of the relationship ? Sharon would definitely have realized her love.But would have failed to understand the same intensity and passion that she had for him.Distance makes heart grow fonder.Sometimes proverbs stand true to their essence.The resentful nights,the mournful mornings,the self pity,the self hatred and the distance taught her patience.All in all,for having gone through tough time,she was happy.Unlike most individuals who regretted to have experienced tough times she was glad.Glad to get her share of dark days after causing the same pain to Swayam.The day passed on discussing about the old times and the newly formed Rinni's intelligence and timing.Simmi drove Sharon back home while Swayam stayed back for dance class.

"That's for the day",declared Swayam rubbing off the sweat with napkin looking at the girls.The contemporary dance classes were scheduled for college girls."Thank you",said a girl looking lovingly at Swayam.What's with these girls? Every day one goes in a dreamy mode and he really felt bad to ignore them.Not that he was interested in them but healthy flirting wasn't harmful either.But he didn't want to Sharon to be insecure about anything."Your welcome",said Swayam grabbing his bag walking out of the rehearsal hall.

"We really are going to get engaged??",questioned Swayam himself. "Really"he said aloud to himself while driving back home.For once life seemed fulfilled.May be this is the kind of feeling that one experiences when one possesses the thing they love the most.He's going to have Sharon for him forever."I will have to check my messages what if she has sent any message?",thought Swayam unlocking the door.The ladies in the house have gone nuts shopping.Taani has already dumped all her clothes in the house.Their house had become a dumping area for the ladies.He entered the house excitedly unzipping his bag and searching for his phone."Not again",he thought grabbing a piece of paper.Not another note.But he didn't mind as he had developed a connection with the person since the last note.

Give me your sad smile,on my bad day
For I shall be happy.

Give me your hesitant smile,on my routine day
For I shall find my day special.

Give me your fun smile,on my gloomy day
For I shall find my happiness.

Give me your lovely smile,on a romantic night.
For I shall be fulfilled.

On any day,in any mood,in any season,give me a smile.
For I shall be with you for the rest of the life.

The note more sounded like the journey of his smile from the time Sharon rejected him to the present.The sad smile which showed Swayam's pain during her denial.The hesitant smile which he gave while helping her getting out of the depression after footloose chaos.The lovely smile which he now gives knowing that she loves him.