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Chapter 163

Ayesha

@-Ms.Muffin-

Part 63

Shilpa set up on the bed and looked around growing alarm. As she expected it was just her , he was long gone from there. She knew the very minute she closed her eyes he would leave. Shilpa set there in tears , as she recalled their conversation in the middle of night which ruined all the memory of all lovely moment..

Flashback :

"Shilpa " He nudged her as she was slowly drifting into sleep. They had just ended their love making. He noticed now her face was filled with relief and satisfaction. He knew he could keep staring down at her for hours. But right now he knew he didint have much time left. He had to mend the broken heart of them and get her back to him , no matter how hard it was.
"Shilpa wake up.. " He nudged her harder which made her stir and open her eyes sleepily.. "What Armaan " She groaned as she set up in the bed and leaned to the headboard drowsily.. Armaan set beside her and stared at her with hesitation not knowing how to start..
"We need to talk.. " He spoke in a dead serious voice.. Shilpa was now fully awake. Hearing the seriousness in his voice she knew he was going to do some intimate talk. Question was now was she ready to hear what he wanted to tell.
"This closeness between us.. " He spoke flushed.. "Its getting too intimate.. Dont u think ? " He spoke sparing a glance at her..
Shilpa looked away from him thinking about his words. Some hours ago what happened between them , the passion that took over was the fear she always had. "I dont want to speak about this Armaan " She grew uncomfortable.. " Not now.. "
He frowned at her deeply shaking his head. "But i want to talk.. I have to. I just have one question for you.. "
"What " She asked furrowing her brows.. "Have you.. " He hesitated a bit.. "Have you forgiven me.. ?? For my mistakes i did a year ago. If not are you ready to forgive me.. "
Shilpa stared at him stunned by question. Not something she was ready to answer. And she didint knew whether she had any answers. This was something she had kept asking herself from long time. Had she or had she not. She wasnt sure.. " Armaan please " Shilpa pleaded.. " I really dont want to talk about this.. Cant we just.. enjoy the moment together.. "
Her words trailed off as he suddenly got angry.. "Enjoy the moment ?? " He scoffed.. "Shilpa if things are too wrong between us how can you expect us to be intimate like this.. ? "
She couldnt answer. Shilpa bit her lip in loss of words.. Armaan shook his head as a sadness tookover him.. "Truth is you havent forgiven me. " He cupped her face staring at her in desperation.. "Cant you see how much i love you.. ?"
She snapped her eyes at him and brushed off his hands.. "What love Armaan ?? I exactly remember what you said one year ago.. " Hurt filled in her eyes as he glanced away in shame.. "You said its just your lust towards me.. "
Eventhough Shilpa spoke the words she knew it was wrong. She could sense how much he loved her. But she wanted to hear it from him.. Please Armaan just say once how wrong i am..
But instead of speaking he just kept staring down in shame. She could see how much the memories were hurting him just like hers.. Desperately she waited for him to start speaking , but he surprised her by passing a stiff smile.. "Go back to sleep. You have to go back and see Aryan too "
Shilpa stared at him stunned as he lay down on the other side , with his back to her. Tears gathered in her eyes as she realized what he had said... You have to go back and see Aryan... He hadnt said We. Brushing off the tear she lay down on the bed getting to a unsatisfying sleep..

Flashback ends

Shilpa brushed off her tears angrily and got up from the bed. If he didint care there was nothing she could do to correct things between them. But still why was her heart breaking so bad. Armaan Mallik had come to her life and turned it upside down. And left again breaking her head.. Stop it Shilpa!! Shilpa scolded herself.. He was never meant to comeback your life. You were not just meant together. Never..

"Doctor " Shilpa spoke as the doctor walked inside the room "Will i be able to take Aryan home today ?? "
Doctor smiled and glanced down at Aryan who was wriggling on his bed happily.. "I guess he looks much better now. You can take him home after filling discharge form and payment. I have given him some medicines remember to take them from pharmacy." Shilpa nodded.. "Doctor i dont know how to thank you. I am really grateful. "
He nodded and then frowned.. "That reminds me your husband came here few hours ago. He thanked me a lot for saving Aryan.. "
"He came here " Shilpa asked in surprise.. "When ?? "
"Just few hours ago " He shrugged his shoulders.. "After talking to me he came here and held Aryan for sometime. He left when he slept only. The boy has been happy since his saw his father.. "
Shilpa glanced back at Aryan who beamed at her happily.. No matter how hard she tried to deny Aryan was now totally attached to Armaan. Not only him Arav was too, both her kids were attached to someone who have walked away from them breaking their hearts..

2 weeks later :
"Naina !! I have to go now so keep ur questions stored for later. "Shilpa spoke impatiently.. "No Aryan is crying let me feed him in peace Bye.. " Shilpa cut the call and knelt beside her babies who started to whine in hunger.. " Dont worry the food is readyyy.. "
As she finished feeding the babies the door bell rang which startled her at once.. Shilpa stopped her work abruptly and stared at the door. Was it Armaan ? Could it be him.. Stop it Shilpa.. She scolded herself. Armaan was gone from 2 weeks now. She hadnt heard a word from him since that night.
Hesitantly she went and opened the door. Relief fed in her as she noticed Sharon who stood at the door. "Hello Shilpa.. "
"Hey Sharon come inside.. " Shilpa spoke faking enthusiasm. "I just finished feeding the babies.. Sharon gave a nod and took a seat in the sofa. She stared down at Aryan and Arav who set in the carpet busy playing with their toys.. She leaned down and caressed Aryan's head. "How is this naughty boy doing now. Is the fever gone.. "
"Its gone long back.. "Shilpa smiled.. "He is now happier and active just like before.. "
Shilpa gave a nod and got back on washing dishes. Sharon stared at her for a while and spoke.. "Come here miss Shilpa. I need to do a talk with you.. "
Shilpa glanced at her in surprise and hesitated a bit. She walked near her slowly and set beside her.. "What is it Sharon.. "
Sharon sighed and spoke.."Why do i feel you look upset from past 2 weeks. You look so dull.. "
Shilpa glanced away as the hurt filled in her eyes reminding her of her loneliness.. "Nothing i just... "
Sharon interrupted her angrily.. "Is it because of that Young man. What was his name.. ?? Ahh Armaan Mallik. Where is he ?? "
Shilpa bit her lip and whispered. "He has left... !"
Sharon stared at her in silence.. "No wonder you are so upset. I swear that man has no brain. Such a idiot.. "
Shilpa didint bother replying this time. In her head she was too busy trying to keep herself calm and not react bad..
"Still i must say " Sharon mused quietly.. "The man is very responsible. Specially towards that two kids. And i can see he deeply loves you and them.. "
Shilpa's eyes snapped at her as she stared at her stunned by her words.. "But Sharon you.. "
She interrupted her smiling.. "I know i know I always keep shouting at him. Ofcourse i still want to hand him to police. He even called me Old bat.." Sharon ignored Shilpa's shocked expression and continued.. "But still eventhough my eyes have grown old i can notice good man. Which he is. He is the only man i can say who will keep you always happy.. "
Tears gathered up in her eyes once again. Shilpa sobbed quietly clutching Sharon's hand.. " I dont know what to do Sharon.. "She shook her head.. "I am so confused with myself, my feelings. Suddenly he walked away and my heart has broken again. "
Sharon caressed her face in a motherly manner.. She shook her head sadly.. "I understand your pain. But i guess its high time you let go the pain , the hatred and anger. Forgive him if you can. Man do mistakes cause they are fools but if they love someone dearly they can give their life also for that one person. Think about ur future, future of your kids and take a mature decision which can make everyone happy.. "
Shilpa listened to Sharon quietly.. Eventhough she understood her words she kept silent. There was nothing she could do in the moment. Armaan was gone and she couldnt understand where.. And she didint have the strength to go back to the life she had left herself. Not again..

As Sharon left she cleared her tears and set beside Aryan and Arav collecting their toys. At first they stared to protest and then Arav let out a shriek.. " Daaa " Shilpa looked at him stunned. She had never heard Arav shout like that. Arav had always been the quiet guy. He kept staring at her expectantly as if asking something from her.. Aryan was also surprised hearing his brother shout, but it gave him more fuel as he joined along with him.. " Daaa... Daaa " Aryan started to shout banging his hand on the floor.. "Aryan calm... " Words died on her throat as she realized what they were saying... Daaa daaa... Dad... They were asking for Armaan. Where he was.. The tears which she had been controlling started to fall again as she started to cry.. Both of him stared at her confused as she caressed their face and spoke.."I know. I know. I miss him too. " Crying softly she hugged them close.. "I miss him a lot.. "

"No more crying i am taking you both to Sharon. I am already late for work.. "Shilpa blabbered softly while walking out of the house with the twins on her hips. They always tired her with their weight , not that it bothered her anymore it just made her love them more.. Suddenly she came to a halt as she noticed the car which was infront of her house, and the people who walked out of it... Her vision blurred as she shouted out happily.. "Anjali !!! Atul ! Rahul ! "
Everyone glanced at her and started to smile widely.. They hurried forward near her but stood still as they noticed the twins. Shilpa smiled seeing them stare at the babies astonished. Slowly Anjali came forward and stared down at them in tears.. "Omggg !! Is that Aryan and Arav.. Who is Arav and who is Aryan.. "
Shilpa laughed at her confusion and sniffed while pointing at the babies.. "This is Arav and This is Aryan.. " Anjali laughed as Arav passed his shy smile while Aryan passed his dazzling smile..
Thats when Shilpa noticed Rahul and Atul who stood quiet all the time. She hesitated a bit and spoke.. "Rahul... Atul.. ? Whats wrong ? "
Atul came forward smiling wide.. " They are gorgeous Shilpa.. More than we thought.. "
"I think i am going to have hell of a fun time with Aryan " Rahul spoke scooping Aryn in his arms.. " He glanced at Shilpa gently... "Missed you a lot Shilpa.. "
Shilpa stared back at him and smiled.. "I missed you guys so much i cant even tell you.. " Her lips trembled as she tried not to cry again..
Anjali shook her head and laughed.. "You have become a cry baby now.. That reminds me You have a niece back there too Shilpa.. "
Shilpa stared at Anjali as she blushed and smiled... She hugged her tightly "Omg Anjali. I am so happy for you.. You have a baby too.. "
"Not Only her " Rahul interrupted cheerfully.. "Even Muskaan is pregnant now we have the fourth baby coming into the family.. "
Shilpa laughed along with them as their shared the old bond again which they had between them. Suddenly she frowned and glanced at them.. "But.. How did you guys find me ?? "
Anjali shook her head.. "As if you cant guess. Ofcourse Armaan told us."
"Infact he was the one who sent as here " Atul spoke happoly..
Shilpa stared at them in bewilderment.. "Armaan sent you ??? " She shook her head utterly confused.. "But why ?? "
"What you mean why.. ? Ofcourse to take you back " Rahul spoke confidently.. Shilpa shook her head and spoke hesitantly.. "If he wanted me back why didint he come to take me.. ? "
Anjali stared at her and tried to speak when Atul interrupted.. "This is the point where you have to trust us Shilpa.. Trust Armaan.. Just come with us we are going to take you to the place he have told us to bring you.. Just come with us Please.. "
They pleaded her more while Shilpa stood quietly thinking over it.. She couldnt help but get curious with Armaan's sudden disappearance.. And then suddenly sending the gang to her to take her to some mysterious place.. She sighed and shook her head "Ok i am going to come with you guys.. "

Shilpa had packed few of her clothes and went with them. Despite her protest they took the twins from her while taking her to the mysterious destination.. As they came to a stop she still hadnt bothered to see where they had taken her.. She was nervous and scared. Instead she stared down at the twins who were sleeping now.. "Take care of them you guys.. " Atul nodded while Anjali assured her.. "Dont worry. You just go ahead and see whats waiting for you, we will take care of them.. "
She nodded and got out of the car. Nervously she turned around. Before she took any step further her whole body went still as she stared at the place infront of her bewildered.. Her lips trembled as she took a step forward. Her whole body was shaking as she read the name engraved in the door of the place.. Her heart filled with bliss as she started to laugh while crying.. She still couldnt believe he had succeeded. He had done it.. He had finally succeeded in surprising her.. She smiled widely closing her eyes capturing the moment in her heart.. As she opened her eyes she glanced at her future. Among everything which had happened today she was sure about onething. She was going to be back in the life of Armaan Mallik..

Precap :

EPILOGUE

EPILOGUE

Shilpa was stunned. He could cleary making it out seeing the bewildered expression on his face as he came towards her in a slow pace. As she caught the sight of him she smiled widely making his heart warm in affection. In a hesitant pace he came and stood infront her , cupping her face as she stared at him.. "Armaan.. I really dont know.. "
Armaan interrupted her gently.. "Say anything , just dont thank me for me this.. "
She was loss of words. She didint knew what to say. Not even how to react. This wasnt something she had ever expected seeing once again.. " My home " She whispered looking around blissfully.. "After dad died i thought i will never get to see back this house.. "She spoke softly
"Its yours now " He smiled broadly "Once again. "
Shilpa stared at him speechless. The only words she could utter came out weakly.. "But.. How did do all this? "
He just shook his head staring at her deep.. " I can just say i have been trying from the day since your dad died. Do you remember the promise I made to you ? "
She gave a thought on it. Slowly She realized.. "I remember u once said.. " She gaped at him finally.. "You were talking about getting back this house.?"
He flushed a little and then smiled.. "I knew how much attached you were with this house. I had to get it back somehow anyhow, though it wasnt a easy process. You have given me such a perfect present Aryan And Arav. " His throat went dry.. "I could have done something too right.. "
Tears formed in her eyes.. "Thats why you put their name in the house name plate.. " She smiled but turned sobered... "Why you did this Armaan.."
He just shrugged on her question. Himself not knowing what to say.. After a moment he spoke.. "That night when i realized, that you still havent forgiven me i almost gave up. But when i left hospital and held Aryan in my arms i realized how much attachment he have towards me. Not only him Arav too. I knew i couldnt let go of any of you in the moment. " His eyes grew misty as he stared down at his hands.. "I remember when i held him, he smiled so beautiful. I just remembered only onething.. "He glanced up at her.. "Your face.. " Again a realization which told me i couldnt let go of any of you. I would have died... "His voice trailed as he tried to control his emotions which were flowing out. Shilpa bit her lip from crying infront of him.
"I had to do something to prove you how much i still love you, how much i care about your feelings , how much i love the babies. And how much i am still the same Armaan. I wanted to prove to you.. "
She chocked up full with emotions. She couldnt express how she felt at the moment. All she could see was him and hear his words. The words which was soothing her heart and soul.. "Armaan.. "
He shook his head as she tried to speak.. He moved closer and cupped her face leaning down at her, staring at the depths of her eyes.. "No. Just listen to me today. Dont let this moment die.. "
All she could do was nod.. He hesitantly looked away and spoke softly.. "I still dont find the courage to ask forgiveness from you. I dont think i deserve that.. What i did to you that time.. "He closed his eyes painfully.. "I cant ever forgive myself for every single day i gave you pain.. " He opened her eyes and stared down at her desperately.. "All i can say is..From the day since you walked away from me , i have realized how much i have loved you always. How much crazy i have been about you. I have had little deaths every single day you were away from me Shilpa. I have had the worst punishment in this one year by letting you walk away from myself.. "
Shilpa was crying silently. But she knew it was tears of Happiness. A happiness which was bursting out her heart. A Happiness which was bringing out all her buried emotions..
He stared down at her with love filled eyes.. "I cant say i can be the perfect man for you , or never hurt you intentionally or unintentionally.. All i can say is , i can try always hard to be the perfect man you wish to have. You deserve you have. I am opening up myself infront of you. Every single thing in my heart.. Every damn emotions.. "He spoke softly.. "I just want you to have me back again in your life. Take me back to you , to my kids. Make me the happiest man of the world. If i get this chance i can promise you.. "He kissed her forehead.. "I wont give you a chance to get away from me.. Ever"
Shilpa was stunned. She stared at him as a blissful smile spread on her lips.. A big burden had just lifted from her heart. She felt suddenly happy and loved. She felt the same old Shilpa who was crazy about only one man. Armaan Mallik.. Blushing softly she looked away and spoke.. "I intend to take you back for only one condition "
She secretly smiled as confusion and fear filled in his eyes.. But then he got more courage and spoke.. "Anything for you.. "
She stared at him with love and tender. The love she always had for him. She brushed her hands on his cheek as he leaned on it closing his eyes.. "Just give me back the old Armaan... Forever.. "
He stared at her surprised.. She smiled broadly in tears knowing she had succeeded in stunning him.. His expressions changed as he eyes softened and admired her face.. "I cant even tell you how crazy i am going by missing my old self.. "Shilpa laughed softly as he grinned.. "But there is no home in a little change in myself. I guess i have finally learned how to control my temper.. "Slowly he embraced her in his arms and whispered huskily.. "Now there is one place which can make me always arrogant and wicked.. " He whispered in her ears.. "Our bedroom.And there is no one who can stop me from devouring you every single day.. Or night... "
She shivered hearing his words and stared at his deep passionate eyes.. Without breaking the eyelock she placed her lips on his kissing him deep and with love.. She cupped her face while he responded back to her eagerly.. She made a little pleased sound in her throat and kissed him like she had never done before. She was happy and elated with the return of him in her life. And now there was nothing stopping her from having what she always wanted.. Breaking the kiss she brushed her lips on his. He tried to kiss her again when she whispered on his lips.. "I forgive you Armaan. And its not only for you.. For myself. For us.. " Slowly she stared up at him.."And we are going to start a new fresh life.. "
"Yes... Ohhh Yes " He was happily hugging her tight.. She laughed on his response while he was elated.. Suddenly she drew back and grinned at him.. "Armaan do you know who was the one who actually realized me how wrong i was.. ? "
"Naina ? " Armaan guessed with a frown.. Shilpa shook her head and smiled.. "No its Sharon. She told me its you who is missing in my life. In the life of our babies.. " And then she laughed.. "And also she said you are a good man.. "
This time she had surely managed to shock him.. Armaan stared at her bewildered.. "You have got to be kidding me.. " He shook his head and started grinning.. "That old bat.. " He bit his lip as she glared at him.. "Still i cant believe she took my side.. "
Shilpa smiled and nestled on his chest.. "I guess its the magic of Armaan Mallik.. "
He brushed his lips on her head lovingly and replied.. "And i intend to show you the magic in me forever..."

5 years later :

" Dad !!!!!! ... Could you please tell Aryan to stop shouting. " Arav whined while tugging Armaan in his shirt who frowned at him..
"And now what is your naughty brother upto.. " Armaan question while following Arav to the backyard.. He noticed Aryan who stood there with a annoyed expression..
"DAD !!!!! " Armaan winced hearing his shriek and adjusted his reading glasses. He moved closer and knelt infront of him.. "And why are you shouting this early morning.. "
"Look at this Arav he is not playing with me.. "Aryan complained.. Arav rolled his eyes and spoke.. "Cant you see i am busy reading this book.. "
Aryan gaped at him and started to shout again... "See dad he doesnt want to play with me now !!! HE DOESNT WANT TO PLAY WITH ME EVER.. "
Armaan winced again on his voice and heard a small cry which came from the corner.. He glanced up to see Shilpa who passed a annoyed look trying to make 4 months old Aliya asleep..
Armaan rubbed his neck tiredly and spoke gently.. "Aryan dont you see your sister is trying to sleep. You really need to stop shouting.."
Aryan glanced back at his mother and sister and pouted at Armaan which made him smile.. "Fine i will keep quiet.. "Aryan muttered softly..Mom is always busy with her now.. And i get bored i have no one to play. And even you are busy in hospital always.. "
Armaan felt bad for Aryan. But there wasnt much difference he could do. Right now they were trying to handle the new girl baby and two twins. They couldnt be careless to twins knowing both of them were still young. He came out of his thoughts when suddenly Arav put down his book and ran towards Aryan.. "Ok fine. I will play with you.. "
Aryan grinned at him , just as he opened his mouth Arav whispered quickly.. "Dont Shout Aryan. Baby Aliya is sleeping.. "
Aryan bit his lip and grinned at Arav while dragging him along with him running across the yard.. Armaan stood mesmerized at how easily they fought and then at next moment was together with eachother.. Their bond was strong and he wished it would always remain the same..
Armaan stood up and stared back at Shilpa who smiled at him blushing softly.. He still wondered after all those years how still she managed to get shy with him.. Not it bothered him it always made him want her more.. He set beside her staring down at the cute angle sleeping in her arms.. "She is just like you. Beautiful "Armaan spoke softly caressing the cheeks of Aliya..
Shilpa set quiet and stared at the twins who kept playing with eachother happily.. She glanced down at her baby kissing her hands.. "Armaan " He glanced at her as she spoke.. "I dont know how to thank you.. So much happiness.. The kids are my life.. "
"They are mine life too.. "He spoke rubbing his nose with hers.. "Just like you.. " Slowly a teasing grin formed on his lips.. "Btw there is a way you can thank me.. "
She passed a suspicious look as he grinned devilishly.. "Thinking correct.. You can thank me tonight.. In our bed .. You know.. "
She blushed to the core and glanced away.. "I dont know Armaan.. Its been a while.. "
He interrupted her with a pout.. "Exactly.. Its been four months now you dont even let me touch you.. "
Shilpa shook her head and smiled.. "You behave just like Aryan.. "
"Whose kid is he afterall " He spoke grinning widely.. He leaned down and brushed his lips on her making her shiver in excitement.. "Tonight is going to be ours.. As three of them is asleep i wont waste a single minute.. "
He held her lovingly as she she broke into laughter..

Later in night :
"Armaan stop it.. " She spoke shyly as he caressed her neck with his lips.. They had just made love and surprisingly there was no disturbance from any of kids. She laughed while Armaan kept joking about it.. "I remember a month ago.. I was ready to devour you up just on the peak when Aliya cries.. "
"Ohh really " She spoke softly tracing his collarbone.. "I seem to forget.. Can you show me how.. "
"Ohh yea ? " He spoke huskily and started to kiss her hungrily.. "Then let me demonstrate you to again.. "

Back in the other room :
"Hush Aryan dont make a noise Baby Aliya is sleeping.. "Arav whispered as both of them silently stared at the baby who slept in her cot..
"She is so small.. " Aryan spoke in wonder.. "I know.. "Arav gave a nod.. "But you will see she will be big like us soon "
Aryan glanced at him ready to shout. But he bit his lip as Arav gave a warning glance.. "That would be so cool " he whispered softly.. "Then we can play with her.. "
"Yes we will " Arav agreed smiling.. "But then you will have to stop being angry on Baby Aliya.."
Aryan stared down at Aliya for a while and spoke softly.. "I am sorry Baby Aliya " he spoke in his babyish voice.. "I am not angry with you you are my sister so i will love you like a doll.. "
"Me too " Arav spoke beaming happily.. They exchanged grateful looks and yawned.. "Goodnight baby aliya.. " Aryan kissed on her forehead and got into the bed while Arav did the same and got beside his brother.. Soon three of them slept in peace dreaming of a beautiful future of their life.. Together always..

Years Passed, Arrogant Handsome Armaan Mallik changed into a lovable husband.. He changed into a loving dad. While the full attitude young Shilpa change into a lovable wife and a kind mother.. But soon again history is to repeat itself.. Once again. Just like Mr and Mrs. Attitude Mallik's...

"Oops " Rocky blurted out as he bumped on a girl while he tried to walk inside Sanjeevani.. Already he was late for work.. And now he knew he was in a trouble as the lady glared back at him.. "Dont you have eyes.. !!! "
"Oh hello ! " He spoke arrogantly "Dont you have eyes urself. Or you have a habit of bumping on strangers.. "
She gritted her teeth and pointed a finger at him.. "Dont you mess with Naina. I could easily complain about you "
He smirked at her "Ohh full of attitude.. Who are you going to complain to? To your daddy ? "
She rolled her eyes and glared at him.. "Shilpa Mallik.. I am good friends with her.. "
Rocky grinned at her.. "Then i can complain to my Bro Armaan Mallik. I am the one who had helped him to reach to his love.. "
"So.. " She shrugged her shoulder and pushed him to a side.. "I really dont care go and complain to whomever you want.. Just stay away from me.. "
Rocky shook his head as Naina walked away from him.. "Will have a fun time messing with you.. Ms Naina.. "

"Did you just see that Rahul "Muskaan spoke in wonder as they both headed back into cabin. Rahul smiled as he recalled the incident they both just witnessed.. "Oh yes Muskaan. And i feel we are going to witness a another case of Ms. Attitude and Mr.Arrogant.. "
"Then we are having a fun of time in Sanjeevani again . Specially Armaan and Shilpa.. "Muskaan spoke laughing..
Rahul agreed but the again spoke confidently.. "They might be similar but one thing will always remain same. They aint any other couple like Armaan and Shilpa. The head Mr and Mrs. Mallik always perfect together.!!"

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