Chapter 137
Part 16
One week Later :
Shilpa groaned as she glanced at the time weakly.. Slowly she set up on the bed clutching her stomach as she felt the pain increase in lower abdomen.. She tried to get up from bed when Anjali walked inside worried.. " How is the pain today.. ? "
Shilpa sank into the pillows giving up the idea of getting up.. " Still its paining a lot.. I couldnt go to office even today.. "
Anjali set beside her passing a glass of juice.. " Drink this you will feel much better.. Infact doctor says you need to take more fluids.. "
Shilpa made a face but hesitantly started to drink it quietly.. Anjali studied her face for a long time and spoke.. " I spoke to Aunty today.. She said she will be coming to mumbai by tomorrow evening.. I will make sure i go and pick her up you dont have to worry about it.. "
Shilpa gave a soft smile to her pressing her hand.. " Thank you Anjie.. You are the best.. "
Tiredly She closed her eyes leaning back on the pillows when Anjali spoke softly.. " You are missing him right.. "
Her eyes flew open as she stared at her best friend in surprise.. " It has been a week now since he left the town for the conference.. We hardly talked since then "
Anjali smiled at her touching her cheek.. " You are such a baby.. Come on he is not ignoring you.. You know well how buxy he is am sure he will call you back again.. "
Shilpa's troubled gaze met her as she spoke uneasily.. " Its just... Anjie am scared what if we are actually rushing into marriage to soon.. ? What if he is not ready for this.. "
Anjali interrupted her words gently... " Its just your insecurities pouring out Shilpa... Trust yourself with him once.. According to me this is the best step for both of you right now.. "
Shilpa stayed quiet trying to ease away the negative thoughts from her mind.. Anjali pressed her hand softly and got up from the bed.. " I have to leave back to office now.. I will call you tonight ok.. And please take care of yourself "
Shilpa bit her lip as the pain formed back again in her lower abdomen.. She adjusted herself on the bed trying to ease the pain and forced a smile on her lips.. " I will be fine Anjie.. Go to office i will take some rest for a while again.. "
As soon as Anjali left her Shilpa felt her eyes blurry as she clutched her stomach feeling the deep pain rising everytime.. She closed her eyes tightly trying to get some sleep and distract herself from the pain..
She woke up after several hours feeling much better.. Shilpa set up and glanced down at the clock to see it was past 4 pm.. She blinked in surprised wondering how come she had slept for so long and surprisingly the pain in her lower abdomen was light as she felt a sudden ease in her body.. Brushing away the thoughts from her mind she got up from the bed moving towards the cupboard to get something cozy to wear.. Scanning around finally she took out a Big T-shirt and stripped off her clothes silently.. Putting on the T-shirt she turned around and froze on the spot as her eyes grew wide seeing Armaan who stood infront of her draped in a towel , fresh out from shower.. Her breath caught as she glanced at his gorgeous face.. Armaan himself held his breath trying to make out her reaction.. He was damn sure she was going to shout but instead of it Shilpa ran upto him and hugged him tightly sighing blissfully.. " You are back..!! I was so worried Armaan.. "
He let out a sigh of relief as he slowly hugged her back totally aware of their proximity and condition.. " Yes i am back from Pune.."
It was then when she actually realized she was hugging him while he stood undressed without a cloth.. Blushing to the core she stepped back avoiding to glance down at his body which was glistening with water.. As she glanced at him carefully she noticed he was just fresh out of shower.. The wet strands of his hair was making him look incredibly sexy.. Blushing again she gave a nervous smile and tucked back a strand of her hair.. " Uhh I am so sorry .. I didint realize you were naked.. "
She cursed and turned around all red as she realized the word slipped out of her mouth just now.. Did i just say Naked .. Embarrassment washed through her as she started to play with the hem of the shirt..
On the other side Armaan grinned widely as she turned back facing him with a flushed look.. " Yaa well Literally i am naked.. But a towel is there for my help.. "
Shilpa tried to cover up her flushed look changing the topic quickly.. "What are you doing here Armaan.. Why are you not in your apartment.. "
He tried not to stare at her while she set on the bed almost showing off her legs from not so long T-shirt.. Did she had any idea what she was doing to him by wearing around such clothes.. He turned around awkwardly to his suitcase taking out his jeans.. " I came back in morning and thought i will surprise you.. When i came here Anjali was walking out of this house.. She told me you are unwell.. So i thought i will stay back for a while and called the doctor to do a check up on You.. And then as he thought i will take a shower"
Shilpa gasped hearing his words as she stared at him confused.. He took the opportunity and dressed up in jeans when she spoke quietly.. " You were here all time.. And the doctor was also here..Why didint i knew ?"
He sighed and took a seat in chair facing her.. " You were in deep sleep whole time.. Thanxs to Doctor who came and gave you injection to decrease the pain.. He says you need to drink much fluids and gain some weight.. "
Shilpa frowned badly and protested at once.. " Gain weight.. !! Stop joking Armaan.. "
Armaan rolled his eyes as he noticed her leave the room irritatedly.. He followed her back to the kitchen as she set with a glass of water.. " Yes you have to gain more weight.. If you want the baby to be healthy and well.. "
She glanced at him for a second as guilt wash through her.. " Sorry i didint mean to speak like that.. I will take care of the diet.. "
He narrowed his eyes at her and spoke confidently.. " You are always a stubborn women so i am going to take care of your diet.. We have to get married soon.. "
Her breath caught as she glanced at him stunned.. " Married soon.. Why ? "
He smiled at her and spoke gently.. " Then only i can have a proper look on whatever you do.. Have your mind changed on marrying me.. ? "
Her cheeks colored up as she gave a nervous laugh shaking her head.. "No.. Nothing like that.. I just thought you didint wash to rush up.. "
She glanced at him as he just gave a nod and stared at her deeply locking their eyes together in brief moment.. Her breath hitched as she broke the eyelock and got up to the sink changing the subject.. " How much weight do i have to put on more.. What if i just look more ugly as.. "
A halt came to her words as she felt his presence behind her , as he slowly draped his hands on her waist turning her back to face him.. He stared down at her slowly caressing her waist while she unconsciously moved her hand on his bare chest... He caressed her cheeks softly and spoke in a husky voice.. " You are beautiful.. Even if you put on some weight i think you will look much more beautiful with this glow.. "
She tried to speak but instead her lips automatically parted as his face descended down on hers kissing her in a steady pace.. Well that was the plan in his mind as he hear her moan in pleasure he started to kiss more deeply as she slowly submitted to him pressing herself closer , while clutching his hair softly.. He moved his hands on the soft tendrils of her hair slowly caressing them while kissing her.. Every single thought of carrying it smooth vanished away from his mind as the kiss grew more intimate.. Instead he felt like taking her in his arms and carrying her to the bed at the very moment.. Still gaining some control over his sudden rising feelings he broke the kiss and lingered his lips on her forehead while she buried her head on his chest sighing blissfully.. Suddenly the whole idea of marriage was turning out to be much more exiting for both of them..
She followed him out to the living room as he carried his suitcase along with him.. " I am going back to my apartment now.. Tomorrow when your mom comes here we will fix a close date for marriage.. "
Shilpa gave a nod and smiled as he gave a light kiss on her forehead and cheek.. As he turned around to leave she stopped him.. " Armaan.. "
He stood near the door as she slowly walked upto him and spoke hesitantly.. " Can u sit for a while.. I need to give you something.. "
Armaan slowly gave a nod as she took his hand taking a seat in the sofa beside him.. He waited for her to speak while she set quietly trying to form some words.. Instead of speaking she took out a small box from her pocket and opened it.. He glanced down at it in daze as he saw a simple silver ring shining in it.. He glanced up at her questioningly as she blushed and took out the ring speaking softly.. " When you left last week for the meeting i gave a thought and decided maybe i should get something for you too.. Something which can express my feelings towards you which never had changed.. Its still the same.. And you have done so much for me i just wanted to do a small thing for you by gifting you this ring.. "
He stared at her as the emotions started to rise in his heart hearing her words.. But instead he stayed quiet while she placed the ring on his finger.. He stared down at it and smiled .. " Simple and lovely just as i like.. I love it Shona.. "
She stared at him with happiness flowing in her heart.. " I just wanted to give you something that will always remind you of me.. Even if.. "
He interrupted her words by placing a finger on her lips.. " No Ifs between us Now.. And to Remember you i have to forget you which is not going to happen in any new future.. "
As a sudden awkward silence grew between them Shilpa quickly blurted out the most impossible thing from her mouth.. " I dont want a normal marriage.. "
Armaan frowned at her hearing her words.. " No Normal Marriage.. What do you mean.. ? "
She stared down at her ring wondering for a second whether she was taking the right decision.. As she understood it was the best one she spoke confidently.. " I want us to get married on court.. Nothing more just a simple one is fine for me.. "
He narrowed his eyes at her not convinced with her words.. " Court Marriage.. Is that what you really want to do.. "
She just gave a nod and stayed quiet without speaking a further word.. When she didint get any response from him Shilpa glanced up to see Armaan who got up from the sofa.. " Armaan i really didint mean to offend you.. "
He stopped near the door and glanced back at her with a smile.. " You are one hell of stubborn women Shona.. I have the perfect solution for it.. Wait for tomorrow.. "
Before she could protest he left the apartment leaving behind Shilpa confused.. She sank into the sofa as she wondered what was running in his mind right now..
She glanced at him nervously as they silently walked out of the courtroom together... Married.. She turned back to give nervously and spoke.. "Armaan now that we are on with a new relationship i think we should start fresh.. As in again just like friends.. "
A amused smile grew on his lips as he spoke carefully.. " You mean No touching , No kissing and No.. "
She quickly spoke breaking his words.. " Yes Just for a start No to them.. Specially this wedding night thing.. Dont you think ? "
His smile faded as his expression grew serious .. He didint knew why but he didint felt much happy with her decision , Armaan spoke in a deep voice.. " In that i have to say knowing past events i cant give 100 % guarantee from my side.. "
She stared at him stunned as he walked down the stairs quietly..
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" What ! " Shilpa heard herself blurt out while staring at the judge in the court room.. She bit her lip and glanced away embarrassed while Armaan glanced at her amused..
The judge smiled at her widely and spoke strongly.. " I said Now you are both officially Married.. Congratulations Mr. and Mrs Mallik.."
Mrs. Mallik.. The word rang in her mind sending chills down her spine..
Armaan smiled down at her and pressed her hand blinking his eyes assuring her.. Her gaze drifted on Padma and Anjali who stood in corner beaming happily.. Anjali was grinning while Padma had tears in her eyes smiling at her.. Shilpa smiled at them with a content heart as he took her hand in hers while walking outside..
She glanced at him nervously as they silently walked out of the courtroom together... Married.. Nervousness grew as she spoke "Armaan now that we are on with a new relationship i think we should start fresh.. As in again just like friends.. "
A amused smile grew on his lips as he spoke carefully.. " You mean No touching , No kissing and No.. "
A blush formed on his lips seeing the humor in his eyes..She quickly spoke breaking his words.. " Yes Just for a start No to them.. Specially this wedding night thing.. Dont you think ? "
His smile faded as his expression grew serious .. He didint knew why but he didint felt much happy with her decision , Armaan spoke in a deep voice.. " In that i have to say knowing past events i cant give 100 % guarantee from my side.. "
Now what does that mean.. ? Shilpa wondered as She stared at him stunned while he walked down the stairs quietly..
Shilpa narrowed her eyes at Armaan who hid his laugh while smiling at the people who were present at the small party.. Their office colleagues , friends most important people were present there to congratulate them.. Shilpa glanced at him and spoke softly.. " So this was what you were planning.. "
He leaned towards her and whispered.. " You were bothered about having a normal marriage with me.. So i thought atleast a party will fade out the awkwardness between us.. "
She cringed inwardly hearing his words.. " I thought maybe contract marriage will be good for us.. We are just.. "
He cut back her words with seriousness filled in his voice.. " We are not strangers Shilpa.. "
She stared at him seeing the emotions filled in his eyes.. Was things changing between them.. Surprise filled through her as she realized Armaan was trying to make everything work between them , just like normal husband and wife..
Everyone gathered around congratulating them for the marriage.. Padma smiled at her daughter who was laughing along with her friends.. Her eyes filled up seeing the happiness in her eyes, a real smile on her lips.. Indeed her daughter was happy heading to a beautiful future..
Padma cleared her tears as Shilpa set near her smiling.. " Mom are you fine.. Why are you sitting here alone.. ? "
Padma kissed her cheeks and stared at her lovingly.. " Am totally fine Shilpa.. Just cant believe am seeing you so happy.. "
Shilpa just smiled as Padma held her hand spoke worriedly.. "Shilpa you are happy right.. ? "
Shilpa pressed her hand tenderly.. " Mamma ofcourse i am happy.. You dont have to be worried.. "
She ran a hand on her cheeks.. " I can see that.. And i am sure Armaan will take good care of you Shilpa.. "
" Talking about me.. ? " Armaan joined them with a smile as Anjali joined behind him.. " Dream on Armaan.. Always trying to be the saint.. "
Armaan rolled his eyes and shot a look at Anjali.. " So what.. I know i am already favorite of Padma Mom.. Why are you so jealous "
Anjali frowned at him.. " Me and Jealous.. You just dream on.. "
Padma got up from her seat with a sigh.. " Now you both stop bickering.. And Armaan take your new bride have fun in the party.. "
His eyes drifted down on her, Shilpa blushed and instantly got up coming up with an excuse.. " I will comeback in a while.. "
The party had ended, and now they both were left in his apartment alone.. Shilpa changed back into a nighty and came out of her room searching for him.. She walked inside the kitchen to see Armaan who stood near the counter whistling , while keeping himself buxy on washing the dishes..
" I was about to clean them Armaan.. " Shilpa protested while trying to push him away from the sink.. But he stood firm and smiled at her tenderly.. " Let me finish up this walks.. Anyways i thought you will be tired so thought will do the chores myself.. "
Exhaustion was the last thing she felt right now.. Instead nervousness kept growing inside her with the realization that it was their first night.. Wedding night.. He noticed her staring at him and dried his hands after finishing up the dishes.. Clearing his throat he glanced at hesitantly.. "Shona.. About the first night i.. "
She interrupted him abruptly while moving out of the kitchen.. " Can we avoid this topic please.. We can behave normally cant we.. ? "
She glanced back at him with hopeful eyes as he followed her back into the room silently.. Why isint he answering.. She wondered with a thudding heart.. Think of a excuse.. Her heart raced as he closed the door behind him softly..
Running a hand on her hair she spoke faking a yawn.. " What a day.. I am so sleepy right now.. "
Uhh ohhh.. She wondered as she noticed the suspicion filled in his eyes.. He wasnt ready to buy her act was he.. Brushing off the thoughts she jumped on the bed and switched off the lights..
As she lay in dark room filled with silence she felt him shift and heard him sigh while he got into the bed beside her.. Shilpa gripped her eyes tightly trying best to avoid the warmth of his body close to hers.. Get a grip on yourself.. She taunted herself in her mind while laying there..
Several minutes passed but no sound came from her side.. Shilpa opened her eyes and let out a sigh of relief , but at once regretted as she felt him shift on the bed.. Next second he was leaning down at her speaking in amusement.. " You are not sleeping .. "
She cringed inwardly and opened her eyes gritting her teeth.. " No i am falling asleep.. Now stop disturbing me.. "
She caught a glimpse of the smile forming in his lips as he spoke huskily.. "Liar.. "
She opened her mouth to argue when he leaned down and spoke with humor filled in his voice.. " Now let me check whether you are really sleepy or not.. "
Her mind got alerted at once as he touched her waist slowly trailing his fingers upto her stomach.. Ohh yes he is going to do that.. Shilpa realized as she shouted out loud.. " NO Dont you dare Armaan.. "
Ignoring her warning he started to tickle her hard.. Shilpa gasped and started to laugh hard.. Her laughter filled in the silent room as he grinned.. " You are such a faker do you know that.. Armaan i am sleepy.."
He mimicked her line laughing while she glared at him speaking breathlessly.. " Ahhh Stop it Armaan.. Let me breath.. Ohh Stop it.. "
He stopped tiredly and dropped his head down on her neck while she panted due to nonstop laughs.. " You are such a devil Armaan "
He smiled on her neck as she gasped feeling the touch of his lips on her skin.. He sensed the sudden change in her behavior and lifted his face staring down at her.. In the moonlight her face was beautiful , filled with innocence as she stared back at him uneasily.. " Armaan.. "
He placed a finger on her lips making her go silent.. Trying to push away the awkwardness between them he spoke with his voice filled in humor.."Shilpa.. Reminding you again this is our wedding night.. "
The grin faded from his lips as he saw her eyes flicker in desire.. She licked her dry lips and stared at him passionately.. He groaned realizing probably he had said something which should have been avoided..
He tried to think of something , but she was lost in her world as she lifted her hand and slowly caressed his cheeks with her soft fingers.. Her gaze drifted down on his lips while caressing it lightly with a finger.. She is a beauty.. Did he realize it for the very first time.. No this was probably first time he was seeing her differently , something beyond friendship.. He had realized.. And then he did what he knew he could do.. He drop his head down on her neck nuzzling her skin lightly.. Just like always going along what he felt to do in heart.. He felt her go stiff under him , for a second he felt like he should withdraw and go out of the room.. He was ready to let go of her when she pushed him back and spoke in a mere whisper.. "Armaan.. Make love to me.. "
In the middle of night Shilpa slipped out of the bed and tried to get the hold of the sheets to cover up herself.. But the sheets were tangled as it was stuck under him while he slept on his stomach, with his back towards her.. She blushed seeing the half naked body of him.. Ignoring the desire she pulled on his shirt and buttoned it securely..
She walked inside the kitchen looking for some food.. To do something to distract her mind from watever happened just now.. She flushed as she realized she had asked him to make love to her.. What happened to the rules of staying away from him ? Or keeping the limits of friendship between them.. Didint she just spent her wedding night in his arms while he made passionate love to her.. She recalled every single moment making her heartbeat rise.. The way he touched every part of her body.. Running down his lips on her delicate body.. The way he held her and stared right in her eyes while making love to her, Not even once they had lost eye lock.. Instead she had stared back at him with equal desire and emotion of love while letting the embarrassment and nervousness fade away.. Weren't they becoming truly husband and wife in every means.. Something she had feared from the start.. But her heart was letting it happen.. He was letting it happen.. So why should she let her insecurities become a barrier between them.. That wasnt a good idea..
Everything happens for a good.. She smiled as she mumbled to herself reassuring her heart..
" What are you doing here.. " Shilpa glanced up as she heard his voice.. He stood dressed in his jeans while staring at her with a amused look..
Her eyes drifted back to his body noticing several lipstick marks on his chest.. Did she really do that.. Shilpa looked away blushing while he walked inside looking around the food.. " Anything good to eat.. "
" Just the leftovers " She mumbled softly as he stood beside her.. She glanced back at him as she noticed him staring down at his shirt.. She tried to form excuses when he spoke lightly.. " You need to stop wearing shirts like this.. "
She frowned and looked down munching some food.. " If it offends you.. "
He interrupted her taking some food for himself.. " Not that it offends me.. It just give me .. Wrong ideas... "
She gaped at him while he ate his food coolly.. With a shy look on her face she put down the leftovers and washed her hands when he spoke gently.."Whats your plan for coming days.. "
" What plans ? " She shrugged her shoulders while drinking water.. He rubbed his neck thoughtfully.. " You said you want to go back to Kasauli.. And also giving up the job.. What have you decided. "
She stared at him for a while as the confusion rose in her mind.. Now did she really give a thought regarding this.. He understood her hesitance and gave a smile taking her hand.. " Its fine.. You can decide later on.."
She followed him silently back to the room thoughtfully.. They got on to the bed and laid in silence.. He shifted close and gave a light kiss on her cheeks.. She glanced back in his eyes suddenly knowing her decision.. " I think i will resign from job and stay in home.. I will keep myself buxy in the house chores.. "
She could see the happiness in his eyes as he spoke carefully.. " So you mean not going back to kasauli... "
Shilpa chuckled and shook her head.. " No.. Not yet.. I am going to make sure you have to bare me for a long time.. "
He grinned at her and spoke.. " Sure why not.. I would be delighted to have you.. For a long time"
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He frowned.. He frowned badly hearing her words.. "Now stop talking nonsense Shona.. When did i do that.. "
She huffed angrily and walked out of the room without a word.. He got up and followed behind her confused.. " Now will you please tell me what is going on.. ?? "
Pregnancy hormones started to kick in her as she bit her lips from crying.. But Shilpa couldnt help as tears welled up in her eyes.. "How can we talk. You hardly have time for me to talk now.. "
Frustration built inside him as he tried to understand what she meant. Had he really ignored her all these days.. "Shona i told you i am having buxy projects in hand.. "
" Ya right buxy projects or hot assistant.. " She muttered under her breath pushing him aside walking back inside the room..
He shook his head and followed her inside frustratedly.. " What did you just say about my assistant.. "
She fumed at him and passed him his wallet.. "Fine i wont say a word against ur dearest assistant. You are getting late for office.. "
His eyebrow shot up as humor filled in his voice.. "Wait a minute.. Dont tell me you are getting jealous of her.. "
He stifled his laugh as she shot a look at him getting all red.. " Jealous and me.. "
His expressions grew hard as he cupped her cheeks and stared down at her.. " Yes you are and i dont want you to feel like that.. You really think i would cheat on you ? "
She frowned and protested with her eyes and he smiled at her.. "That was a joke.. I know you wont think such thing about me. You love me beyond anything.. "
She stared at him in daze.. Why dont you say it back to me.. Her heart made a silent complain as she stared at him. She knew he adored her like anything. In this past 3 months he had taken care of her just like the way she had dreamt of.. He had been a perfect husband. But what about being a perfect lover. She hated to admit that still a awkwardness accompanied them whenever they slept. Her insecurities had started to grow since he had become busy in his work hardly getting time to spend with her.. And what effected her most was the friendly assistant whom he had appointed for himself after she resigned from the job. She glanced up as he startled her a kiss. She sighed blissfully and tried to deepen the kiss as he groaned inwardly and broke the kiss with a guilty look. " I have to leave for office now.. "
Shilpa tried to hide her disappointment but the expression she had in her eyes didint go unnoticed by him.. He sighed and took a set back murmuring softly.. " I seriously dont know whats going so wrong between us.. "
Seeing her silent he gave up realizing she wasnt going to reply back to him. Giving up he turned around to leave as she spoke in a cracked voice.. "What bothers me is the fact that we cant spend much time with each other now.. I miss us "
Eventhough the last words from her mouth came as a mere whisper he heard clearly as his heart clenched.. He walked back to her and cupped her face as she broke into tears.. "I promise i will try to correct everything. Just give me sometime to tackle my problems. "
He held her close as she wiped off the tears and smiled at him feeling content. He brushed his lips softly on hers as she spoke softly.. "I have to go doctor today. To do Sonography.. "
He kissed her forehead and smiled.. " I promise i will try my best to join you there.. "
"Ms.Shilpa Mallik ? " Shilpa glanced up quickly as the nurse called out her name. She gave a nod as the nurse smiled at her.. " You are next. We will call you inside in a short while.. "
Shilpa gave a nod as the nurse left her alone with Anjali.. Anjali rolled her eyes and held her hand.. "Stop getting nervous. You are behaving as if the doctor is going to take out the baby. Its just a test.. "
Shilpa cringed inwardly and shook her head protesting.. "Am not much worried about the test. Ok i admit little scared but its something else worrying me.. "
Anjali snorted.. "Let me guess..Armaan right. Must be flirting around with new assistant.. "
Shilpa shot her a warning look.. "Thats not funny Anjie.. "
She glanced down at her waiting for him to reply back to her marriage.. Disappointment flowed through her she wondered whether he had actually forgotten it. No maybe he is really busy. The heart objected as she tried to push away all the negative thoughts from her mind.
"I seriously cant believe this Shilpa. You are actually getting jealous of that not so happening assistant.. ? " Anjali mused at her..
Shilpa gave a hesitant smile and whispered.. "I cant help. Its been 2 months we have hardly got time to spend with eachother. He doesnt even touch me now.. "
Ohh no.. Warning bells rang in her mind as she bit her tongue realizing what she had actually said just now.. Anjali suppressed her laugh seeing the flushed look on Shilpa's face.. "Oh god now Armaan Mallik is a real Dumb isint he.. Come on Shilpa he is going too much in business. If he is distracted why dont you show him what he is forgetting.. "
Shilpa frowned as Anjali smiled and started to spill out her plan. Her eyes widened as she listened to her intently. As Anjali ended her talk with a big smile Shilpa laughed nervously.. " I really dont think i can do that.. "
"Ofcourse you can and believe me it will work really well.. " Anjali gave a side hug as the nurse interrupted them. Shilpa got up and followed the nurse inside the room passing a final glance at the corridor.
"Calm down Shilpa. Its a normal test. " The doctor spoke in a soothing voice as Shilpa let out a nervous laugh while gripping Anjali's hand.. Anjali held her hand and whispered softly.. " She is right Shilpa. Calm down dont you want to see the first glimpse of your baby.. "
She badly wanted to see, but along with it she had wanted Armaan also to be with her through out the examination. The doctor started to prepare for the sonography when suddenly Anjali chuckled and let go of her hand.."Well i think its time for me to leave. "
Shilpa glanced at her confused but seeing Anjali's gaze stick to the doorway she turned around and her breath caught.. Infront of them stood Armaan who walked inside flashing his dimple.. "I hope i am not late.. "
Next Day :
The day had went pretty smooth. Shilpa was in much better mood than the previous day. But today something was suspicious in her behavior. While having morning breakfast he had caught her eying him several times. Whenever he grinned at her she blushed and looked away with a smile. Something was cooking in her mind he knew very well. But couldnt give a guess on what it was. Ending his work in the office he walked inside the house and frowned seeing the place all dark and silent. Was she home. He wondered suspiciously thinking where she might have gone. Slowly he worked inside the room the closed the door. He turned around and took a breath of relief as he saw her sitting near the window silently.. Putting away his coat he slowly walked towards her and stood behind her staring outside at the beautiful sky..
Shilpa trembled as she pulled the shawl tightly around her. She was very much aware that he was standing behind her. She felt the hot breath on her neck sending chills down her spine. Slowly she turned around with a blush on her face. He just stared at her stunned staring at her face. "I have been noticing from morning. Whats running in your mind.. ? "
She blushed further when suddenly he noticed the shawl draped around her covering up the upper body of her. What on the world was she wearing. He ran his eye and noticed she was wearing a silky nightdress. His gasped lightly and spoke.. "And why are you hiding yourself in that shawl. "
She hesitated a bit, but slowly she let it go and the shawl slipped from her body slowly down on to the floor. He just stood still as he drew a raspy breath trying to control the desire flowing through him. His eyes ran on the devilish short nightdress she had chosen to wear.. The nighty was clinging to every desirable curve of her body and the fact thats she was pregnant made her look more beautiful. He still stood stunned as he realized she had actually dared to wear something like that short with a big V neck showing off her skin more than he used to see before. He licked his dry lips as passion rose in him. She glanced up at him hesitantly with a smile. "So.. Do you like it.. "
He suddenly realized he had no words to reply back to her. He still couldnt believe she was asking him about the daring outfit with such innocence..He drew a raspy breath and turned around trying to control himself as she moved forward to face him with a frown. " Wait.. You didint like this.. "
He tried to protest at once as her face grew red as she turned embarrassed.. "That was really stupid of me. I shouldnt have. I am sorry i will just go and.. "
He pulled her roughly in his arms and kissed her passionately silencing her at once.. She gasped with the sudden touch of his lips but at once recovered kissing him back with such a longing.. As she parted her lips he drew his tongue inside her mouth teasing her. He broke off the kiss and lifted her in arms speaking in a husky voice. " You always know the perfect way of seducing me.. "
After several hours she woke up pulling the sheets close to her feeling cold. She glanced up startled as he started to rub her arms softly.. " You are awake.. ? "
He smiled as she questioned him in her sleepy voice. Tucking back the strand of her from her face he kissed her lightly. " Just woke up. Couldnt sleep. "
She blushed lightly running her hands on his chest.. "So you are staring at me. "
He glanced at her in wonder.. " No i was actually wondering what on the earth did Anjali put in your head to make you do this.. "
Shilpa laughed as he smiled.. " She was giving me advice. Saying i should try to gain your attention. "
The smile on his lips faded as he frowned badly.. " You dont have to try to gain my attention. You already have my attention "
She narrowed her eyes showing she wasnt ready to buy his words.. He sighed and spoke gently.. "Believe me. I notice you everyday. Whenever you make breakfast to me smiling. Whenever i see you stare at me in wonder. Eventhough i have a bad day when i come home and see your shining face i feel happy.. "
She smiled amused and spoke in humor.. " Such filmy lines.. "
Ignoring her remark he continued.. "And how can you say i dont notice you. Just because i spend more time in office. Do you even know what happens to me when i comeback in home and see you wearing those shirt.."
She stared at him suspiciously and frowned.. " Shirts.. ?? "
He closed his eyes and then smiled.. " Yes my old shirts. Do you even know how sexy you look in them.. "
Her eyes widened as heat rose on her cheeks.. " But you are always busy on work and hardly spend time with me.. "
He glanced at her guiltily.. "For that i am really sorry. I know i have been very much distracted from work all these days. It never occurred to me that i was ignoring you badly. And also there is one more silly confession i need to make.. "
Plzz say I love you.. The thought cross her mind but seeing the humorous look on his face she knew he had something else in his mind.. "Actually i have to confess this. All this days i had a hard time to control myself from touching you. I was just scared to hurt you as you a pregnant. "
She got surprised hearing his confession. He stared down at her sheepishly as she laughed.. "Armaan do you know you just wasted lucky two months. "
He got more annoyed seeing her laugh badly.. " What you mean. "
Shilpa flushed as she drew circles on his bare chest speaking softly.. "Well you know after third month of pregnancy you cant.. "
Realization flew through his as his eyes grew wide and he cursed under his breath.. Shilpa stifled her laugh.. " You should have spoken to me about it Armaan. "
He stared down at her and laughed along with her on his silly confession.. He was glad in his heart with the fact that the awkwardness between them was fading away truly.. But she was still disappointing in heart as she longed to hear him confess his love to her.
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One week Later :
Shilpa groaned as she glanced at the time weakly.. Slowly she set up on the bed clutching her stomach as she felt the pain increase in lower abdomen.. She tried to get up from bed when Anjali walked inside worried.. " How is the pain today.. ? "
Shilpa sank into the pillows giving up the idea of getting up.. " Still its paining a lot.. I couldnt go to office even today.. "
Anjali set beside her passing a glass of juice.. " Drink this you will feel much better.. Infact doctor says you need to take more fluids.. "
Shilpa made a face but hesitantly started to drink it quietly.. Anjali studied her face for a long time and spoke.. " I spoke to Aunty today.. She said she will be coming to mumbai by tomorrow evening.. I will make sure i go and pick her up you dont have to worry about it.. "
Shilpa gave a soft smile to her pressing her hand.. " Thank you Anjie.. You are the best.. "
Tiredly She closed her eyes leaning back on the pillows when Anjali spoke softly.. " You are missing him right.. "
Her eyes flew open as she stared at her best friend in surprise.. " It has been a week now since he left the town for the conference.. We hardly talked since then "
Anjali smiled at her touching her cheek.. " You are such a baby.. Come on he is not ignoring you.. You know well how buxy he is am sure he will call you back again.. "
Shilpa's troubled gaze met her as she spoke uneasily.. " Its just... Anjie am scared what if we are actually rushing into marriage to soon.. ? What if he is not ready for this.. "
Anjali interrupted her words gently... " Its just your insecurities pouring out Shilpa... Trust yourself with him once.. According to me this is the best step for both of you right now.. "
Shilpa stayed quiet trying to ease away the negative thoughts from her mind.. Anjali pressed her hand softly and got up from the bed.. " I have to leave back to office now.. I will call you tonight ok.. And please take care of yourself "
Shilpa bit her lip as the pain formed back again in her lower abdomen.. She adjusted herself on the bed trying to ease the pain and forced a smile on her lips.. " I will be fine Anjie.. Go to office i will take some rest for a while again.. "
As soon as Anjali left her Shilpa felt her eyes blurry as she clutched her stomach feeling the deep pain rising everytime.. She closed her eyes tightly trying to get some sleep and distract herself from the pain..
She woke up after several hours feeling much better.. Shilpa set up and glanced down at the clock to see it was past 4 pm.. She blinked in surprised wondering how come she had slept for so long and surprisingly the pain in her lower abdomen was light as she felt a sudden ease in her body.. Brushing away the thoughts from her mind she got up from the bed moving towards the cupboard to get something cozy to wear.. Scanning around finally she took out a Big T-shirt and stripped off her clothes silently.. Putting on the T-shirt she turned around and froze on the spot as her eyes grew wide seeing Armaan who stood infront of her draped in a towel , fresh out from shower.. Her breath caught as she glanced at his gorgeous face.. Armaan himself held his breath trying to make out her reaction.. He was damn sure she was going to shout but instead of it Shilpa ran upto him and hugged him tightly sighing blissfully.. " You are back..!! I was so worried Armaan.. "
He let out a sigh of relief as he slowly hugged her back totally aware of their proximity and condition.. " Yes i am back from Pune.."
It was then when she actually realized she was hugging him while he stood undressed without a cloth.. Blushing to the core she stepped back avoiding to glance down at his body which was glistening with water.. As she glanced at him carefully she noticed he was just fresh out of shower.. The wet strands of his hair was making him look incredibly sexy.. Blushing again she gave a nervous smile and tucked back a strand of her hair.. " Uhh I am so sorry .. I didint realize you were naked.. "
She cursed and turned around all red as she realized the word slipped out of her mouth just now.. Did i just say Naked .. Embarrassment washed through her as she started to play with the hem of the shirt..
On the other side Armaan grinned widely as she turned back facing him with a flushed look.. " Yaa well Literally i am naked.. But a towel is there for my help.. "
Shilpa tried to cover up her flushed look changing the topic quickly.. "What are you doing here Armaan.. Why are you not in your apartment.. "
He tried not to stare at her while she set on the bed almost showing off her legs from not so long T-shirt.. Did she had any idea what she was doing to him by wearing around such clothes.. He turned around awkwardly to his suitcase taking out his jeans.. " I came back in morning and thought i will surprise you.. When i came here Anjali was walking out of this house.. She told me you are unwell.. So i thought i will stay back for a while and called the doctor to do a check up on You.. And then as he thought i will take a shower"
Shilpa gasped hearing his words as she stared at him confused.. He took the opportunity and dressed up in jeans when she spoke quietly.. " You were here all time.. And the doctor was also here..Why didint i knew ?"
He sighed and took a seat in chair facing her.. " You were in deep sleep whole time.. Thanxs to Doctor who came and gave you injection to decrease the pain.. He says you need to drink much fluids and gain some weight.. "
Shilpa frowned badly and protested at once.. " Gain weight.. !! Stop joking Armaan.. "
Armaan rolled his eyes as he noticed her leave the room irritatedly.. He followed her back to the kitchen as she set with a glass of water.. " Yes you have to gain more weight.. If you want the baby to be healthy and well.. "
She glanced at him for a second as guilt wash through her.. " Sorry i didint mean to speak like that.. I will take care of the diet.. "
He narrowed his eyes at her and spoke confidently.. " You are always a stubborn women so i am going to take care of your diet.. We have to get married soon.. "
Her breath caught as she glanced at him stunned.. " Married soon.. Why ? "
He smiled at her and spoke gently.. " Then only i can have a proper look on whatever you do.. Have your mind changed on marrying me.. ? "
Her cheeks colored up as she gave a nervous laugh shaking her head.. "No.. Nothing like that.. I just thought you didint wash to rush up.. "
She glanced at him as he just gave a nod and stared at her deeply locking their eyes together in brief moment.. Her breath hitched as she broke the eyelock and got up to the sink changing the subject.. " How much weight do i have to put on more.. What if i just look more ugly as.. "
A halt came to her words as she felt his presence behind her , as he slowly draped his hands on her waist turning her back to face him.. He stared down at her slowly caressing her waist while she unconsciously moved her hand on his bare chest... He caressed her cheeks softly and spoke in a husky voice.. " You are beautiful.. Even if you put on some weight i think you will look much more beautiful with this glow.. "
She tried to speak but instead her lips automatically parted as his face descended down on hers kissing her in a steady pace.. Well that was the plan in his mind as he hear her moan in pleasure he started to kiss more deeply as she slowly submitted to him pressing herself closer , while clutching his hair softly.. He moved his hands on the soft tendrils of her hair slowly caressing them while kissing her.. Every single thought of carrying it smooth vanished away from his mind as the kiss grew more intimate.. Instead he felt like taking her in his arms and carrying her to the bed at the very moment.. Still gaining some control over his sudden rising feelings he broke the kiss and lingered his lips on her forehead while she buried her head on his chest sighing blissfully.. Suddenly the whole idea of marriage was turning out to be much more exiting for both of them..
She followed him out to the living room as he carried his suitcase along with him.. " I am going back to my apartment now.. Tomorrow when your mom comes here we will fix a close date for marriage.. "
Shilpa gave a nod and smiled as he gave a light kiss on her forehead and cheek.. As he turned around to leave she stopped him.. " Armaan.. "
He stood near the door as she slowly walked upto him and spoke hesitantly.. " Can u sit for a while.. I need to give you something.. "
Armaan slowly gave a nod as she took his hand taking a seat in the sofa beside him.. He waited for her to speak while she set quietly trying to form some words.. Instead of speaking she took out a small box from her pocket and opened it.. He glanced down at it in daze as he saw a simple silver ring shining in it.. He glanced up at her questioningly as she blushed and took out the ring speaking softly.. " When you left last week for the meeting i gave a thought and decided maybe i should get something for you too.. Something which can express my feelings towards you which never had changed.. Its still the same.. And you have done so much for me i just wanted to do a small thing for you by gifting you this ring.. "
He stared at her as the emotions started to rise in his heart hearing her words.. But instead he stayed quiet while she placed the ring on his finger.. He stared down at it and smiled .. " Simple and lovely just as i like.. I love it Shona.. "
She stared at him with happiness flowing in her heart.. " I just wanted to give you something that will always remind you of me.. Even if.. "
He interrupted her words by placing a finger on her lips.. " No Ifs between us Now.. And to Remember you i have to forget you which is not going to happen in any new future.. "
As a sudden awkward silence grew between them Shilpa quickly blurted out the most impossible thing from her mouth.. " I dont want a normal marriage.. "
Armaan frowned at her hearing her words.. " No Normal Marriage.. What do you mean.. ? "
She stared down at her ring wondering for a second whether she was taking the right decision.. As she understood it was the best one she spoke confidently.. " I want us to get married on court.. Nothing more just a simple one is fine for me.. "
He narrowed his eyes at her not convinced with her words.. " Court Marriage.. Is that what you really want to do.. "
She just gave a nod and stayed quiet without speaking a further word.. When she didint get any response from him Shilpa glanced up to see Armaan who got up from the sofa.. " Armaan i really didint mean to offend you.. "
He stopped near the door and glanced back at her with a smile.. " You are one hell of stubborn women Shona.. I have the perfect solution for it.. Wait for tomorrow.. "
Before she could protest he left the apartment leaving behind Shilpa confused.. She sank into the sofa as she wondered what was running in his mind right now..
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Precap
Will Marriage take their Relationship on to a whole new level.. ?Precap
She glanced at him nervously as they silently walked out of the courtroom together... Married.. She turned back to give nervously and spoke.. "Armaan now that we are on with a new relationship i think we should start fresh.. As in again just like friends.. "
A amused smile grew on his lips as he spoke carefully.. " You mean No touching , No kissing and No.. "
She quickly spoke breaking his words.. " Yes Just for a start No to them.. Specially this wedding night thing.. Dont you think ? "
His smile faded as his expression grew serious .. He didint knew why but he didint felt much happy with her decision , Armaan spoke in a deep voice.. " In that i have to say knowing past events i cant give 100 % guarantee from my side.. "
She stared at him stunned as he walked down the stairs quietly..
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Part 17
" What ! " Shilpa heard herself blurt out while staring at the judge in the court room.. She bit her lip and glanced away embarrassed while Armaan glanced at her amused..
The judge smiled at her widely and spoke strongly.. " I said Now you are both officially Married.. Congratulations Mr. and Mrs Mallik.."
Mrs. Mallik.. The word rang in her mind sending chills down her spine..
Armaan smiled down at her and pressed her hand blinking his eyes assuring her.. Her gaze drifted on Padma and Anjali who stood in corner beaming happily.. Anjali was grinning while Padma had tears in her eyes smiling at her.. Shilpa smiled at them with a content heart as he took her hand in hers while walking outside..
She glanced at him nervously as they silently walked out of the courtroom together... Married.. Nervousness grew as she spoke "Armaan now that we are on with a new relationship i think we should start fresh.. As in again just like friends.. "
A amused smile grew on his lips as he spoke carefully.. " You mean No touching , No kissing and No.. "
A blush formed on his lips seeing the humor in his eyes..She quickly spoke breaking his words.. " Yes Just for a start No to them.. Specially this wedding night thing.. Dont you think ? "
His smile faded as his expression grew serious .. He didint knew why but he didint felt much happy with her decision , Armaan spoke in a deep voice.. " In that i have to say knowing past events i cant give 100 % guarantee from my side.. "
Now what does that mean.. ? Shilpa wondered as She stared at him stunned while he walked down the stairs quietly..
Shilpa narrowed her eyes at Armaan who hid his laugh while smiling at the people who were present at the small party.. Their office colleagues , friends most important people were present there to congratulate them.. Shilpa glanced at him and spoke softly.. " So this was what you were planning.. "
He leaned towards her and whispered.. " You were bothered about having a normal marriage with me.. So i thought atleast a party will fade out the awkwardness between us.. "
She cringed inwardly hearing his words.. " I thought maybe contract marriage will be good for us.. We are just.. "
He cut back her words with seriousness filled in his voice.. " We are not strangers Shilpa.. "
She stared at him seeing the emotions filled in his eyes.. Was things changing between them.. Surprise filled through her as she realized Armaan was trying to make everything work between them , just like normal husband and wife..
Everyone gathered around congratulating them for the marriage.. Padma smiled at her daughter who was laughing along with her friends.. Her eyes filled up seeing the happiness in her eyes, a real smile on her lips.. Indeed her daughter was happy heading to a beautiful future..
Padma cleared her tears as Shilpa set near her smiling.. " Mom are you fine.. Why are you sitting here alone.. ? "
Padma kissed her cheeks and stared at her lovingly.. " Am totally fine Shilpa.. Just cant believe am seeing you so happy.. "
Shilpa just smiled as Padma held her hand spoke worriedly.. "Shilpa you are happy right.. ? "
Shilpa pressed her hand tenderly.. " Mamma ofcourse i am happy.. You dont have to be worried.. "
She ran a hand on her cheeks.. " I can see that.. And i am sure Armaan will take good care of you Shilpa.. "
" Talking about me.. ? " Armaan joined them with a smile as Anjali joined behind him.. " Dream on Armaan.. Always trying to be the saint.. "
Armaan rolled his eyes and shot a look at Anjali.. " So what.. I know i am already favorite of Padma Mom.. Why are you so jealous "
Anjali frowned at him.. " Me and Jealous.. You just dream on.. "
Padma got up from her seat with a sigh.. " Now you both stop bickering.. And Armaan take your new bride have fun in the party.. "
His eyes drifted down on her, Shilpa blushed and instantly got up coming up with an excuse.. " I will comeback in a while.. "
The party had ended, and now they both were left in his apartment alone.. Shilpa changed back into a nighty and came out of her room searching for him.. She walked inside the kitchen to see Armaan who stood near the counter whistling , while keeping himself buxy on washing the dishes..
" I was about to clean them Armaan.. " Shilpa protested while trying to push him away from the sink.. But he stood firm and smiled at her tenderly.. " Let me finish up this walks.. Anyways i thought you will be tired so thought will do the chores myself.. "
Exhaustion was the last thing she felt right now.. Instead nervousness kept growing inside her with the realization that it was their first night.. Wedding night.. He noticed her staring at him and dried his hands after finishing up the dishes.. Clearing his throat he glanced at hesitantly.. "Shona.. About the first night i.. "
She interrupted him abruptly while moving out of the kitchen.. " Can we avoid this topic please.. We can behave normally cant we.. ? "
She glanced back at him with hopeful eyes as he followed her back into the room silently.. Why isint he answering.. She wondered with a thudding heart.. Think of a excuse.. Her heart raced as he closed the door behind him softly..
Running a hand on her hair she spoke faking a yawn.. " What a day.. I am so sleepy right now.. "
Uhh ohhh.. She wondered as she noticed the suspicion filled in his eyes.. He wasnt ready to buy her act was he.. Brushing off the thoughts she jumped on the bed and switched off the lights..
As she lay in dark room filled with silence she felt him shift and heard him sigh while he got into the bed beside her.. Shilpa gripped her eyes tightly trying best to avoid the warmth of his body close to hers.. Get a grip on yourself.. She taunted herself in her mind while laying there..
Several minutes passed but no sound came from her side.. Shilpa opened her eyes and let out a sigh of relief , but at once regretted as she felt him shift on the bed.. Next second he was leaning down at her speaking in amusement.. " You are not sleeping .. "
She cringed inwardly and opened her eyes gritting her teeth.. " No i am falling asleep.. Now stop disturbing me.. "
She caught a glimpse of the smile forming in his lips as he spoke huskily.. "Liar.. "
She opened her mouth to argue when he leaned down and spoke with humor filled in his voice.. " Now let me check whether you are really sleepy or not.. "
Her mind got alerted at once as he touched her waist slowly trailing his fingers upto her stomach.. Ohh yes he is going to do that.. Shilpa realized as she shouted out loud.. " NO Dont you dare Armaan.. "
Ignoring her warning he started to tickle her hard.. Shilpa gasped and started to laugh hard.. Her laughter filled in the silent room as he grinned.. " You are such a faker do you know that.. Armaan i am sleepy.."
He mimicked her line laughing while she glared at him speaking breathlessly.. " Ahhh Stop it Armaan.. Let me breath.. Ohh Stop it.. "
He stopped tiredly and dropped his head down on her neck while she panted due to nonstop laughs.. " You are such a devil Armaan "
He smiled on her neck as she gasped feeling the touch of his lips on her skin.. He sensed the sudden change in her behavior and lifted his face staring down at her.. In the moonlight her face was beautiful , filled with innocence as she stared back at him uneasily.. " Armaan.. "
He placed a finger on her lips making her go silent.. Trying to push away the awkwardness between them he spoke with his voice filled in humor.."Shilpa.. Reminding you again this is our wedding night.. "
The grin faded from his lips as he saw her eyes flicker in desire.. She licked her dry lips and stared at him passionately.. He groaned realizing probably he had said something which should have been avoided..
He tried to think of something , but she was lost in her world as she lifted her hand and slowly caressed his cheeks with her soft fingers.. Her gaze drifted down on his lips while caressing it lightly with a finger.. She is a beauty.. Did he realize it for the very first time.. No this was probably first time he was seeing her differently , something beyond friendship.. He had realized.. And then he did what he knew he could do.. He drop his head down on her neck nuzzling her skin lightly.. Just like always going along what he felt to do in heart.. He felt her go stiff under him , for a second he felt like he should withdraw and go out of the room.. He was ready to let go of her when she pushed him back and spoke in a mere whisper.. "Armaan.. Make love to me.. "
In the middle of night Shilpa slipped out of the bed and tried to get the hold of the sheets to cover up herself.. But the sheets were tangled as it was stuck under him while he slept on his stomach, with his back towards her.. She blushed seeing the half naked body of him.. Ignoring the desire she pulled on his shirt and buttoned it securely..
She walked inside the kitchen looking for some food.. To do something to distract her mind from watever happened just now.. She flushed as she realized she had asked him to make love to her.. What happened to the rules of staying away from him ? Or keeping the limits of friendship between them.. Didint she just spent her wedding night in his arms while he made passionate love to her.. She recalled every single moment making her heartbeat rise.. The way he touched every part of her body.. Running down his lips on her delicate body.. The way he held her and stared right in her eyes while making love to her, Not even once they had lost eye lock.. Instead she had stared back at him with equal desire and emotion of love while letting the embarrassment and nervousness fade away.. Weren't they becoming truly husband and wife in every means.. Something she had feared from the start.. But her heart was letting it happen.. He was letting it happen.. So why should she let her insecurities become a barrier between them.. That wasnt a good idea..
Everything happens for a good.. She smiled as she mumbled to herself reassuring her heart..
" What are you doing here.. " Shilpa glanced up as she heard his voice.. He stood dressed in his jeans while staring at her with a amused look..
Her eyes drifted back to his body noticing several lipstick marks on his chest.. Did she really do that.. Shilpa looked away blushing while he walked inside looking around the food.. " Anything good to eat.. "
" Just the leftovers " She mumbled softly as he stood beside her.. She glanced back at him as she noticed him staring down at his shirt.. She tried to form excuses when he spoke lightly.. " You need to stop wearing shirts like this.. "
She frowned and looked down munching some food.. " If it offends you.. "
He interrupted her taking some food for himself.. " Not that it offends me.. It just give me .. Wrong ideas... "
She gaped at him while he ate his food coolly.. With a shy look on her face she put down the leftovers and washed her hands when he spoke gently.."Whats your plan for coming days.. "
" What plans ? " She shrugged her shoulders while drinking water.. He rubbed his neck thoughtfully.. " You said you want to go back to Kasauli.. And also giving up the job.. What have you decided. "
She stared at him for a while as the confusion rose in her mind.. Now did she really give a thought regarding this.. He understood her hesitance and gave a smile taking her hand.. " Its fine.. You can decide later on.."
She followed him silently back to the room thoughtfully.. They got on to the bed and laid in silence.. He shifted close and gave a light kiss on her cheeks.. She glanced back in his eyes suddenly knowing her decision.. " I think i will resign from job and stay in home.. I will keep myself buxy in the house chores.. "
She could see the happiness in his eyes as he spoke carefully.. " So you mean not going back to kasauli... "
Shilpa chuckled and shook her head.. " No.. Not yet.. I am going to make sure you have to bare me for a long time.. "
He grinned at her and spoke.. " Sure why not.. I would be delighted to have you.. For a long time"
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Part 18
2 Months Later :
He frowned.. He frowned badly hearing her words.. "Now stop talking nonsense Shona.. When did i do that.. "
She huffed angrily and walked out of the room without a word.. He got up and followed behind her confused.. " Now will you please tell me what is going on.. ?? "
Pregnancy hormones started to kick in her as she bit her lips from crying.. But Shilpa couldnt help as tears welled up in her eyes.. "How can we talk. You hardly have time for me to talk now.. "
Frustration built inside him as he tried to understand what she meant. Had he really ignored her all these days.. "Shona i told you i am having buxy projects in hand.. "
" Ya right buxy projects or hot assistant.. " She muttered under her breath pushing him aside walking back inside the room..
He shook his head and followed her inside frustratedly.. " What did you just say about my assistant.. "
She fumed at him and passed him his wallet.. "Fine i wont say a word against ur dearest assistant. You are getting late for office.. "
His eyebrow shot up as humor filled in his voice.. "Wait a minute.. Dont tell me you are getting jealous of her.. "
He stifled his laugh as she shot a look at him getting all red.. " Jealous and me.. "
His expressions grew hard as he cupped her cheeks and stared down at her.. " Yes you are and i dont want you to feel like that.. You really think i would cheat on you ? "
She frowned and protested with her eyes and he smiled at her.. "That was a joke.. I know you wont think such thing about me. You love me beyond anything.. "
She stared at him in daze.. Why dont you say it back to me.. Her heart made a silent complain as she stared at him. She knew he adored her like anything. In this past 3 months he had taken care of her just like the way she had dreamt of.. He had been a perfect husband. But what about being a perfect lover. She hated to admit that still a awkwardness accompanied them whenever they slept. Her insecurities had started to grow since he had become busy in his work hardly getting time to spend with her.. And what effected her most was the friendly assistant whom he had appointed for himself after she resigned from the job. She glanced up as he startled her a kiss. She sighed blissfully and tried to deepen the kiss as he groaned inwardly and broke the kiss with a guilty look. " I have to leave for office now.. "
Shilpa tried to hide her disappointment but the expression she had in her eyes didint go unnoticed by him.. He sighed and took a set back murmuring softly.. " I seriously dont know whats going so wrong between us.. "
Seeing her silent he gave up realizing she wasnt going to reply back to him. Giving up he turned around to leave as she spoke in a cracked voice.. "What bothers me is the fact that we cant spend much time with each other now.. I miss us "
Eventhough the last words from her mouth came as a mere whisper he heard clearly as his heart clenched.. He walked back to her and cupped her face as she broke into tears.. "I promise i will try to correct everything. Just give me sometime to tackle my problems. "
He held her close as she wiped off the tears and smiled at him feeling content. He brushed his lips softly on hers as she spoke softly.. "I have to go doctor today. To do Sonography.. "
He kissed her forehead and smiled.. " I promise i will try my best to join you there.. "
"Ms.Shilpa Mallik ? " Shilpa glanced up quickly as the nurse called out her name. She gave a nod as the nurse smiled at her.. " You are next. We will call you inside in a short while.. "
Shilpa gave a nod as the nurse left her alone with Anjali.. Anjali rolled her eyes and held her hand.. "Stop getting nervous. You are behaving as if the doctor is going to take out the baby. Its just a test.. "
Shilpa cringed inwardly and shook her head protesting.. "Am not much worried about the test. Ok i admit little scared but its something else worrying me.. "
Anjali snorted.. "Let me guess..Armaan right. Must be flirting around with new assistant.. "
Shilpa shot her a warning look.. "Thats not funny Anjie.. "
She glanced down at her waiting for him to reply back to her marriage.. Disappointment flowed through her she wondered whether he had actually forgotten it. No maybe he is really busy. The heart objected as she tried to push away all the negative thoughts from her mind.
"I seriously cant believe this Shilpa. You are actually getting jealous of that not so happening assistant.. ? " Anjali mused at her..
Shilpa gave a hesitant smile and whispered.. "I cant help. Its been 2 months we have hardly got time to spend with eachother. He doesnt even touch me now.. "
Ohh no.. Warning bells rang in her mind as she bit her tongue realizing what she had actually said just now.. Anjali suppressed her laugh seeing the flushed look on Shilpa's face.. "Oh god now Armaan Mallik is a real Dumb isint he.. Come on Shilpa he is going too much in business. If he is distracted why dont you show him what he is forgetting.. "
Shilpa frowned as Anjali smiled and started to spill out her plan. Her eyes widened as she listened to her intently. As Anjali ended her talk with a big smile Shilpa laughed nervously.. " I really dont think i can do that.. "
"Ofcourse you can and believe me it will work really well.. " Anjali gave a side hug as the nurse interrupted them. Shilpa got up and followed the nurse inside the room passing a final glance at the corridor.
"Calm down Shilpa. Its a normal test. " The doctor spoke in a soothing voice as Shilpa let out a nervous laugh while gripping Anjali's hand.. Anjali held her hand and whispered softly.. " She is right Shilpa. Calm down dont you want to see the first glimpse of your baby.. "
She badly wanted to see, but along with it she had wanted Armaan also to be with her through out the examination. The doctor started to prepare for the sonography when suddenly Anjali chuckled and let go of her hand.."Well i think its time for me to leave. "
Shilpa glanced at her confused but seeing Anjali's gaze stick to the doorway she turned around and her breath caught.. Infront of them stood Armaan who walked inside flashing his dimple.. "I hope i am not late.. "
Next Day :
The day had went pretty smooth. Shilpa was in much better mood than the previous day. But today something was suspicious in her behavior. While having morning breakfast he had caught her eying him several times. Whenever he grinned at her she blushed and looked away with a smile. Something was cooking in her mind he knew very well. But couldnt give a guess on what it was. Ending his work in the office he walked inside the house and frowned seeing the place all dark and silent. Was she home. He wondered suspiciously thinking where she might have gone. Slowly he worked inside the room the closed the door. He turned around and took a breath of relief as he saw her sitting near the window silently.. Putting away his coat he slowly walked towards her and stood behind her staring outside at the beautiful sky..
Shilpa trembled as she pulled the shawl tightly around her. She was very much aware that he was standing behind her. She felt the hot breath on her neck sending chills down her spine. Slowly she turned around with a blush on her face. He just stared at her stunned staring at her face. "I have been noticing from morning. Whats running in your mind.. ? "
She blushed further when suddenly he noticed the shawl draped around her covering up the upper body of her. What on the world was she wearing. He ran his eye and noticed she was wearing a silky nightdress. His gasped lightly and spoke.. "And why are you hiding yourself in that shawl. "
She hesitated a bit, but slowly she let it go and the shawl slipped from her body slowly down on to the floor. He just stood still as he drew a raspy breath trying to control the desire flowing through him. His eyes ran on the devilish short nightdress she had chosen to wear.. The nighty was clinging to every desirable curve of her body and the fact thats she was pregnant made her look more beautiful. He still stood stunned as he realized she had actually dared to wear something like that short with a big V neck showing off her skin more than he used to see before. He licked his dry lips as passion rose in him. She glanced up at him hesitantly with a smile. "So.. Do you like it.. "
He suddenly realized he had no words to reply back to her. He still couldnt believe she was asking him about the daring outfit with such innocence..He drew a raspy breath and turned around trying to control himself as she moved forward to face him with a frown. " Wait.. You didint like this.. "
He tried to protest at once as her face grew red as she turned embarrassed.. "That was really stupid of me. I shouldnt have. I am sorry i will just go and.. "
He pulled her roughly in his arms and kissed her passionately silencing her at once.. She gasped with the sudden touch of his lips but at once recovered kissing him back with such a longing.. As she parted her lips he drew his tongue inside her mouth teasing her. He broke off the kiss and lifted her in arms speaking in a husky voice. " You always know the perfect way of seducing me.. "
After several hours she woke up pulling the sheets close to her feeling cold. She glanced up startled as he started to rub her arms softly.. " You are awake.. ? "
He smiled as she questioned him in her sleepy voice. Tucking back the strand of her from her face he kissed her lightly. " Just woke up. Couldnt sleep. "
She blushed lightly running her hands on his chest.. "So you are staring at me. "
He glanced at her in wonder.. " No i was actually wondering what on the earth did Anjali put in your head to make you do this.. "
Shilpa laughed as he smiled.. " She was giving me advice. Saying i should try to gain your attention. "
The smile on his lips faded as he frowned badly.. " You dont have to try to gain my attention. You already have my attention "
She narrowed her eyes showing she wasnt ready to buy his words.. He sighed and spoke gently.. "Believe me. I notice you everyday. Whenever you make breakfast to me smiling. Whenever i see you stare at me in wonder. Eventhough i have a bad day when i come home and see your shining face i feel happy.. "
She smiled amused and spoke in humor.. " Such filmy lines.. "
Ignoring her remark he continued.. "And how can you say i dont notice you. Just because i spend more time in office. Do you even know what happens to me when i comeback in home and see you wearing those shirt.."
She stared at him suspiciously and frowned.. " Shirts.. ?? "
He closed his eyes and then smiled.. " Yes my old shirts. Do you even know how sexy you look in them.. "
Her eyes widened as heat rose on her cheeks.. " But you are always busy on work and hardly spend time with me.. "
He glanced at her guiltily.. "For that i am really sorry. I know i have been very much distracted from work all these days. It never occurred to me that i was ignoring you badly. And also there is one more silly confession i need to make.. "
Plzz say I love you.. The thought cross her mind but seeing the humorous look on his face she knew he had something else in his mind.. "Actually i have to confess this. All this days i had a hard time to control myself from touching you. I was just scared to hurt you as you a pregnant. "
She got surprised hearing his confession. He stared down at her sheepishly as she laughed.. "Armaan do you know you just wasted lucky two months. "
He got more annoyed seeing her laugh badly.. " What you mean. "
Shilpa flushed as she drew circles on his bare chest speaking softly.. "Well you know after third month of pregnancy you cant.. "
Realization flew through his as his eyes grew wide and he cursed under his breath.. Shilpa stifled her laugh.. " You should have spoken to me about it Armaan. "
He stared down at her and laughed along with her on his silly confession.. He was glad in his heart with the fact that the awkwardness between them was fading away truly.. But she was still disappointing in heart as she longed to hear him confess his love to her.
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