Chapter 126
PART 8:
Month 8 :
The water kept flowing down on his muscular body as he stood in the cold shower staring at the space.. Eventually it was helping to release of the tension in his mind , fading out all the stiffness in his body which formed due the work he had been doing from several months.. His thoughts drifted back to Radhika , one single girl who was turning his world upside down.. She was smart , beautiful and she had the most striking green eyes.. And there was a baby growing within her whom she didint want.. She had been giving him the most silly excuses from the last month.. Radhika doesnt know whats in my mind..And he was confident that he would carry out his plan in the most responsible manner.. He ran a hand on his wet hair as he leaned on the shower wall with a sigh.. Among all this decisions of being a responsible man , what bothered him was his heart.. Was he really loosing his heart for this girl.. When did he ever think of doing this much for anyone in his life.. ? Never in his life he had shown some feelings towards a women and also got compassionate about a baby who is about to born.. Am i falling in love.. ?The thought made him sober as he wondered whether a girl like Radhika who had a reserved nature would love someone like him.. Confused over his feelings he quickly ran his hand down his chest and arm rinsing of the soapy water , here he was lost in his thoughts and there outside she was waiting for him in his bedroom.. Didint that just sound tempting.. Shaking his head he turned off the shower muttering to himself.. " Ya right would have been tempting if she wasnt 8 months pregnant.."
She turned around from the window as she heard the click of the washroom door.. She had meant not to become voyeur , but as soon as he emerged from the shower draping a towel down on his waist she couldnt help but stare down at his rock hard chest.. Water kept dripping from his hair down onto his shoulder and chest.. She licked her dry lips and glanced away as desire flicked through her eyes seeing the irresistible look of him.. Radhika glanced back at him as he passed a coy smile to her.. " Found something interesting.. "
She didint answer.. Instead she left the room with a blush on her cheeks.. He just stared for a while and decided to get dressed in meantime.. Putting on a blue faded jeans and white shirt he making his way out of the room looking for her.. And then he found her in the room he had wanted , as he knew it was going to get her attention.. He walked inside his store room with a smile on his lips seeing her stunned face.. As he stood beside her she turned back to him in thrilled.. " So this is the thing which kept you buxy from days.. "
He grinned and gave a nod glancing down at the baby cot he had made from his hand.. " I thought of doing something special.. Just wanted to see your reaction when you see this.. I guess you like it.. "
Her eyes grew moist as she stared down at the beautiful baby cot.. For a minute she imagined her baby playing in it and smiling at them.. " I didint like it.. I loved it.. Its so beautiful.. "
He leaned on her and brush his lips on her cheeks whispering softly.. " It was my pleasure.. "
For the first time he stared down on the cot imagining the small baby sleeping on it.. The thought warmed up his heart.. For once in his life he felt proud of himself for what he have done.. He felt like a responsible man and he had the pride of it.. A halt came to his thoughts as she spoke hesitantly.. " The baby died because of me.. "
He shot a stunned looked at her bewildered with her words.. " Are you out of your mind Radhika.. "
She glanced at him in tears.. Painful tears as her eyes reflected the sorrow.. " You wanted to know the truth.. So i am confessing to you the truth.. "
He just stared at her unaffected , calming down his own thudding heart.. She set down near the cot as she spoke.. " Varsha aunty gave birth to a beautiful baby girl.. She was only 3 months when i was taken to that house to help aunty to take care of aditi.. I was only 17 years old back then, thrilled and filled with joy when i met aditi.. She was beautiful , always smiling but sadly a heart patient.. Her heart was weak compared to normal babies.. Doctors didint give much guarantee on her living.. Still they spent huge amount of money on her medication.. A slight ray of hope of her living was enough for us.. "
As she stopped in mid way he set beside her and held her hand which she gripped tightly.. " That was just one normal day , as i said she was a cheerful baby always smiling.. That day i played with her and in between she fell asleep on my lap.. I just kept staring down at her beautiful place.. She was a beauty, it always made me wonder maybe oneday i will also have a baby like her.. But as she slept the smile was gone from her lips.. I found it odd.. Aditi always had a soft smile on her lips whenever she slept.. My hands brushed on her chest accidentally and that was when.. I realized.. I realized her heartbeat had stop.. "
He stared down at her pale face in shock as she trembled breaking down into tears.. Stunned himself he pulled her close hugging her as she broke into sobs crying her heart out.. " She died.. on my lap.. I couldnt even react.. I was crying.. I called everyone in home.. "
He held her as she kept crying miserably.. Suddenly everything started to fall into pieces.. Her hesitance towards babies , her decision on giving up her child.. Everything was making sense now..
As she calmed down she cleared her tears and stared at him sadly.. " They were shocked with the death of Aditi.. Doctors said her heartbeat stopped while she was sleeping.. But.. They accused me for her death.. Accused me badly.. My aunt hates me to the core.. The guilt was too much for me.. Being accused of killing a baby whom i loved so much i just couldnt take it anymore.."
He frowned badly as he caressed her cheeks.. " But it wasnt your fault.. She was sick , she couldnt make it.. You have no fault in her death.. "
Her eyes grew moist as she gave a nod.. " Even i used to say the same to myself.. But when everyone starts to accuse me on killing a baby how can i not blame myself.. My parents didint speak to me for days, aunty threw me out of her house and since then she never spoke to me.. Whatelse should i be thinking.. "
She cried again as he pulled back and held her close clearing down her tears.. " It was wrong of them to accuse you on something you havent done.. It happens maybe your aunt was in trauma.. I am pretty sure she will understand you someday.. "
They set in silence for a long time as she drew back and stared at him in wonder.. She ran a hand on his rough cheeks speaking in a soft voice.. " When did you become a counselor.. Your words are very soothing.. "
He just smiled at her gently surprised himself with his sudden change in behavior.. Its you who have changed me.. " Atleast now you want carry on a fault guilt.. Why dont you just drop away the idea of giving up your baby.. "
Her expressions hardened as she grew uneasy.. As she grew silent he realized she wasnt still ready to take the decision.. And Maybe it was high time he start with his plan..
Several days later :
" Shouldnt you be getting the labor pain in this month.. " He glanced at her concerned as they walked in the park together..
Radhika rolled her eyes and smiled at him.. " No.. I should be getting labor pains next month.. Anyways its me who will go through it.. Why are you worried.. "
He pulled off a innocent face and looked straight ahead.. " I am the one who is going to take the baby so i should be worried.. "
Her smile faded of as she glanced down feeling uneasy.. Suddenly he was pretty serious about adopting the child.. But the question hanged whether she is ready to give away her baby..
" You are leaving to London next week right.. You have a match coming.. Do you think you can adopt a baby in that situation.. "
He frowned at her and then smiled.. " I already told you am leaving the career.. So ofcourse am ready with the idea of adoption.. "
But my heart is not ready.. She grew silent as he took her hand making her sit on the bench.. He set infront of her and held her hand lovingly.. " I have to confess something.. Rohit called me last night and informed me there isint any match coming.. Am withdrawn from the the match as i have been absent for the practices.. I am just going back to London to do the meeting and give up that career.. "
Her eyes grew wide as she protested at once.. " But thats your dream Arjun.. How can you give it up like that.. Please you dont need to do that.. "
He shook his hand speaking confidently.. " I am doing this for myself.. This fame and success doesnt make me happy anymore.. I have enough money to starts some own work on mine and live in peace.. And also your baby whom i will adopt.. "
What about me.. ? The question rose as she stared at him sadly.. " I will miss you Arjun.. "
He kissed her cheek and spoke softly.. " I will be back soon.. You wont have to worry about that.. "
Back in London :
Arjun grew uneasy as he walked inside the conference room with Rohit beside him.. He noticed coach Andrew who passed a smile at him while other heads of the league had unhappy looks.. As he took his seat Martin spoke arrogantly.. " This is such a irresponsible behavior Arjun.. You cant just run away from the country and comeback to here when there is few days left for the biggest match.. You really think we are all stupid to accept your selfish behavior.. "
Arjun narrowed his eyes at them and spoke strongly.. " I dont expect any of you to keep me in the match , or even in the team.. Because now i have no interest in playing football anymore.. "
Everyone gasped in surprise as Rohit spoke stunned.. " Arjun stop it.. What the hell are you saying are you out of your mind..!! "
Andrew spoke with a concerned look.. " Arjun is the best player in our league.. We are nothing without him.. I dont think we should withdraw him.. "
Martin shot a look at Andrew and spoke harshly.. " And i dont think am going to sit here and tolerate the selfish behavior of the kid.. He is out of the match and its final.. "
Arjun's expression hardened as he got up from his seat in anger.. " And let me also clear out one thing.. I am Resigning from the team and its FINAL..!! "
Rohit set near Arjun who set with a sober expression in the bar with a glass of wine in his hand.. " You are really into that chick right.. !! "
Arjun glanced at him and sighed.. " Yes i am.. And its worse.. Cauxe i just realized i am in love.. "
Rohit chocked on his drink stunned.. " Woah woahh.. You are damn serious about this.. ?? Why didint you tell me man.. And you really think its a good idea.. Giving up the league and walking away.. "
Arjun just smiled placed down his glass.. " I am pretty sure about this.. I need to go back and live a life which i want for myself.. If i stay here i am not going to be happy i know that.. "
Rohit rolled his eyes and gave a pat on his shoulder.. " Fine fine Now its Arjun the lover boy speaking.. Anyways i am happy to see you happy.. And dude you better be in touch with me back in there.. "
" OHHH NOOO.. !! There she comes.. ! " Rohit hid his face while Arjun frowned and turned around.. " Who.. "
Words caught on his mouth as Rita came forward hugging him hard.. " OMG Arjun you are back.. I have missed you Soo much baby.. "
Arjun freed himself from her hold and got up form his seat.. " What are you doing here.. ?? And i am not your baby.. Let me remind you we have broken off.. "
Rita gave a fake pout speaking in a sultry voice.. " Come on Arjun.. Let it go Why dont we just become a couple again.. "
Arjun rolled his eyes and brushed off her hand from his arm.. " In your dreams.. And please leave me alone .. Goodbye.. "
Next morning he woke up frowning hearing the ring of his phone.. He picked up the call when Rohit spoke worriedly.. " Turn the Tv on Arjun and see the news.. Its Horrible.. !! "
His eyes flew open as he set up on bed.. " Why what happened.. "
Rohit sighed and spoke quickly.. " Looks like Rita have done a awesome job.. Just Open the TV and see the bizarre Rumor.."
He switched on the TV flicking the channels , when a video and title caught his eyes.. His eyes grew wide as he stared read the headline in horror.. " Playboy Arjun returns back in London patches up with his Girlfriend.. "
The water kept flowing down on his muscular body as he stood in the cold shower staring at the space.. Eventually it was helping to release of the tension in his mind , fading out all the stiffness in his body which formed due the work he had been doing from several months.. His thoughts drifted back to Radhika , one single girl who was turning his world upside down.. She was smart , beautiful and she had the most striking green eyes.. And there was a baby growing within her whom she didint want.. She had been giving him the most silly excuses from the last month.. Radhika doesnt know whats in my mind..And he was confident that he would carry out his plan in the most responsible manner.. He ran a hand on his wet hair as he leaned on the shower wall with a sigh.. Among all this decisions of being a responsible man , what bothered him was his heart.. Was he really loosing his heart for this girl.. When did he ever think of doing this much for anyone in his life.. ? Never in his life he had shown some feelings towards a women and also got compassionate about a baby who is about to born.. Am i falling in love.. ?The thought made him sober as he wondered whether a girl like Radhika who had a reserved nature would love someone like him.. Confused over his feelings he quickly ran his hand down his chest and arm rinsing of the soapy water , here he was lost in his thoughts and there outside she was waiting for him in his bedroom.. Didint that just sound tempting.. Shaking his head he turned off the shower muttering to himself.. " Ya right would have been tempting if she wasnt 8 months pregnant.."
She turned around from the window as she heard the click of the washroom door.. She had meant not to become voyeur , but as soon as he emerged from the shower draping a towel down on his waist she couldnt help but stare down at his rock hard chest.. Water kept dripping from his hair down onto his shoulder and chest.. She licked her dry lips and glanced away as desire flicked through her eyes seeing the irresistible look of him.. Radhika glanced back at him as he passed a coy smile to her.. " Found something interesting.. "
She didint answer.. Instead she left the room with a blush on her cheeks.. He just stared for a while and decided to get dressed in meantime.. Putting on a blue faded jeans and white shirt he making his way out of the room looking for her.. And then he found her in the room he had wanted , as he knew it was going to get her attention.. He walked inside his store room with a smile on his lips seeing her stunned face.. As he stood beside her she turned back to him in thrilled.. " So this is the thing which kept you buxy from days.. "
He grinned and gave a nod glancing down at the baby cot he had made from his hand.. " I thought of doing something special.. Just wanted to see your reaction when you see this.. I guess you like it.. "
Her eyes grew moist as she stared down at the beautiful baby cot.. For a minute she imagined her baby playing in it and smiling at them.. " I didint like it.. I loved it.. Its so beautiful.. "
He leaned on her and brush his lips on her cheeks whispering softly.. " It was my pleasure.. "
For the first time he stared down on the cot imagining the small baby sleeping on it.. The thought warmed up his heart.. For once in his life he felt proud of himself for what he have done.. He felt like a responsible man and he had the pride of it.. A halt came to his thoughts as she spoke hesitantly.. " The baby died because of me.. "
He shot a stunned looked at her bewildered with her words.. " Are you out of your mind Radhika.. "
She glanced at him in tears.. Painful tears as her eyes reflected the sorrow.. " You wanted to know the truth.. So i am confessing to you the truth.. "
He just stared at her unaffected , calming down his own thudding heart.. She set down near the cot as she spoke.. " Varsha aunty gave birth to a beautiful baby girl.. She was only 3 months when i was taken to that house to help aunty to take care of aditi.. I was only 17 years old back then, thrilled and filled with joy when i met aditi.. She was beautiful , always smiling but sadly a heart patient.. Her heart was weak compared to normal babies.. Doctors didint give much guarantee on her living.. Still they spent huge amount of money on her medication.. A slight ray of hope of her living was enough for us.. "
As she stopped in mid way he set beside her and held her hand which she gripped tightly.. " That was just one normal day , as i said she was a cheerful baby always smiling.. That day i played with her and in between she fell asleep on my lap.. I just kept staring down at her beautiful place.. She was a beauty, it always made me wonder maybe oneday i will also have a baby like her.. But as she slept the smile was gone from her lips.. I found it odd.. Aditi always had a soft smile on her lips whenever she slept.. My hands brushed on her chest accidentally and that was when.. I realized.. I realized her heartbeat had stop.. "
He stared down at her pale face in shock as she trembled breaking down into tears.. Stunned himself he pulled her close hugging her as she broke into sobs crying her heart out.. " She died.. on my lap.. I couldnt even react.. I was crying.. I called everyone in home.. "
He held her as she kept crying miserably.. Suddenly everything started to fall into pieces.. Her hesitance towards babies , her decision on giving up her child.. Everything was making sense now..
As she calmed down she cleared her tears and stared at him sadly.. " They were shocked with the death of Aditi.. Doctors said her heartbeat stopped while she was sleeping.. But.. They accused me for her death.. Accused me badly.. My aunt hates me to the core.. The guilt was too much for me.. Being accused of killing a baby whom i loved so much i just couldnt take it anymore.."
He frowned badly as he caressed her cheeks.. " But it wasnt your fault.. She was sick , she couldnt make it.. You have no fault in her death.. "
Her eyes grew moist as she gave a nod.. " Even i used to say the same to myself.. But when everyone starts to accuse me on killing a baby how can i not blame myself.. My parents didint speak to me for days, aunty threw me out of her house and since then she never spoke to me.. Whatelse should i be thinking.. "
She cried again as he pulled back and held her close clearing down her tears.. " It was wrong of them to accuse you on something you havent done.. It happens maybe your aunt was in trauma.. I am pretty sure she will understand you someday.. "
They set in silence for a long time as she drew back and stared at him in wonder.. She ran a hand on his rough cheeks speaking in a soft voice.. " When did you become a counselor.. Your words are very soothing.. "
He just smiled at her gently surprised himself with his sudden change in behavior.. Its you who have changed me.. " Atleast now you want carry on a fault guilt.. Why dont you just drop away the idea of giving up your baby.. "
Her expressions hardened as she grew uneasy.. As she grew silent he realized she wasnt still ready to take the decision.. And Maybe it was high time he start with his plan..
Several days later :
" Shouldnt you be getting the labor pain in this month.. " He glanced at her concerned as they walked in the park together..
Radhika rolled her eyes and smiled at him.. " No.. I should be getting labor pains next month.. Anyways its me who will go through it.. Why are you worried.. "
He pulled off a innocent face and looked straight ahead.. " I am the one who is going to take the baby so i should be worried.. "
Her smile faded of as she glanced down feeling uneasy.. Suddenly he was pretty serious about adopting the child.. But the question hanged whether she is ready to give away her baby..
" You are leaving to London next week right.. You have a match coming.. Do you think you can adopt a baby in that situation.. "
He frowned at her and then smiled.. " I already told you am leaving the career.. So ofcourse am ready with the idea of adoption.. "
But my heart is not ready.. She grew silent as he took her hand making her sit on the bench.. He set infront of her and held her hand lovingly.. " I have to confess something.. Rohit called me last night and informed me there isint any match coming.. Am withdrawn from the the match as i have been absent for the practices.. I am just going back to London to do the meeting and give up that career.. "
Her eyes grew wide as she protested at once.. " But thats your dream Arjun.. How can you give it up like that.. Please you dont need to do that.. "
He shook his hand speaking confidently.. " I am doing this for myself.. This fame and success doesnt make me happy anymore.. I have enough money to starts some own work on mine and live in peace.. And also your baby whom i will adopt.. "
What about me.. ? The question rose as she stared at him sadly.. " I will miss you Arjun.. "
He kissed her cheek and spoke softly.. " I will be back soon.. You wont have to worry about that.. "
Back in London :
Arjun grew uneasy as he walked inside the conference room with Rohit beside him.. He noticed coach Andrew who passed a smile at him while other heads of the league had unhappy looks.. As he took his seat Martin spoke arrogantly.. " This is such a irresponsible behavior Arjun.. You cant just run away from the country and comeback to here when there is few days left for the biggest match.. You really think we are all stupid to accept your selfish behavior.. "
Arjun narrowed his eyes at them and spoke strongly.. " I dont expect any of you to keep me in the match , or even in the team.. Because now i have no interest in playing football anymore.. "
Everyone gasped in surprise as Rohit spoke stunned.. " Arjun stop it.. What the hell are you saying are you out of your mind..!! "
Andrew spoke with a concerned look.. " Arjun is the best player in our league.. We are nothing without him.. I dont think we should withdraw him.. "
Martin shot a look at Andrew and spoke harshly.. " And i dont think am going to sit here and tolerate the selfish behavior of the kid.. He is out of the match and its final.. "
Arjun's expression hardened as he got up from his seat in anger.. " And let me also clear out one thing.. I am Resigning from the team and its FINAL..!! "
Rohit set near Arjun who set with a sober expression in the bar with a glass of wine in his hand.. " You are really into that chick right.. !! "
Arjun glanced at him and sighed.. " Yes i am.. And its worse.. Cauxe i just realized i am in love.. "
Rohit chocked on his drink stunned.. " Woah woahh.. You are damn serious about this.. ?? Why didint you tell me man.. And you really think its a good idea.. Giving up the league and walking away.. "
Arjun just smiled placed down his glass.. " I am pretty sure about this.. I need to go back and live a life which i want for myself.. If i stay here i am not going to be happy i know that.. "
Rohit rolled his eyes and gave a pat on his shoulder.. " Fine fine Now its Arjun the lover boy speaking.. Anyways i am happy to see you happy.. And dude you better be in touch with me back in there.. "
" OHHH NOOO.. !! There she comes.. ! " Rohit hid his face while Arjun frowned and turned around.. " Who.. "
Words caught on his mouth as Rita came forward hugging him hard.. " OMG Arjun you are back.. I have missed you Soo much baby.. "
Arjun freed himself from her hold and got up form his seat.. " What are you doing here.. ?? And i am not your baby.. Let me remind you we have broken off.. "
Rita gave a fake pout speaking in a sultry voice.. " Come on Arjun.. Let it go Why dont we just become a couple again.. "
Arjun rolled his eyes and brushed off her hand from his arm.. " In your dreams.. And please leave me alone .. Goodbye.. "
Next morning he woke up frowning hearing the ring of his phone.. He picked up the call when Rohit spoke worriedly.. " Turn the Tv on Arjun and see the news.. Its Horrible.. !! "
His eyes flew open as he set up on bed.. " Why what happened.. "
Rohit sighed and spoke quickly.. " Looks like Rita have done a awesome job.. Just Open the TV and see the bizarre Rumor.."
He switched on the TV flicking the channels , when a video and title caught his eyes.. His eyes grew wide as he stared read the headline in horror.. " Playboy Arjun returns back in London patches up with his Girlfriend.. "
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