Chapter 122

Month 4 :

" YOU KILLED MY DAUGHTER.. !!! YOU B***** You just killed her GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AND DONT COME BACK HERE EVER.. "
" Aunty Pleasee Believe me I Didint.. Please just listen to me Once.."
"DONT CALL ME THAT.. I am not your Aunt.. You Are Dead for me... DID U HERE ME.. YOU ARE DEAD !!"
Radhika woke up panting and glanced around in tears.. A breath of relief washed through her as she realized it was just a dream.. You are Dead for me.. The words rang in her mind as she break into painful sobs recalling the dreadful memory.. Whatever happened that day was a big shock for her.. I didint mean to let it happen did i.. Many times she had tried to console herself saying it was just a accident, but whenever she saw the hatred her aunt had towards her she couldnt help but carry the burden of guilt with her.. With her eyes filled with tears she caressed her belly which was now growing as months kept passing by.. I wont let anything happen to you.. There came out the same promise from her heart , but now as the days kept passing questions started to form in her mind regarding the baby.. Will she be able to keep her promise when the time arrives..?? I have to do something as soon as possible..

Several days Later :

Arjun grinned as he noticed the lady who gave a seductive look at him with a wink.. He shook his head and walked passed her in the street for a change ignoring the flirting session.. For now he was eager to meet her in library somehow.. After the encounter with her on that beautiful night he found himself getting lost in her thoughts.. It was hard to ignore the sudden feeling of attraction rising in his heart..
But she doesnt even like me.. He frowned as the thought came in her mind making him feel uneasy.. What was he expecting from her.. ? To come and hug him telling him he was the perfect man for her.. ? When did he started to think about a girl so much.. Its just my curiosity nothing else.. He argued himself in the mind.. A lazy smile formed in his lips as he reached the library and stood infront of the door.. "Atleast friendship with her wont do much harm.. " With that he opened the door and strode inside looking for her..

Radhika groaned inwardly as she noticed Arjun who was leaning to the reception desk , flirting with the assistant librarian who was blushing like a idiot.. Staring at them she moved forward when she bumped into a girl and the books fell from her hand on to the floor making a loud noise.. She cursed under breath and bent down picking up the books when she felt him sit infront of her taking some of them.. "Here let me help you.. "
She passed a fake smile at him and spoke sarcastically.. " No thanxs Raichand Why dont you go and do ur duty of flirting with every women.. "
His eyebrow shot up in amusement.. " Ahaan so you are jealous.. "
She narrowed her eyes at him and spoke gritting her teeth.. " Why should i be jealous.. Anyways i dont need your help you can carry on with your flirting sessions.."
Collecting the books she got up walking away from him towards the book racks.. He couldnt help but notice the sudden change in her body.. She was looking much more beautiful and glowing as days kept passing by.. The white sundress was just perfect on her showing out her beautiful curves.. He frowned badly as he stood up.. What Am i drooling on her.?Brushing away the thoughts he followed her and stood beside her as suddenly his gaze drifted down on her growing belly.. Radhika frowned as she noticed what he was doing.. " What are you staring at my.."
He looked up at her and grinned.. " Belly.. I am looking cauxe i have just noticed finally you are looking like a pregnant women.. "
She rolled her eyes and got back on placing the books on the rack.. " Why dont you just frankly say I am Getting FAT.. "
He grinned widely and moved close to her speaking softly.. " I just have to say you are the first pregnant lady i am finding really attractive.. A beauty difficult to ignore.. "
She stared at him with wide eyes as her cheeks colored up instantly.. She glanced down on her books and spoke stammering.. " Thank you .. "
He stared at her for a while deciding whether to ask or not.. But then in next second he blurted out quickly.. " Can we become friends.. "
She finished placing the books and stared at him for a while uncertainly.. She walked passed him to the next rack while he followed her silently.. " Friends.. Just friends right.. ? "
He smiled widely as she turned around to face him again.. For now " I can be a good friend.. Trust me on that.. "
Trust me.. The words were strange as he spoke out them easily.. Did trust and Arjun did go well ? She wondered..After all he was known for breaking hearts .. Giving a nod at him she spoke strongly.. " Just friends ok.. "
He grinned again as the words rang in her mind consoling himself.. Just for now ..
" Yes just friends I hope we will turn out good friends.."

Radhika closed the door the library and pulled on her sweater.. As she moved forward to cross the road she felt him grasp her hand stopping her on the stop.. "Dont go Radhika.. "
There he did it again.. She thought as she turned around facing him suspiciously.. He just smiled as she wondered why a man like him was blessed with such gorgeous smile.. And then what was not attractive about him.. " I thought u left.. "
He shrugged his shoulders and pulled her on the side of the road walking slowly.."I have a off day so i am strolling around bored.. Thought maybe you will fancy for a dinner so i waited until you finish.. "
Radhika smiled softly and spoke in humor.. " You waited or spent your time flirting with other women.. "
The smile on his lips faded as he spoke softly in a sincere voice.. " I promise i did wait.. Am not that bad as you think.. "
Something tugged in her heart as he glanced away without a further word.. She bit her lip as he slowly led her to the corner cafe'..
They took a seat on the corner table and ordered for the meals.. Shilpa took a sip from the glass of water when he leaned forward and spoke softly.. " Is that all rumors posted on papers which created such a bad image about me infront of your eyes.. "
She glanced at him frowning and replied.. " Rumors might be wrong to some extent.. But what about those pictures which you click with all the models.. Possibly they all cant be wrong right.. "
He drew a harsh breath and glanced at her deeply.. " I admit i have had a wild life all these years.. What to say all those fame and popularity drives a normal person to the edge.. And me, I was always a spoilt brat and after the death of my parents i became worse.. "
Her eyes softened as unconsciously she took his hand pressing it lightly.. " I am so sorry for your loss.. And am sorry if was rude.. "
He shook his head and gave a small smile.. " No need to feel sorry.. I am sorry myself for whatever i did in past.. There has been bad things attached with me.. But the reason why i came into this town is to just getaway from the wild life.. All those media and popularity it was just eating me up.. And i cant even tell you how good i am feeling in here.. "
While he kept talking she kept smiling hearing the sincerity behind his words.. "So what is in your mind for now.. Leaving behind all success or just for a holiday.."
He glanced at her with a uncertain look which showed he couldnt decide what he was doing here.. The food arrived breaking the awkward silence.. She almost decided he wont answer but he started to speak again softly.. " I have a big match coming up after three months.. I guess i will go for it and see how i feel and then would decide whether i have to leave or not.. "
She glanced at him surprised with the fact that he was actually considering the point of leaving all the fame.. Would that mean he would stay in the here among them.. Dont flatter yourself with silly thoughts Radhika.. She scolded herself getting back on food.. They finished their meals in silence , she was almost ready to leave when he spoke hesitantly... " So whats your story.. "
She drank the whole water and glanced away from him.. " What u mean.. "
He gave a slow smile replying gently.. " You see like why you are here all alone.. Where is your family.. ? "
Shilpa set silent for a minute wondering whether to spill out everything or not.. Taking a deep breath she leaned forward and whispered.. " Can we talk outside.."

" When they found out i was pregnant they just threw me out of the house.. They just didint want me in house and face any humiliation.. They told i am dead for them.."
He squeezed her hand lightly walking beside her on the dark road.. " Thats really sad.. But what about your lover.. Didint he.. "
She interrupted his words coldly... " He wasnt my lover.. He was.. Just a big mistake i made in life.. I was blind to trust a man like him who had no interest in commitment.. "
No interest in commitment..Wasnt it attached with himself too.. Arjun realized as he stared at the deserted road..
She sighed and looked at him with a smile.. " As i said he is just a mistake which i have forgotten long time back.. Now i am much content with my life.. "
He smiled back at her softly.. " Thats better and now you have a baby coming in your life.. "
He noticed her smile fading off as her expressions grew tight hearing his words.. She glanced away with a troubled look , as if something was eating up from inside.. He stared at her with a worriedly.. " Arent you happy with this baby.. ? "
She shot a look and him and shook her head with her troubled gaze.. " Ofcourse i am Happy.. Its just Sometimes.. I am scared.. "
He pressed her further encouraging her to speak.. " Scared of what... ?"
She bit her lip trying to find words to explain him.. She didint want to spill out the beans infront of him.. What if he also starts to hate me.. No I cant tell him... " I am just scared that what if anything happens to the baby.. "
His expressions softened as he passed a gentle smile.. " Thats a normal behavior dont you think.. Dont worry you will be fine with your baby "
She passed a lovely smile at him staring at him for a while... He stared back at her for a second blown with her beauty.. He couldnt believe he was speaking with her with such a ease.. When was the last time he had spoken with a girl just like a friend.. He couldnt even recall..
As they reach her home Radhika glanced away flushed as different thoughts started to ring in her mind.. Should i invite him inside for a coffee.. Or should i give him a goodbye kiss.. Goodbye KISS ??? She turned around unlocking the door trying to hide her blush.. He stood behind her silently and her mind raced as she wondered what might be running in his mind right now..
Arjun stood himself confused wondering what to say or what to do.. Never in his life he had been stuck in such a situation deciding what has to be done.. He knew he had to be in his limits just so she would not run away from him..
Radhika turned around with a smile and spoke hesitantly.. " Well then.. Thank you for the dinner i really enjoyed i mean... "
A halt came on her words as she saw his face descending down to her.. Her eyes grew wide as she wondered whether he was going to kiss her.. She closed her eyes with a sigh as he almost brushed his lips on hers , but instead pressed a light kiss on her cheeks.. Her eyes flew open as he drew back.. Her cheeks grew warm as she realized she felt a mild disappointment.. Confused with her behavior she walked inside and held the door when he started to walk away.. " I guess i will leave now.. Goodnight.. "
She sighed and forced a smile on her lips.. " Goodnight Arjun.. "
Closing the door behind her she leaned on it and sighed frustratedly.. " Come on Friends dont kiss.. " She muttered to herself when suddenly a knock came on her door.. Instantly she opened the door to see Arjun who stood there staring inside her apartment.. She followed her gaze and turned around when he spoke quickly.. " I remember i did tell to fix the broken window and the cupboard.. Actually i have to run back to Mumbai to do some shopping this week.. Would it be ok if i come and fix them on first of next month.. "
She gave a slow nod and smiled softly.. " Its fine.. I am here only.. You can do that whenever you are free.. "
He smiled widely and bid a bye walking away quickly.. She stared at his retreating back and closed the door a realization wash through her.. He was going to be gone for a week and she was going to miss him..