Chapter 19
Part 14 :
Armaan slowly open his eyes adjusting it to the light that came from his window.. Slowly he gets up and sits on the bed thinking about yesterdays events.. Slowly yet smoothly he rubs his hand in his chest.. He hated the pain in his heart.. Being within Humans and having such feeling was too difficult.. Never had he felt such a pain in his heart before.. was that the pain of loosing her.. Pain of her going away from him.. Armaan lets out a sign and gets up from the bed.. He had to make it up for her.. No more delays.. Anyways he had wasted a lot of time... In a hurry he starts to get ready hoping to sort out everything...
Armaan slowly proceeds into the girls hostel to Shilpa's room... As it was holidays no classes were on ... To some extent he felt relieved that they could do the talk privately.. Just then a thought escapes his mind... Has she already left... At once his body tense up.. He brush off the thought and walk upto the room.. Slowly he knocks the door and feel the door was open.. Frowning he opens it wide and look around... The room was empty.. Everything was cleaned up well.. At once he felt his heartbeat rise... Slowly he walks in and look in the bathroom.. which was empty.. In a tense mood he walks upto the cupboard and open it to find totally empty.. For a long time he kept staring at it.. He felt the guilt and pain in his heart.. Slowly he rubs on his chest with a frown.. with each passing second he felt his heart cry in pain.. Human feeling.. He so hated it now.. But as the realization sunk in he understood she has left.. and maybe would never return.. He is left alone again... He keeps staring at the place trying to feel her presence.. But it was gone away with her...
Armaan frantically rubs on his chest and speak in a pained voice.. " No.. I wont cry.. but why is this pain soo unbearable.. "
Just then he notice a letter on the bed.. Which was neatly kept on the pillow...He takes it and looks at it carefully... He knew her writing.. It was always neat.. Just like her... Slowly he reads out letter...
" Writing this letter has been the most painful thing to me.. I never thought i would have to leave so abruptly.. But sometimes circumstances are soo unbearable.. Leaving you is so difficult for me.. But i feel you are still not ready for commitment.. Forcing you in this is not something i wont... I have always loved you and will always keep loving you... I dont want to make you more upset or be a burden on you.. But i may be wrong.. I may be taking everything in a wrong way.. If so i expect you to clear out everything for me.. pls do remember i love you a lot.. I shall miss you... "
As the letter ended he felt something wet touch his cheek.. Totally stunned he runs his hand on his eye and see tears.. He was actually crying.. He never had cried before.. But right now he was crying for her... He lets out a groan and lies on the bed staring at the ceiling.. He cursed himself for choosing this human life.. He hated the emotions which always confuse him.. But then again he wouldnt have met her if he didint choose this life.. Armaan lets out a sign and close his eyes.. Just then he feels a light touch on his shoulder.. Instantly he open his eyes to see Rosy standing infront of him with concerned eyes.. slowly he sits up as she sits beside him and take his hand.. " Soo you upset that she left... "
Armaan looks at her with painful eyes... " I never thought she would go... I have been such a idiot "
Rosy smiles... " Yes that you are sometimes... But i remember i did warn her about this... "
Armaan looks at her confused... " Warned.. About what.. ? "
Rosy lets out a sign.. " Well.. i did tell her if she comes closer to you she would fall for you.. As you are such a charming boy.. "
Armaan smiles ..." Maybe.. But the day i saw her i felt something in my heart... I was badly attracted towards her.. Now i feel this was ought to happen.. "
And again sadness took over him... " I.. I want her back.. I really love her.. "
Rosy rolls her eyes... " Then go and get her.. what are you waiting for huh... "
Armaan looks at her enthusiastic face and thinks over it... Slowly a smile comes on his face with a plan...
Shilpa keeps staring out sitting near the window.. It was too hard then she expected.. She wondered whether he read her letter.. Or maybe he was still on his foul mood.. Sadly she keeps looking around trying to divert her mind elsewhere.. But it was too difficult to forget him.. His touch.. it was unforgettable.. And then she feels the smell of coffee touch her nose.. She turns around to see padma walking upto her with a coffee mug...
Padma takes a seat infront of her.. " here.. have some coffee Shilpa.. "
Shipa silently nods and take the coffee in her hand... Avoiding to look up at Padma she keeps taking small sips with her gaze stick on the coffee...
Padma lets out a sign and touch her knee.. " Are you still upset with me... "
Shilpa puts away the coffee and whispers.. " No Mom.. "
Padma.. " Shilpa you dont understand... Life is not the simple.. There are many thing you have to face.. "
Shilpa looks back at her with painful eyes.. " I dont want to think about anything mom.. I just know that I love him.. "
Padma takes a sign and walks out of the room.. Shilpa looks at her retreating back with tears.. She move her gaze back to outside as if searching for something... Something precious... " Where are you Armaan..."
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Armaan slowly proceeds into the girls hostel to Shilpa's room... As it was holidays no classes were on ... To some extent he felt relieved that they could do the talk privately.. Just then a thought escapes his mind... Has she already left... At once his body tense up.. He brush off the thought and walk upto the room.. Slowly he knocks the door and feel the door was open.. Frowning he opens it wide and look around... The room was empty.. Everything was cleaned up well.. At once he felt his heartbeat rise... Slowly he walks in and look in the bathroom.. which was empty.. In a tense mood he walks upto the cupboard and open it to find totally empty.. For a long time he kept staring at it.. He felt the guilt and pain in his heart.. Slowly he rubs on his chest with a frown.. with each passing second he felt his heart cry in pain.. Human feeling.. He so hated it now.. But as the realization sunk in he understood she has left.. and maybe would never return.. He is left alone again... He keeps staring at the place trying to feel her presence.. But it was gone away with her...
Armaan frantically rubs on his chest and speak in a pained voice.. " No.. I wont cry.. but why is this pain soo unbearable.. "
Just then he notice a letter on the bed.. Which was neatly kept on the pillow...He takes it and looks at it carefully... He knew her writing.. It was always neat.. Just like her... Slowly he reads out letter...
" Writing this letter has been the most painful thing to me.. I never thought i would have to leave so abruptly.. But sometimes circumstances are soo unbearable.. Leaving you is so difficult for me.. But i feel you are still not ready for commitment.. Forcing you in this is not something i wont... I have always loved you and will always keep loving you... I dont want to make you more upset or be a burden on you.. But i may be wrong.. I may be taking everything in a wrong way.. If so i expect you to clear out everything for me.. pls do remember i love you a lot.. I shall miss you... "
As the letter ended he felt something wet touch his cheek.. Totally stunned he runs his hand on his eye and see tears.. He was actually crying.. He never had cried before.. But right now he was crying for her... He lets out a groan and lies on the bed staring at the ceiling.. He cursed himself for choosing this human life.. He hated the emotions which always confuse him.. But then again he wouldnt have met her if he didint choose this life.. Armaan lets out a sign and close his eyes.. Just then he feels a light touch on his shoulder.. Instantly he open his eyes to see Rosy standing infront of him with concerned eyes.. slowly he sits up as she sits beside him and take his hand.. " Soo you upset that she left... "
Armaan looks at her with painful eyes... " I never thought she would go... I have been such a idiot "
Rosy smiles... " Yes that you are sometimes... But i remember i did warn her about this... "
Armaan looks at her confused... " Warned.. About what.. ? "
Rosy lets out a sign.. " Well.. i did tell her if she comes closer to you she would fall for you.. As you are such a charming boy.. "
Armaan smiles ..." Maybe.. But the day i saw her i felt something in my heart... I was badly attracted towards her.. Now i feel this was ought to happen.. "
And again sadness took over him... " I.. I want her back.. I really love her.. "
Rosy rolls her eyes... " Then go and get her.. what are you waiting for huh... "
Armaan looks at her enthusiastic face and thinks over it... Slowly a smile comes on his face with a plan...
Shilpa keeps staring out sitting near the window.. It was too hard then she expected.. She wondered whether he read her letter.. Or maybe he was still on his foul mood.. Sadly she keeps looking around trying to divert her mind elsewhere.. But it was too difficult to forget him.. His touch.. it was unforgettable.. And then she feels the smell of coffee touch her nose.. She turns around to see padma walking upto her with a coffee mug...
Padma takes a seat infront of her.. " here.. have some coffee Shilpa.. "
Shipa silently nods and take the coffee in her hand... Avoiding to look up at Padma she keeps taking small sips with her gaze stick on the coffee...
Padma lets out a sign and touch her knee.. " Are you still upset with me... "
Shilpa puts away the coffee and whispers.. " No Mom.. "
Padma.. " Shilpa you dont understand... Life is not the simple.. There are many thing you have to face.. "
Shilpa looks back at her with painful eyes.. " I dont want to think about anything mom.. I just know that I love him.. "
Padma takes a sign and walks out of the room.. Shilpa looks at her retreating back with tears.. She move her gaze back to outside as if searching for something... Something precious... " Where are you Armaan..."
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