This chapter has kriyaansh's point of view as well , as even they are extremely close to swaron. DO read their pov's cause they have an important role . Sorry if you don't like this chapter.

Since i don't have many ss fans in my buddy list... someone please send pms on my behalf

Part 1

"Memory is the diary we all carry about with us."
Oscar Wilde

2 years later.

He heard the knock of the door , and immediately kept her photo inside his drawer took the keys and locked the drawer . Rey entered through the door , he smiled at Swayam. Rey smiled back . They both were discussing about an event. When all of a sudden Rey asks.

"You still love her don't you Swayam?"

"Love who Rey?"

"Sharon."

Swayam looked at Rey. And nods in a no.

"Love does not exist in this world Rey . Sharon was just an infatuation and I got over her. She was, is and will always be a freaking s**t for me nothing else."

"So you mean to say , you love looking at a s**t's photo whenever you get privacy?"

"Whenever I look at her photo , all I wish is that she dies! That she should suffer the same pain which she gave me. But , then I realize that the girl can't feel pain , she does not have a heart and does not have the ability to feel any emotion. If she did , she would have actually understood my love for her."

"You just said it was an infatuation for you , and now you're saying you loved her!"

Swayam was left speechless . Rey looked at Swayam.

"You can lie to me dude , but you can't lie to yourself. Anyways , the topic's over , I'll take my leave. Bye and take care."

Hell , he hated to confess it , confess that his heart still beats for her , confess that all he wishes is to see her once safe , sound and happy with the guy she loves , confess that he still wishes to be the guy she loves , confess that he loves her.

Two years have gone by since that dreadful night . When he lost his reason of life. No one except Kria and Rey knew what had actually happened on that night . After that night , Sharon had cut contact with everyone , even her childhood best friend Kria!

In these two years , he did not even one hear about her . He tried to hate her several times but failed miserably. How could he hate her , when his heart belonged to her. Yet! She could never be his , she was never his.

He was THE SWAYAM SHEKHAWAT , one of the owners of the biggest dance academy in india. For others he was a big Casanova , but only he knew the Swayam which still breathed in a small corner of his body , the Swayam who yearned for Sharon , the Swayam who went into coma two years back , never to wake up again , the Swayam whose life support was just a hope , a small hope to get back the girl he truly loves.

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At the Ghai mansion . Kria was sitting in the centre of her room , a cake in front of her . Kria had a picture of Sharon in her hand.

"Happy birthday to you. Happy birth.."

She sobbed. From the past 2 years , Kria had become silent. Sharon had been her best friend since she was a kid , and all of a sudden she went away. Kria knew her best friend needed her , but she wasn't there for her . She wiped her tears .

Sharon was like a sister to Kria .She had no siblings , her mom and dad hardly gave her the deserved time , but Sharon had been there whenever she was lonely , frustrated , or happy she was beside her. They both were the pillar of support for each other.

Kria knew a big dark secret of Sharon , and that secret was killing her . She had to find Sharon , but she couldn't.

All these years , Rey had been a constant support to her . But she knew even he was affected . He had treated Sharon like his small sister . But from the trio , only he had been able to be in his senses and help both of them to come out of the shock .

She envied Rey once . Kria Ghai never shared her closed ones with any one , and he was Sharon's her best friend's new found brother! She hated the fact , but then she did not realize when the jealousy from Rey turned into jealousy from Sharon.

She still remembered the promise which she had made to Sharon. She wanted to confess the truth to everyone , but she couldn't . She couldn't. She could just hope , hope that her best friend was at least breathing .

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Rey walked out of Swayam's cabin , and went to his cabin. On his table were the office works , some cds , and then few frames. On the first was his and Kria's picture , the second just had Kria and the third had the gang's picture. But , Sharon wasn't in any of the pictures.

If any stranger would have come to his cabin , that person would have never known that Sharon eisted , cause even in Swayam's gang photo Sharon was present emitting the fact that he had almost torn her face from the picture . After Sharon's departure , they had hardly clicked any group photos . The soul of the gang had disappeared.

Rey missed the fun , missed his best friends , missed the chirpy Kria. He still didn't believe that Sharon could have done such a big thing. But he had started having second thoughts about his belief in Sharon after he had seen her with some guy in a club , they were dancing very closely. He had hidden this from everyone , he didn't wanna hurt his best friend.

"Happy birthday Sharon! I don't know why the hell do I even give a damn about you . You destroyed my childhood best friend's life you broke his heart. Because of you Kria's lost , and I am still freaking wishing you . Why did I even consider you my sister! And why can't I still believe that you ditched Swayam so ruthlessly even after seeing you with that guy! Damn! Bitch , that's what you are."

Rey did not exactly hate Sharon , but was just hell angry with her , he asked Swayam those questions cause he wanted to make sure that does he still love Sharon or not. Shrugging his thoughts, he called Kria. She picked it up.

"Rey , hey."

"Are you coming today?"

"No."

"Kria , get over Sharon."

"You hate her a lot?"

"Yes! Because of her , the closest persons in my life are disturbed."

"I know you much more than that Rey ."

"What do you know?"

"You hate her because you still care for your sister."

"She is not my sister! And please Kria , why are even talking about her?"

"Rey , I miss her."

"Kria enough! Forget her sweetheart , she is a nobody to us."

"I know something about her , which you all don't that's why you all won't understand."

"Even I know some shit about her , which you wouldn't like."

"Forget it! Accha listen can you take me to the garden?"

"Okay , I'll pick you up in an hour."

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Kria and Sharon used to play in the garden when they were kids , and they even came there sometimes. So whenever Kria was upset , she would go there.

Swaron reached the garden , they both were having ice cream , when Kria's eyes fell on a crowd near the same tree in which she and Sharon had carved their names and written "best friends forever" .

"Rey , waha chale?"

"Where?"

"Voh tree ke paas. I wanna see crowd kis baat ka hain."

They went , and somehow Kria went there , the ice cream in her hand fell down , and tears filled her eyes. She shouted and hugged Rey , not able to see the girl in front of her. Rey was numb and he could just mutter one thing.

"Sharon."

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I don't know why i think this update is not good , but still review. And guys please it means a lot for a writer if they get reviews , please do review and not just like , even one word comment means a lot.

kriyaanshfreva2013-12-27 03:09:55