Chapter 5
Chapter Four
'Chotey?! CHOTEY?!!!' BANG. BANG. BANG. 'CHOTEY OPEN THE DOOR!!'
Anjali's strained voice woke Arnav and Khushi with a start.
'Di?!' They both exchanged an anxious glance and then hurried to open the door to find a dishevelled Anjali staring at them. She had been crying again, tear tracks covered her cheeks while fresh ones poured out of her eyes. She stared desperately at Arnav, with hopeful eyes that he would be able to take her out of her misery. Solve her problems and make all well in her world as he had always done.
'Chotey. Chotey...'
'Di? Di what happened?'
'I don't know...he..chotey, he...he's not answering...I...I do not understand. This has never happened before...Chotey do something...I think we need to call the police...somethings wrong...very wrong. I can feel it...Chotey...' Anjali frantically choked out between her sobs.
'Di...Di relax...come in. Di...come sit down. Khushi...water. Di, Di just breathe. Breathe.'
Khushi immediately brought the water from the night stand and gave it to Arnav. He took it and made Anjali drink, calming her down and making her speak coherently so he could understand what had made his Di so agitated this morning.
'Chotey. Chotey, he is not answering my phone. He did not even come home last night. I'm so scared. Something serious must have happened. He has never done this before. He always calls, makes sure that I know where he is. Chotey, I'm really scared. What if he got into an accident, what if...what if...' The end of that sentence was drowned in fresh round of tears.
But Arnav was still confused. He calmed her down again and patiently asked, 'Who Di? Who has not come home?'
Anjali stared at him baffled. What was wrong with him, was it not obvious...
'Shyam ji, of course chotey. Who else would I be talking about?!' exclaimed an exasperated Anjali.
Arnav turned ghostly pale. The last phrase brought back his bte noir with startling clarity, as if someone had pressed the HD button on his memories, making all his dark memories ominously clear. It was happening all over again, he was falling, falling into that deep dark bottomless pit again. The same pit he had fallen into at the age of 15. He was losing her all over again. As Anjali's penetrating eyes looked at him, annoyed at his unusual slowness this morning, Arnav closed his eyes to try and keep himself together...but all the time the therapist's voice echoed in his head again and again. Miss Raizada's depression leads her into denial. She blocks off all her painful memories and creates an illusion around her, where her world is perfect. When this happens you need to be extra careful when dealing with her, and have to ease her into the truth. For sudden revelations could cause her to tip over the edge, from where only a miracle could bring her back...You need to be very careful with her Mr Raizada, she has a very delicate mind frame, the least amount of pressure could prove to be fatal for her...
'Chotey? Chotey are you listening to me? We need to act fast, you need to find out where he is, he could be in serious danger, chotey...he is a lawyer after all. Only God knows what kind of clients he has to deal with...what if...what if one of them tried to hurt him. Chotey?!!'
Anjali ferociously gripped him by the arm and shook him, bringing him back to the hell in his room. He opened his eyes and knew his nightmare from yesterday was not over yet, and was not even close to being over, but was in the mood of getting worse and worse. He wondered how much of this he would be able to take before he finally broke...Anjali's frantic behaviour bought him out of his devilish reverie...No. He couldn't break, he was Arnav Singh Raizada, no one could break him. He had to stand strong and remain whole. He would not lose his Di, not again. Not now, after all that he had already lost. His Mother. His...his Khushi. No! He would not let his Di fall into that pit of depression again as she had after their mother's death. No, he would bring her out of this hell, and would make sure she survived it. She had to. Coming to this resolve, he heaved a deep breath and started working on his mission to save his Di.
'Di. Di, relax. Sshh. Listen to me. Listen to me, I'm your chotey right, I have always made things right have I not? So I will this time too Di. You know I will. So sshh...stop crying. Jija Ji is fine, I talked to him last night Di. He is fine, you were unwell yesterday so he did not want to disturb you Di that is why he called me and told me he had to go to Pune for some urgent work. He will be back in a day or two. And about him not answering his phone, that's probably because he is in a meeting Di, or may be it discharged. I'm sure he will call you back soon and then when he does you can give him an earful for not talking to you ok. But for now please relax Di. All is fine.'
'In Pune? Really chotey. O that takes a load off my mind. You know how scared I was, why didn't he call me? He knows how worried I get, he should have called me. And you chotey? Why didn't you tell me, you should have told me before...I was so worried!'
Arnav gave a soft laugh to soothe his Di. Only it wasn't a laugh but a muffled cry of despair. 'Di' he said, as jokingly as he could to defuse the situation. 'Di, when did you give me the chance. You came in here this morning all guns blazing without even giving me the opportunity to understand let alone respond.'
Anjali gave an annoyed look at her younger brother for joking about her agitated behaviour. But she forgave him, she never could be angry with her chotey. 'Ok, enough laughing at my expense.'
Arnav gave a little smirk, 'Come on Di, I bet in all this year's worth of worrying that you squished into one morning you did not even remember to take you vitamins...now you may forget to worry about my little neice but I don't. Seriously Di sometimes I wonder how you manage all your worrying that you do about me, Jiju, Akash, Mami, Mama, Nani, lakshmi, OP, HP, JP... I mean do you have a special method or schedule...morning worry about hubby, after breakfast worry about OP, midday worry about lakshmi, noon...'
'Ok. Ok I know I over reacted and jumped to conclusions, you don't need to press it...'
'Press it?! No Di I'm serious I really want to know, do you have schedule and can i have look at it...' continued an amused Arnav bringing the intended smile on Anjali's face.
And with that little banter continuing the two siblings went arm in arm out of the room, leaving a baffled Khushi staring after them. Trying to figure out what had just happened. What was going on in the mighty ASR's mind now. Why had he lied to Di, Shyam was not in Pune he had been thrown out of the house yesterday, by Arnav ji himself. And why was Di behaving like this, she knew very well all that had taken place yesterday, he had been thrown out right in front of her, so why was she behaving so irrationally. And why was Arnav ji lying to her. What was happening?
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Oki so that is it for now...do leave your comments letting me know how much you liked or hated this chap...
O n yeah that therapist part was me exercising my creative license as of course we have no idea what actually happened at the time of their parents death, actually personally speaking i'm still unsure about whether the dad is dead or not cuz they rarely mention what happened to him other then the fact that he did something horrible to their mother leading to her death/suicide...so yeah nyway those are my random musings not really relevant to the ss so will stop...๐
will try n update the next part soon...๐
o n links to all my chapters n notes on PAGE 1
Comments (47)
Oki before i let u read the 2 chaps I owe a big APOLOGY TO THE FOLLOWING PPL:LyssaPie NasraManchila mollycoddle -vrshn- -Sadi- -Tintin. Paramjit vandana.sagarprincess84 Neeltara Arshifan4life Soloperson kamalapushpa naips millie_maaneetLove_SA hatelove_1 snoopy84 dididumb ASR6262 IPKKNDForever ruby-red KaShGurTiLuverr maazia drunkiiebabe lynn_94 meera06 -Gautami pepples_joy mandy15 sneha0504 silvia1999peepli LilaUK shagun-rocks sarah_kelly bella39 vari3241 Shivani_Priyam phillips_2909 pereSOOO SOOORRRYYY!!!WHY YOU ASK?Well bcz all you amazing ppl gave me such nice comments but this time round I have been unable to reply to them individually...cuz my net and computer have both joined forces and have decided to make me miserable as they are both being very problematic and as all of you know Ramadan is fast approaching so am busy helping my mom prepare for all the nessecities before hand so yeah...so thats y i only replyed to a few ppl the rest, as in you all above (n if i have missed someone's name who i didn't reply to extra apologies to you), besides i also figad u would prefer me to update rather then spnd the lil time i have n to reply to all the comments n then not update...sooo yeah... I have read all your comments and appreciate each an every one of them THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR THEM LOVE YOU ALL!!! MWAH!! ๐oki that done below is the update for the my next 2 chapters in compensation for the last one being short...hope u enjoy n do comment n IA i will reply to it at some point...๐ ACTywm2012-07-18 18:12:42
12 years ago
Thank you sooo much...๐
12 years ago
oki writhing in guilt here now...as this time round i have been unable to reply to every ones comment...i try to each time but rite now am really busy n my net keeps on giving up on me so replying to some while others i have read the comments so hmmm dnt deserve the appreciation this time round...๐ but nyway thank you for appreciating it for the times i have done before...n im glad ur liking the story...
12 years ago
hehehe...yeh it was but then again anjali always barges in on them...so...n yeah i try to keep it as realistic as possible to the way the cvs do it...i try my best n am glad u think it is close to it so thank you!!! ๐o n yeah i didn't like that either her harming the baby...i would like to see her take venge out on khushi...i mean i would hate her for it...but i would prefer that better then her harmin her child cuz that just doesn't sit well with me...but meh i guess i do understand why she did it but yeah still didn't like it...n yeah arnav has always been able to handle things with anjali its khushi he screws up with all the time...but then again tides are turning n things r going haywire btwn the siblings too but then again arnav isn't aware of that yet as in he knows that his di is distant but he doesn't realise the extent of that distance once he does then he will probably manage to sort that out faster than fix things btwn him n khushi...๐
12 years ago
o wow...i did not realise i had done that...put the realisation of him loosing khushi after his mother...lol cool i guess i did it without realising cuz thats how they normally do it in the serial he normally always remembers khushi after his mother hmmm cool... o n if your thinking a what a weirdo she didn't even realise wat she wrote...so lol yes i am very weird that way cause when i start writing i just go with it and so sometimes dont even realise what i have written until i re-read n than sometimes i guess not even then as i didn't rememeber i did that...๐ n i will snd u a buddy req accept it that way i wnt 4gt to pm u...๐
12 years ago
ok lol...so it wasnt just my ramble but actualy made sense...good good ๐
12 years ago
me too ๐well then again i love every side of arnav (n yes i mean the physical as well as the emotional ๐)
12 years ago
lol i kno n sorry...n in compensation i am updating a longer one...2 chapters together...๐
12 years ago
lol you got it right 'RUN KHUSHI!!' but alas when does khushi listen she always sticks around bares the brunt of it all...thank you๐
12 years ago
Firstly Im so happy ur first too...n its all good u wer unable to write then, i know how it is...so all good ๐firstly on your view of the upcoming tracks...i too get Anjali's pain, even though a part of me gets annoyed by it that come on how can you not see just how much he and everyone cares about you but then yes she has been through sooo much all of sudden her world turned upside down, her husband was thrown out by her own brother n no one asked her opinion it was chotey's decision n they all went with it...so yeah bad move on arnav's part to not give Anjali attention...but then in arnav's defence one he is not one to shower love, two she himself told him to back off the 1st night so now he is unsure on how much he should be involved in her life bcz he knows she is upset with him so he doesn't know when she wants him there n when she doesn't...n then there is teh whole Khushi situation he can't let her go now, now that he knows just how much he needs her and knows that Anjali has withdrawn from him so needs Khushi but he himself messed things up with her so he needs to fix that and so is concentrating on her more than anjali and not realising that is messing things up further btwn him and anjali...And yeah i too am sure an outburst is from anjali's side is coming our way and am quietly waiting for it cuz then the high voltage drama will start...n it will be interesting to see who sides with who...i personally would like to see aakash taking anjali's side cuz we see him cold towards khushi n payal too cuz he is unsure of Khushi's truth...nk definately take khushi n arnav's side...nani i think will want to take khushi's side as she knows khushi is innocent but it will be interesting to see if she voices that opinion of hers or not...n then mami ji is a whole different story she definately is definately against khushi but will she be against aranv or anjali as both of them are her darlings...so yeah...n i think this whole fight may result in khushi leaving not bcz
12 years ago