Chapter 17
Part 12:(continuation)
Kr : apke sath itna perfect lag raha tha sab kuch...main...meri dance...meri passion...aur sochie ki achanak se koi aapse hi door karde muje tho kaisa lagega...meri dance passion sab incomplete once again..aur main ...?? Main ...na hi complete...aur na hi incomplete...naa jee sakti aur na hi ma(her sentence was cut off by rey...he puts his hand on her mouth)
Kr looks at him slowly with tearful eyes...rey was also crying by this time...he just shakes his head indicating dont say such things...
Rey : dont say like that baatcutter...it hurts...
Kr : pata hai rey ek baar...nahi do(two) baar aapne mujse kaha tha ki aap mere barein mein sab kuch jaanna chahte hai...chahe ho kitni bhi choti baat q na ho...that time I didn't take ur words seriously but last 2-3 mahino mein main kitni baar regret ki hai meri uss galti ke lie...hammesha yahi sochti thi ki kaash aap hote mere sath...main bahot kuch share karna chahti thi aapse but aap nahi the mere paas...sw nahi tha mere paas...koi nahi the...I was helpless...aisa lag raha tha ki maine apne identity hi koi hai...no one to share...no one to talk...no one to sit by my side...
Rey : wiping his tears - ab tho main hoon na kr...ab muje bata sakte ho sab kuch...sw bhi hai tumhare sath ab..jo bhi kuch hai tumhare dil me bata do kr(holding her hands tightly)...ek baar sab kuch bahar nikaaldo na tum ...hum ek fresh start kar sakte hai...plz kr mere lie...just once try n spit it out everything kr...u will feel Better...like u said, aaj bhi main tumhare bare main har cheez janna chahta hoon..plz kr...dont hold back anything now...I cant c u suffering like this...
Kr : looks at him with teary eyes n smiles...
Rey : has q rahi ho?
Kr : yeh jo concern hai na aapka mere lie, issi ke waje se I missed u so much...main jo bhi karu aapke sath but u still never stop getting worried about me...
Rey : plz kr that was not at all ur fault...I understood the situation...main hota tumhare jagah tho shayad main bhi wahi karta...so dont blame urself...
Kr : rey agar main sab sach batadungi tho aap muje maarenge...(tears are still there in her eyes)
Rey : what?? Main tumhe q maarunga...? Dont behave childish kr...tell me everything now...plz
Kr : I know u rey...aap pakka muje marenge sab janne ke baad...
Rey : kr plz stop this now...n if u have done something which deserves a slap from me then ...I wont promise u that I vl not slap u...I vl make sure u vl get a nice slap so that u should not repeat the same mistake in future...now stop all this n tell me everything ...plz...
Kr : smiles...n whispers "LOVE YOU"
REY: was unable to believe...he wanted to hear it from her before she left him...n tried a lot to make her confess but she said he z more than best friend to her...she did not say "I love you" to him...nor he got the chance to say those 3 magical words to her...he planned he will propose her on Valentine's day but before that only they got separated ...but today unexpectedly she said those 3 magical words to him...he was on cloud 9...he kept on staring at her for couple of mins...then something strikes him...
Rey : wait agar tum ye sab bol ke mere gusse ko control karogi ya maar khane se bach jaoge tho u r wrong batcutter...if u have done something serious mistake which deserves a tight slap from me, then I vl make sure that u get that slap...so plz stop battering me..
Kr : laughs...(that was not a normal laugh..there was so much pain n helplessness in her laugh n she still was crying..tears are still making their ways on her cheeks)...after few secs, controlling her laugh...- yahan se jaane ke bad for few days I tried a lot to stay normal infront of mom atleast...but it was impossible for me...I was heartbroken...uss din pre v day apko kahi hui har wo bat yad aati thi...I started feeling guilty...I started hating myself slowly...mom noticed this...she spoke to me once on this n also supported my decision of leaving u forver..but that made me more guilty...n I stopped talking to my mom on this topic...day by day meri baatein kam hone lage..I hardly used to speak...one day when I was returning home from market, I was so much involved in my thoughts that I did not c the truck coming near me...when I saw the truck, I did not move from that place but some one saw this n pulled me aside...n people gathered thr n started scolding me...I was still not in my sense...I shouted on them saying " its my life..I can do anything with it" n ran back to my home...evening mom came to know about this incident n started shouting at me...that moment also I was not in my senses...
I just said " I love him " n immediately I got a tight slap on my cheek...i again repeated " I love him"...one more slap ..it went on...I dont remember how many slaps I got that day from mom...5...7...dont know...mom lost it...she felt unable to bear my pain so stoped slaping me...she was about to move out from my room...she heard me saying again " I love him"...she without turning said "its impossible" n left the room crying...I repeated " I love him" mantra again n again...soon my voice started becoming louder n louder...n later I shouted crying " I love him mom...I love him" n cried n cried...mom did not come to my room again that day...I saw her in living room...she too was crying...(wipes her tears)
From that day, I started speaking very less...most of the time I started sitting in my room ...near Window...but from that day I never denied my moms any word...whatever she used to tell me to do, I did it silently...without uttering a word...whatever she gave me to eat I ate...this had hurt my mom a lot ...because I was very choosy in food...I always used to oppose for eating many food but from that day, I just used to eat whatever mom gave me to eat..how muchever she used to serve I had it silently...she cried many times infront of me...I too used to have tears in my eyes but never dared to open my mouth...I was totally not in my senses...it went on for many days...
Then one day mom came to my room n said that I can dance from now onwards...she does nt have any problem...I just said " okay" without any expression...once mom turned to leave, I played a music to dance on...mom turned n smiled...she had a hope that may be dancing makes me normal... I tried to start dancing but I could not able to do a single step... I could not move my body atleast for once...I was fed up..after few mins I fell on my knees n started crying...that day I cried so loudly that even mom got afraid...she ran form thr crying...I too cried n cried...finally I shouted again " I love him" n fell. On the ground...tears were flowing...I kept on looking at a wall infront of me laying on the floor...I dont remember when my eyes closed...
When I opened my eyes, I was in hospital...soon dr came n checked...they asked few questions...which went above my head...I did not bother to answer him...mom asked me something but again no response from me...I could hear whatever they were asking me but my mouth failed to open...I just kept on staring at the wall infront of me...after couple of days, when they did not c any improvements in me, they called psychiatrist...after doing few observations he said I went in a depression...they started treatment...no treatment worked on me...I did not spoke for 48 days...my mom used to cry every day...I could hear that clearly...but my mind n heart refused to react on anything happening around me...one day the drs efforts worked n I cried infront of them..they called my mom inside to c me...but when I saw my moms puffy eyes because of crying continuously from past couple of months, I again failed to react...that day during night...(shuts her eyes...crying badly)
Whispers - I cut my wrist nerve ...mom was sleeping in chair which was lil bit far frm bed...it was drs instruction that no should stay near me...because I was very depressed...seeing my dear ones suffering, my condition may get worsened...so mom used to sit in one corner of the room...blood started coming out from my hand...I realized what I did...I called my mom...immediately mom woke up n came to me...she was happy because I called her "mom" after long time...I hid my hand which I had cut few secs back...I said crying "I am sorry mom ...I am sorry" ...before mom could say any thing I said " I love him mom...I really love him" n fell unconscious...I woke up after almost after 2 days...1st thing I saw was dad...my dad...
Mom was worried so she called dad...he came n hugged me tightly...I cried that day...I dont know for how long but I cried...dad was unable to control...mom too tried but I was uncontrollable that day...drs were telling them to make me calm down...its not good for my health at that moment...suddenly some one pulled dad n mom away from me n gave a tight slap...I was shocked...every one was hell shocked...I slowly turned my head up n saw ... SHARON...I was happy...
(She looks at rey with teary eyes) I even forgot about u n hugged her...smiling like an idiot...every one , drs mom n dad...every one were unable to understand whether I am crying or smiling...she too hugged me back...after few mins sh fed me food n said she convinced mom about u(rey)...n mom z also ready to send me back to Mumbai...sighs...
Rey : was speechless...he was unable to digest whatever kr told him...he too loved her...he too missed her...he too cried...but not to this extent...he never thought kr loves him to this extent...he was finding unable to hold back his tears...
Kr : rey...plz rey aap mat royiye...plz...I know I did a big mistake by cutting my wrist...tried to suicide but I was not in my senses...plz rey...chahe tho 2 tappad mariye muje...but plz dont cry...plz rey...I am sorry...main fir kabhi aisa nahi karungi... main hoon hi jalli aapko tho pata haI na..plz rey...she was continuously shaking rey n saying sorry...rey was not looking at her..he was looking at other side because he doesn't want to face her n cry...
Kr : plz reyyy...plzzz(starts crying) but suddenly rey senses this n hugs her tightly...
Donee...will edit after few mins if any mistake s are there...then I vl send pms to u guys...
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Plzzz pm me when u update ?
11 years ago
Working on it...Will update the next part in an hr or so... 😊
11 years ago
amazing updates loved itplzzz update next part soon
11 years ago
emotional n lovely update...love kriyaansh alot...update soon...thnx fr d pm...
11 years ago
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11 years ago
srry 4 de late comment...de update was faboulous...😊de way u showd kriya's emotions was amazing...poor kriya she hd to go through so much...finally rey cme to noe de truth...update soon...thnx 4 de pm
11 years ago
i had tears in my eyes while reading this update ... luved it very much ... impressive writing ... do continue and update soon and pm me whenever you update... 😊
11 years ago
last 2 updates...they r amazing...dam emotional u made me cry...poor kria hd gone through so much...loved the updates...thnx for pms n again sorry for commenting late...
11 years ago
Just read all updates..they r awesm..i send u req. Plz me too wen u update
11 years ago
update soon...cnt wait fr d nxt part
11 years ago