PART-69
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MAanvi's eyes getten wide in shock nd surprise..to see him on stage nd playing guitar..she can clearly saw that he is not in state to perfome..he is looking too hurt nd badly in pain..she know today he lost many things nd get many pain..today she hurts him a lot..his horrible past come in front of him today bcz of her..he feeling badly killing clifts inside him as he know today that she is daughter of that monster who ruin nd distroyed his teenager life..his family..his human nature..she saw every one in air-port including sameer nd there in stadium whole audiance shouting nd cheering him madly for their rock-star as he come in front of them after long time..all media covering him..but only she know how he going through all this..she cannot even think abt to do something like this in his state but here he come on stage nd starts performing..tears make their way from her eyes to her cheeks..as she saw his eyes..she can now read his fustration..irritations of all this thoughts..pain..hurts..clifts..his mom..her..nd his family..all thooughts making him burrning in fire-hole..
She can see as much he playing guitar as his pain increasing inside him..she can feel his every actions nd momment's pain with his body language..
She praying to him nd god to gave him support for fight with all his worse pain..she is hell worried for him..
She look down as he close his eyes with playing guirat..
She opened her eyes nd look at screen..
In stadium..
Virat playing guitar with closinng his eyes..he felt too hurt bcz of all that people who hurted him..of course he was hell angry on that evil nd monster who gave him endless pain nd wound..but today he got another two big pain with his only two close persons..
After that insident changed his life but he never lost his trust from his mother nd then maanvi..no matter how he has pain inside him..how he figghted with his thoughts bt he gave his best with those two person..nd in returned he only want honesty nd trust from them..he losted many close things in his life but he didnt want to looss them now..he want his mom nd maanvi both to be with him in everythings..but today they both broke him..
His mom did worse thing with him..she make him carve for his love for this long 4 years..nd she..his love..didnt trusted on him once..didnt trusted on his love..never try to said him abt this..abt his mothers did or her fathers..
Both gave him pain..and most imp..maanvi..whom he love like hell..she hide this from him..he asked her millionous time that what was stoping her..what was made her step back..but every time she kept silente nd now this situation become worse in between them..he felt like she cannot trust his love..on him ever..nd how can he trust on her that she has believe on him..its really a beserving thing of his life..
With all thoughts he playing guitar nd open his eyes nd starts singing a song with full of passion nd fustrations..
V-playing guitar with full pasion nd singing with full of involevment in song-
Milne hai muzse aai
phir jane kyu ye tanhai
kis mod pe hai lai ashiqi...
Ao...ho..ao...
-think abt the same time when he felt alone when his father nd sister left..when she left him 4 years back..
-there maanvi felt too bad..hearing this..
V-continue..
Khud se hai ya khuda se
is pal meri ladai
kis mod pe hai ashiqi..
Ho..o..o..ho..ho..
-he close his eyes nd remember al his tries with her to know abt her pain nd her hidding problems..but failed...
M-felt more guilty nd tears slip from her eyes..
V-continue..
Ashiqi bazi hai tash ki
tutte bante vishvash ki
m-with word vishvas...she felt to guilty..like she understand that he asking her that why didnt she trusted him..
ho..milne hai mujhse aai...
Jaane kyu main sochta hu
khali sa main ek rashta hu
tune mujhe kahi kho diya hai
yaa main kahi khud lapata hu
aa dhundh le tu fir mujhe...
Kasme bhi du to kya tuze..
Ashiqi...
Milnehai...
He singing this with full of honesty nd determination in still his drunken state..she can saw his eyes r wet..he felt darl lonly part inside him...
Tuta hua saz hu main
khud se hi naraz hu main
sine me jo kahi pe dabi hai
asi koi awaz hu me
sunle mujhe tu bin kahe
kab tak khamishi dil sahe..
Ashiqi...
Ho...milne hai..
Khud se hai...
Kis mod...
Ho... O...ho...
Ashiqi...
He sang like he put in heart in this song..his feeling can clearly visiable in each nd every words...
She cries more..khud se hi naraz hu..tuta hu saz..sunle mujhe tu bin kahe...kab tak khamoshi dil sahe..tutte bante vishwas...
This all words ringling in her mind..
She look down close her ears to stop all this..just then she heard that her flight is in half hour...
She wipe her all tears nd look at screen for last time to see him but she saw only ancer o stage he is not there..
She loook at sameer who looking tence nd murmring..
S-ye rockstar kaha chala gaya?...gana lhatam hote hi yu achanak se stage se kyu utar gaya..abhi to sirf ek hi song hua tha..he said with sad song..
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