Chapter 56
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*SPEAKERS ON*
Recap- Sharon's feelings...and Swayam reaches the Mansion.
(Nai Jeena Tere Baaju, Nai Jeena, Nai Jeena
Nai Jeena Tere Baaju, Nai Jeena, Nai Jeena) *2
Swayam reached the Mansion, he asked the watchman to park the Car and rushed inside...then slowing down his speed, he opened the door of their Bedroom and found his Sharon sleeping...
She was sleeping on the floor only...her back touching the wall... he couldn't stop himself from fixing his look on her... A feeling of guilt came over him after seeing her tear-stained face...
(Mein Tenu Samjhawan Ki
Na Tere Bina Lagadaa Jee) *2
Swayam knew he wasn't able to concentrate on any of his work after their fight... he was now sure that due to his mistake of hurting her she cried, they fought and both equally suffered... he simply closed the door and walked...
He finally made up his mind that he would make Sharon listen him and accept him once again...
Tu Ki Jaane Pyaar Mera
Mein Karun Intezaar Tera
Sharon was sleeping on the floor only and due to the footsteps, her sleep broke... She opened her eyes and the first view was Swayam looking at her with utmost affection in his eyes... like he was waiting for her to get up!
Tu Dil Tuiyon Jaan Meri
Mein Tenu Samjhawan Ki
Na Tere Bina Lagadaa Jee
Swayam came to her but she instantly got up...
Sharon- Swayam! Please! No.
Swayam- Sharon...I..am sorry..I really am... I'll explain..you..Sha..
Sharon- I am only for listening na!
Swayam sighed disspointedly as she tried to move away from him..
Tu Ki Jaane Pyaar Mera
Mein Karun Intezaar Tera
He immediately held her wrist.
Swayam *pleading*- Don't you know how much I love you...I just waited for this..Shar... why are you doing this... nothing is good...
Swayam was actually so sorry for everything...
Tu Dil Tuiyyon Jaan Meri
Mein Tenu Samjhawan Ki
Na Tere Bina Lagadaa Jee
Swayam- Shar..you are everything to me... you aa..are... I am fe..feeling so incomplete Sharon!
Swayam pulled her and her back banged onto his chest... she didn't look at him... just bit her lip... he was moving his hand on her hand..and she tried to free herself...he didn't let her do so... Sharon felt like giving herself but no she even wanted him to shed every bit of sorry through his words... because she was right on her side...
Sharon- Incomplete? No..you don't know what it is!! Just leave me!!
Swayam without saying a word loosened his grip...and for a second she turned amazed and also felt bad...
Sharon *to herself*- Ab Sharon tu to yahi chahti hai fir kyun affect ho rahi hai..huh...
She knew he left her but her own self was not able to move away... He knew her turmoil of emotions how she wanted him but was denying... for her realization he shifted back making her fingers turn into a fist...
Mere Dil Ne Chun Laiyan Ne
Tere Dil Diyaan Raahaa
Swayam- You also feel the same... I know... Just forgive me...once...mujhe pata hai... tum mujhse door nahi reh paa rahi ho... Shar!
She didn't speak a word...
Tu Jo Mere Naal Tu Rehta
Turpai Meriyaa Saahaa
Swayam- And tum hi nahi chahogi baat sun-na... to mein kuch nahi keh paunga... sab kuch meaningless reh jayega... I wish now...
He paused.
Jeena Mera..Haaye
Hun Hai Tera, Kee Mein Karaan
He came and held her wrist... and tried to face her...
Swayam *guilty*- I broke my promise! I know... my life's biggest mis..mistake... I commited... Actually..I..am not that worthy...
Tu Kar Aitbaar Mera
Mein Karun Intezaar Tera
Sharon took her hand out... she didn't wanted to show him, her teary face... she was controlling her tears...
Sharon shut her eyes...and he finally walked back...
Tu Dil tuiyyon Jaan Meri
Mein Tenu Samjhawan Ki
Na Tere Bina Lagadaa Jee
The thing was Sharon was not able to react to him... react to his touch... his words... and the next words shattered her...
Swayam- I wishh...I could regain the l..lovve...or should..s..say...trust fully...which w..we share...aisa to nahi hai na... ki I have lost it fully??
He looked down... both were not facing each other...
(Ve Changa Naiyyon Kitta Beeba) *2
Dil Mera Tod Ke
Sharon felt his voice cracking...
Sharon *in mind*- Tumne mera dil todaa... nahi kiya tha acchaa...
But another second she thought of letting off her stubbornness as she couldn't hear him so disturbed...
(Ve Bada Pachhtaiyyan Akkhaan) *2
Naal Tere Jod Ke
Sharon *to herself*- Bohot realize karwa liya... ab Swayam ko aise nahi dekh sakti... aur sach hi to keh raha hai wo... tu uske bina ek sec bhi nahi reh paa rahi hai...
She let out a deep breath...and turned back... and saw him looking outside the window..to her left...The time was to support him and she did the opposite...thinking this she mentally slapped herself for being so rude to him also...
Tenu Chhad Ke Kitthe Jaawaan
Tu Mera Parchhawan
Sharon without wasting any second ran to him and hugged him from behind...
Sharon- Kahan jaungi tumhe chhod kar... dumbo... itna bhi nahi samajhte tum!! Huh!!
Tere Mukhde Vich Hi Mein Taan
Rab Nu Apni Pawaan
Swayam had nothing to speak... she made him face him when he didn't react...
She saw him having moist eyes... and softly caressed his cheek...
Meri Dua..Haaye
Sajda Tera, Kar Di Sadaa
Sharon- Dekho..naa... Mein tumhare paas aa gayi hun...Swayu...
Her silent tears made his eyes to follow the same...
Tu Sun Ikraar Mera
Mein Karun Intezaar Tera
Tu Dil Tuiyyon Jaan Meri
Swayam n Sharon, both fixed their looks...they kept staring into each other's eyes...
Sharon- Please... ab to kuch bolo tumm... I..I am sorry too...
She wiped his tears... and from one hand held his shirt...
Mein Tenu Samjhawan Ki
Na Tere Bina Lagadaa Jee
Swayam's eyes were absorbing her emotions...which pleaded him...
He held her hand...which was on his cheek...
Swayam couldn't resist anymore...he left that hand and literally gave in for a hug... he clasped her in his arms...and she moved her hands around his neck... his arms embraced her back... Both started sobbing... they were not able to control those tears of longingness...
That hug was passionate... Swayam's hand slid through her hairs and held the nape...she clinged to his shirt... he kept nuzzling into her... their faces were brushing together... it seemed like a frictional hug... thei bodies against each other... their hands making circles on back... and both were not ready to leave each other...
After a while, they parted and looked at each other... her hairs were disturbed and she got a hold on his arms...
Their faces were having tears... She was crying...and also tears from his eyes were not stopping... They were still standing inches close... Both love this closeness they were sharing now...
Swayam shifted her hairs behind her back...and cupped her face... he had a hold on her hairs, neck also within his palms... He nodded a NO to her crying... she just tighetened her lips.. as holding her lower lip within the upper... he wiped flowing tears and then touched her lip with his thumb and eventually making her lip mould to normal... he tilted his face a bit and headed near her lips as they were no less intriguing... even nothing could stop her from falling into his magical spell... She closed her eyes and bent ahead for a kiss... he closed his eyes as soon as she accepted it by responding to it... That moment was special... the profound feelings of their hearts came out... the pain, the anger, the hurt, the love everything poured out during this kiss... It was soft.. yet intensity was no less... their hands mingling into each other's hairs and making the time cease to some extent... th deep down feelings came out through that hug and latter kiss they shared...
No wonder they broke their contact after a while... Sharon stared deep into his brown orbs...and her eyes were asking number of unanswered question and yes he understood those eyes... those emotions reflected at that time were crystal clear... Swayam softly tucked her locks behind her ears and within a second she caught hold on his Shirt's collar..
Sharon- Pata nahi kya tumhe.. I can't live without you, huh?? How y..y..
She cried and started hitting him like a kid would do... He didn't stop her, his gulit filled face was accepting everything... Then when he didn't stop her she realized what she was doing... and his tears immadeiately melted her down and she cupped his cheeks...
Swayam- I..I truly deserve your hate... I am still not able to face you..I am sor..sorry...
Sharon- Yeh kya bol rahe ho...chup karo!! Tum weird behave karne lage isliye I coudn't control my agression and...
Swayam- Shar... tum galat nahi thi...aur na ho...
Sharon- Haan...iss baar tum sahi ho...
Swayam- Jab you knew I was not in a good mood...tab you came to me...and tried to chill me...but I..
Sharon- I wanted to give you time... bas...isliye I didn't talk later...
Swayam- I am seriously moron!!
Sharon- Shut up!! Mere Dumbo ko kuch mat bolo...
Swayam- Tumhara Swayam hai waisa... tum accept nahi kartii...
Sharon- Jaisa bhi mera hai wo... do you get that?
Swayam- But what about his mistake??
Sharon- Punishment??
Swayam- Nah!.. Tumse baat nahi hui...we are too far..isse badi punishment I never got Shar...
Sharon *soft*- Wo punishment hum dono ne face ki...
Swayam- But I feel bad ki mere wajah se you had to bear that punishmet too..
Sharon- Acha? Happiness share kar sakte hai to iska matlab ye nahi ki punishment nahi baant sakte...
Swayam- Mujhe to samajh mein hi nahi aa raha mein tumse kya bolun..how to compensate everything!
Sharon- Ho gaya tumhara? Ab please don't talk about all this...atleast thodi der ke liye?
Swayam- But...
Sharon- Subah se kuch nahi khaya hai tumne... aur meine bhi... so Dinner karle?
Swayam- Tumne nahi kiya?
Sharon- Swayam..kya bachho jaisi baate kar rahe ho, huh? Tum disturb raho aur mein kha lun... If even I had tried to gulp a bite it woudn't had gone down...
Swayam- Um...acha...okay... chalo...
Sharon asked him to stay there only and she brought one plate for two... they sat on the bed itself.
Sharon- Kitne din ho gaye humne saath mein khana nahi khaya...
Swayam- Hmm...
Sharon first fed him and he smiled and had it...
Sharon- Itna dull...
She sweetly took his hand in hers... Swayam held her hand tight...
Swayam- Th..thanks...
Sharon- Swayam...Thanks? Bina reason ke...meine aisa kuch nahi kiya hai...aur tum ache se khao...you get that...
Sharon tried to change the topic and he nodded as he fed her also...
Before she could feel the chilly after actually having it, he made her drink water...
Sharon- Mirchi kha li...aur teekha (spicy) lagne hi nahi diya tumne to...
Swayam- Hmm...In life gave you tears... can't afford to give you more pain and cannot even see a drop of tear in your eyes...
This made her smile...and she planted a peck on his cheek... then both continued having their night meal...
During that Sharon felt him lost... she knew something was bothering him and that's why all this happened... the reason was still unknown... she decided to talk to him after Dinner...
Swayam- I am done Shar...
Sharon- Okay want to have some juice?
Swayam- No! Bas..
Sharon- Acha...I'll be back...
***
Swayam was sitting on the bed... resting his back against the pillow... Sharon came and sat beside him...and comfortably kept her head on his chest...he caressed her hairs but didn't speak a word... she could hear his irregular heartbeats...She gently got up and found him lost in thoughts... she kept her hand on his shoulder and he looked at her...
Sharon- Kya soch rahe ho? Ab batao plz...
Swayam- Meine tumhe kitna hurt kiya hai... ab to..I..I doubt ki... tum mujhse ab bhi utna hi pyaar karogi bhi ya nahi...
Sharon sighed seeing him so guilty and heart broken. She shifted infront on him and made him face her...
Sharon *lovingly*- Swayam... Zaroori to nahi ki jo happiness de uss hi se pyaar hota hai... you know what...tumne hurt bhi kiya na, tab bhi mujhe tumse pyaar ho gaya...
Swayam- I mean..ttum?
Sharon- Humara pyaar ek dusre ke liye unconditional raha hai...and yeh arguments and fights ise change nahi kar sakti... yeh tum bhi jaante ho and mein bhi..so ab yeh guilty wali feeling apne andar se hata do...samjhe?
Swayam- Shar...I love you...
Sharon- I love you so so very much...
Swayam- Ye words sunkar...and you, your eyes... reflect what I wanted to see... the love...the care... I missed you...
Sharon- And I missed you itna ki it will become worthless to even define...
Swayam- Aisehi humesha mujhe samjhati raho...
Sharon- Tumhare saath hi to hun...so iss baat ke liye kya chinta karna...
This line made him remember the issue...unwillingly everything revolved around this line only... he made up his mind to tell Sharon, reveal everything which she has a right to know...
Swayam- Sharon.w..
Sharon- Hm...I am waiting ki what's the matter...now share...why were you so tensed?
Swayam- Sharon... I..i love you and..I don't want to live without you... I..I can't...I..
Sharon got confused because saying this he hugged her...
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till 1 pg i will bb spamming
10 years ago
Amazing update.Update sunSammy.😊
10 years ago
i m sry i cuden comment earlier but u knoe nah how it gets... work is killing me coming to the ff wat exactly happened to them 😕i had to go few chapters back to understand if i was missing sumthing but the reason was not mentioned the update was very emotional n intense the way they both tried to reach to each other n try to mend the wounds in b/w them was very nicely sketched rite from the emotional meltdown to the hug n the kiss it was superbly blended wit the chapter all in all a very heart-wrenching update 🤗 rosyrkohli2014-10-05 19:25:00
10 years ago
such an emotional update... finally dey patched up... i m sooo happyyy... nw plz disclose d reason ... awsm choice of song... 😃plz update soon...
10 years ago
finally mu sorted out BT what's d matter what happenedu r scaring m now update soon will b waiting
10 years ago
EMOTIONAL SWARONNN😭i just loved it Sakshi... their conversation...their longing their crazy love... their guilty wala feelings...sakshi... MAAR DAAALAAA 😭
10 years ago
Amazing...perfect songEmotional thaFinally problem solve Kr li Bt problem kya thi??
10 years ago
Well the update was emotional! The way you pen down the emotions are brilliant! The best part was the passionate hug and the kiss! I really loved it! Its like I can feel each and every emotions while reading the entire update! And you really had to end it there? God i was damn happy when i read that he was going to tell everything but i scroll down the update is over! 😡 anywys update soon!! 😃Preetirox2014-10-05 08:17:49
10 years ago
d song was perfect👏wat s swayam hiding😕continue soon😊
10 years ago
hey sakshi 😊i loved your this ff from long time.but i could not able to cmt on this. this was one of my fav ff.😉from the start the both sharon and swayam face too much pain.and they stand up for eachother that was i like abt the swaron in this one.plz try to pm me nxt time...i will surly cmti missed last 3 chapters to read now i just come acrose it so i read it full.what happend to swayam? really want to know...last 3 parts was too emotional...and you nailed it love keechu❤️
10 years ago