Chapter 16

arshiforever123

@arshiforever123

[NOCOPY]

Hellooo all...so before you begin reading this, I just want you to be prepared. A new kind of concept will be introduced and i since I havent really planned this story that well...it wasnt brought up before...but please do not be alarmed...everything will make sense...eventually ahahha :p

And i suggest you listen to this while reading. It REALLLY sets the mood. (Read slowly...paced reading I mean)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pB5f8VWkIco

^song link above

A Twist of events chapter 15A

(Before reading this Please read authors note above )

"whats gonna happen to us now Khushi?" he whispered with a glint of hope in his eyes

She knew he was talking about them. About their relationship. She inhaled deeply.

She looked at him slightly confused. What did he want? Did he want to continue this relationship? Because quite frankly Khushi couldn't understand this enigmatic man in front of her. Did she want to stay with him? She thought about how his constant insults, his constant abuse, his constant disrespect for her, his taunts. She thought about his hot and cold behaviour, how one minute he would be nice to her and the next, abuse her, hurt her. She shuddered as she thought of his primal actions earlier. How he was about to rape her. Then she thought about what the rest of the Raizada's had said to her, how they still never believed her but wanted her to return for the sake of duty. They cared more about their own reputation rather than her respect. As she held his gaze, her thoughts drifted to his past and how he was brought up, the heartbreak he had to go through, having to be a man at the mere age of 13. She felt confused. She didn't know what to do. But suddenly her mind wandered to earlier today and she knew this wasn't even a choice for her to make. She recalled receiving a phone call when Arnav was at work. It was...from...from him,

"I hope you remember what I said to you pretty girl. And I hope your as smart as you are pretty to know that it would be in your best interest to listen to me"

She shivered as she thought about what that man had said to her.  She looked at Arnav apologetically and spoke quietly.

"I...I need to leave...leave this place" she said.

To say he was surprised would be an understatement. What?!?!? He stared at her. After his whole confession he was NOT expecting this. Not at all.

"I know Khushi...I  have hurt you a lot...and I am so sorry for that...I will spend my whole life making it up to you" he said worriedly, unable to understand where this was coming from.

"I...Im leaving... please" she let it out after a long sigh

He stared at her completely dumbfounded. He was so confused. Why? Why was she going?

"What...?" he whispered

She looked down at her hands nervously

"please Arnav...I can't stay here."

He sat up in the bed and looked at her. She too sat across him and took his hands in hers. She was not crying. She was not moving. She just stared at him with no emotions.

"Theres...theres just too much going on...and I can't stay here. It's not-"she was just about to spurt out the real reason to him but caught herself in time.

Arnav Singh Raizada had always been a strong man and had never even lowered his head at anyone let alone beg for anything ever. He had too much self respect and his ego would never enable him to do that. But tonight, he stripped himself of his ego, of his arrogance, of his pride and his vanity. And there is nothing more emotionally heart breaking than to see a grown man, curl up in his wife's lap and cry his heart out and beg her,

"No ...no Khushi please don't go...don't go. I swear...Ill spend my whole life making it up to u..Ill be a better man Khushi...Ill be a good husband...a good father to Shaila...just don't leave me and go Khushi...mujhe mat chor kar jao Khushi please...I- I cant live without you and Shaila in my life."

Khushis heart hurt so much at his pain she was so deeply upset seeing him like this. So he wanted her to stay. He wanted a chance to rectify his mistakes Khushi thought. But how was he ever supposed to even do that if he still didn't believe her?  But she couldn't stay. She didnt have a choice. She could no nothing more than stroke his hair and comfort and hug him. He cried on her lap and she cried hugging him.

"Shhh ...Shaila's not leaving. You will be a good father to her, I know. I know you will. I don't doubt that for a second"

He raised his head out of her lap and spoke like a vulnerable child

"your gonna leave Shaila with me? Whats she going to do without a mother?"

Khushi looked down guiltily but he couldn't know the reason for all of this. IF he did...he would get hurt and Khushi couldn't have any of that.

"Please...try to understand...I don't wanna do this Arnav"

He grabbed her lightly by the shoulders making sure his grip wasn't too hard or tight.

"Make me understand Khushi...cuz I don't. I...I..thought everything would get better after...after now. After I opened up to you. why are you doing this?"

Khushi pulled his hands off her gently and hugged him,

"Arnav...please just sleep with me tonight. Just hug me close I cant tell you why I have to leave..but I just do. Please trust me. Just hold me close and just whisper sweet nothings to me Arnav. Because I may never see you again. And...I just...I just want you to stay with me please...don't question me...im begging you" she wept on his shoulder.

Arnav peeled her off him and looked at her worriedly,

"Khushi...what you said earlier about...that you may not be with me anymore...and now your saying you will never see me again...Khushi tell me what's going on. Tell me, is something wrong Khushi?"

Khushi looked at him apologetically,

"Nothing is wrong Arnav...I just...I cant stay here"

"KHUSHI! TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG?! ARE YOU DYING KHUSHI??!! IS THIS WHAT THIS IS ABOUT?! KHUSHI!" he shouted, clutching her shoulders tightly.

Khushi winced in pain. She inhaled deeply, preparing herself for what she was about to do. She couldn't stay here and he wouldn't let her leave any other way. She braced herself.

She pushed him away and screamed,

"IM LEAVING BECAUSE I CANT STAY WITH YOU. BECAUSE...BECAUSE I ...I LOVE SHYAM MANOHAR JHA!"

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PLease do give me feedback on what you think about matching a song with every update...idk i quite liked it actually...ill continue if you prefer. 

Song lyrics and translation:

Yeh kasoor mera hai ki yaqeen kiya hai
Dil teri hi khatir rakh chhod diya hai

This is my fault that I have believed
I have left my heart just for you

Tu hi sabse qareeb hai mere
Tu hi mera naseeb hai ab
ye mehsoos kiya hai

You are the nearest to me
You are my fortune only now
I have felt this

Yeh kasoor mera hai ki yaqeen kiya hai..

Ek tu hi hai daulat meri
Haasil tu mera...
Kitni hai mohabbat tujhse
Be-hisaab wafaa
Hasraton se badhkar apni chaha tujhe hamesha

You are my wealth,
you're my achievement..
How much I love you,
My dedication for you is uncountable..
I always loved you more than my wishes

Ye kusoor mera hai ki yakeen kiya hai

Koi dard raha na dil mein
Na koi khala
Har khwahish poori hui hai
Tujhe paa jo liya
Door mujhse ho na kabhi na
Karna ye ek ehsaan

There is no pain left in the heart,
Nor any space,
Every wish is fulfilled,
now that I have got you..
Never be away from me,
just make this obligation to me once..

Yeh kasoor mera hai ki yaqeen kiya hai
Dil tere hi khaatir rakh chhod diya hai
Tu hi sabse qareeb hai mere
Tu hi mera naseeb hai ab ye mehsoos kiya hai
Ho...

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