Chapter 4

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Days passed and friends decided to go out for fun... theyhired a bus and visited many places in London.. When it came to go home, everyone boarded the bus. Just when Rolisss was about to climb, the bus moved andshe fell down. All came to her and Sid shouted at the driver. Prem said him tocalm down and take Roli to hospital. Doctor says she's fine but needs completebed rest coz it was a severe sprain. All came home. Roli was coming holding Simar'shand but became unbalance and was about to fall, but Sid supports her. They hada eyelock till Simar cleared her throat. Sid took her to room and made her siton bed.

Sid: u want something?

Roli: ah...

Sid: juice?

Roli: I...

Sid: Let me bring it...

He leaves.

Roli confused.

Night

Roli opens her eyes and sees Sid sitting on the table,keeping her head on the bed, beside her, sleeping. She got up tried to get offthe bed when Sid's sleep got disturbed.

Sid: what?

Roli: wo...

Sid: ya... what?

Roli: washroom...

Sid: I'll take u...

He helps her and she gets off the bed but could nt walk. Itwas paining.

Roli: aaahhh!!!!!!!!its paining... I can't walk!

Sid: Roli.. At least try...

Roli: I can't!

Sid thinks something and holds her in arms and takes to thewashroom.

Sid: knock when u r finished... I am waiting outside...

Sid again picks her in arms when she comes out and puts onthe bed. Roli tells her to sleep promising she would wake him up when she needsomething. Sid takes a pillow and lies on the sofa.

Roli{in mind}: I can't understand what is the truth... whatSiddhantji is doing today that, or what he did 3 years back?? If  he loved me... Then why couldn't he wait?? His1 decision, spoiled everything. If he had bothered to wait, then the situationcould have been something else today... Do u really love me? Or you are justdoing all this , coz u want to show Didi and jiju that u care for me and Idon't????

She closes her eyes. Sid opens his.

Sid{in mind}: I know Roli u don't trust me today.. You mustbe confused, is it true, false or... strange... but.. it's all true! I... I reallycare for u... and Believe me, I wanted to wait, but it could have been very late...I don't just want to be near you, but with you Roli... but I cant tell you thetruth also...I know you still love me, and always be.. but u will never express...Because perhaps, you will never forgive me!!

Morning

Sid comes inside the room and sees Roli trying to get offfrom bed.

Sid{going to her}: hi! U cheat... u promised u would...

Roli ignores so he stops..

Sid: u want something?

Roli(in a dim voice): not ur help at least!

Sid: what?

Roli: nothing.

Sid: let me help u...

He bends down.

Roli: don't show ur fake concern!

Sid: Roli...

Roli: No need to show off  Sidji, I can manage!

Sid: Roli, I care for u..

Simar comes to the door.

Roli: Care? Sidji, if you really care for me, then u mustn'thave spoiled my life!

Sid: me???

Roli: Yes you.. I also had some dreams... some ambitions. Ialso wanted to do something, Be something, but ur this decision of marriage,spoiled everything, spoiled my life! And I? I became dependent on u..

Sid: but I have never let u complain, u have got everythingu needed...

Roli: right! But what's the advantage?When I do not have a real identity???I wanted to be Roli Bharadwaj, the wife Sidji, But not, Roli Siddhant Bharadwaj,the deal! I wanted to be your wife siddhant ji, ur wife!

Both had tears.. Sid turns his face and roli keeps her headon his shoulder crying.

Sid sees Simar coming in with anger. He signals her to goback. She stops. He signals again. She turns and leaves.

Sid: Roli, can u answer my one question?

She stands straight.

Roli: what?

Sid: (facing her) Can we be ever together???

Roli leaves crying.

Simar enters Prem room and sits on bed.

Prem: woaw! What happened?

Simar: premji...

Sid: simar...

Simar: u... (goes to him) why did u stop me? Why didn't let metell?

Sid: You will not tell heranything Simar!

Simar: but...

Prem: guys guys!! What's the matter?

She tells him everything.

Prem: Sid... this tym Simar is right...

Sid: Prem at least u...

Prem: Sid, if she didnot know the truth, then she willMisunderstand u whole life

Sid: And if shereally got to know the truth, her whole lifewill be dependent on me ... which I do not want .

Simar: but Sid...

Sid: Simar! After knowing the truth ofmarriage, whatever she would do for me wouldsimply be the favor of unloading ...And I did not dohim anyfavors on her marrying her. She is my life...

Simar: But if itturns out later, she will feel theembarrassed.

Sid: That's why don't tell her anything.. Nowwhatever she do for me does at least with the urge ofthe heart ... And if she is in my destiny... If I have to spend my whole life with her, she herself would come to me.

Prem: you mean, u would nor give in?

Sid: I told na  Prem, ifmy love is true,.. She herself would come to me.

Prem: this much self control???? How long will u wait?

Sid: Forever...!

Premar: Till the End??

Sid looks at them smiling; they see them in a proud andloving expression.