Chapter 54

Kashish raat ke do baje Anjali ke ghar pahonch ke bell bajati hai......

Anjali: Lagta hai bahir koi aaya hai.....

Kavya: raat ke do baje.......main dekhta hoon.......

Kavya goes and opens the door and shocked to see Kashish with the luggage and she was in the bad condition.....

Kavya: Anjali........jaldi se bahar aao......

Anjalo jut se bahar aati hai.......

Anjali: Kashish......tum........is waqt........tum log to parso sabke saath aanewali thi.....

Kavya: Sab kuch thik to hai.......

Kashish roti huyi anjali ke gale lag jati hai........

Anjali: Kashish.....kya hua....kuch to bata..........mera dil betha ja raha hai.........

Kavya: lekin tumne ghar kyun choda.......

Kashish: Jiske liye main us ghar me rehti thi........use ab meri zaroorat nahin........to us ghar me ab mera kya kaam........

Anjali: Lekin aisi kya baat aa gayi jiski naubat yaha tak aa gayi.........

Kashish: agar sujal mujse baat karta to main use samajti lekin usne muje is layak bhi nahin samja..........

Kavya: tum andar chalo.......main sujal se baat karunga......

Kashish: Nahin Kavya.........tum kuch nahin kahoge...........main janti hoon use apni galti ka ehsaah bahot jaldi ho jayega.........

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Sujal kashish ki tasvir haath me leke rota hai.........

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Agali subaah Anjali sab ke liye nashta bana rahi jab kashish waha pe aati hai........

Kashish: main kuch madad karoon.......

Kashish: Do chamach hi dalna sujal ko.......jab use kal ki baat ka ehsaas hota hai ..........

Anjali: Dil kyun chota kar rahi ho............dekhna jaldi se sujal tumhe lene aayega..........main sujal to tumse achchi tarah janti hoon..........woh apni Kashish se dur reh hi nahin sakta...........

Kashish: main bhi to isi tadap me jee rahi hoon.........ab mere pass intzaar ke alawa aur kuch nahin bacha.........

Anjali: tum yeh chai ka khayal rakho main Kavya ko bhulake aati hoon..............

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Sujal wakes up and looks at his side but it was empty...........He feels really bad about what he did to Kashish and tears came to his eyes........He wipes off his tears and looked in the clock and he was already getting late for the office.........he jumped out of the bed..........and went into washroom to take shaower........

Kripa yeh kehkar waha se chali jati hai.......

Sujal almari kholke usme se apne liye tie pasand karne lagta hai jab uski nazar kashish ke dupatte pe girti hai.............Sujal dupatta haath me pakad ke use kuch purani baatein yaad aati hai.......

Sujal: Meri tie kaha hai........

Kashish: yeh kya hai........tumhare samne to rakhi hai..........kuch bhi nahin kar sakte mere bina........kya hoga agar main tumhe chodke chali jaungi......

Sujal: kya matlab.......

Kashish: Jab tum mujse jagda karoge to main mere maayke chali jaungi.........phir kya karonge.........

Sujal: tum jo muje pehnane ke liye nahin hogi........

Kashish: to tum muje lene aajana main chali aaungi tumhare saath........

Sujal: lekin yeh sab to tab hoga na jab main tumhe kahi jane dunga.........

Kashish: Woh to waqt aane pe pata chalega.........

Sujal: dekh lena filhal to tum yeh tie jaldi se bandh do.......

Kashish sujal ko tie bandhne lagti hai aur sujal use tang karte rehta hai...........

(end of the flashback)

Sujal kashish ka dupatta vapas rakh deta hai..........phir tie ki aur dekhta hai aur bina tie pehne hi office chala jata hai..........

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The days passed like that and it is one week later now................

Angad has to go to Mumbai for some business and he goes to sujal's office.........

Angad: Sujal muje office ke kaam se Mumbai jana hoga............socha tum bhi saath chalo .........kashish se baat karke use ghar late hai........

Sujal: Muje nahin jana,,,,,,,,,,tumhe jana hai to tum jao...........

Angad: yeh kya bachpana hai...........tum jante ho ki tum nahin kahoge tab tak woh ghar nahin aayegi..........

Sujal: ghar chodke jane ka faisla uska tha..........maine nahin kaha tha...........

Sujal yeh kehke apni office se bahar chala jata hai........

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Angad Kashish ko apne aane ki khabar karta hai..............Kashish Angad ko lene airport aati hai........

Kashish: kaise ho.......ghar pe sablog kaise hai.......

Angad: Kaise ho sakte hai..............jiye jaa rahe hai sab.........

Kashish: I am sorry.........meri waje se aap sab ko takleef huyi.............

Angad: Yeh sab chodo.......yeh nahin puchogi ki Sujal kaisa hai.......

Kashish: uske liye muje kisi se puchne ki zaroorat nahin..........kyunki main mehsoos kar sakti hoon her ek dard ko jo usne apne sine me dabaye huye hai........

Angad: yeh janna nahin chahogi ki Sujal kyun nahi aaya.....

Kashish: Janti hoon..........woh abhi nahin aayega..........lekin jab use ehsaas hoga woh khud aayega............abhi tum chalo tumhari meeting ka waqt ho raha hai.........

Kashish Angad ko uske meeting ke liye chod ke wapas Anjali ke ghar chali jati hai...............

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Sham ko sab log khana khake apne apne kamre me chale jate hai............Angad kashish ke kamre me aata hai jab woh dekhta hai ki Kashish khidaki ke pass khadi hoke roh rahi hai..........

Angad: are tum kyun roh rahi ho.........janti ho maine abhi sujal se baat ki tumhare bare......kehta tha ki tumhe bahot miss karta hai.........

Kashish: Angad tumhe ristey nibhane aate hai lekin jooth bolna bilkul nahin.........

Angad: Kashish.........mana ki galti sujal ki hai lekin kya tumhe is tarah se ghar chod dena chahiye..........aaj sujal se baat ki to pata hai usne kya kaha.......

Kashish: Janti hoon.........yahi na ki Kashish ne apni marzi se ghar choda hai maine use nahin kaha lekin kya woh muje rok nahin sakta tha..........kya woh yeh nahi bata sakta tha ki meri galti kya hai........muje apni galti sudharne ka ek moka to dena tha........

Angad: usne roka nahin aur tum chali aayi..........kashish ek pal ke liye bhi nahin socha ki mama ka kya hoga hum sab ka kya hoga..........

Kashish: aaj sirf ek patni banke faisla kiya hai..........mama ek aurat hai na woh samaj jayegi muje..............lekin yeh ab tumhari jimedari hai un sab ka khayal rakhne ka.............

Angad: Kashish.........maine sujal se bahot koshish ki ki akhir me baat kya hai lekin usne muje bataya nahin aur tumhe khud nahin pata..........kuch samaj me nahin aaraha ki baat kya hai................kash main tumhari kuch madad kar sakta..........

Kashish; tum meri madad hi to kar rahe ho..........sujal ki tum dekhbhal kar rahe ho mere liye wahi kafi hai..........

Angad: yeh to thik hai lekin tumhe nahin lagta ki yeh jimedari tumhari hai..........

Kashish: thi lekin sujal ne woh hakk mujse chin liya..........raat kafi ho gayi hai tum jake so jao..........

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Agle din Angad wapas delhi chala jata hai.......Sujal apne room me betha kuch files padh raha hota hai jab Angad aur Kripa aate hai...........

Angad: Sujal hume tumse kuch baat karni hai........Main kal kashish se milke aa raha hoon..........janna nahin chahoge ki kaisi hai........

Sujal: janta hoon ki kaise hai..........mere bina ho bhi kaise sakti hai........

Angad: aaj maine kashish se kaha ki tumne mujse kya kaha to tum jante ho usne kya kaha.......

Sujal: yahi na ki muje kashish ko rokna chahiye tha.............lekin meri halat koi nahi samaj sakta.....

Angad: Kripa...........muje to lagta tha ki yeh dono sirf ek dusre se pyaar karte hai lekin yeh dono to ekdusre me jite hai.........dono ek dusr ka dard mehsoos karte hai..........dono ko apne se jyada dusre ki khushi chahiye.........yeh hai in dono ka pyaar..........jo ek dusre ki galti pe parda dalte rehte hai...........lekin kya main puch sakta hoon ki kyun de rahe ho tum itne aanshu us bechari ko..........

Sujal: yeh aanshu to kuch bhi nahin...........ab yeh aanshu use zindagi bhar bahane hai..........

Angad: kya matlab hai tera.......

Suajl: kuch nahin.........

Kripa: Mere sir pe haath rakh ke kahiye ki aisi kya baat hai..........jo aap dono ko is mod pe le aayi........

Sujal: muje in kasmo me mat bandhna.......

Kripa: thik hai ek din aapne mujse kaha tha ki main kuch bhi mang sakti hoon jo muje chahiye aaj mangti hoon.........muje meri kashish is ghar me wapas chahiye kya ...........puri kar sakoge ek behen ki khawaish.......

Sujal: mere paas tumhari khawaish puri karne ke liye waqt nahin hai.........

Sujal: muje blood cancer hai aur mere pass jyada waqt nahin hai..........main mar raha hoon..........

Sujal: jana bhi kaun chahta hai..........shayad mere naseeb me yahi hai.......

Kripa: kya kashish is bare me janti hai.........

Sujal: nahin..........is liye to maine use apne aap se dur kiya hai kyunki yeh sadma woh bardasht nahi kar payegi...........mere jane ke baad aap dono ko hi kashish ko sambhalna hoga.......

Angad: tum kahi nahin ja rahe.......hum tera treatment achche se achche doctor ke pass karayenge...........hum kuch bhi karenge lekin tumhe is tarah ..........kabhi nahin.....'

Sujal: ab aur kuch nahin ho sakta........kuch bhi nahin...........ab yahi sachchai hai......

Kripa: hume kashish ko batana hoga...........kashish kabhi bhi apne aap ko maff nahin karegi agar tum use is tarah chod ke chale jaoge to.........use kisi bhi haal me yeh baat ka pata lagna hi chahiye........aakhir tumhari zindagi pe uska hakk banta hai..........

Sujal: main soch ke bataunga ki muje ab kya karna hai........

Angad: tum jo bhi faisla karonge hum hamesha tumhare saath hai..........ab raat kafi ho gayi hai tum so jao..........good night.......

Sujal: good night............

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In the middle of the night Sujal is feeling really bad...........he went to the washroom and he vomitted the blood and feeling really tired............he took some pills..........

Kashish achanak se neend se jag jati hai........

Kashish dials his cell number and he picks up..........

Kashish: hello........sujal.........tum thik to ho.......muje aisa laga ki tum kisi musibat me ho.............kuch to bolo muje bahot ghabrahat hoti hai tumhari khamoshi se..........

Sujal: kashish main bilkul thik hoon........

Kashish aur sujal dono kuch nahin bolte sirf ek dusre ki khamoshiyaan sunte ja rahe hai jaha sujal ko mehsoos hota hai ki pure waqt kashish roti hi jati hai...........

thodi dair baad sujal apna phone bandh kardeta hai aur phir kashish bhi aur dono so jate hai.............