Chapter 46

It is bright morning at Lake house of Sujal and Kashish......Kashish opens her eyes and see herself in sujal's arms........she is feeling so safe and secure in sujal's arms........She doesn't want to be apart from sujal for one second but she looked in the clock and it was ticking at 8:00..............kashish kiss sujal on cheek and left for taking shower......when she comes out, she sees a smile on sujal's face and it makes her morning perfact..........she sits near him and about to kiss him but desides not to.........she is about to get up when sujal pulls her in the bed.....

Kashish: kya kar rahe ho........chodo muje......muje taiyaar hona hai........tum bhi taiyaar ho jao......dekho kitni achchi subah hai..........chalo na morning walk pe chalte hai..........

Kashish feels embarress and went into his arms......

Kashish: Tumhe kaise pata chal jata hai.......

Sujal: aisa nahin kehte aur waise bhi tumhari jaan pe tumse jyada mera hakk hai........hai na kashish.

Kashish : meri jaan.........mera pyaar............mera dil........mera jism........mera sabkuch to tum hi ho.........

Sujal wipes her tears and hugs her tightly.....

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After some time both are walking near lake hands in hands........

Kashish: woh dekho sujal......muje bahot hi achcha lagta hai jab suraj ki kirne zeel ke neele pani pe girti hai......aisa lagta hai ki dono ek dusre ke liye hi bane hai...........

Sujal: haa kashish........duniya ki her ek cheez ke liye koi na koi hota hai........jaise yeh baadal aur baris........jaise chand aur chandni.............jaise sujal aur kashish.......

Kashish: haa.........sujal.........kitna sukoon milta hai jab hum apni aankhon ke samne apne sapne ko pura hote huye dekhte hai to.......

Sujal: haa kashish......janti ho tum jab bhi main tumhare saath hota hoon to muje aaspaas ka koi khayal nahin rehta......

Kashish: sujal yahi to hamare pyaar ki khashiyat hai........

Sujal: ab yeh sab chodo.........aaj main tumhe kisi se milvane lejata hoon....

Sujal : bahot hi khaas insaan se milne ja rahe hum aaj...........

Kashish: lekin sujal tumne to muje kabhi nahin bataya......

Sujal: bataya nahin isliye ki tumhe surprize dena chahta tha...........ab chalo pehle hum breakfast karenge us restaurant me....... phir ghar chalke taiyaar hoke milne jayenge.........

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(in the resturant)

Kashish was still in lost in sujal's words........Sujal sees that and smiles at her,

Kashish: yeh khaas insaan kaun hai.........

Sujal: hai koi khaas mere dil ke bahot hi kareeb........

Sujal: haa........tumse bhi khaas.....

Kashish: kaun hai woh........

Sujal: meri girlfriend.......

Sujal: haa kashish......jab main yhaan padhne ke liye aaya tab meri mulaqaat usse ho gayi.......shuru shuru main woh muje achchi nahin lagti thi lekin jab main use janee laga pehchanne laga to uske bina mera rehna muskil ho gaya.........bahot hi masoom, khubsurat hai meri SARA..........bahot pyaar karta hoon main unse........

Kashish: pyaar karte the ya ho.....

Sujal: kashish mera pyaar tum ho lekin Sara bhi meri zindagi ka ek ahem hissa hai..........

Kashish: Muje lagta hai ki hum is ristey me sab kuch share karte hai lekin tumne mujse itni badi baat chupayi......

Sujal: muje laga ki yeh baat itni zaroori nahin.......

Kashish: lekin mere liye hai..........ab main bhi sara se milke hi rahungi.........

Kashish left the reaturant in anger and sujal smiled and went after her..............

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After some time they are driving to SARA's house.......

Kashish: Sujal aur kitni dair lagegi..........

Sujal: bas pahonch hi gaye..........woh jo samne builing hai wahi pe rehti hai.........

they both get down from the car...........kashish is not able to walk and how can she.........after all she is going to meet sujal's past.......she was so lost in her thoughts........

Sujal: kashish.......kya hua..........Sara se nahin milna..........agar tumhe nahin milna to main samaj sakta hoon.......

Kashish: nahin sujal........main taiyaar hoon sach ka samna karne ko.................chale

Sujal holds her hand and they moved to sara's house...........

Sujal ring the bell and a lady open it........the lady is surprized to see sujal..........

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Lady: Sujal............is it you???????????i cant believe..........how r u???????

Sujal: Mrs.smith..........how r u??.........I want you to meet my wife kashish...........

Mrs. Smith: So u r married now..........hello. kashish..........nice to meet you...........

Kashish: hi..........nice to meet u too.......

Sujal: Where is she?.........i want to see her..........i missed her alot.........

Mrs. Smith: she is in her room..........you know where is her room........go and meet her..........she will be so happy........

Kashish felt so bad that her husband knows the room of an another women..........

Sujal; let's go inside kashish...........

kashish is feeling so nervous while taking steps to her room................Sujal opened the door and kashish enters in the room...........she was so shocked to see a girl is lying on the bed and she has oxygen mask and feeding tubes on her............you can tell that she may be 18 or 19................Kashish is feeling so bad to cursing sujal.........Sujal moves to the bed and sits beside her..............and hold her hand....Sara opens her eyes......

Sara: I know that you r coming.............i know that you can live without your girlfriend...........you know sujal.........i missed you so much............

Sara sees kashish and question sujal about her.........

Sujal: Oh i forgot..............sara..........this is my wife Kashish............and kashish this is sara my life...........

Kashish: hi sara........nice to meet u...........

Sara: hi............i am so jeolous of you...........you snatched my boyfriend............you r very lucky kashish............

Sujal: How r u sara?????????

Sara: counting the days of my life............

Sara: i have to go sujal.............but you know i always be in your heart.............if i was about your age,,,,,,,,,sujal i want to marry you..........

Sujal: You are a very nice girl and you will find love better than me........ple dont leave us.........

Sara: i am not leaving anyone........i always be there in your memories...........just promise me that this is our last meeting..........

Sujal: ple i cant do this.........

Sara. No..........sujal.........u have to promise me that you will enjoy your life.........u will live your life for me...........i cant see your sad face bcoz you dont look good..........

Kashish: sujal you are so lucky to have a friend like sara........

Sara: kashish promise me that you will take a good care of him..........you will always be there for her.........

Kashish: i promise u that i will try my best to make sujal happy..........

Sara: now i can relax.........now u can go sujal............and enjoy your honeymoon........

Sujal: but sara how come........

Sara: you promise me sujal.........

Sujal: ok.........i will............bye..........

Sujal hugs sara and sara cried very hard while hugging sujal and kashish saw that and she was feeling so bad about it because there is nothing they can do.........they say godbye to sara and Mrs. Smith

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they were walking in the park.........

kashish was still upset with it.................sujal sees that and takes her and makes her seat........

Sujal: kya hua kashish..........tum jab se sara se mile kuch khoyi huyi si lagti ho........

Kashish: Sujal muje bahot bura lagta hai maine tumhare bare me kya socha.........ek pal ke liye bhi yeh nahin socha ki kya kabhi tum mere saath aisa kar sakte ho.........lekin sujal sara is tarah.......

Sujal: She is HIV positive..........pichle teen saal se aise hi hai........doctor ne bhi keh diya hai ab jyada se jyada do mahine............Kashish pata nahin lekin Sara se mera ek rista ban chuka hai apnpan ka insaniyat ka..........pata nahin kyun upperwala bhi itni choti umar me itna sab kuch..........lekin phir bhi usne apne aap ko bahot sambhal ke rakha hai.......

Kashish: haa sujal uski himaat tumho.......agar tum is tarah se dukhi hoge to woh vaada jo tumne Sara se kiya uska kya..........

Sujal: Kashish tumhe bura laga tha na pehle.............sach sach batana.......

Kashish: Ha muje bahot bura laga............lekin jab maine sara aur tumhe dekha.............to mere liye tumhari izzat aur badh gayi...............sujal tumse achcha insaan maine aaj tak is duniya main nahin dekha.......rahi baat bura maaneki...........to main kabhi kya apne sujal se khafa reh sakti hoon nahin na.......pucho apni dil se...........

They both are lost in each other's eyes............

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aankhen kuch bolti hai.

Pyar ka raaz tum pur,

aaj ye kholti hain.

Dhadkano mai meri tum,

iss tarhan khogayai ho.

Kehrahi hain ye saansein

tum meray hogayai ho.

Mai joan jis dagar

tum mujhe ayai nazar

maine palke jo uthayee

Maine pyaar kiya hai,

nibhana hai baaqi.

Thoda sa pyar hua hai,

thoda hai baaqi

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Dono ek dusre ke gale lage huye the aur kahi apni hi duniya me khoye huye the jab sujal ka phone bajta hai..............

Sujal: hello......

Angad: Honeymoon pe gaya aur apne dost ko hi bhul gaya.......

Sujal: aisi baat nahin hai..........woh bas aise hi.........waise tu bata tera honeymoon kaise chal raha hai.........

Angad: mera honeymoon kam jung jyada chal rahi hai........

Sujal: tu kabhi nahin sudherega...............waise kripa kaise hai..........zara unse bhi to baat karvana..........

Kripa: hi: sujal.........kaise ho.........meri behen ko jyada tang to nahin karte na............

Sujal: main nahin balke kashish hi muje tang karti rehti hai...........bilkul tumhari tarah jis tarah tum angad ko..........

Kashish: kya main tang karti hoon...........ghar chalo phir batati hoon.........ab do muje phone...........

Kashish: hi kripa...........kaise ho..........kaisa chal raha hai tumhara honeymoon...........

Kripa: main thik hoon aur tu...........waise achchi hi hogi apne sujal ke saath jo ho............hum log kafi enjoy kar rahe hai.........lekin aap logo ko miss kar rahe hai.......

Kashish; hum bhi to aap logo ko miss kar rahe hai..............waise hum log parso yahaan se nikal rahe hai ..........

Kripa; Hum log bhi parso ko hi nikal rahe hai.......thik hai ab ghar jake hi milte hai............bye..............apna aur sujal ka khayal rakhna.............

Kashish: bye.............tum bhi khyal rakhna..........

after the phone call............they went to the movie and then for the dinner

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now they are sitting in their garden having campfire and the night was perfact as sky was clear...........the moon is shining............the stars are twinkling.........the moonlight is laying on kashish and it makes kashish eyes to be so sparkle.......sujal couldn''t take his eyes from kashish.........she was looking pure beauty in moon light..........they were in lost in each othe's eyes...........

Chaand Kii Bhii Aahat Na Ho

Baadal Ke Piichhe Chale
Jale Katara Katara, Gale Katara Katara

Raat Bhii Na Hii Le Aadhii Aadhii
Chupke Se Lag Jaa Gale Raat Kii Chaadar Tale

Pharvarii Kii Sardiyon Kii Dhuup Mein
Muundii Muundii Akhiyon Se Dekhna

Haath Kii Aar Se
Niimi Niimi Thand Aur Aag Mein

Haule Haule Maarva Ke Raag Mein
Miir Kii Yeh Baat Ho

Din Bhii Na Duube Raat Na Aaye Shaam Kabhii Na Dhale
Shaam Dhale To Subaah Na Aaye Raat Hii Raat Jale

Tujh Bina Paglii Yeh Purvai
Aake Merii Chunarii Mein Bhar Gayi
Tuu Kabhii Aise Hii Gale Mein Bhar Jaise Yeh Purvai

Aa Gale Lag Jaise Yeh Purvai
Saathiya Sun Tuu Kal Jo Mujhko Nind Na Aayi Paas Bulaa Le Na
Goad Mein Apnii Sar Rakh Le Na

Lorii Sunaa De Na

Chupke Se Chupke Se Raat Kii Chaadar Tale
Chaand Kii Bhii Aahat Na Ho
Baadal Ke Piichhe Chale

After the beautiful evening they spend togather....sujal takes kashish in his arms and heads toward thier bedroom...........