Chapter 33

Agli Subaah Jab Sujal taiyaar ho raha tha .........

Sujal: Kashish............meri Tie.......

Kashish: layi......

Kashish Sujal ko tie bandhne lagti hai lekin aisa lag raha hai ki woh kuch kehna chahti ho......

Sujal: kya baat hai Kashish.......kuch kehna chahti ho......

Kashish: nahi to......

Sujal: meri aur dekho.....aur batao kya pareshani hai.......muje nahi bataogi.......

Kashish: Sujal.......agar tum bura na mano to tum mere saath Mandir chaloge..........woh maine aaj Dadi ke aatma ki shanti ke liye Bhagwan se prarthna karni hai..........lekin tumhe kaam hai to main akeli chali jaungi.....

Sujal: batao .........kab jana hai.........main chalunga tumhare saath........

Kashish: abhi chale..........

Sujal: chalo.........lekin pehle meri tie.....

Kashish: oh sorry..........

Kashish tie bandhne lagti hai.......

Sujal: ab kaisi hai tumhari tabiyat......

Kashish: behtar hai.........dheere dheere me thik ho jaungi......lekin muje abhi ke liye kuch waqt chahiye......

Sujal: main hoon na tumhare saath.......yeh waqt bhi tal jayega.........

Kashish: haa.......Sujal.........tumhara saath hi to hai jo muje shambhalta hai........warna main to kab ki apne aap ko khatam kar chuki hoti.......

Sujal; aisa nahi kehte..........chalo dair ho rahi hai..........

Kashish: chale.........

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Sujal aur Kashish Mandir pahunchte hai.............Kashish Bhawan ke charno me puja arpit karke dadi ke liye prathna karne lagti hai........

Kashish: Hey......bhagwan.......aaj mere kiye ki saza meri dadi ko mili hai......main unki aakhri khawaish puri na kar saki.......ho sake to ek bar muje meri dadi ki rooh se milwa dena......main unse apne kiye ki mafi mang lungi.......lekin main aapse kuch mangti hoon aaj.........muje mere parivar se mila dijiye.....main unke bigar nahi reh sakti................meri bas itni si khawaish hai ab........

Sujal: Hey.......bhagwan........kyun mere gunaho ki saza tum Kashish ko de raha hai....uska kya kasoor hai.........usne jo kuch bhi kiya sirf apne parivar ki khushiyon ke liye.......to aaj kyun use yeh aanshu mil rahe hai........main aaj aap se kehta hoon ki....main apne gunaho ka paschatap karna chahta hoon......main phir se Kashish ke chehre pe woh hasi dekhna chahta hoon.........muje aapke aashirwad chahiye......

Kashish: Sujal.....Prasad.....

Sujal: oh ya.........

Kashish Sujal ko prasad deti hai aur phir Sujal kashish ko ghar chodke office chala jata hai........

Sujal apni office me beth ke soch raha hai......

Sujal: Kashish ne hamesha mere parivar ko....muje khushiyaan hi dena chahi.......lekin maine kya kiya......her bar Kashish aur uske parivar ko dukh aur dard ke alawa kuch nahi diya.........Kashish ne mujse mere parivar ke kareeb joda.........lekin maine use hi uske parivar se alag kar diya........aaj Kashish ne khud ki zindagi me andhera kar ke meri zindagi me roshni ki hai...............aaj tak Kashish ne meri waje se kitni beizati sehni padi hai......lekin maine kya kiya.......kuch nahi kar paya main..........main bhool karta gaya lekin saza sirf kashish ko milti rahi........yeh jo kuch bhi hua uska jimedar sirf aur sirf main hi hoon aur koi.........meri kuch samaj me nahi aa raha ki main kya karoon........kya karoon jisse main kashish ki khoyi huyi hasi wapas la saku.......ple meri madad karo.........

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Sham ko Sujal jab wapas aata hai to Kashish bistar pe bethi kuch soch me khoyi huyi thi.......Kashish ke aankhoin se aanshu beh rahe the.........Jab Kashish ke chehre se aanshu girne hi wale the jab Sujal use apne haath me leta hai.......

Kashish: Sujal tum kab aaye.....

Sujal: yeh aanshu bahot kimti hai mere liye.......is aanshu ki kimat me shayad apne saat janmo tak chuka nahi paunga........lekin muje ehsaas hai ki yeh her ek aanshu jo tumhari aankhoin se nikal raha hai uska jimedar sirf aur sirf main hoon.........

Kashish: Sujal aisa nahi hai......

Sujal: Kashish........ab tum hi batao.....main aisa kya karoon jisse meri Kashish ke chehre pe wapas woh muskurahat wapas aa jaye.......ab tum hi meri madad kar sakti ho........tum chaho to main phir se tumhare Papa se mafi mang sakta hoon........Tum chaho to main unhe sari sachchai bata deta hoon........ki yeh shaadi tumne apni marzi se nahi balke mazburan me aake ki thi........

Kashish: Sujal.......maine tumhe pehle bhi kaha hai aur aaj bhi keh rahi hoon ki......maine yeh shaadi mazboori me zaroor ki thi lekin tum hamesha se mera pyaar the ho aur hamesha rahoge.........

Sujal: to main kya karoon.......jisse muje wapas meri Kashish mil jaye.....

Kashish: Sujal........tumhe tumhari galti ka ehsaas ho gaya.....yeh mere liye sabse badi baat hai.......aur maine to tumhe pehle hi maff kar diya hai..........

Sujal: per tumne muje maff kyun kiya Kashish......

Kashish: kyunki......mama hamesha kehti ki pati jaisa bhi ho woh parmeshwar hota hai........jab woh hamari hazaro galti maff kar sakta hai to hum kya unki ek galti maff nahi kar sakte.........

Sujal; tumne muje maff kiya kyunki main tumhara pati hoon.......

Kashish: nahi.......dheere dheere muje ehsaas hua ki tumhare sine me bhi ek dil hai jo bahot achcha hai.......jo meri parwah karta hai.....mera khayal karta hai......jo mujse bepanah pyaar karta hai......tum bure nahi the kabhi......halat ne tumhe aisa kar diya tha......lekin mere pyaar ne tumhe badal diya..........tumhare dekhne ke nazare ko badal diya.......aaj tum kisi ke dard ko samaj sakte ho.......kisi ke aanshu se tumhara dil rota hai........ise to pyaar kehte hai........aaj mama se kiya hua vaada main pura kar diya.......

Sujal: vaada......

Kashish: haa.......hamari Shaadi ke din maine mama se vaada kiya tha ki main tumhe pyaar ka matlab shikhaungi.....main bataungi ki pyaar kaise karte hai........main tumhare dil me pyaar ke liye jagah banaungi.....aur dekho aaj maine kar diya.........aaj tum mere dard ko mere aanshu ko apna samajne lage ho.......meri khushiyaan tumhare liye mayne rakhti hai........aaj meri zindagi ka makshad pura ho gaya..........

Kashish: muje mama bula rahi hai.......main abhi aati hoon........

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Sujal Khidki ke pass khada hokar chand ko dekh ke kuch uljan me hota hai........

Sujal: Kashish ne mujse pyaar kiya sirf Mama ko diye huye vaade ke liye..........usne muje maff kiya sirf is liye kyunki main uska pati hoon.........iska matlab abhi bhi usne muje maff nahi kiya........abhi bhi kahi na kahi mere woh dard abhi bhi nasur banke uske sine me chubh rahe hai........aaj bhi woh mujse jyada apne parivar ko pyaar karti hai...lekin phir bhi main to use pyaar karta hoon....ab mera yeh farz hai ki main Kashish ko uske parivar se milau........lekin sabse pehle muje Akshat se baat karni hogi.......

Akshat: Sujal....itni raat ko.....

Sujal: sun.......main jaisa keh raha hoon......tum waisa hi karna thik hai..........aur is bare me Kashish ko khabar nahi honi chahiye...........

Akshat: baat kya hai........

Sujal: maine kuch socha hai......kaise Kashish aur uske parivar ko ek kiya jaye.....

Akshat: aisa kya socha hai tune......

Sujal: pehle sun to sahi.......

Sujal Akshat ko sab kuch mute me samajata hai jab Kashish apne kamre me wapas aati hai......

Sujal: main tumse bad me baat karta hoon.......Kashish aa rahi hai.......

Akshat: Sujal.......sun to sahi......Sujal..........

Sujal: bye...........

Kashish: kiska phone tha.....

Sujal: woh bas aise hi Akshat ka..........kuch kaam tha office ka......lekin tum.....

Kashish: woh main to tumhe dinner ke liye bulane aayi thi.....

Sujal: chalo.......

Kashish: haa...

Kashish: kya soch rahe ho.....chalo na......

Sujal: haa............