subha k 5 baje ..

 

Raj Naina ka kamar pakad k so raha tha.

Naina ki neend tooti..phone aya tha uska..Raj bhi jag gaya"kis ka phone hai?"

Naina-dad ka.

 

Raj--main receive karoon?

 

Naina--abhi unko ek attack hua hai..abhi dusra attack dena hai kya.. tum is waqt mere saathh kyaa kar rahe ho?

 

Raj--bol do  jogging kar rahi ho mere saath..

 

Naina--you must be crazy..itni baarish hui hai..main aise me soti hoon..dad yeh jaante hai..unko shak hoga.

 

Raj hans pada

Naina--hello.

"Naina..kaisi ho?"

Naina--dad..aap kaise hain?

Darbar--main thik hoon..raat ko tumhara missed call dekha..abhi phone kia.. signal kab mile na mile..

Naina--yes dad...

Darbar--Rajveer se baat hui?

Naina--yaa..He propsed me last night..

Darbar--tumne kyaa kaha?

Naina--I said 'yes'..I will marry him..

Darbar--Naina..dekhna tum bahut khush rahogi uske sath..he is the best man for you..haa kuchh galat baatein ho gai is bich..main zimmedar hoon.. but..ab sab thik ho jayega..

Naina--I hope so..

achanak phone cut ho gaya...

Naina bathroom gai...

taiyar hoke bahar aai...

Raj uski taraf dekh raha hai..

Raj ki ankho me woh pyaar nahi dikh raha hai..

thodi der pahle jab Naina bathroom me thi..tab fir se Naina ka phone baja..

Raj ne uthaya..

Darbar--beti phone kat gaya tha..but tumne mere kahne par Raj ko accept kar lia..I am very happy..dekhna Raj k sath tum khush rahogi.. pata hai tumhare lia asan nahi hai..mujhse kie gaye wade k lia tumne Raj se shadi k lia haa kaha hai..dekhna tum khush rahogi..

Raj ne phot cut kar dia..

aur tabhi Naina bahar aai..

Raj(man hi man)--yeh mujhse pyaar nahi karti..apne baap se kie gaye wade ko nibha rahi hai..aur main paagal..yeh samajh raha tha ab tak ..k..what a fool I am..

Naina saree nahi pahni ab tak..Naina ki saree geeri padi thi ..Raj ne Naina ko dekha..aur gheen aai usko..Naina par..koi itna kaise geer sakti hai?

Raj ne saree uthaya..aur Naina ki taraf feka..aur bola,"pahen lo..aur chalo yeha se."

Naina thodi hairan hui..isko kyaa hua?abhi to thik tha..kal raat tak..!!

Camp ki taraf jeep ghumaya Raj ne..

achanak usne jeep rok di..

Naina--kyaa hua?

Raj--tum janti ho kal ki raat mere lia kyaa maine rakhti hai?

 

Naina--hmm..

Raj--to fir mere feelings k sath aisa khilwad kyon kia?

 

Naina--maine kyaa kia?

Raj--kal raat tumne isi lia mujhse rishta joda..kyonki tum apne bimar baap se wada kar k aai ho..hai na?

Naina chup..

Raj--maine koi zabardasti ki hai?Did I rape you?

 

Naina--nahii..

Raj--pahli baar tumne mujhse rishta nahi joda kyonki tumhe tumhare so-called lover Arbaaz ko insaaf dilana tha..aur is baar tum mere saath soyi.. kyonki tumhe  tumhare bimaar baap ko bachana hai?unhone kaha tha mere saath yeh sab karne k lia?

 

Naina chup rahi.

Raj--tum itni mahaan ho mujhe malum nahi tha Naina..

Naina--matlab?

Raj--aur harbar is mahaan banne k lia mujhe hi hurt karna zaroori hai tumhare lia?

Naina--dad ka phone aapne recieve kia tha?

Raj--tumhare dad ka phone aya tha..tum jab bathroom me thi.... unhone socha tumne phone uthaya hai..aur khush ho rahe the k tumne shadi k lia haa bol dia hai...agar phone receive nahi karta to itne bade dhokhe k bare me kaise pata chalta?

Naina ab samjhi k baat kyaa hui hai..

Naina chup chaap baithi rahi..

Raj--maine tumhare saath koi zabardasti  ki thi kya?..maine kaha tha  I will wait..I can wait.

 

Naina--woh kal  raat aap istarha mere kareeb aye..main khud ko rok nahi pai.. I am sorry.

 

Raj--wow ..sorry!!tumko koi hak nahi hai k tum mere feelings k sath is tarha khilwad karo...pahle tumko Arbaaz ko insaaf dilana tha..ab apne bimar baap ko khush karna hai..is ke lia har baar mujhe hi sooli par chadhaogi..?

Naina chup..

Raj--bata deti..to kal raat...sach batao..kal raat kya vakei tum chaahti thi..?

Naina chup..

Raj--I swear Naina..bata nahi sakta k ek pal me tumse kitni nafrat ho gai hai mujhe..

Naina sar jhuka k soon rahi hai..uske paas koi jawab nahi..

Raj--to Naina Darbar..mahaan banne k lia..aap khud ko..so sakti hai aap kisike sath?

Naina ne ek baar dekha Raj ki taraf..

Raj ki baatein teer ki tarha chubh rahi hai usko..

 

Raj--tumne mehrabani ki mujhpar..main paagal yeh soch raha tha k mere dil ki awaz tumhare dil tak pahuchi hai..tumne socha k is admi ko main pahle hi zaleel kar chuki hoon..aur yeh bechara SEX k lia tadap raha hai..chalo..iski havas ki aag ko apne jism se bujha do..right?

 

Naina chup

 

Raj--tumhari problem kyaa hai main batata hoon..tum Devi banna chaahti ho..jo pahle apni life sacrifice karti hai apne lover ko bachane k lia..aur fir apne jism ko apne aashik k hawale karti hai ta k ek bimar aadmi ki tasalli ho sake..bhagwan banna hai tumko?jab k tum insaan nahi ban pai..thodi der k lia insaan bano..tum to haivan ho..

 

Naina--main haivan hoon?

 

Raj--agar insaan hoti to is tarha mere feelings ka mazak nahi banaati..

Naina chup..

Raj--answer me...kal raat tumhare andar koi feelings nahi thi na? bas aise hi.. tumhare sath zindagi main soch nahi sakta..main admi hoke jo kaam kar k sharma raha hoon..tumme to zara bhi sharam nahi hai..jab k tum ladki ho..!! tumko pata hai tumne kitna sharminda kia hai mujhe?pahle bhi aur aaj bhi... kyaa tumhare baap ne yeh bhi kaha tha..k..

 

Raj bolte hue rook gaya..

Naina--ab to aap jaan gaye..k jitni achhi aap mujhe samajhte hai.. utni doodh ki dhuli main hoon nahi..aage kyaa karna hai..upto you. ab chalie..duty join karna hai.

Raj--you are disgusting Naina Darbar...apne baap se wada kia.. unhone bola tha k bina shadi kie..mere saath ek bistar me.??you are impossible..

Naina--I know..bolana..jo aapko thik lage aap karna..koi zaroori nahi k ..aap ne jo ring pahnai hai..I don't think that after this  you will have a single bit of interest in me..par maine koshish ki thi Raj..

Raj--kis tarha?mere saath soke?ta k kal ko mere saath rishta jod sako..is guilt k sath k mere saath so chuki ho?mujhe hairani ho rahi hai tumhare tewar dekh kar...kis baat pe itna eetrati ho?kis baat ka ghamand hai?

 

Naina chup..

 

Raj--kasoor mera hai..maine socha k tumne mujhe dil se accept kia hai..main kal yehi soch raha tha..maine kaha tha tabhi mere paas ana jab tumko bhi mujhse pyar ho..par tum to..

Naina ring utaar ne hi wali thi..

Raj--main itna besharam nahi..usko utaarne ki zaroorat nahi..its my commitment..nibhana to hoga..par nahi..Naina ko to Devi banna hai..har waqt..sacrifice..promise jaise bhari shabd ..humare rishte k bich me lana hai..wow..!!

Naina--ok fine,kasoor mera hai,main manti hoon.....ab jo faisla karna..I will accept..faisla karte waqt nahi sochna k aap mere saath so chuke hai..ab chale?duty join karni hai..

Raj camp gaya..

Naina bhi Raj k sath camp k andar gai..

Yadav--Pandeyjee..ek baat bataiye..yeh Major to gaya tha duty kar ne..aur Naina madam to gai thi shadi pe..sath sath..

Pandey--arre town gaye the dono hi..sath laute..

Gill--nahi Pandey..zaroor daal me kuchh kala hai..infact the whole daal is black..inki subhah bayan kar rahi hai inke raat ka fasana..

aise me Sujaat aya..

Sujaat--meri galti dohra rahe hain aaplog..zaroori nahi jo dikhta hai wahi sach hai..trust me..

Pandey--Yadav..Sujaat ki to kaya palat ho gai..

Gill--Captain Darbar ne dia hoga kharcha paani..

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12 baje class khatam hua..

Date hai..2005..10th August..

Naina class se bahar nikal k jaati hai apne Cabin ki taraf....

uska sar bahut bhaari lag raha hai..

 

aise me Col.Bhatia k cabin me bulava..

dekha Raj jake baitha hai..

Col.--yes Captain Come in..

Naina--Major Shekhawat ne aapko report to dia hai..

Col.--haa..but baat aur hai..15th August ko Camp me Home Minister aa rahe hai..security ki zimmedari kaun lega?

Naina--I am in the Law Section..mujhse yeh sawal kyon?

Col.--hmm..then Major..you should step forward..

Naina--sorry to interrupt..humare mission k lia inka hona zaroori hai..aur yeh kaam ap Pandey yaa Yadav ko dijiye..

Raj tirchhi nazar se dekh raha hai Naina ko..

Naina ko dekh kar kuchh bhi pata nahi chal raha hai..k kal raat yaa aaj subha kyaa hua uske saath..

Raj samajhna chaahta hai k Naina ka agla reaction kyaa hoga..

achanak Raj ki nazar Naina  ki ungli me padi..ring hai uski haath me..

Raj ne apne wrist pe nazar daali...Naina k nakhun ka daag hai..kal raat bahut zor se pakdi thi woh..Raj ka haath..

Naina ko dekh kar pata nahi chalta k uske saath kyaa hua hai..

Col.--ok Captain..you may go now..

Naina--right Sir..

Naina Cabin se bahar gai..

10 minute baad..Orderly akar bola..Captain Naina Darbar sidhise utar te hue geer padi hai..unke haath aur sar par chot aai hai..

Raj--I will see that..you don't worry Sir..

jab tak Raj pahucha..tab tak Naina ko  Infirmary me le gaye hai..

Raj gaya Infirmary..

....

Naina ko injection dia gaya hai..

Doctor--She is having 102 degree fever now..bukhar ki wajah se chakkar kha kar geeri hai..

Raj--oo..

Doctor--Baarish ka season hai..aise  fever to hona normal hai..aur inko  examine kar k lagta hai..k inko kal raat se hi bukhar chadha hai....

Raj--but her injuries?

Doctor--ordinary cut in forehead..and Right Arm is littile bit distorted.. Major.. you are scared about injuries?

Raj--nahi..actually..aurat hai na..isi lia..sochna padta hai.

Doctor--yaa..Aurat log kaanch ki tarha hoti hai..handle with care.. zada zor daaloge to toot jayegi..yehi baat main apne bhai ko samjhata hoon..par woh apni biwi se ladna chhodta hi nahi..

Raj hans pada..

"OK Doc..make me informed..actually her father had an serious heart attack.. if he knows about her..he will be more depressed.. so....."

Doctor--yaa..sure..

Raj chala gaya waha se..

par kaam me dil lag hi nahi raha hai..Naina ko kal raat se bukhar hai..us waqt bhi jab Raj usko..ooh  god..kitna kuchh kah gaya Raj.. kitni ghatia baatein bol gaya woh..Naina ne ek ka bhi jawab nahi dia..Raj ko ab jake ahsaas hua k usne kyaa kia hai..itna kuchh ..aur itni ghatia baatein kah chuka hai..

Raj ab soch raha hai..Naina..apne dil ko har pal nichod kar khoon bahakar.. Raj ki zindagi sudharna chaah rahi hai aur Raj ne kyaa kia..agar Naina ko bukhar tha..to kal raat mana karti..Raj zabardasti nahi karta..Raj bahut sharminda hua.

Naina ne ek shabd nahi kaha..

Raj ab sharminda hai...vakei me..usne kaha k jab Naina chaahe tab..par aaj usne realise kia..k usko to Naina k feelings ki hi kadar nahi..aur woh Naina par ilzaam laga raha hai k..usne khilwad kia hai..

Naina se maafi maangni hogi..

shaam k 5 baje Naina ko infirmary se discharge kia gaya..

Naina ko medicines bhi die hai Doctor ne..

Naina jab apne quarter k paas aai..tab usko fir chakkar ane lage.. par ek mazboot baazoon ne usko samhal lia..

Raj ne pakda tha Naina ko..

Naina--aap?

Raj--chalo..andar tak chhod deta hoon...

Naina--no thank you..

Raj--zid mat karo..

Naina--kaha na..mujhe jana hai..?

Raj-I know,,I hurt you..I am very sorry for that Naina.

Naina--don't be sorry..in fact I am sorry..what I did to you 6 years ago..but I think..

Raj--kyaa?

Naina--kal raat..aapke saath ek bistar me so kar..maine uski keemat ada kar di hai..

Raj k upar bijli si geer gai..woh khada ka khada reh gaya...

par Raj ko yaad aya..k subha usne bhi aisi hi ghatia baatein kahi thi Naina se..

Raj kuchh der chup rah kar bola,"jaise main subha bahut gusse me tha..tum is waqt bahut dukhi ho..bahut zada gussa hai tumhare andar..aur jayez bhi hai.."

Naina jane lagi..

Raj ne uska haath pakda.."Naina..jo kuchh tumhare sath hua..main janta hoon..tumhara man pura uub chuka hai..tumhe yakeen nahi raha kisi bhi rishte yaa...pyaar par..tumhara man shaant nahi hai.. aur kahi na kahi main bhi zimmedar hoon iske lia..mujhe aur waqt dena chahie tha tumko..well I am sorry..really sorry.."

Naina--kaha na koi ghalti nahi hai aapki..don't be sorry..

Naina chali gai..

raat ko jab Raj dinner kar raha tha..tab uske khane me mirch zada padh gai thi..uski zuban ja gai..khas kar jaha par Naina k daant chubh gaye the..

Raj hanse laga..

pahle pyaar ki pahli barsat..aur pahla milan..aur..yeh sab kuchh.. nahi..aise nahi hone dena chahiye..

Naina ko manana hoga..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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