Naina gai hai camp se bahar...

3 din k leave me..

Raj Naina ko dekhe bina dukhi ho raha hai..

Col.Bhatia ne bulaya tha Raj ko..

Raj--yes Sir..

Col.--tumhari report sahi thi..Assembly house is the target..now I give you free hand..to take action..jo sahi lage karo..I will be with you..

Raj--thank you Sir..

Raj--tum Sujaat se consult karo..Captain Darbar ko thode dino k lia release kia hai maine..

Raj--kyon?

Col.--her father had a heart attack..isi lia ghar gai hai,..waise bhi unhone ab tak k service me leave nahi li thi..

Raj--ohh..woh batake gai hai k unke dad ki yeh haalat hai?

Col.--actually Maj. Gen. Negi ne phone kia tha..mujhe..kaha k Naina k dad ki haalat thik nahi..main zara yeg leave sanction kar doon.. maine kar dia..ab jaha par Maj. Gen. Negi bol rahe hai..baat to serious honi thi..

Raj--yes Sir..main chaloon?

Col.--ok..

Raj office se nikal kar quarter me aya..baith gaya bed par..

2 din pahle usne Naina ko dekha tha..woh kahi jaa rahi thi..usne puchha bhi tha k kaha jaa rahi ho?

Naina--yuh hi..dost k ghar.

Raj ko bura laga..k Naina ne usko nahi bataya..

Raj ne apne dad ko phone kia..

Jagat--haa beta..

Raj--dad,,,Darbar saab ki tabiyat k bare me jaante hai aap?

Jagat--haa..unke assistant se kal club me mulakat hui thi..kaha k woh ICCU me hai..main gaya tha hospital..Naina se mulakat hui.. Major Heart attack tha..

Raj--kyaa baatein hui Naina se?

Jagat--dekh beta ..waqt aisa tha..k zada kuchh kah nahi paya..but Darbar saab abhi khatre se bahar hai..you don't worry..maine Naina se kah dia hai.. koi bhi zaroorat ho..to humen khabar de.. main baad me tujhe phone karta hoon..

Raj--ok dad.

"Naina..kyon karti ho aisa..jab bhi koshish karta hoon..tumhare zindagi me thodi si jagah pane ki..tum tab mujhe yuh door bhej deti ho..kyon Naina..dard k intehaa tak ka safar tumne akele hi tai karne ki thaan li hai kya?itni badi baat tumne mujhse kahna zaroori nahi samjha?main itna paraya tab bhi nahi tha..jab hum anjaan ban kar mile the ek dusre se,,sirf yeh jaan lena k main wahi tha jisse tumhari shadi honewali thi..kyaa kaafi wajah hai is tarha mujhe paraya bana dene ki?bahut hurt kia tumne aaj mujhe..bahut dukh dia hai tumne aaj.."

yeh sochte sochte Raj so gaya..

subha subha Sujaat ka phone aya..

Raj--haa..Sujaat bolo..

Sujaat--Sir..aaj mujhe zaroori kaam hai..aur Naina ko kal phone kia tha..woh 10 baje Lucknow Cantt. Station me pahuch rahi hai..main soch raha tha usko lene jaaoon..abhi uski haalat thik nahi..par main jaa nahi sakta..aap chale jaiyena..

Raj--kitne baje?

Sujaat--10 baje train ayegi..

Raj--thanks for the information..main chala jaunga...

30 July,2005

Raj pahuch gaya..10 bajne se pahle hi..

10:30 ko train aai..

Millitary k lia reserved compartment ki taraf Raj gaya..

haa..Naina wahi par thi..woh utar rahi thi train se..

achanak Raj ne kaha.."laao..bag mujhe do.."

Naina--bag to nahi hai..bas yeh briefcase hai mere paas..

Raj-- achha chalo

station se bahar..jeep khadi thi...

Naina baithi jeep me..

Raj ne jeep start kia..

Naina khamosh baithi rahi..

Raj--tum Mumbai train se to nahi gai thi?

Naina--nahi..Sujaat ne mujhe Airport pe chhoda tha..train me jane ka waqt nahi tha..

Raj--abhi train me aai..

Naina--jaldi nahi thi..isi lia..khamokha air fare kyon doon?

Raj--yeh bhi sahi hai..

Naina bhi chup raheti hai..aur Raj bhi..

town paar kar k Raj ne car camp ki taraf ghumaya..

Naina ki taraf dekha Raj ne..

Raj ne jeep roki..

Naina--kyaa hua?

Raj--utro batata hoon..

Naina utri...

Raj-- chalo us taraf..

Naina--kaha?

Raj--yeha par dhoop hai..ped k niche chalo..kuchh baat karni hai..

Naina--hmm..

Naina gai Raj k pichhe..

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Naina--kahiye..kyaa hua hai?

Raj--wahi to main puchh raha hoon..k tumko hua kyaa hai?

Naina--mujhe kyaa hua hai?

Raj--apni shakal dekhi hai tumne?kyaa se kyaa ho gaya hai?itna murjha gaya hai..tumhara chehra..

Naina--main pichhle 3 raaton se so nahi pai..aur ana pada jaldi isi lia..zara thak gai hoon..

Raj--tumhare dad kaise hain?

Naina--khatre se baahar hain..

Raj--mujhe batana zaroori nahi tha?

Naina--kyaa batati?aap Doctor thode hi hai..?

Raj--dekho Naina..yeh jo cool attitude hai na..yeh tum kisi aur ko dikhao.. meri baat ka sidhe sidhe jawab do..

Naina--main tedhi baatein kaha kar rahi hoon?

Raj--agar tumko yeh nahi pata chalta k main kaun hoon..tab tum mujhe zaroor batati..par tumne nahi bataya..jab main anjaan tha tumhare lia tab bhi itna paraya nahi tha..

Naina--dekhiye..kyon aap mere pichhe apna waqt barbad kar rahe hain?

Raj--Naina..bas..main itna puchhna chaahta tha k tum kaisi ho.. infact 6 saal baad apne dad se mili tum..aur unko istarha dekha..isi lia..

Naina chup ho gai..

Raj--Naina..Nainaa..

Naina Raj ki baahon me toot padi..

bilag bilag k rone lagi...

Raj ne expect kia nahi tha aisa..par..usko achha laga..

Naina--main thak chuki hoon..age badhne k sare raaste bandh hai.. kyaa karoon?

Raj--just relax..dad se kyaa baatein hui?

Naina--bahut kuchh kaha dad ne..bahut khush hue mujhe dekh kar.. unki sehat bahut geer gai hai..

Raj--maine dekha tha unko..

Naina--mujhse maafi mang rahe the..mujhe bahut dukh hua..apne baap ko aise haare hue dekhte hue..

 

thodi der pahle baarish hui thi..ab bahut thandi hawa chal rahi hai..

Naina Raj k seene me sar rakh kar ro rahi hai..

Raj usko dilasa de raha hai..

achanak Raj ko aisa laga..k Naina ka faida utha raha hai woh..

Naina apni marzi se uski baahon me nahi aai hai..woh sirf ek kandha dhoondh rahi thi rone k lia..

Raj--Naina..suno..koi dekh lega to pareshaani hogi..chhodo..tumne bahut zor se pakda hai mujhe..

Naina khamosh..

Raj--Naina..

Naina ko hosh aya..

Naina jane lagi..

Raj ne uska haath pakda..aur usko apni taraf khich lia..

Naina dekh rahi hai Raj ki taraf..

Raj ne Naina k hontho par kiss kia..

aur Naina ne resiprocate bhi kia..

thodi der baad..Naina ne chhod dia..Raj ko..

Naina--camp jana chahie..

Raj thoda offended hua..

Raj--hmm..chalo....

Camp laut aye dono..

Naina ne Col.Bhatia ko report kia..

Col.-how is your father Captain?

Naina--out of danger..he is ok.

Col.--ok..you please carry on..

Naina--yes Sir.

waha se nikli aur corridore me Raj se mulakat hui,,

Naina--just a minute Major Shekhawat.

Raj--yes ..what is the matter Captain?

Naina--Camp k baahar jo kuchh bhi hua..humare bich..uske lia..I am sorry.. very sorry..age se aisa nahi hoga.

Raj hans kar janewala tha..

achanak woh pichhe muda..aur kaha.."jo hua..uske lia..I am not at all sorry.. Naina...main yehi chaahta hoon k aisa barbar ho..par koi zabardasti nahi hai..I can wait..I will wait."

Raj chala gaya..

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raat ko Raj apni bistar me leta tha..usko aaj subha ki baat yaad aa rahi hai..

jo hua..bahut achha hua..Naina k jism ki garmi..uske hontho ki narmi.. Raj ne mehsoos kia..

man hi man hans raha hai..

Naina ne sorry kaha..kyaa baat hai..aise achhe kaam k lia sorry bol rahi thi..

Naina apne quarter me thi..

neend usko bhi nahi aa rahi thi..

uske dad ne usse yeh wada lia hai..k Raj agar uski zindagi me ana chahe to usko accept kar le Naina..bimar baap se yeh wada to kar aai..par..apne man ko kaise samjhaye?

Naina ne socha Raj ko ek mauka de de..agar woh uska khayal nikaal de apne dil se..

1st August,2005..

Naina Raj k office aai..

Raj--kyaa baat hai?tabiyat thik hai aapki?

Naina ne anguthi wapas kar di..

Raj--yeh kyaa hai?

Naina--mera khayal chhod dijiye..

Raj--tum woh karne ko kah rahi ho jo nahi ho sakta..

Naina--kyon nahi?

Raj--tum socho ..soch kar jawab do..

Naina--sochne k lia bahut der ho chuki hai..

Naina chali gai..

Raj upset hoke baith gaya..

achanak Raj k dimag ki batti jali..

usne sirf anguthi nahi di thi..saree bhi di thi..woh kaha hai?Naina ne usko to wapas kia nahi?

matlab kyaa banta hai?

Naina raazi hokar bhi raazi nahi yaa raazi na hokar bhi raazi hai?

Raj hansne laga..

Sujaat aya..

Sujaat--kyaa baat hai Sir?

Raj--ek joke yaad aaya..

Sujaat--main bhi sunoo?

Raj--hmm..ek baar kisi ko pyaar ho gaya kisise..

Sujaat--fir..?

Raj--yehi to joke hai..pyaar..sab se bada joke..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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