Chapter 22

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Hellloo everyone…

So I am back with a bang on the First day of the week with a superlong update again – 12.5k Words guys.

Okkkk so that last bit in the last chapter was from Khushi’s POV.

I am recapping a little bit of those scenes In terms of Arnav’s POV in here too, just to Recap the feel of it from his head too..since this moment was long due in between them both and its only fair for me as a writer to bring across what they both feel in their POV’s at that time as and when it happened.So the update starts with a little recap from Arnav’s POV and then proceeds with the rest of the Flow.

I would want all of you to take a special note on his emotions Too.

Hes been waiting for this for a Long Time now..hehe..

Ok so now I shall let you all dive in without further delay!!

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CHAPTER 21 – CONFESSIONS -  ‘CARNAGE’ – AND US

Arnav’s POV

So Now – I Know.

I know exactly what they mean when they say that there is really something really freaking and fascinatingly insane about the moment – when you first lay your eyes on the one you so deeply love, after you have realised how deep the feelings run for you – in real time in front of you as in like physically in front of you – within yours arm distance.

But – I was expecting to be overwhelmed already because of all that – that had been going on in my head and heart.

But I had not expected myself to feel the Magnitude of what I was feeling right now.

Because I am completely Gomb-smacked to a Magnitude of another Level right now, as I register in the sight of dressed in that super adorable night suit combination of her tank top – and shorts which I was really hoping to see her in my head too, when I first banging on the backdoor of Chai and Coffee like insanely – and just like I was expecting that super kick in my face – ducked down just in time,and thank god for that darkness in the back alley that she couldn’t see my face yet, because it was completely covered with my Hoodie, and I couldn’t see her face very clearly too, because of the darkness, but I could catch on it fadley – and I was gobsmacked by just that.I had no idea how shaken I was going to be when I looked into her eyes, and that is why I had just rooted ducked down to my spot for a couple of seconds.

I wanted to pull her into a crushing hug instantly, but just as I felt her step back and then as I stepped in, and she shoved another kick in my face , which I ducked again just in time again – I was amused to another level as I heard her threatening me(which she thought in her head was a potential thief ) – with her signature – I shall press the button and the police will be here in three minutes and I can handle you in the meanwhile because I am trained in marshall arts – dialogue.

GOD.

Only Khushi can make feel so much amusement when my heart is engulfed in raw and deep emotions.

And then I was just triggered to have a little fun with her and just as I ducked her another superkick just in time and heard her ask me If I was here for the cash in the till, I knew that the best way to surprise the daylights out of her would be to let her switch on the light herself, but  do it myself and then just pull her close into myself before I switch on the light and take of my Hoodie and tell her that – I was here for My Sunshine.

And BOY – was she surprised??

The word surprised was an understatement.

I am sure there is no word in any dictionary in this world that can justify the meaning of the expressions that I had seen on the face of the girl I loved.

And I fell in Love with her all over again.

And the fact that she was so freaking adorable in her rant as she dramatically fanned herself, closed her eyes, keeping a hand on her waist as she exclaimed how this was a hallucination because of all that lingering affect of the painkillers – made me just freeze in the moment too as I just stood leaning sideways against the wall – shamelessly staring at the girl who ruled my heart – and the fact that she was looking so sinfully tempting in her pink tanktop and balck nightsuit shorts – was anyway creating a havoc on my body too.

And then minutes later while she was still processing the reality of me being in front of her, I finally felt my hands ache to hold her and I instantly pulled her into a crushing hug, wrapping my arms around her waist possessively and kissed her forhead as I told her – that it was really me.

And then the minute she hugged me back as tight and stated – Hoodie guys its you..its really you – I cannot even begin to explain the emotion that went through me.

Just the feeling of having her in my arms and feel her hug me back with in the same intensity, similar tightened grip and the similar emotional vibe that was being exchanged in between us as we just hugged each other hard – UpperCut My heart to Sky.

And the fact that she was so shocked, and frazzeled and shaken and in my arms was like a cherry on the Cake!

This was exactly what My Heart had wanted to see.

But now that I had seen it – it was way better – than my imagination, and then when I finally cup her face tenderly and tell her that I was expecting her kicks but that first one could have still broken my nose and then how she just hugged me back hard in silence – shook me again and then how she tenderly cupped my face and asked me where was I hurt, (As I was listed retired hurt in the match today ) – moved me in the ways I cant really explain and I finally gave into the flow of my emotions as I told her honestly gestureing with our hands to our hearts that something was hurt in here, and that was what I had come to take care of and fix.

And just as I had called her Sunshine – and I was aware of my intense voice and gaze on her – she stood frazzeled and hypnotised in the moment – that was so freaking amazing and amusing that I can easily say that I was never going to forget it.

And then as I tell her that I came here straight from the airport and how she just hugged me hard again in silence – I knew she was Speechless in that moment – my precious sunshine who always had something to say was at a complete loss of words.

I was happy about that.

And I was kind off fighting my way around my words too, because these emotions were beautiful ofcourse but they were also overwhelming, and so even I just continued to pull her into crushing hugs again and again until she asked me to come join her up for that cup of her coffee in her studio – finally – after all this time – in real time.

And trust me..only I know how I stopped myself from taking her lips in a ravishing kiss as I caged her in my arms on that staircase landing as she stood in my arms silent and shaken after I kissed her injury on her forehead asking her if that migraine was ok – because the fact she was shivering in my arms, was Uppercutting My heart onto other levels altogether.

Because it finally felt like – in real time – that this is Mutual in between of Us.

Everything that we feel for each other is Mutual and at the same level of emotion on that meter.

Her feeling run deep too – she probably just hasn’t realised that thought in that fascinating brain of hers.

And just as I pick her in my arms and carried her up the stairs into her studio, she literally wont stop shivering in my arms in a silence that wasn’t silent – because the vibe in between of us was probably having a language of its own anyway, and just as I place her down on her feet and stare at her from top to toe boldly in that adorably nightsuits of her – the thoughts that went through my head were on a different tangent altogether.

She could never imagine in her million dreams the thoughts that go through my head, when I see her in these sinfully adorable yet sexy - nightwears.

I can never begin to express those thoughts.

For they are Downright – Sinful.

They are So Freaking Sensually Sinful.

She has no clue about what she does to me.

And this Cluelessness – Drives me Crazy!

And that is why I asked for a glass of water first, because water was exactly what I needed to calm down my raging thoughts.

And I cant stop looking at her as she prepps our Coffee – the drink she offered me first so kindly – the time we first met.

I am absofreakinglutely Loving the affect just my gaze is having on her right now – because she is shaking and shivering and just under my gaze too, and I was sure that if I touched her arms right now, id feel all those goosebumps up her arms myself too – she is gorgeous when she is blushing all over.

And the minute she lovingly hands me a cup stating that – That was my cup and I see her fill in my coffee, I know its time to start talking and making all those explanations and confessions one by one.

I smile now and just as she picks her cup up I hold her hand and takes her to the dining table and I see her sit on a chair and I pull my chair up close right next to her and I lace my hand with hers, and take a sip of my coffee, and give her a wink as I finally admit - “ so my imagination didn’t do this moment justice at all..for I have been planning this in my head all along..and have imagined that expression of shock and surprise..on your face a zillion times in my head…”

Her eyes have widened to a size of the cup in my hand as she askes frazzled -  “ what do you mean???”

I grin as I admit honestly  – “ I had a little break after this West Inides tour khushi…I had my flight booked for Cape town anyway on for tomorrow scheduled to arrive here on Wednesday night…I wanted to surprise you..iv been planning this for months..”,and I paused and I clutch on her hand tight as I say softly  – “ but after all that’s been happening around me lately khushi…aisha khaana controversery and then specially that video after the yatch party.…I felt like my heart was gripped in so much emotion..I had to fly out…I had to come see you Khushi..after I read that messaged of yours, when I woke up…I felt dread grip my heart because I felt like I was going to loose you if I didn’t come to you now…and then I spoke to Cap and I asked him to list me retired hurt, and got on the first plane out…”

Her voice is shaking and trembling as she asks  – “ you left your match for me?????? You didn’t play the final match so that you could come see me????”

Ofcourse Khushi.

You are the Love of my Life – Sunshine!

I keeps my cup aside and now holds both her hands in mine and kisses them again and I start talking – “ and  I got to know about the video after I woke up and read your message because I crashed to bed the minute I entered my hotel room..and then after I saw your message I immeaditealy seeked Ravi to show me what you were talking about..and I couldn’t reach you too..i was calling you frantically…I was so scared because I couldn’t get through to you..and on that note let me make it clear about the video…you know in the start in which Cata has got her hands around me and I am shoving her away politely and I am shown leaning in to tell her something…”

She nods her head silently but that look In her eye tells me that - Those scenes are drilled in her head.

I take a deep breathe as I admit – “I am telling her that I already have someone in my Life..”

She freezes.

She literally freezes.

Like how water freezes to Ice at that one temperature of point – Yup that is the exact expression my Sunshine has on  her face right now, as she asks  – “ you told her that??”

I just nod and then continue, because I have to get this all out to her this instant – “ and then she tells me that since thats the case if I didn’t mind helping her get into the bathroom in that room because she was feeling very sick..because shiv and kunal had literally mixed up everyone drinks..and because she didn’t want to create a yucky scene on the dance floor or fall whilst she was walking to the door, so I just helped her and the minute she got in the room she puked her guts out and minutes later I was out as I called one of her friends from the upper floor of the yatch to help her..i swear to god khushi that was what it was..and I realise I was wrong..i probably shouldn’t have helped her, because my intention would come in the frame later, but once I saw the video a hundred times myself..i was sure..that the damage was done anyway..because it hurt you in the worst possible way..im sorry khushi..forgive me please…im sorry khushi…”

She just kiss his hands this time and the emotion I see in her eyes is overwhelming , because I know I am forgiven in an instant – because there is literally no doubt in her expressive eyes – which tells me that- that is how deeply she trusts me.

I am Gobsmacked again and just as she is about to say something I just gesture her to let me continue because I feel like I have to get all of this out to her now , like this very second - “ so that’s the explanation about the video..and khushi I owe you explanations..please don’t ever think that you don’t have any right on me..only you have all the rights Khushi…you wrote something like how you will never be able to fit in my world…you know what??

And she just raises her eeyes to me in silence and I takes her hand and places it over my heart and I admit – “ you fit in the most important piece of my being Khushi..which is my heart…everything about you is custom made exclusively for the template of my heart dammit….and this is where you fit perfectly and that’s all I care about…you have no idea what you mean to me Khushi…”

How water freezes to Ice at that one temperature of point – Expression is back on Her Face and She is still speechless.

I am loving it.

And that’s why I cannot Stop.

I kissed her hand again and I see her just sip her coffee,as she gulps down the sips off it thinking I wont be able to feel her trembling and shaking in the moment, but I continue honestly – “and after I got to know of this entire controversy.. I spoke to Cap and asked him to book me on the first flight out..ravi asked me to call again and this time when I did..asher did pick up..and he told me everything about what happened…”

Her eyes widened at that as she now kept her coffee mug aside – “ he did????? Then why did he tell me that he didn’t..”

Oh Sunshine.

You are so Adorably Clueless.

You have no idea that you have caught the interest of this man in His Head and Heart.

And honestly – I don’t blame him – Khushi is precious..I Know she is.

Id like to take a moment and thank Fate for making me meet Khushi and giving me an upperhand with the first mover advantage (before some tricky bouncer named Asher Khan could try to make his way in –  on that note tough luck Mr.Khan – for I am in her heart already – I know I am – I can see it in her eyes right now – I have to thank her for letting me the one to have this chance with her.

And I have to thank the gods above for making us both feel this intense connection – mutually in every way.

I just kissed her hands again as I admitted softly – “sunshine he probably didn’t want to worry you after all that you had told him…but I had to come..i had to see you formyself…you have no idea what I went through when the thought of just you being shoved in the MRI machine all by yourself started to haunt me…it screwed me up dammit..you have no idea what I went through all these hours..”,and now I laced my fingers through hers as I am hypnotised by the emotion in her eyes too as she sits rooted to her spot, still very much speechless and now I want her to say something, anything so I ask softly – “ please say something..anything…”

She takes a deep breathe as she admits a fact that I already know  – “ I am..spe..echless..”

I grin now as I ask – “ will you come into my arms please???”

She nods and gets up and I instantly tug on her hand in reflex so that she falls staright on top of me and I tenderly tuck a strand of her loose hair behind her ear, as I look into her eyes and I say again - “ please..say something..”

She closes her eyes and takes deep breathes.

Does she even know the impact all this silence of hers which is not silent – is having on me???

This Vibe is freaking intense.

Its like She isn’t saying anything and Yet Saying it all.

I can understand it.

I can feel every bit off it too.

And my touch is probably creating a havoc on her right now,and she now finally opens her eyes as she admits softly , her voice is so shaken still – “ you know when I was in that MRI machine..i had these thoughts Arnav..”

Oh I want to know all those Thoughts.

Every thought that went through that Head of Hers Fascinated me to the Core.

And I loved them too.

I just continue brushing her cheek and then adjust her to sit on the table and my arms go around her in a extremely possesive grip around her waist and she is now looking down at me and I kiss her hand again as I ask softly -  “ what thoughts??”

She takes another deep breathe – “ oh there were many..i want to start with this one first…”

I nod – “ go on..”

She takes another deep breath as she says – “I felt like you were this illegal immigrant that snuck its way Straight through the Immigration counters at  all the four arrival terminals of my heart and that I had let you sneak in through these gates into my heart myself..but..Because although we did issue the visa to each other it felt like none of us that official stamp at that immigration counter that gives the status that – the passenger is allowed to stay in here..and that is one of reasons why I have been so nervous Arnav..because this thing in between of us was not official…”

Okkkkk whattttttttttttttttttttttttttttt???????????

HOW DID SHE COME UP WITH SOMETHING LIKE THAT??

FROM WHERE DO THESE THOUGHTS CONJURE THEIR WAY OUTTA HER BRILLAINT HEAD??

But I get it..i get the underlying mean.

I understand her, don’t i?

I know what she is implying and to be honest , I am running outta my very own patience now as well, because just as those words left her lips – I feel this urgent need to now just kiss her madly ,and the fact that she has that coffee broth on both the sides of her lips, drive me nuts because I feel this urge to just bend forward and take it in with my lips and so I immediately get up from my chair as I stand over her and cup her face with both my hands as I whisper, looking into her eyes - “ you have some coffee froth on the side of your Lips Sunshine..”

She is just about to wipe it off with her hand and I stop her hand midair – for I was not going to let it take away my moments and I say using her words to her  – “ how about we first take care of all this official stamping first at the immigration and then talk it over…”

She freaking trembles.

I AM A GONER!

I HAVENT EVEN KISSED HER YET.

I just brush my thumb over her lips tenderly and I look into her eyes as  I say – “ you know..i think its better too..to first seal all these official matters…”

Great.

Now she is shivering and trembling at the same time.

She has no idea what impact is she having on me right now.

She thinks her silence is a way of escape??

No way.

Theres this vibe in between of us that’s talking without words.

I just continue looking at her and touching her face and her lips, and I run a hand down her sinfully gorgeous neckline,and she is still shaking, trembling and shivering under impact and I cant help but grin as I finally say-  “ I have never been in a real relationship before..but I think I know how it works…you gotta seal and stamp these matters officially with a kiss right..”

And now I finally her hear shaking voice as she asks me in a tone that creates a havoc on me “ are you going to kiss me now..hoodie guy???????”

Ofcourse Sunshine – I am going to kiss you.

And I am going to kiss you Hard.

You have no idea whats in store for your gorgeous Lips right now.

I just cup her face and pull her a little upwards close into me as shes still on that table and I am standing close into her and I ask, because I need to know hear from her if this is what she wants too, I know she does, I can see it in her eyes, and on her face but I want to hear from her – “ I have been dying to khushi..for ages now..but I want you to tell me if its ok for me to just take your lips into a ravishing kiss and not let go…because I don’t want to do anything you wouldn’t want…”

And she just gestures to me by putting my her hand near her mouth and then shaking my thumb in a No  gesturing to me that she cannot get a word out.

God.

She was so Adorable.

I chuckle on reflex as I ask  – “ oh so my sunshine is speechless now??”

She nods.

I pull her closer into me now my lips almost just hovering over hers and i ask – “ can I kiss you now Khushi????just nod if you cant get a word out..because im not going to let you get a word out as you nod your head anyway…”

And she is dazed and shaken but just as I see her head move up and down in a nod , I finally give in to my temptation of having to take all that coffee broth – th etemptation I have been fighting for minutes now , and I kiss the side of her lips finally taking it in as I whisper against her lips “ lets take care off all this coffee broth first..”,and  she continues to shiver with her eyes closed which makes me close mine too to feel this intensely magnetic moment in between of us and I just shift to taking that coffee broth off the other sides of her lips too, and once I am done she finally opens her dazed and shaken ones to look into my eyes and I whisper honestly – “ you are mine Khushi…and I am yours..only yours..for youv already stamped your entry into my heart long ago…and now I want to thank you for letting me in through those immigration counters straight into the arrival terminals of your heart,and I am now going to seal and stamp this entry of mine officially once and for all…”

And just as she is half through that silent nod of hers – I finally feel my patience run out and I finally close this aching distance in between of our lips and kiss hers softly.

That was the plan – you know to kiss her softly fist – because I also don’t want to overwhelm her with all this chemistry is between of us – but the minute I felt her hands clutch on my hoodie in reflex and her lips just moved a little under mine – I had a change of plan as I now fused my lips with hers in a ravishing kiss and probed my way in for a deep prolonged kiss, and started to kiss her like I have literally never kissed anyone ever before in my Life.

For I have never kissed anyone with so much emotion and Love backing the moment in time with the full surrender to this one person with all my heart.

And just as I feel her hands go around my neck tightly and now her fingers making their way into my hair tenderly as she now starts to kiss me back – my every intention to still take this softly flies out of the window and I just now tug her hair in a harsh and urgent fist as I just pull her closer into myself, and I continue to just kiss her over and over again – hardly and madly – like I have never really kissed before.

I have literally never felt what I am feeling right now.

Because I have never kissed anyone I have had feelings for, ever.

And this wasn’t just any feelings – this was Love.

I was kissing the one I so deeply Loved for the very first time and just as I can feel her trying to match my moves and kiss me back , I can feel that she is mirroring back every emotion, every feel into our kiss too – and I relaise in the way her lips are now moving over mine and how shes just holding onto my arm as if her life depends on it, I finally realise – that there is nothing for me to be worried about me overwhelming khushi with my heavy duty emotions – because we were both probably sailing in the same boat now – and just that realisation drives me over the edge too and I continue to kiss her madly and the passion in between of us is roaring now.

THIS IS BLOODY INTENSE.

My hands now just move over her arms on their own accord and one of them goes around her waist as I hold her into me possessively as I continue to keep kissing her over and over again.

I cant have enough of this moment.

I cant let go of her Lips.

This is bloody electric and very addictive.

I think I can just keep kissing her like this for hours.

And that’s exactly what I have on my mind, as I don’t let her break away even for a second for many more heated minutes(almost twenty I guess) in between of us and continue to drive us both crazy to the edge until  I know that we finally have to break apart for a second to catch on our breathe, because we cannot breathe from or into each other lips anymore because we are both breathless now and just as we do pull apart, I can feel her all heaving in my arms,and it feels like her breaths lost almost immediately as she caught it and she finally takes my name in a tone which is almost a hoarse moan – “ arnav..I..I..”

I keep my forhead over hers and I just cup her face and don’t let her move as I ask against her lips, my eyes are closed too , because I have just literally experienced the most electric, emotional and powerful kiss of my life..and im clearly shaken under the impact too – “ I what..khushi?”

She’s still heaving as she says – “ I want to say something..but I..i…”

I just rub my cheek against hers and I kiss her ear and I whisper honestly – “ please tell me whats on your mind..”

We still haven’t opened our eyes as she continues to hold onto me and I keep holding onto her as we are both lost in the after effect of this epic moments of time, and these crazy passionate minutes that transpired in between of us and I admit softly – “ I think I should tell you first that I have never felt anything like this ever before..everything that I felt whilst I just kissed you was like crazily intense on another level Sunshine..”,and I finally open my eyes, because I now want to look into hers and she opens her eyes too and she now says still in a very shaken tone – “I have never been..ki..ssed..this way..ever before ..and i didn’t think..i could kiss like this…I cant believe what I just felt…this..is..soo..intense..i have never felt anything like this ever before too Arnav..”

I grin as I kiss her nose – “ its good that we are sailing in the same boat Sunshine..”

She closes her eyes as she says her breath all heaving again – “ please..don’t call me that right now..Arnav..please…”,and she starts to tremble again, as her hands hold onto my arm tightly for support.

I am absolutely gobsmacked by the impact I have on her right now and I immediately want to take her lips again in a ravishing kiss but shes trembling and shaking and so because I love her so deeply I have to ask her first and so I do – “ are you ok Sunshine..??”

She nods again in silence,and I now kiss her foreahed as I ask honestly – “are you still speechless…??”

She nods again.

I pull her into a crushing hug as I say holding her all tight and close and I admit honestly – “ damm you Sunshine..you are going to destroy me…”

And she now pulls apart as she looks into my eyes as she says her voice still trembling and soft that its now like sinfully sensual to my ears – “ Arnav..I…have to tell you something..i have to be honest..”

I cup her face again, and we are both still rooted to our position of her sitting on that table as I’m holding her crushingly close into my arms while standing in front of her, because I think none of us want to move from this moment so that its frozen in our heads forever and I rub my hand over her cheek as I ask – “ what is it??”

She takes a deep breathe but she continues to look into my eyes as she says – “ you should not have kissed me like that Arnav..”

I think my heartbeat skips a beat as disappointment starts to flow through me and I am sure the disappointment was evident in my eyes and that she spotted it and she now immediately cupped one side of my cheek as she brushed her thumb over mine, matching my action and I give her a confused look and she says – “ you said something like that I was going to destroy you..”

I nod in silence, what is she trying to imply?

She bends sideways and kisses my cheek now and she returns to the earlier position as she looks into my eyes again – “ but know this that you wont be able to destroy me Arnav…”,and she pauses and that one second pause was just about to give me a heartattack when I see her lips curve in a smile and her eyes twinkle and a blush up her cheeks as if she is also shy all of a sudden and I look at her completely gobsmacked wanting to know what fascinating thought is now going to reflected out of her witty tongue and she says now – “ I think..no wait..i know for sure that you have just unleashed a pandora’s box..no wait not a box..a vault..no wait not a vault..but like a massive cave of a lot of overwhelming emotional moments in between of us..because..i am already destroyed beyond repair Arnav..and that is why you will not be able to destroy me anymore…you have literally destroyed me with that kiss of yours..its like your Lips have unleashed a Carnage in my being right now..and I just..dont..know..what..to..say..i can’t move..and I feel like if I let go off my grip on you..i might just faint right here…im shivering dammit..”

My heartbeats skyrocketed to space now as the meaning of her words dawn on me and I say sure the happiness in evident in my grin – “I like the sound of that word carnage.. Sunshine..and know that I feel exactly the same..to be honest maybe a little more carnage’d than you though surely..because you have no idea how long have I been aching to just experience this very moment…”,and now she’s blushing furiously and is all shy all of a sudden and I chuckle and I ask – “ is it ok if I pick you in my arms and carry you to that fridge of yours across from us, so that I can get you some water???”

She nods and I scoop her in my arms immediately as I walk towards the fridge and place her gently on that kitchen counter next to me and she gives me a nervous and a shaken smile and I pick out a glass bottle and I fill out a glass of water for her and she sips on It and just as I am about to fill one for myself she says – “ no wait..i know you cant have cold water..itll catch your throat..”,and she now gets off immediately and gets me another bottle from the other side of the kitchen ledge and she pours out the normal water for me and my heart warms as I sip through my glass, and she stands in front of me and literally gulps down her entire glass and one of her hands in placed on the side of her waist as she also fans her cheeks with her other free hand and her expressions now make me chuckle and she shakes her head and I close the fridge door and she says – “ see hoodie guy..i was right in asking the doctor if he was sure that everything is normal with the way my voice is wired..”

I grin as I lean against the counter – “I still cant believe you asked him that straight out..”

She chuckles herself as if the scene plays through her head – “ I know…”,and she paused as she asks – “ hey wait…you did say that you came here straight from the airport no Arnav??are you hungry?? Did you something to eat in the flight??”

I nod as I say – “ I did eat some..but my appetite was kind off dead with all the worry I was consumed with..”,and I tug on her hand I pull her into another hug as I brush her hair tenderly – “ I tried getting in touch with you from the airport both in Jamaica and in London several times Sunshine but when I couldn’t get through to you, or have anyway of knowing how you were now feeling I was very worried…”

She hugs me back immeditaly as she says – “and when I saw that you were retired hurt and I had no way of knowing what happened..i was going bonkers with worry..i had to remind myself to calm down too, I mean the blue ticks told me that you had read my messages..but..gosh arnav ..i was so so so worried…”,and she pauses as she picks up my hand and kisses my wrist softly the one that was injured before, the one I think I have strained a little again and she asks softly – “ youv strained your wrist again haven’t you???”

I hold her by the waist posseively close into me as I ask looking at her confused – “ how do you know?? I made sure I didn’t flex it or my fingers around you, I knew youd catch on it..”

She smiles as she says – “ well you are right handed hoodie guy and its your right wrist that’s been strained again, and I know because you used your left hand to open the tight cap on my glass bottle, I figured..”

I grinned and I say – “ now you know what I mean by the fact that you sunshine are custom made exclusively for me in every way..god you can understand and read me like I don’t even know myself..”

She grinned as she jumped out of my arms now, and she openes the fridge as she hands me the ice pack and she says – “ cmon, put it on your wrist..”,and she turned around as she asks – “ you want maggi???”

I grin as put the icepack on my wrist – “ id love one..but you are not allowed to eat any..”

Her eyes widen on reflex as she asks – “ why ya hoodie guy?? you know I love maggi..”

I nod – “ I know but you just got out of the hospital sunshine, I don’t want you to have junk..”

She looks at me as she says in adorably – “ please ya, I cannot not have it with you..its our thing hoodie guy…ok wiat..ill add some veggies too..and maybe some cheese too this time around..and ill use the wheat noodles I have..not the flour one..ok??”

I narrow my eyes at her and I say – “ you know very well, I cannot say no to that look on your face..”

She grins as she now gestures a dance with both her arms swininging sideways in the air, making me laugh and I pull her into another hug as I say – “ I want to say your file khushi, like your discharge summary from the hospital..”

She nods as she walks over to the chest of drawers by her bedside and takes it out and gives it to me and she says – “ ill just make us the noodles, why don’t you sit and have a look?”

I nod and I plonk myself on the counter next to her and I start going through everything, her MRI summary and her discharge summary and I say on reflex – “ gosh khushi I kept telling you that you were overworking yourself..you were given drips for dehydration..”

She turns around as she says with a spin and places both her hands on her waist with a grin up her face – “ see I am absolutely fine hoodie guy..and you seem to have forgotten about my three superkicks that almost came in your face today..”,she winked.

I laughed.

God she was crazy.

And I was crazy about her.

I see her taking out the saucepan for the maggi and she places it on the heating plate and takes out some veggies and she now starts chopping them and I finish reading her file completely and I walk and keep it in her drawer back and I now walk back to her and stand next to her as I fold my arms across my chest and I ask – “ do you need any help???”

She finished chopiing some onions and carrots and beans and I see her put the water on the boil and she starts putting the mixture of the spices in the water and then adds the veggies and the noddles and the cheese to it and she mixes it with a ladle and then puts the lid of the saucepan and she says – “ no hoodie guy..now just a couple of minutes..we just need to wait for it to cook..”,and shes now staring to wind up and clean up the counter and I am so happy at just the simple sight in front of that is making my heart go crazy and I instantly step behind her and hold both her hands brom behing and bring it my grip to go around waist from behind and I bury my face in the crook of her neck from behind as I whisper into her ears – “ I am so happy to be with you right now Sunshine..you have no idea…”

And she leans a little into me as she ttightens her hands on my grip on her waist and she is trembling and shivering again and her breathings heavy as she heaves a little as she says – “ you are doing it again arnav..”

I ask now pushing a section of her hair, away from that gorgeous neckline of hers that iv been wanting to kiss for ages too and I trail a soft line of kisses down them as I whisper in her ears – “ im doing what??”

But she doesn’t pull away and she leans back into me and tilts sideways a little giving me access to just trail a line of kisses down the side of her neck again and I shift the hair to another side and shower kisses down the other side of neckline too, she’s heaving and trembling in my arms again and she whispers softly – “ you are on Carnage mode again…”,and she instantly turns around in my arms and she runs one of her hands down her arms as she says now looking to my eyes – “ this is not goosebumps Arnav..this is hardcore machine gun type shivers that you are making me feel…what have you done to me dammit..??????”

I chuckle and before I can answer she peeks back into the saucepan and she says – “ I don’t want the noodles to be Carnaged..”,and I laugh at that and she instantly takes of the lid and I ask her where she places the bowls and spoons and I help her with it as she now pours us portions of the noodles and then I see her walk to her wardrobe and she opens it quickly and put son a cotton full sleeved hoodie that shed worn with me on our first bus ride and she puts it on and then she walks up to me and she takes out a steeled box with a lid and I see her shift all of the maggi into that one bowl and she says with a wink – “ will you hold this for me please..??”

I nod and I look at her confused and right next second I know the thought that’s come on her mind and I say – “ no way khushi..you were in the hospital yesterday..im not letting you climb up the roof ledge right now..”

She grinned as she spoke mischeviously – “ oh cmon..please…I have so much to talk to you and I want us to go up there..pleasee just like the first time I took you up there with a maggi bowl in your hands..”

Again that adorable expression up her face the one I cant say no too,and I say rolling my eyes – “ you know I am not going to be able to say no to that look..”

She grins – “I know…”

I say honestly – “ khushi..no..im worried…”

And she now walks upto me and she takes my hand and kisses it and looks into my eyes as she says softly – “ you are here..thats all I’d ever need to feel better arnav..”

I kiss her forhead and I nod, and I hold the bowl in my hand and she picks up her water sipper and the backdoor key and then she takes me by the hand straight down the stairs and we make our way up the spiral staircase first and then that second ladder upto the ledge with the little platform like a cocooned sitting where I sat with her on various occasions before and I see her give me her hand from up the landing as she says – ‘ careful hoodie guy..dont strain your wrist..”

I smile on reflex – seriously khushi..i am a professional player here.

And I sit on the ledge now facing her, and she opens the lid of the box of maggi and she hands me a spoon and she takes one as well and she asks – “ I feel like making you eat the first bite off my hands..is it ok??”

OK??????????

Ofcourse, id love that.

I nod and I see her wrap the noodles in the fork and she puufs on it a little as she says – “ still hot…”

And I feel so much love rush through me I cant explain.

Such a simple moment in time.

Yet so Precious.

And im just looking at her as she finally makes me eat a bite and then she takes one herself too, and I say to her – “ how about if you make us both eat??”

She grins as she says – “ ok hoodie guy…your uber girl has absolutely no objections to that..”

I grin as I say – “ somebody’s found her speech back..”

She winked – “ what to do ya I have to..otherwise itll be time for you to go and I will regret not being able to take my voice out whilst you are here..”,and her voice paused at that and she now looks away from my eyes as she looks down at the bowl of maggi as she asks softly – “ when is your return flight Arnav??”

I just lace my fingers through her hand and I say – “ I just arrived..khushi..lets not talk about me leaving please..”

She nods and then she looks up into my eyes as she says – “ I am asking because Im just trying to figure out how to rearrange my schedule hoodie guy..so that I can spend as much time with you..you know  with full time college is starting next Monday too…”,and she feeds me another bite of the noodles.

I take the fork from her hand and feed her a bite now and she grins as she eats it and I say honestly – “well to be honest to you, I have a ten day break..and I don’t have a return ticket back yet..i mean..i atleast want to be here till the beginning of next week with you Khushi..because post this again jamm packed schedule with matches, and I think I will only be able to come back end November..”

She grins as she feeds me another bite – “ im so happyyyy to make the best of the time I have with you…”,and I smack her lips briefly as I say – “ me too…and that’s all I want to focus on for now..promise me you are not going to talk about me leaving until its time for me to head to the airport…”

She nods in silence now, and I continue to making her eat and she makes me eat too as we just continue to look into each other eyes , the vibe and silence in between of us is talking again and just as we finish, she closes the box and all of a sudden I can feel this vibe in her silence which is a little uneasy and she turns oround and gets off the ledge and I hold her hand on reflex as I ask softly – “ hey what happened???where are you going..”

And I see her now make her way down the ladder swiftly and I just follow her down in a hurry and I make it down to the first bigger roof and before she can run out of my reach down to the spiral staircase, I catch her hand on reflex and I pull he back into me instantly and just as she looks into my eyes, I am surprised to see them welled up in a lot of emotion and I ask softly, rubbing my thumb on her cheek – “ why are you running away Sunshine?? What happened..please talk to me…did I say something??”

She closed her eyes and a tear falls off her cheek and I kiss it away immediateky and another tear falls off her other eye and I kiss that away too and I just keep kissing her tears away until they finally stop falling and she finally opens her eyes to me as she says, trembling again in my arms – “ you are making me feel so many things all at the same time hoodie guy..im so overhwhelmed..its like…i..i…”

I immediately take her by the hand and I walk over to the outdoor cane sunbed that wasn’t there on this roof the last time I was here, and in the hurry to get up on the ledge up, I hadn’t spotted it here minutes earlier, and I hold her hand and make her sit next to me and shes got this solemn expression on her face that’s killing me because shes not talking now and this is the silence that is not talking to me too and I ask, now holding her by the arm and I pull her to face me and I cup her face – “ talk to me dammit..”

Her eyes look into mine as she says – “ I want to..i want to talk to you arnav..its just that..my mind is telling me to filter it for now and hold on to it and in my heart..i just want to go with the flow of it and talk to you like I always do..and hence the conflict..you know I can never hide anything from you right…I i..”,and she starts to get up as she says – “ ill just sleep over it..”

And I pull her by the hand back straight into me and I get up to stand on my feet too and I say – “ no..you are not going anywhere..we are talking now…I told you im not going to let you escape dammit when I see you for real..”,and I just pull her into another crushing hug as I say – “ I am not letting you go right now..for theres so much I have to say to you..”

And thank god I feel her relax a little in my arms and I pick her up in my arms and I kneel on the sunbed and I sit on it adjust myself to the back and I make her sit next to me against the big cushions and I say, now wiping another tear that had made her way down her eye – “ khushi do you have any idea how much its killing me to see that tear off your eye..please don’t cry…you have no freaking idea what you mean to me..and to be honest I have to talk to you..theres so much you need to know and I need to confess to you too..but I am scared about overwhelming you with my heavy duty emotions..iv been scared about it for a long time now..and that’s why I was taking one step at a time, because I didn’t want to overwhelm you..”

Her eyes shoot up to meet mine instantly as she asks now – “ what do you mean??long time now??”

I take a deep breathe.

I have to tell her.

I have to tell her the intensity of my emotion.

I have to tell her – that I am in Love with her – truly, madly and deeply.

I cannot postpone this moment – because unlike other couples, I don’t have all the time in the world to be with her – due to our geographical distances.

I have to listen to my heart now.

I take a deep breathe as I say – “ youv never been just a friend to me Khushi..never..there was something that I felt for you instantly the first time I met you and that’s why I came to look for you the second time around, and then as we continued to see each other on the days I was last here..my feelings started to grow..and..”, and I paused.

And she looked at me dazed as she asked – “ go on..please..”

I take a deep breathe as I said, her gaze was hypnotising me and I spoke honestly – “ right before I first kissed you tonight, remember I told you that iv been aching to for a long time???”

She nodded.

I say honestly – “ do you want to know since when have I been aching to ??”

She nods in silence, and I see her body language ease and become more comfortable.

And Thank God. – Her silence has now started to talk to me again

I take a deep breathe as I say – “ do you remember the second time and we sat up on this ledge and saw the first episode of the crown and then we spent all that time talking after..”

She nods.

I lace my hand through hers as I admit – “ I realised right then that id started to fall for you Khushi, because the way the wind was playing with your hair, made me just fight this urge to just lean in brush them away and pull you in for a deep kisss…”

Her eyes widened at that in surprise as she asked – “ what since right then??”

I nod as I look into her eyes – “ right since then..and then I fought the same when we were at the beach , or when I last saw you at the backdoor of Chai and Coffee at 3 am in the night..you have no idea what it took off me to not just shove you against the wall when you opened the door and kiss you insane..i knew right before I left that I was falling for you hard and fast..and that is why I was so sure that it wasn’t going to be goodbye…”

Her eyes are full of emotion as she asks honestly– “ why didn’t you ever tell me any of this then??”

I take a deep breathe – “ as I said, I didnt want to overwhelm you, after all that youd confided in me about Armaan and the aftermath of everything that you had gone through after the crash..i just felt like It would be insensitive of me to do so..and so I  had to wait and take it slow and easy and nurture this connection in between of us first so that’s youd feel it naturally ok to just let me in too…”

She now clutches my hand as she says – “ and you did just that..for these last three months..youv nurtured this connection in between of us in such a way Arnav that it made me have faith in the faith that you have in it here, amongst all my jittery moments…”and she closed her eyes as she spoke softly – “ it felt like you were going around sprinkling this magic dust all around me and my heart was starting to come alive in the ways its never had before…gosh Arnav…”

Just the way she said that last line in so much emotion – drove me insane and I instantly kneeled up on this sunbed and I pulled her by the hand upto her knees too and my hands went around her waist and I cupped her face and I looked into her eyes intently as I admitted – “ do you know in the timeline of my heart – theres a period starkly marked – B.K (before Khushi)and A.K (after Khushi..)..”

Her eyes widened at that as she spoke softly – “ what???”

I nod as I said with a chuckle now – “ your wittiness has rubbed onto me from Day one sunshine..dont blame me Sunshine..”

She chuckles too and then she looks into my eyes softly – “arnav..something triggered me on that ledge..a word of yours..”

I gesture to her as I say – “ khushi, I promise ill listen to you but first let me get this out please..”

She nods as she now cups my face and I sit back on the bed and she sits back too and we both just lean sideways into the cushions at the aide and I caress her cheek tenderly and she caresss mine and she asks softly – “ is this a dream??”

I kiss her hand as I say – “ this is better than a dream..this is better than all my dreams come true dammit..you are everything to me Khushi..you are the only ingredient my heart needs..and its time now that I remind you about a  moment in time between of us when we were on a videocall and you first judged by just looking at me flexing my wrist and fingers that I had injured myself..do you remember khushi…we knew each other into a month then…we were always talking, like we still do..”

She nods as I continue to caress her cheek and i just judge her silence and her eyes full of emotion in the moment and I realise that shes not overhwhlemed in a negative way right now – she wants to hear me out and I say taking a deep breathe – ‘ its about time you know that – that is the exact moment in my Life that i would never forget – because your tone, the concern in your voice, the look in your eyes made me feel like as if all the wickets in my heart went down all at once, or maybe that I had just Hit Wicketed my Heart myself..”

She looks at me – “ hit wicket means…it’s a cricket terminology right?? It means..”

I smile as I say – “ yes it is..its a term we use – for the action of a batsman stepping on or knocking over their own wicket, resulting in their own dismissal,and Id like to use that term in this context actually it will be a better reflection of what I am about to tell you...”,and I lace my hand through hers and I kiss it and I wrap a hand around her waist and pull her close into me and I kiss her forehead and she closes her eyes and shes back to shivering and I kiss her hand and she opens her eyes to mine now and I say honestly – “ for you, sunshine..I…Hit Wicket My Heart..in that very moment in time, because that was the moment – I first fell in love with you..that was the moment I fell in love for the very first time in the 28 years of my Life, with a girl who is so precious, the one who is destined exclusively for me, the biggest perfect piece in the puzzle of my heart Khushi – its you.and...i have been in love with you since then, and over the last couple of months after, I think I might have fallen in love with you a zillion times over and over again…”

She hugs me inatsntly and I just hold her close, for many minutes because I know shes speechless right now and many minutes later as I brush her hair tenderly she pulls apart and I cup her face tenderly and she says – “Arnav..I..I..”

And I put a finger on her lips as I say – “ shhs hh..you don’t have to say anything khushi..i know you need time maybe..but I had to get this out to you..after all that has happened..it feels like if I didn’t tell you now..id loose you…”

She kisses my finger as she now takes it off her lips and she asks – “ can I ask you something??”

I nod.

She asks – “ how did you keep it in for so long hoodie guy?when I feel like my heart is about to burst with the realisation..in just like what 24 hours..”

I look at her gobsmacked.

What realisation is she talking about right now??

Is she about to tell me she is in Love with me too???

My heart is probably going to stop beating then – for I was not braced for this revelation yet.

I wasn’t expecting this.

I knew she was falling for me hard and fast too.

But if she tells me that she loves me now.

Its going to go down as – One of

She now kissed my hand as she spoke – “ that’s why I was running out of your reach from the ledge, because it felt like as in my mind told me to keep this filter on and my heart didn’t want too..will you hear me out now??”

I just nod.

Now I am speechless.

She kissed my hand again – “ so, when I lost consciousness in Zara’a arms yesterday, your smiling face revolved right in front of my eyes before it all went blank for me hoodie guy..and because of all that conflict in my mind and heart that I was feeling – I realised that I was probably into you way deeper than id been realising..i realised in the MRI machine in those vulnerable lonely moments that I am in Love with you too.Its time you know that for you Arnav, I have Hit Wicket My Heart too”

I push her back into the cushions immediately as I kiss her the very next second, taking her lips in a raw and a passionate duel.

And I continue to kiss her Hard.

And this kiss in between of us is ‘Carnage’ on another level, as her hands go around me as well as she tried to kiss me back matching my moves, but I don’t let her, because I feel my emotions rage as I dominate our embrace in raw passion.

Does she even know what shes done to me right now?????

YEAH RIGHT.

I AM DESTROYED TOO.

DESTROYED BEYOND REPAIR.

And I continue to kiss her madly for a long long time, and just as she holds onto my arms for support even though she is lying down next to me is insanely crazy because shes trembling and shivering in my arms on a different tangent now and I break away many minutes later because we both unfortunately need to catch on our breathe and I break away as I say honestly , looking into her eyes – “ you just destroyed me beyond repair too…”

She cups my cheek tenderly and I kiss her hand and she asks – “ do you want to know interesting thoughts that went through my head before I arrived at that realisation that I love you..”

I nod,and she sits up to face me and I sit up to face her but both my hands are laced into hers too and she says – “ That - We Human beings are Like Airports….thats why the airport in our conversation on the ledge triggered my this emotion…anyway..You know how airports Stand Fixed in its place, not moving even an inch from its place, no matter how many flights Take off and Land in to its Terminals each day.And maybe all these different flights with Take off and Landings are like moments and people from our lives that are just going to fly in to pause for a while, stay there in transit, chill at a lounge probably for sometime, enjoy duty free shopping, and then eventually get on that plane that will take off the run way and fly out into the air towards its next destination, and the airport is just left standing right there, watching and being surveillant to the smooth functioning of all these routine moments that will happen anyway – just like in Life – as Time continues to flow and does not really stop for anyone…..”

Wait.Whatttttt??????????????????????????

I have never heard an analogy like that ever before.

And I say on reflex – “ Sunshine..your head fascinates me..it really does..”

She smiles as she says – “ theres more..”

I nod as I say – “ go on..”

She takes a deep breathe as she says – “And then sometimes- The Best Maginificent Jumbo Jet comes into your arrivals for a shortwhile, making you feel like totally in awe of this brilliant machine, and you on reflex pause the rest of the flow on that run way of emotions and give like super importance to this one big jumbo jet, and then probably as you are lost in all the excietemt of having this maginficient machine stop at your terminal for a shortwhile – you realise in a flashy moment of time that this Jumbo Jet is going to jet away sooner or later – for this airport was probably just a stopover….”

I look at her and I am sure I have a very amusing grin up my face as I say – “ wait what..i have to make a list here – I am burj khalifa, the atlantic ocean , and the jumbo jet now??”

She grinned as she pecked my cheek and then she spoke – “so I realised that that’s what this inner conflict was all about..because I want This magnificient Jumbo Jet - Parked into the Gates of my Emotions Forever.I just felt like it doesn’t matter how gruelling and hard it will be to maintain the smooth functioning of this jumbo jet with that small aerobridge and garage available at my humble airport , because I truly don’t want to let this jumbo jet go ever – because One Very Important passenger from this Magnificent plane has deboarded the plane and made its way through those Immigration Counters – straight into all the four arrival terminals of My Heart at the same time.(four terminals because the heart has four chambers right??) with its wings of magicdust and Love,and so I could only pray to the Gods above that maybe even if there was  tiny miny chance – please have this Jumbo Jet wanting to park his engine into the gates off my emotions forever.I could only Hope and pray that my humble airport continues to be deemed fit for a long term parking by Your eyes Arnav...”

I pull her in instantly for another deep kiss, and I don’t let her pull away until we both need to catch on our breaths again.

And when I let her breath again she now cups my face with both her hands and she says – “and I also want you to know that in those excruciating lonely and caged moments in that MRI Machine I just realised – that if this plane ever took off my runway to go to another destination and to never return – I was going to feel like as if all the Planes ever manufactured by Boeing and Airbus in this entire universe would come crashing down on me – all at once.And My Humble Airport would definitely not be able to come out of those flames – that would be burning my heart – if such a thing happened….”

I pull her into a crushing hug as I say – “ are you crazyyyy..such a thing will never happen khushi…I love you dammit and I am never going to let you go, or do anything to hurt you…i promise..just trust me..pleasee…”

She nods as she hugs me to herself – “ I do..i do trust you..i have faith I think we can figure things out as we go along..we will be ok right Arnav??”

I nod as I pull back and I look into her eyes as I say – “ We will be ok..i promise..theres no other option Khushi…wana know why??”

Shes caressing my cheek tenderly and I kiss her hand again as I take both our hands to her heart as I say – “ because this airport is not a stopover Khushi..you are the Destination..My Final Destination..and I mean it…”

She instantly hugs me again and I hug her tightly and she whispers – “ gosh Arnav..i love you so damm much..so damm much…its insane..i didn’t even know my heart could beat this way…the way it beats for you…”

I pull back and I cup her face as I now say honestly – “ I just want to spend as much time as I can with you khushi..now that I am here…but I know you have work and everything..but maybe if we could just go somewhere..just you and me for three to four days…I think its exactly what we both need right now..just some time to ourselves..”,and I gesture her to just come sit in my arms now and she does snuggle into me as she whispers – “ I do have college from next Monday, but I do have three days off from the firm too, but you know what..the doctor did ask me to take it easy for a while..i think I need to give myself a little break too, and I think I know the exact place I want to take you for a couple of days…but its nothing fancy hoodie guy..”

I kiss her forhead as I say – “ just shut up Khushi…you know id go anywhere with you..you deceide our destinations..im in…where you go..”

She kisses my forhead as she now says with a grin – “ maybe we should get you in an MRI too..to check if your brains wired correctly..how are you in love with me again???????????? Meeeee???????????like meeeeeeeeee??????..”

I clutch her hair in a fist as I say seriously – “ shut up....you have no idea how priceless you are dammit..like I told you before see from my eyes khushi once and you will know..you are my sunshine…and the love of my Life..and I want you to never forget that..”

She nods as her hands go in my hair too as she keeps her forhead on mine, her lips almost on mine but not over them as she whispers – “ this is so electric..Arnav..this thing in between of us..i mean ..our love..is this what they mean by when they talk about it in all its glory in all those books and novels..”

I close my eyes as I rub my cheek against hers – “nahh…this is better…this is way better than what they talk and write about…our intense instant electric connection Khushi..that we feel for each other..im sure its way beyond all of that..you see Khushi..just like in cricket we have our levels of shots..i just realised right now after expericing these last couple of moments with you ever since I saw you today, that in love too there like some steps ..maybe starting with havoc and then theres slaying…and then theres massive chaos…but ‘Carnage’, Sunshine.. is that last stop..and that’s exactly what youv done to my being and my emotions Khushi…”

And she hugs me instantly and is trembling again in my arms again and I just pull apart as I ask – “ whats the plan then?? For tomorrow?

She grins as she says – “ oh wait..you leave all that too me…how about I pick you up in my uber like at NOOn tomorrow..that will give you good time to rest and freshen up too..what say..”,and she pauses and she takes out her phone from her pocket as she says – “ but for now I am going to call you an Uber..youv had a long travel Arnav and you need to rest now..where are you staying??? The table bay??”

I shake my head – “ nope..not table bay this time around..because most of the staff their recognises me instantly..im at Cape Cadogan this time it’s a smaller boutique hotel..”

She nods as she says – “ done hoodie guy..uber girl has just booked your uber..”

I grin as I now push her back into the cushions and I ask leaning close into her – “and how about I take this Uber girls’ lips into a ravishing goodnight kiss…until my uber comes??”

She grins as she nods – “ I think your uber girl would like that…”

And I take her lips in a deep ravishing prolonged french kiss that leaves us both breathless.

GEOGRAPHICAL DISTNACE BE DAMMED.

I KNOW – THE BOND AS STRONG AS THIS..AS WHAT WE BOTH MUTUALLY FEEL FOR EACH OTHER CAN TOTALLY STAND THROUGH ANY TEST AND TWISTS OF TIME AND DISTANCE.

And that’s why this Long Distance was the last worry on my mind.

Because we both had this clear connection and such transparent communication in between of us that had led to the building blocks of all this Love and Trust we now have in each other.

I knew I had to be patient in nurturing this – and I was glad that my patience had finally paid off.

And as I feel Khushi in my arms right now, as she is tryong to reciprocate my dominant moves over her Lips.

I Know – Now.

 I understand from first hand experience – what they mean by when they say that the fruit of patience is very sweet.

Very Sweet Indeed.

Intoxicating Too.

Maybe some confessions take time to come around but when they do – they absolutely consume you off everything.

And it was about time – that this Confession Did Just that to Both of US.

And It was about time too.

I didn’t care if it was going to cause some major massive destruction in my being – for I knew one thing for sure – I wasn’t the one facing the Impact of it Alone.

She was in it – As much as Me.

And I had absolutely No qualms in letting myself flow with my emotions in here.

Hence.

Let the Carnage Begin!

Let the Damm Carnage Begin!!

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Tadaaaaa Guyssssss!!!!!!!!

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Havent proofread ..pls ignore editing errors.

I will give another update tomorrow as well.

Happyy Monday!!

Much love Guys

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