feeling of first love ❤️❤️ ## jelousy😤😤

5 months ago

Mikky

@MidnightLibrary

Most of the waiting parts are how both the innocent hearts realize their feelings towards each other, How Dharam gave up upon his first love, and How Meghna’s heart had shattered into pieces after knowing the truth. 

Once again sorry for this long update 

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feeling of first love ❤️❤️ ##

 jelousy😤😤

Sanyogita remembers the day when she came out of the exam hall on the way she had met Meghna, both the girls shared a warm hug, they were talking, smiling, laughing lightheartedly because it was the last exam day so they could take rest and enjoyed long holidays after studying for an entire a year. They were talking, smiling, laughing delightfully with the other girls of their classes, in the middle of their conversations Sanyogita saw a tall man who was wearing a formal dress waving at her with a delighted smile seeing him Sanyogita ran towards him. She hugged her father tightly and become overwhelmed as she had Missed him during her whole exam period since her father visited for the business meetings. She was surprised and also very happy from the core of her heart when he told her he had just come directly from the airport to meet her. 

Sanyogita wanted to spend plenty of time with her friends. She was waiting for others too but as her father didn't take his lunch for her so she was worrying for him and also Scolded him a little and had no options except to return with him. 

Sanyogita bid bye to Meghna and went with her father. Both the girls promised each other they would meet during the holidays.

In the car, although she was talking with her father, she felt that she had left something more precious behind her . She was frequently looking back through the window glass of the car, perhaps someone was following her, why her heart wanted to see someone.

That same day Sanyogita had dialed Prithvi’s home several times, she did not know why she wanted to talk to him? Why does she want to hear his voice? It had been just about 2 weeks and she missed him 20 thousand times.

Whenever she dialed the landline no. of Prithvi’s house she heard the voice of a lady, she assumed it was Prithvi’s mother. A time appeared she heard the voice of Prithvi’s father Sanyogita frightened by his lion's voice by which he gave a threat "who are you if you called again I will file a complaint to police for this crank calls" .

Sanyogita kept their telephone in disappointment. 

It was the beginning when she had started to miss Prithvi after a few weeks of completion of the exams.

Sanyo had visited with her little family for 20days in the Maldives to enjoy her family there during their vacation but despite having visited so many places there her eyes were searching for someone in the thousands of people, she had felt a vacancy from inside she didn't know the reason. It was the time when Whatsapp wasn't as popular as the current year among the students of Indian genres.

On the other side,

After the exam, when Prithvi came to know from Meghna that Sanyogita had already gone with her father he became disappointed. He asked himself why it always happens when he wants to talk with her,  whether time wasn't his fate or time was present but she wasn’t there around him. 

After winning the District tournament he gave his maximum time, dedication, attention to everything in football in the morning and evening, his coach from a local club had altered him as he had to practice a lot for his dream. Now his current goal is the state championship. Afterward, he had practiced a lot for getting selected to the National team, so many people saw dreams but only the gems got a chance there, although he is talented but without hard work he also wasn't in fate. So he was always busy with his sports,

Despite being busy schedule he didn't have the clue why he was missing Someone so badly. For the first time, he became restless in his free timing. He felt an urge to see someone there to motivate him.

It was another day when he wanted to talk with Sanyogita so eagerly he thought to himself that perhaps she had not missed him. So to distract his aloof mind by keeping himself busy at practice in his goal.

He had recently come to know from Dharam whom Meghna told, Sanyogita was in the Maldives with her father and Grandmother.20days had passed but neither he had a talk with her nor had seen her after the exam.

Prithvi had Recently he got a new screen touch mobile of Nokia from his father who warned him if his marks deteriorated he would take back his phone. Although he hadn't many desires of mobile because his coach had already warned, if he gave more importance to other things and wasted his time now, then the most important dream of his life would slip away from his hold forever.

All the school friends had made a plan to meet outside somewhere. When he saw her after 1month he could not express that feeling which was running through his nerves.

A few days ago,

Sanyogita’s father gave her a new android mobile phone Samsung for the first time and also altered her not to be too attached to it.

“Papa, If I had not come first would you have snatched this phone away from me? She asked him curiously witnessing the incidence of her friendzone

“If you stood 4th still I will never do this, do you know I have never stood first in my whole school life, not even in college days, I am always trying to give my best, and I believe in my daughter what she will do she will give her best.”

“Papa, why do you trust me so much?”

“ Because I knew my angel no one known her more than me “

Sanyogita hugged her father and kissed his cheek.

She recently had the no. of Prithvi’s new mobile. She took out her phone and she recalled when she was typing his name on the contact list the same feeling was rushing in her body when she had met him a few days ago with her school friends . 

All these things happened to her for the first time, she had done so many crazy things for him, sometimes those brought a smile to Dr, Sanyogita Agarwal’s face whenever she thought about teenage Sanyogita's childish side.

She had called him several times but no one answered. Sanyogita checked her mobile deliberately, getting no reply from him. She was disappointed. She knew Prithvi had informed his father that he had given him permission for his practice so he had all-time busy at his practice in the morning and also in the evening. She glanced at her mobile which showed it was 9:30 in the night. She presumed Perhaps he had fallen asleep due to tiredness. She had no idea why there was a hope perhaps he would receive her call. After several times of waiting to get no way, after keeping her mobile on the bed she went for her studies. It was 2.30 am. Sanyogita goes to sleep after getting up from her study table. She set an alarm and afterward checked her mobile but she didn't get any reply from him she was disappointed.

Here Prithvi when woke up before Dawn for his regular running he came out from the bathroom then checked out his mobile, he was flabbergasted seeing 20 miss calls of the name showed Sanyo. A pleasant smile crept to his lips, at the same time he felt his heart was unknowingly skipping its one beat.

He thought for a while and then type some SMS  for her 

Hmm [smiley]..hi ,Good morning.I am sorry for being late reply 🥺, I was sleeping because of tiredness, I can't see your messages. I have to wake up every day at 3:30 am. I hope you will understand.

Waiting for ur reply...☺️

The whole day Prithvi sensed more enthusiasm in his spirit, activities. This morning he felt that the bird's chirping was more melodious to him, the egg yolk sun also gave him more energy. Everything in the surrounding was so beautiful and pleasant.

When Sanyogita woke up in the morning for her tuition class when she glanced at her phone, she was on top of the wheel of happiness after seeing the messages from Prithvi . She had seen the messages from Prithvi, she felt a thousand treasures she had achieved.

She dropped her message for him, Sanyogita thought several times what should she type :

Hmm!! Hi! Good morning 🌞...yeah I have remembered u hv said that day u hv to practice a lot.

Have a nice day and practice carefully and play safely.

The whole day Prithvi was smiling from inside after getting a few messages from her.

They started to message each other.

The day when she did not get a reply or couldn't see him there she did not know she felt like something was missing from her day and when she got the chance to talk to him she felt like thousands of treasures came into her room from the window. Although she was busy most of the time in her studies, and on weekends at her karate class and dance classes, she loved to read novels in her free time but on those days she couldn't concentrate on anything the day she could not get not even a few alphabets of words from him.

Two innocent hearts were beating in the same rhythms however neither of them was aware of the new blossoming feelings which had started to grow so long ago.

Prithvi had remembered the incident and laughed at how his little cousin's brother was blackmailing him as he would reveal his girlfriend to his parents, however, he laughed at his word and dismissed the matter from his mind that she was his girlfriend. 

It was the day when Prithvi got some work from his mother he left his mobile to his cousin brother, Vishal who used to play games on it  . He was an 11 years old kid. He was playing sports on Prithvi’s mobile and in the middle of it he saw a message from someone. He clicked on the notification and read the messages.He saw the name of a person whose name had written Sanyogita who sent good morning and many more messages.

He sends her

Prithvi :Hi! 

Sanyogita:Hi! What’s up?

Prithvi: Playing sports cars in mobile

Sanyogita: Wow that’s great I am also liked sports car games”

Prithvi: Happy emoji, What are your hobbies 

(Sanyogita thing for sometimes,she knew Prithvi had once asked her this during initial days of their chatting but why he was asking about it right now,she assumed perhaps he forgot, nevertheless she gave him reply :)

Sanyogita: Reading of books, Sometimes dancing, Karate, sketching 

Prithvi:wowww!You are awesome,emoji

(Sanyogita was surprised by his reply; she felt she was talking to him for the first time. She again saw a msg from Prithvi)

Prithvi: Why didn't you ask me about my hobbies?

Sanyogita gave a foolish smile, she knew Prithvi loved football, and sometimes he played cricket too in his childhood except that he used to draw sketches not skillfully but still.

She asked him about his hobbies then seeing his reply she became surprised.

Prithvi: throwing stones at Mango trees by using a slingshot, Binding the shoelaces of children at school,I love when neighbour house aunty beat her husband during their fight, kicked him out of the home. I have a hidden crush on a girl and I will marry her one day after driving away with her from her home.

Sanyogita was annoyed by seeing those messages and literally cursed him, she kept the phone beside her in anger

On the other hand when Prithvi returned he felt something strange in the behaviour of his little cousin brother who kept his mobile on the bed and ran away from there after giving him a peculiar expression.

He was wondering why Sanyogita didn't give him any SMS, he became impatient, so he checked his inbox, seeing those messages in there was a big shaped “O” formed in his mouth. His expression was like titanic could easily enter inside his mouth. He repeatedly SMS her and dialled her mobile no. several times but all his effort went in vain. It was when she received his call and heard everything she forgave him, Prithvi got relieved. But he had to pay for it because his little cousin was blackmailing him by threatening him whether he had to give him 5choclates as a deal daily and also permitted him to play games on his mobile unless he told his mother about his girlfriend.

Prithvi was thinking about the word girlfriend then fear came in his mind of what Sanyogita would think about him, he knew She was a good, innocent girl he wouldn't want to think about her that way.

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The board exam result had been announced, All the friends took science in class -11.

It was the first time when Sanyogita came to Prithvi's house. Seeing Prithvi’s mother She touched her feet to give respect to her, she reminisced that he frequently talked about his mother to her.

Prithvi's mother had invited everyone as he had won the district tournament. His parents were very happy after seeing the final results of Prithvi and his father advised him to take science.

Sanyogita was looking everywhere in the house yet she didn't know the reason for her curiosity, although his house wasn't like her larger villa she loved it. Everything in there was Decorated so beautifully and hygienically, Prithvi's room reminds her of those houses which she had seen in old days Bengali movies which she uses to watch with her mother, cold red cemented floor, a small dining table in the living room, large windows, fragrance of Agarbatti every Where in the house and pitch darkness near the long staircase.

She saw a long courtyard in the back of their house, Prithvi had told them his father sat there on the chair every day in the morning after doing his morning Puja. Sanyogita noticed the bathroom was outside the house, there was a pumping tubewell. 

Sanyogita glanced at his room at the trophies, prizes, The photos in which he had received the medals from the teachers, honorable guest in inter-school competition, District Champion, Seeing all those things she was feeling pride for him. She saw a family photo frame on the wall of his room.

She saw various photos of Idols across the wall of the living room. 

Sanyogita wanted to help his mother enthusiastically when everyone was busy chatting and laughing in his room.

Sanyogita had entered the kitchen when she took the plate and glasses after finishing off the snacks. She was doing the work eagerly. She saw the kitchen was a little bigger than the living room, with so many important domestic utensils arranged similarly as her house kitchen. Perhaps her mother also belonged to a Bengali family, maybe both had the same taste although she had never witnessed a pure Bengali house before like  Prithvi's. Meghna's flat was designed in modern style as much as she had noticed.

"Aunty, where should I keep these things? Sanyogita asked Prithvi's mother with a sweet voice

Prithvi's mother, who was cutting the vegetables, stopped her work and turned around and looked at her with surprised eyes, seeing her carrying those glasses and plates on which she had given snacks to Prithvi's friends.

"Ohh!!! Maa ..why are you going to pick up all these things? I will come and give it to me this !" she gave her an embarrassing smile

"It's ok Aunty" Sanyogita assured her with a gentle smile"Now tell me where will I keep it?

"Wait , I am coming "Mrs.Adhikary took the plates from her hands and kept them in a big tub.Pagli meye ekta(a Bengali accent , elder used for girls to show affection)..you don't have to do these things, you are the guest of our house" she caressed her hand on Sanyogita's hair affectionately looking at her face.

Sanyogita glanced at Prithvi's mother. She was wondering what she was looking at with such compassionate eyes , her smiling face , the way she affectionately reminds her mother.

"What happens Maa, Why are you looking at me?Mrs.Adhikary asked her 

"Nothing Aunty" Sanyogita replied after shifting her gaze from Prithvi's mother

Mrs Adhikari blinked Once.

Sanyogita tried to control her emotions so she averted her mind and asked 

“Aunty what are you cooking ?”

Prithvi’s mother indicated the cutting vegetables 

“Beta I was cutting vegetables, Just give me a few minutes I will feed you all “Mrs. Adhikary replied with the sweet voice 

“Aunty Can I help you ?”She asked her with so much eagerness 

“Na, Maa[a Bengali accent , elder address girls as Maa toh so love affection],I have invited you here not for helping me in the kitchen “She replied with a genuine smile

Sanyogita smiled a little “No Aunty, it’s alright.Aunty, which dish are you going to prepare !”

“I am ,preparing,fried rice ,Paneer butter masala and roti “

“Ohh!’

“It’s all are Prithvi’s favourite dish “

After hearing it,Sanyogita was eagerly waiting to learn the recipe from his mother.

“Aunty can I see to ready the recipes “

Mrs.Adhikary smiled gently “Dhur Pagli meye “

“Aunty please,I want to learn the dish ,please please “She requested her

Prithvi’s mother laughs at her stubbornness,she caressed  her hand on Sanyogita’s head and said “Okay Maa , Come I will tell it”

Afterward she had Started to tell the recipes one by one and also showed her how to prepare the dish. It was the first time when Sanyogita caught the utensil in the kitchen. She didn't know why she was eager to learn the recipe. 

Sanyogita glanced at Prithvi's mother. She recalled how her mother cooked in the kitchen and she was looking at her . How her mother did not allow her in the kitchen after the day mistakenly her hand had been cut by a knife when she was going to help her mother.

School had opened and fortunately, all of them were happy because nobody had changed their school and Meghna was also happy as Dharam was in her section along with Sanyogita . After the exams, Dharam had frequently met Meghna at her residential complex. She had also joined the same institution at which he had read but he did not take biology instead he chose statistics.

The school gate had opened and a crowd of students had started to enter the large school building. Among the huge no, of students, Sanyogita’s eyes were searching for only one, Prithvi because that day in the morning she had prepared his favorite dish . She had to roll the rotits the first time only for him and also prepared the other items on his fav list. She had to wake up before dawn in the morning and cook for him.

She had distributed the dishes among her group of friends.

“Hey guys,I have tried this dish for the first time, will you please tell me how it is?”Sanyogita asked with so much compassion 

“Woww!Sanyo ,you are a cook too!”Meghna exclaimed 

“Yes Meghu , just a little bit.” she said with a light smile “Now please let me know how it is?”

She had distributed the food among them one by one 

Arjun and Raghav praised her . Dharam also loved it and Meghna too.

But she was waiting for a reply from him when she looked at Prithvi who didn't give any response to her.

“Prithvi, did you not like the food?”She asked him curiously 

Prithvi looked at her “No, Sanyo its good and you know it’s my favourite dishes” he said to her eagerly 

“Ohhh!I see ,so take some more na!”she served him more . Sanyogita was happy as she became successful in her attempt. While everyone was busy enjoying the food 

Prithvi was thinking in his mind  Why had Sanyogita cooked his favorite dish? Was it just a coincidence or something else and what was that?

He had noticed her the day when She was helping his mother in the kitchen. Nevertheless, he liked it when his mother talked with Sanyogita lightheartedly.

Today in the morning at the school,

When she served him more his eyes fell on the red marks on her white skin.

“Sanyo what happened to your finger?”Prithvi asked her in concern 

Sanyogita had startled for some time then said “Woh actually while I was cutting vegetables my hand had been cut slightly in the knife”

“Then Why you have cooked this, you don't need to give pain yourself, you should take care of yours,” Prithvi said worriedly 

“relax it’s alright, it’s normal, “Sanyogita said to him with a soft smile 

Sanyogita loved it when Prithvi asked her after noticing her scar . Dr.Agarwal smiled at the teenager Sanyogita who had so many differences from elder Sanyogita, now nobody sees her cut, she didn't share her pain with anyone, everyone has seen her fake smile, not her inner gawkiness, they had noticed her beautiful eyes but not the pain behind it, they had praised her glowing skin but not the bruises in her heart which the cruel world had given to her. Now no one is there who could have noticed her scar, not asked how her day has passed, is she happy or in pain ?. Nobody called her angel. Once he called her an innocent heart which now turned into a tough, rough stone.

Sanyogita remember that day when she Cooked for the first time after returning from her school on the way she witnessed a couple suddenly she became curious 

She had seen a boy with a girl who bit his hand said "it was your punishment for making me cry today,"

"I am feeling pain"The boy Shouted at the girl.

"Yes it's your lesson, the pain caused by my teeth and the  scar on your hands always makes you realize my love and patience for you, jitna dard milega uta nhi tum mere pyar ko feel kar payoge."

Sanyogita thought about the talk between the couple she didn't know why she was very curious when the girl said to the boy how much pain you will get that much love you will realize for me!""

The Teenage Sanyogita couldn't solve the inner meaning of the word. When Sanyogita had returned at her home the words of the girl had to play on her head like a tape-recorded she was muttering something 

"How much pain you get, that much love you will realize for me?...

"Sanyo beta, What happened? What are you muttering?"

Sanyogita flabbergasted seeing her Grandmother in her room and mistakenly the word  which she chanting  from a few hours had slipped out from her mouth " Jitna dard milega utna hi mere pyar ko feel kar payoge"

Sanyogita Grandmother slightly frowned her forehead. She had come near to her and asked her curiously "What happened, what are you talking about ?"

Sanyogita's heart was pumping in fear she was babbling "Granny kya jitna pain hoga utna hi love ko feel kar payenge?(how much pain will be felt that much love we able to feel?) asked her Grandmother innocently 

Namrita[Sanyogita's Grandmother]looked at her for few moments the said "Yes beta it's ..but now you are very small to understand this ,"She tried to change the topic

"Granny So can't we feel love when we are happy? ?"

Namrita smiled gently and she kept her hand on Sanyogita's shoulder and made her sit on the bed"come and let's seat here,"

Sanyogita glance at her grandmother 

"Aisa baat nahi hai beta,It's true if we realize pain then we can feel love but that doesn't mean that we can feel love in our happiness !"

Sanyogita looked at her grandmother with confused eyes

"Look at me .. I make you understand ..when you take pain for someone, you start belonging to that person. If you help someone at their pain then you love them, and if that someone searched for you in their happiness then that means they love you."

Sanyogita still couldn't get the point of what her grandmother wanted to clear her 

Namrita glanced at her granddaughter and smiled gently "I have told you ..You are too young for all these things... ..."

Sanyogita pressed her lips

"By the way, where did you hear all these things? Namrita asked her in a little bit of heavy tone

Sanyogita glanced at her grandmother in fear and said the incident which she had seen at the road on way  returning to her house 

Namrita looked at her and kept her hand on her Sanyogita's head affectionately and also caring "Sanyo beta just stay away from these people and don't give much attention to this matter, these things are beyond for your age "

Sanyogita nodded her head innocently 

Namrita embraced Sanyogita in her both arms, Sanyogita buried her face in her chest of her grandmother who caressed her hands on her hairs "I know my granddaughter,I trust her she is so sweet that indeed she will have a happy love life and the boy will love you more than the prince of fairy tales "

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Prithvi had remembered how his friend group help him to the made realisation on his feelings for Sanyogita those incidence always brought a foolish smile unknowingly in his lips,

Prithvi was going towards the football ground, he felt that someone had touched him in the disguise of a cool breeze, he felt that someone was pulling him backward, his legs started to take a step unknowingly, suddenly his foot stopped seeing someone. Why it seemed whenever she was around him the laws of attraction of physics raised its force, He was looking at her smile so sweet as like as sugar, ringing of her innocent laughter as childish as like a pure newborn which is untouched of sin, the movement of her hands in the air while talking with other girls, he didn't know how many people were there because his eyes were only noticed her, unblinkingly. Prithvi had forgotten for his practice seeing her childish face ,He noticed her hair which had increased in length from before, his heart skipped a beat whenever he heard her giggles, seeing her smiling face .He didn't know how many times he was standing there when someone tap at his shoulder he returned from his fantasy world

“Bro,Why don’t you tell her ?” 

Prithvi turned around and saw it was Arjun 

“Whom?”

Arjun smirk “Whom you have noticed so long “

Prithvi was startled “Arjun what are you talking about ?” he said in a casual voice

“Prithvi doesn't take time, if you didn't tell her perhaps you will be late then what will you do?”

“Arjun please stop it I have already told you she is just one of my good friends and I don't want that our friendship will be ruined “

“Every time you have given the same reply bhai, we have all seen you start to fall for her then why aren't you ready to accept it?”

“No,Arjun it’s not right, I have no such feelings for her “Afterwards Prithvi left from there. Prithvi again refused the matter,he didn't want to agree with Arjun,He could not understand why he was avoiding Sanyogita for the past few days. He thought what would she think about him if she got the hint of the real meaning of the thing which Arjun told him for a few days. Prithvi was never been in a relationship before nor had a crush on anyone.

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What happened to me ?Why am Thinking about him all the time?'' Sanyogita asked herself. Sanyogita tried to find out the reasons but she didn't know how to figure out her issue.

As days passed, Sanyogita made up her mind that she would not give more importance to this matter and she would focus more on her studies. She tried to focus on her studies but some incidents distracted her.

The School bell had rung, all the students were looking forward to their respective homes.

A girl came to Prithvi seeing him to take out his bicycle from the parking slot she asked him

“Excuse Me, can you give me a favor “

Prithvi glanced at the girl and said politely  “What?”

“ Actually my bicycle chain had opened unfortunately can you help me to place it in its appropriate position “The girl implored him Politely

“Okay,sure ‘Prithvi said to her with a Normal tone  

Prithvi helps the girl. Meanwhile, Sanyogita had come there after bidding bye to her friends. She saw the whole scene how Prithvi helped the girl and was talking with her who was then greeting him thank you with a genuine smile.

It was the first time when she felt a burning sensation in her stomach although it was not the burning sensation of spicy food. 

She had scanned the girl from head to toe and also the way she had gone and then shifted her gaze from her to Prithvi seeing him she took her steps towards him but before she caught him he had already gone from there. Sanyogita didn't have a clue why she didn't Like the gesture of the girl when she was talking with Prithvi.

Sanyogita felt dejected why Prithvi didn't notice her, she had noticed from the past few days that Prithvi trying to maintain a distance from her whenever she walked to talk to him he had made some excuses.

It was another day, Sanyogita was eating Panipuri with Meghna outside of the school. She had again seen the same girl with Prithvi. The way she was talking with Prithvi, Sanyogita again felt the same burning inside her stomach.She did not like it when Prithvi reciprocated a smile to that girl.

“Prithvi and Mariya are looking so cute together, “remarked Sushmita [one of the classmates of Sanyogita's  section]

“Who is Mariya ?”Meghna asked  casually 

“she is new at our school ,But she is beautiful “Sushmita praised again

“Ohh!”I see!Meghna exclaimed “But How do you know about her?

“She goes to the same tuition class as me “Sushmita answered back to Meghna

In the whole conversation, Sanyogita remained silent neither did she ask the Panipuriwala to add more chilly nor to add sour to the water as she demanded every time whenever she eats panipuri. The other girl was talking and Sanyogita was continuously noticing Prithvi and Mariya.

“Prithvi can you come with me to the xerox shop  I have to take a xerox from your notebook, Don’t worry it will not take much time, “Mariya said the flirty tone 

“Okay fine “Prithvi replied 

Prithvi went with the girl into the xerox copy shop.

Otherside Raghav was talking with Arjun 

"Dekha mere bhai Prithvi ne kaise Mariya ko pata liya ,bhai kya kismat hai..Kya ladki hai.. Mujhe toh aaj tak ek Dayan bhi nahi mili!"(See how bhai!!Prithvi got Mariya, what is the luck!!!.. what a girl.. I haven't even found a witch till today!")

Arjun Grinned "tujhe Dayan hi as a future wife milegi mere Bhai"(You will get witch as a future wife, my bro)

Raghav gave him an annoyed look" Huhh!! ..You won't get that too.."

Here ,Meghna was totally surprised when Sanyogita threw the puchka in anger .

“Sanyo...Sanyo?””What happened to you ..?””Sanyo stop!”where are you going?? !Meghna was yelling behind her .

Arjun looked at Sanyogita who had entered her car in anger.

"What happened with this Sanyo k?"Raghav asked with confusion

"Don't know"" said in a low voice

Sanyogita came to know from Suschimita that many boys had a crush on Mariya, Sanyogita did not pay attention to it if Mariya got so many proposals from everyone but she became impatient after getting the information that Mariya was in the same section of Prithvi. She was thinking about what she would do if Prithvi started to like Mariya then she asked herself jokingly why she was thinking about that local gunda who did not give attention to her neither he had value for her nor he cared about her presence.

As the days passed Sanyogita was getting more impatient by seeing Mariya around Prithvi who also talked to her and seeing Sanyogita he averted his gaze. Sanyogita disturbance increased more when one day she heard Arjun, Raghav, and Ashif [one of the friends of Prithvi ]started to tease him  many times by the name of  Mariya “

Maria maria maria maria senorita maria

Maria maria baila conmigo maria

Maria te quiero te quiero maria maria

Dhadka yeh mera dil aise jana

Tujhse isko lagaya to jaana

Uff yeh mohabbat hai ek qayamat

Us pe tu mere saath hai

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jelousy😤😤

"Who is Sanyo is talking with ?""Prithvi whispered unknowingly thinking about his surroundings.

Arjun and Raghav peeped at that location 

all the 4 boys were sitting on the staircase during lunch break

"Prithvi, maybe he has some work with Sanyo, why are you thinking so much!"Arjun asked

"Who is that boy?"Prithvi asked curiously

"Prithvi he is new at this school, as you have always been busy at your game perhaps you could not notice him,I have a talk with him he is Rittwik"Dharam informed

Prithvi glanced at Dharam "When you have the talk with him Dharam?"

"A few days ago, he is a nice guy I as per I have seen"

Prithvi didn't pay attention to Dharam's words; it did not matter for him if Rittiwk was a good boy or a bad boy but he was more curious why Rittwik talked with Sanyogita.

"But why is he talking with Sanyo?" this question came out from Prithvi mouth unknowingly

Arjun,Dharam, Raghav exchange a glance with each other afterward Arjun blinked his eyes once

"Why Prithvi Why are you saying so,if he talked with Sanyo have you any problem?""Arjun asked him in a teasing tone

Prithvi did not hear his word as he was busy viewing at the location where Rittik was still talking with Sanyogita, he was continuing viewing in the direction where Sanyogita talking with Rittwik with smiling face,he was thinking in his head "what sort of discussions are going between them that she is smiling too much, And this boy has no other work, is he talking to the girl with  32 open mouth?""

"Haa haa ..Prithvi bol tujhe kyun itni bechaini ho rahi hai?"(Tell me, why are you feeling so restless?") Raghav teased him more he had shared a high five with Arjun 

Prithvi glanced at his friend's group he was mumbling "Me... why would I have any problem, "Prithvi tried to defend him "And Raghav shut your shit whenever you open your mouth instead of eating always blurring shits""''Prithvi said in a angry tone 

Raghav puffs out his face "Sanyo ne baat ki Ritwik se aur ungli uthe is Raghav ke kahne par Janta maaf nahi karegi tujhe Prithvi !"(Sanyo spoke to Rittik and fingers on this Raghav's food, the public will not forgive you, Prithvi!)

Arjun and Dharam giggles ,

Prithvi glared at him” Raghav” 

Raghav who was sitting beside Prithvi got up “Dekh Arjun dekh tere karan ko kaise ghur raha hai “(look Arjun look how staring at your karan)

Arjun and Dharam giggle at Raghav’s joke

“Raghav apni bakwas band kar(shut up your shit) “Prithvi became more irritated

Dharam pat on his forehead 

"Prithvi now leave them right now focus on Mariya "Arjun Quipped

"Arjun I have already told you guys I have nothing to do with Mariya""Prithvi warned them again

"Ok ok let's say you have nothing in your heart for Maria but what about Sanyogita ,why are you avoiding her ?"

Prithvi goes silent once again then whispers"No, I don't avoid her, she is just my friend!"

"Really me then why have you problem if Sanyogita talk with other boys, if she chooses someone now then you will always curse yourself"Arjun made him understand

Dharam also Looked at Arjun and then Prithvi,he knew the feeling how it felt 

"Yes Prithvi , I agree with Arjun "Raghav conceded "We all have seen you like her but why couldn't you be ready to accept the truth?"

Prithvi didn't know what answer he should give them.

Dharam kept his hand on Prithvi's Shoulder and said"Prithvi there are some things that we should do at the right time, if it is too late, then it will only be a matter of regret"he said with his usual calm tone

Prithvi glanced at Dharam "how do you know buddy you have never been in love before so How can you say like that?

Dharam looked at him for once and said"Prithvi hope I have never been in love with someone but I know Be it exam or love don't answer on Exact time then it will never work.""

Prithvi glared at Dharam who gave him a wistful smile

"Dharam why are you saying that you aren't in love …

Dharam glanced at Arjun in astonishment,his heart was pumping. Did he catch it?

"I mean we all know you like Meghna right"

Dharam Sigh a relief as he didn't catch, he had that vibes from the day he had noticed Prithvi staring at Sanyogita from the school corridor, then during a school assembly, He knew he is Started to fall for her and he would never reveal his feelings to anyone not even to Sanyogita. He would not snatch the happiness of his best friend.

What happens bro what are you thinking so long?Arjun questioned curiously

"Have you thought about Meghna?" he teased

Dharam wrinkles his eyebrows "Arjun I have already told you Meghna is my best friend among girls and I won't hear any jokes about her"he said in anger

Raghav looked at him with a gape "Arriii bass, Dharam didn't you know In anger you are looking like Amitabh Bachan ji "he quipped to cool the environment

"Raghav, you are,!!!I was just talking too!'Dharam replied with shyness

Prithvi and Arjun grinned at Raghav's word

Arjun seat beside Dharam " okay bro we will not talk about it afterward "He said with a weighted voice

Dharam turned his body slightly towards him and keep his hand on his shoulder "I am sorry bro but tried to understand she is not like that Meghna is very sensitive, and she does not like all this""

Arjun gave a calm smile "Yes bro Don't say sorry how friendship don't suit this"

Dharam looked at him with a soothing smile.

Prithvi witnessed the scene between his two friends cum brother, he was smiling pleasantly.

Raghav came towards Prithvi and put his hand on his shoulders, both of them exchanging a best friend's smile.

"Mujhe toh pata hi nahi tha mere friends group mein kaise kaise namune hai…(I did not even know how there are samples in my friends group…)

Everyone's attention is focused on Raghav who goes on..

"Ek Ashiq hai. "glance once at Prithvi who gave him enlarged eyes

"Ek Silent killer hai" he indicated towards Dharam who stopped smiling hearing Raghav's word

"Aur Ek roadside Romeo hai" he looked at Arjun who's smiling vanished after hearing the word fro  Raghav 

Raghav tujhe chundga nahi mottee!!!!...All the three boys shouted together that he ran away from there and they started to chase him.

Continuation.....

It was another day at school

Mariya again asked for Prithvi’s help during the chemistry practical class, Sanyo noticed that she was feeling disheartened".Chemistry Sir frequently had taken both A and B section practical together,as Sanyogita ,Meghna and Dharam from section-A and Prithvi,Arjun and Raghav from B. Sanyogita used to talk with Prithvi there but she became upset from the passing few days as whenever she moved to talk to him he made some excuse she could not clarify the exact reason behind the strange behaviour of him.

moreover those days she was thinking sometimes why nobody loves her in the world? No one cares about her .She wanted to cry but why ? She could not give an exact explanation to her innocent heart.

Sanyogita listen when Mariya spoke to Prithvi with her extra sugar added voice “Prithvi jab tum samajhte ho toh sab samajh mein aata hai,jab Sir samjhate hai toh kuch bhi samjh mein nahi aata “(Prithvi When you understand , everything is understandable, when Sir makes us understand , nothing is understood.)

Sanyogita saw Prithvi's gently smiling face then she averted her gaze from him.

She was trying her best to avoid him too and focused on her practical, she felt that same pain engrossing her .

She heard the whispering of Raghav who tells Arjun that Prithvi again made his chemistry with Mariya during chemistry class.

Sanyogita was feeling an arch in her heart,

She bent down her head and determined herself she wouldn't look in that direction where Mariya and Prithvi were doing their practical together.

But her determination was broken down when her partner Rittwik once again asked her for her help and he was standing adjacent to her right then suddenly her eyes mistakenly fell on him she found Prithvi was staring at her but he again shifted his gaze to the other side.

Sanyogita wrinkled her eyebrows and again shifted her face from him she was more irked as she felt that he was again avoiding her 

"Yeh Localgunda apne aap ko samajhta kya hai...mein bhi ise bilkul baat nhi karungi aur nahi kabhi ise mood kar dekhungi...huhhh"(What does this local gunda understand himself... I will not even talk to him at all and will never look at him back... Huhhh)""she was muttering within her in a little bit of anger of jealousy.

On the same day, Prithvi again saw Rittwik with Sanyogita,he didn't like the presence of Rittwik around her.

Prithvi wanted to talk with her in Alone walked near to her

“Sanyo, what were you doing ?”

Sanyogita was feeling irritated seeing Prithvi there because Mariya’s incident was running through her head

“What do you mean what am I doing ?”

“I mean why are you studying with Ritwik ?"

“Prithvi, he is my friend. I can study with anyone. What's your problem?” she uttered rudely

“Sanyo you can’t study with him, "Prithvi said with furrowed eyebrows 

Sanyogita became more irritated. “What’s your problem Prithvi, have I ever questioned you why are you teaching your students?“

Prithvi was confused by the word ``student ."Sanyo what are you talking about,I can't catch your point,?And who is my student ?”

" yeh toh tumhe hi pata hoga na . Who is your precious student? Sanyogita said him sarcastically 

“What happened to you, Sanyogita?Why are you talking to me like this?’Prithvi became impatient 

“Nothing ..and I am talking to you because you are a dumbo you are an idiot “

Prithvi angry at her "Sanyo dekho mujhe idiots kehna bandh ko aur batao kya baat hai "

"Kyun kyun ..kyun bataoon mein tumhe..tum jaise local gunda se kyun baat karon mein!"""..(Why why..why should I tell you..why should I talk to a localgunda like you!"""..)

Prithvi gets hurt by her words "Acha mein Localgunda hoon na thik hai toh mujhe bhi tum jaise chipkali se koi baat nahi karni"He said in an angry tone

"Acha maat karo bate waise bhi jaona aapne students ke pass tab toh tumhe bahut acha lagta hai"(okay Don't talk!  Anyway, just go to your student then you feel so much delighted)

"Sanyo what happened to you ..who is my student…??Prithvi became more confused and Also angry at her 

"Woh toh Tumhe hii pata hoga na jis se din raat itna ke Bate jo karte ho"(Only you would know that na !! Whom you talk day and night.)

"Sanyo I don't understand anything and what happened to you?""

"Tumhe kabhi bhi kuch  samajh mein nahi ayega ... because ..(You will never understand anything...Because..) her words remind Inside her Throat

Sanyogita saw Mariya coming towards them. She stopped in the middle and left Prithvi in confusion ..”.Tumhe Samjhane ke liye tumhari student aagayi hai..(Your student has come to understand you.") Sanyogita walked away from there 

Prithvi was still in confusion "students??""he muttered …"damn it"he was still peering in the direction where Sanyogita had gone

“Hi!Prithvi mujhe tumse kuch baat karni thi!’Maria said politely

Prithvi then turned around and saw Mariya ,he wasn't in a mood to talk with her .He always tried his best to make a distance from her ,he didn't like when she talked with him with her extra sugarcane tone but however, his mother suggested him once always respect women and never talk with them arrogantly and harshly  although Mariya still wasn't turned into a lady she was a girl so he tried to maintain his temper

“Mariya I am sorry, I'm disturbed just now,Can we talk later? “

“Okay “She said in a voice of disappointment

[Mariya had started to like Prithvi from the day she had asked for his help , to help her bicycle chain in its appropriate position so she tried her best to talk with him , get his attention to her, so she waited for the opportunity to talk to him .Today she came to him to confess her feelings upon several insisted of her best friend who advised her if he reciprocates her feeling he is her but if he denies her proposal he did not belong to her then she should move on, as it was just a matter of crash ,don't take it seriously, life gave you better options] 

Sanyogita had taken admission at an institution one month after the board exams as she wanted to take science and also want to be a Doctor ,so the teacher had suggested ,she had to be very careful regarding her studies as the syllabus are very vast in Science 11 and 12 and she had to clear all her concepts. Physics teachers had already completed so many chapters within a few months. Today they had been discussing the numerical on Gravitation as it was an easy and scoring chapter too for the All India Medical Entrance Exam . Although the Sir was teaching and writing the numerals on the board, Sanyogita was lost in another world.

“Sanyogita ,tell me the answer to this question?The teacher asked her

Everyone was looking at her astonished when the teacher got no response from her. Sanyogita was looking outside of the window holding the pen between her right-hand index and thumb.

Sanyogita ?The teacher repeated a loudly 

Sanyogita stood up in hasty and shout “Prithviii”

Everyone around her was looking at her , with blank faces

“Yes beta,it’s a correct answer but you should write it earth on paper “

Sanyogita looked at the teacher with confused eyes and still could not catch his point. But his next word clarify her doubts

“Beta explain your answer “

Sanyogita blinked once and then shifted her gaze towards the whiteboard and saw the question written in red marker.

It took her a few seconds to read the question and figure out the numerical.

“Good,seat down beta” The teacher replied in approval.

Sanyogita became speechless from inside today she had blurted out the name of the boy whom she had missed innumerable times and he did not care about her.

She remembered a few days ago during a break, a group of girls playing word games, when the letter “P” came she felt her heart skip a beat.

Whole the day she was absent-minded first today at her school then at her tuition.

Prithvi too could not concentrate on anything. The next day he got the information from Dharam and Meghna Sanyogita got scolded by the teacher at the class for not paying attention during the lecture and he was very much shocked because Physics was Sanyogita’s favorite subject, he knew how much focus she had given in her studies.

Prithvi also noticed that he tried to talk to her but Sanyogita ignored him. Everyone was also shocked to see her rude behaviour towards Prithvi.

That day Sanyogita was coming from school in a hurry, Prithvi had already decided he would talk with her about this matter so he was waiting for her arrival. 

He called her from behind several times, but she ignored him.

Some local boys were mimicking the accent of Prithvi when he was calling Sanyogita a couple of times “Sanyo..O..Sanyo….Sanyo Meri baat to sunlo….”

Prithvi climbed down from his bicycle and got angry at them “Hey don't take her name in your mouth  ?”

“Oye hero , we will take thousands of time. What's your problem?”The boys exchanged glances at each other they had quipped making fun of Prithvi once again threatening them "Dekho stay in your limit  "

"Acha nahi toh kya ukhad lega(If not, then what will you do)!"shouted one boy among them

"Unless it won't be good"Prithvi cautioned them with a weighted voice, he was controlling his anger which burst out when again another boy take Sanyogita's name in the same accent how Prithvi called her 

Prithvi became furious at them and gave a punch at that boy's mouth , 

Within a fraction of a second, they indulged in a fight.

Sanyogita glimpsed at the looking glass of her car seeing the crowd there and she peers through the window glass the direction after hearing the noise, seeing Prithvi fighting, there she immediately came down from her car and ran towards the spot. Sanyogita tried her best to stop him"Prithvi what are you doing, stop fighting!!" she shouted at him

"Sanyo just goes away from here, It's not safe for you!"

"Prithvi stop fighting and come with me"Sanyogita caught his hand by which Prithvi had caught the collar of the boy whom he was punching his stomach, she had tried her best to stop the fight

Suddenly in the middle of the fighting Sanyogita fall to the ground to stop one boy who was going to hit Prithvi and her elbow cut slightly and she had got a scratch on her right knee

Prithvi as soon as see it he started to beat the boy in his rage 

Sanyogita witnessed the anger in Prithvi who was looking more dangerous. She got up from the ground and again tried to stop the fight, she also hit some boys as she had lessons in defensive skills in karate class.

However, In the middle of their biased Local people came and stopped the fight.

"Sanyo, are you okay?" Prithvi glance at her arms "Sanyo just wait I will get some ointment for you" he said in concerned

"Prithvi stop"Sanyogita inhibit him with an angry tone

Prithvi glances at her "what happens,?he asked her worriedly

Sanyogita moved closer to him and looking straight into his eyes

“Prithvi, what happened to you? Why are you always ready to show Herogiri?What was the need to beat up these people? ”She was shouting at him

"Arey waha Sanyogita mein tumhari help kar raha tha aur tum ho ki mujhse hi jhagra kar rahi ho tumhe pata hai yai log kya keh rahe they  " (Hey Sanyogita,I was helping and you are the one who is fighting with me, you know what these people were saying.)

" I don't want to hear anything...and who told you to help me, have I asked you to be my bodyguard??

"Sanyogita, what are you Saying?Aur tum ho kya gaya hai? 

"Acha mujhe kuch bhi nahi hua hai.. waise bhi tumhe usse kya..kyun bataoon mein tumhe kon ho tum ..aur tum jao na aapne use students ke paas!!(okay, nothing has happened to me.. anyway, what should I tell you, who are you?And why don't you go to the student?)

"Sanyogita, why do you talk to me like this irritatingly on everything these days? And why do you keep talking about these students on everything!""Prithvi  tried to maintain his normal tone,to control his rage 

Sanyogita was gradually more irritated by his questions as he couldn't get her point "Mein ja rahi hoon mujhe nahi baat karni tumse (I'm going I don't want to talk to you)"

Prithvi came in front of her and blocked her path "what happens to you why are you ignoring me!"

"i'm ignoring you?? ...thik jaona aapne Shakira ,Mariya ke pass ho tumhe bahut acha attention degi (okay then go to your Shakira, Marya thye will give you a lot of attention.)"

"Sanyo, who is this Shakira?...and where did Maria come from in the middle!"

" (Why isn't she your new student?)

"Sanyo Mariya is just a friend of mine !"

"Acha toh phir main kon hoon..bolo (Who am I then..say)?''Sanyogita asked disappointedly

Prithvi goes silent and the silence of him was eating Sanyogita's innocent heart from inside.

Sanyo was getting irked at Prithvi .When she did not get any response from him “Tumhe kabhi bhi kuch bhi samajh mein nahi aata …..Tum sach much ki Dumbo ho! Tum srif ek locall gunde ke gunde hi rahoge''(ou never understand anything…..you really are dumbo!  You will remain only a gunda of a localgunda.") Sanyogita yelled at Prithvi in the range of anger , torment, disheartened,pain and ran away from there  . 

Prithvi noticed her crying face through the looking glass of her car. It was the second time when he became speechless seeing her tears. First, when she expressed her frustration on the Vangwala incident at class -9 afterward he had to stop fighting with her and it was then at class-11. He did not have the clue why her crying face killed him from inside.

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That day in the evening Meghna came to visit Sanyo’s house, where she found Sanyo was on her chair in front of her study table, with open books but her mind was somewhere else and she was looking very upset.

Meghna asked her” what happened, Sanyo ? Why were you looking absent-minded for a few days?

Sanyogita answered her “nothing, By the Meghu come and let’s sit here Sanyogita shows Meghna to sit on the bed .”

Sanyogita called for a maid to brought juice to Meghna 

Meghna notice and one kind of aloofness in Sanyogita’s eyes 

“ What happened, Meghu, why are you looking at me so long?”Sanyogita asked Meghna noticing her staring at her for a while 

Maghna asked her again “Do you like someone too?” Sanyogita glared at her 

“What do you mean by too?’’Sanyogita question with wrinkled eyebrows

Meghna said, “Do you know Prithvi liked someone at our school!”

Sanyogita felt a twisting at her chest and was also curious at the same time “Whom Meghna?”

“May be Mariya “

Sanyogita's eyes became watery. She felt a heavy burden on her chest, Someone had snatched away from her breathing for a while

“What happened,Sanyo?Meghna asked her in concerned 

Sanyogita hugged her tightly and started to cry 

“Sanyo do you like Prithvi ,I mean Do you love him”

Sanyogita glance at Meghna and she understood her silence 

“Sanyo if you have loved him then why didn't you tell me about it ?”

Sanyogita wept her tears and said “I was confused. I don’t know whom I should tell about this, But if Prithvi likes Mariya then I will not come in between them, all I want is his happiness.”

“I am sorry Sanyo, but right now what will you do?”

“I don’t know but Meghu please promise me you will not say anything about it to Arjun, Raghav not even Dharam .If Prithvi like someone he can freely do that I will never force him to accept my feelings not even give hint him about my feelings “

Meghna tried to comfort Sanyogita she was feeling bad for her best friend after all  she had already gone through these stages

Prithvi was feeling bad the whole night; he could not sleep after recalling the question of Sanyogita. He was turning here and there on his bed. Sleep was far away from his eyes.

It was the time of dawn before the morning. Everything in the surrounding was still immersed under the darkness despite the lightenging of the street lights across the footpath ,the sky was painted purple,under the vast aquarium a boy was running through the morning wet grasses ,as he was increasing his speed cool breeze soothing his skin, suddenly saw the presence of someone’s  there at a long distance he couldn't clear the view of the person due the heavy morning dews,he stopped in the middle then started to took his steps towards there ,the vision was getting clear as he took his steps there the figure was seemed familiar to him ,he felt that he know her so long ,his eyes was struggling to see her face clearly  , suddenly he stop there again as she was approaching towards him the heavy dew gradually removed like a veil from her face ,suddenly he was frozen by her calm smile ,as she took her footsteps towards him he felt the weakness in his knee,he did not know why he was shivering by her cold gaze,he did not blink for a once ,as  she was approaching towards him,something under his ribcage also raised its rhythms ,he did not know what was happening with him she was coming more and more closer to him ,he close his eyes as someone had inhaling all his breath 

Prithvi wakes up in the morning abruptly.....he was sweating heavily

He saw this dream once again, he knew he didn't want to hurt her but how should he convince her, if she had the clue about his dream perhaps she would hate him, he could maintain a distance from her but not her hatred towards him. But her tears killed him from inside.

He was absent-minded for a few days. After that day he felt difficulty in his practice , he couldn't concentrate on his game after tomorrow's argument with Sanyogita at the road.  

“What happened to you bhai?” asked Kabir, one of Prithvi's friends. He also practiced with him.I have noticed you for a few days “Why can’t you focus on gaming ?”

Prithvi glared at Kabir for sometimes and thought , once Kabir had once shared him a talk that he had crush a girl “What happens to that girl whom you liked “he asked curiously

“Woh, my bad luck she loved someone else,I was going to propose to her but before I have approach someone else had already propose to her and she also loves him back “

Prithvi glared at Kabir for a while 

“What happened bro ,is there any girl whom you like ?”

Arjun's suggestions echoing in his mind “Prithvi doesn't take time,if you didn't tell her perhaps you will be late then what will you do?”

Dharam words were also rapidly playing in his brain

Dharam kept his hand on Prithvi's Shoulder and said"Prithvi, there are some things that we should do at the right time, if it is too late, then the whole there will be nothing left except  regret"

Prithvi glanced at Dharam "how do you know buddy you have never been in love before so How can you say like that?

Dharam looked at him for once and said"Prithvi hope I have never been in love with someone but I know Be it exam or love don't answer on Exact time then it will never be useful"

Prithvi closed his eyes. Suddenly Sanyogita’s face flashed in front of him .He was thinking “if Sanyogita liked that boy,Rittwik with whom I had seen her most of the time, then what will I do? 

To be continued.....

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