Chapter 53
***NOTHING HURTS MORE THAN REALIZING
HE MEANT EVERYTHING TO YOU
AND YOU MEANT NOTHING TO HIM***
"ROLI'S LOVE-FAILED'
(I got this from baba ji Google)
sid read the final caption. He closed the third diary. Slowly he leaned on the wardrobe door with a closed eyes. Tears scrolls down on his cheeks. He feels a heavy pain on his heart. He opened his eyes and placed the diaries on the wardrobe. He saw one box. He took it on his hands. Sid opened the box and shocked. He sees two three shirt buttons, diary milk wrappers, one goggle...
QUICK FLASHBACK:
Rosid reached college before rikara and shivanya. "Nice goggle sid' said roli looking at his goggle which was hanging on his t-shirt. Sid smiled, he removed the goggle from his t-shirt and makes her wear with a smile on his lips. "Arrey what?' "my baby loved it right? Then keep it with you' said sid. "Will you give me whatever I love?' she asks him with a dreamy voice. "Huh what??' asked sid. "Nothing...nothing yaar...' roli escaped from him.
FLASHBACK END.
Fresh tears forms on his eyes. He saw one dried rose...
FLASHBACK:
Rosid, rikara and shivanya walking towards parking lot. "Awww so beautiful na gauri' said roli looking at the Rose flower near the college garden. "Haan yaar cute' replied gauri admiring the flower. "Hey guys one minute' says sid and rushed somewhere. "Where?' questioned roli but she didn't received any answer from him. They reached their's respective cars except sid. Rikara and shivanya went after said bid bye to roli. "Where he went?' thought roli. Finally sid reached her with a smile. "Whe...' but her word stucks on her throat after seeing the red rose. "Nice right' asks sid looking at her eyes. Roli nodded her head. Her eyes literally filled with tears. She smiled emotionally. Roli took it from his hand. She caresses lovingly. She tries to put it on her hair but she couldn't. Sid smiled and helped her. Roli surprised little but felt so happy. "Let's go baby' he said and occupied the driving seat.
FLASHBACK END.
Sid starts breathing heavily. He slowly sits on his knees and started crying. He was shattered completely.
Shivom packing meena's things. Shiv remembered something and got tensed. "Om!!! (om lifted his head on his call) roli's diary' shiv said makes om shock. They dropped everything and rushed towards roli's room. "Sid...' they stopped seeing him in broken state. They understood everything. Slowly shivom reached sid and sat in front of him. Om placed his hand on his shoulder "sidd...' "you guys know everything right?'
MARRIAGE HALL.
Everyone sitting on the hall and chatting with each other while roli (roli wearing red saree with a simple jewels)
just looking at the entrance. Rinya chuckled and they signalled meena & sujatha. They also smiled at her. "Hey siddhant' shouts sharanya, roli smiled widely and turned towards entrance but she couldn't find him. Everyone laughed at roli. Roli feels so stupid on her act. She blushed hardly. They heard car horn sound. Shivom and sid entered the hall. Roli smiled at sid but he turned his face against her. Her smile faded away. "Sid you know what roli did?' gauri said but she didn't get any response from him. Roli saw shivom's pale face. She got confused. Sid came near roli, his eyes filled with tears. Roli shocked. Before she speak sid crossed roli and moved away from her. She tried to move behind him. "He saw your diaries, photo frames roli' shiv said making roli's world stop for a moment. Rinya, meena shocked whilst sujatha and mataji looking at them with a confusion. Roli saw shiv with a widened eyes. "Roli you first go! Only you can handle him' om said with a tensed face. "What diary?' asks sujatha. "I will tell you maa' om replied. Roli rushed upstairs to see siddhant. She reached his room but couldn't find him. "Where are you yaar?' mumbled roli with a tension. Something hits her mind. She moved towards terrace. Sujatha and mataji's eyes filled with tears. "My roli tried to commit suicide because of sid's love right?' questioned sujatha looking at shiv. Shiv nodded his head. They shocked.
Roli opened the terrace door with a hope and finally found her life standing in front of her. Roli took a breath of relief. She slowly headed towards him without make any noise. Sid sensed her but he didn't react anything. He staring at the sky with a tears. Roli wrapped her hands around his waist and hugged him tightly. Sid closed his eyes and weeps silently. "Because of me right?' asks sid with a cracking voice. Roli opened her eyes "what?' asked roli. Sid removed her hands from his waist and moved away from her. He sobs in front of her. Roli got tears on her eyes.
She cupped her face "what happ...' "it's all because of me...because of me.
(he cries)You have faced pain because of me (roli nodded her head as no and she also cried)
You have cried day and night because of me and this...' sid takes her hand on his and saw her cut mark "because of me right?' he asks with sob. "No siddhant' "don't lie naa yaar' shouts sid and turned against her. Roli cries. She went in front of her and cupped his face "listen siddhant it's not' "I should get punishment...I should' he mumbles, roli shocked. "Wh...' "I should get punishment' said sid and hits his hand forcefully on the terrace wall. His already wounded hand starts bleeding heavily. "Siddhanttt!!!!' cries roli. Shivom, rinya, meena, sujatha and mataji heard her voice. They startled on her shout and rushed towards terrace.
"What madness is this siddhant?' cried roli looking at his bleeding hand. Roli tries to hold his hand but sid stopped her. "No first answer my question' "siddhant I will...your hand is bleeding siddhant...please...allow me see it please!!!' she cried badly. "No first answer my question. When did you realise your love?' he questioned her. Roli shocked on his question, she didn't say anything instead she was just looking at his bleeding hand. "12th standard right' (He held the terrace railing tightly, now his hand bleeding heavily than before) he said. Roli's eyes widened "what are you doing siddhant? Please don't do this' sobs roli. "Then answer my question' demands sid tightened his grip around the railing. "Yesss!!!' cries roli and accepted finally. "You kept fasting on every karvachauth for me right?' he asked another question. Roli sobs and nodded her head. Sid also weeps heavily. "An...d... And this cut' "No!!No!! Siddhant it's not because of you' "I know yaar' he said and again started hits his hand again. "Pleaseee siddhantt!!' cries roli held his hand. Now everyone reached terrace, shocked seeing his bleeding hand and moved near him. "What happened' asks sujatha shockingly. "Sharanya bring first aid kit' meena said. Roli made him to sit on the swing. She sits on her knees and cried holding his hand whilst sid staring at her with a love. "What is this siddhant?' asks mataji with a confusion. But he didn't say anything. Sharanya gave first aid kit to roli. Roli starts cleaning his hand with cotton. With a help of shivom, she bandaged his hand all the way she cried without any break. Roli caresses his hand. "Leave, I don't deserve your LOVE' said sid and moved away. Roli got up from the ground. She reached him and turned him towards her. Roli moved close to him, she cupped his face. Om signalled everyone and they slowly went out.
Sid didn't look at her but roli lifted his face and looks at his Red eyes. She cupped his face "If you don't deserve, then who can?' asked roli. Sid don't know what to tell. "Why you loved such a heartless person like me yaar' asks sid with a tears. "you wants to know why I love you right? Then hear this well. Because you deserve my love! siddhant. You stands on my every difficult times, when I lost my father, you only gave me your shoulders to cry. When this world left me and maa alone, you only supported us (roli wiped his tears and caresses his cheeks softly)
When I failed to console maa, you only consoled us. You literally adopted us. You didn't showed any difference between meena maa and sujatha maa. You didn't let me fall down. You always standed on my side like a best friend, you always protected me like a shield. You fulfilled my every wish like a (roli paused and looks at his eyes) FATHER. (sid cries and joined his forehead with hers) Now tell me it's not enough for me to fall in love with you? Haan?' asked roli and with a tears on her eyes and smile on her lips. Siddhant overwhelms on her talk. He cries and pulled her closer "Sorry naa yaar' "I love you naa yaar' says roli with a lovable voice. "I love you too naa yaar' sid confessed with a little sob. "Kiss me siddhant' roli asked with a longing voice. Sid accepted his roli's wish. He placed his lips on hers. Roli slowly removed her slippers. She stands on his feet and hugged him tightly. Roli held his hands wrapped it around her waist. Roli broke the kiss before it turned into passionate. She took her head back "Won't you kiss me back?' she asks with a pain as she finds him didn't respond the kiss. Sid looks at her tear filled eyes, he can't hurt her anymore. he cupped her face and locked her lips. They started kissing as if there is no tomorrow. Roli entered into his mouth and kissing him softly but passionately. The kiss getting wild second by second. She didn't feels a little bit of shy this time.roli's one hand caresses his back and another hand caresses his hairs.
They broke the kiss due to the lack of breath. Sid's eyes still filled with tears. Roli cupped his face, she kissed his forehead then placed a kiss on his wet eyes and slowly caressed her right cheek with his right cheek and wiped his tears. Sid closed his eyes and feels her love. "don't cry siddhant. Listen! your tears are my weakness. Do you really wants to make me weak?' whispers roli and caressed his left cheek with hers. Sid opened his eyes, he nodded his head as no. She smiled, and moved towards his lips. "Smile' she orders him with a love and gave a little peck. But sid didn't. "Smile' she ordered him again and gave an another peck. Sid just staring at her without a blink. He didn't smile. Roli took his lower lips inside hers,and gave a small bite. Sid closed his eyes in pain. Roli released his lips "smile otherwise' warned roli. Sid got a smile. He smiles and hugged her tightly.
They broke the kiss due to the lack of breath. Sid's eyes still filled with tears. Roli cupped his face, she kissed his forehead then placed a kiss on his wet eyes and slowly caressed her right cheek with his right cheek and wiped his tears. Sid closed his eyes and feels her love. "don't cry siddhant. Listen! your tears are my weakness. Do you really wants to make me weak?' whispers roli and caressed his left cheek with hers. Sid opened his eyes, he nodded his head as no. She smiled, and moved towards his lips. "Smile' she orders him with a love and gave a little peck. But sid didn't. "Smile' she ordered him again and gave an another peck. Sid just staring at her without a blink. He didn't smile. Roli took his lower lips inside hers,and gave a small bite. Sid closed his eyes in pain. Roli released his lips "smile otherwise' warned roli. Sid got a smile. He smiles and hugged her tightly.
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