MY SAVIOUR BUT .. ? ..

3 years ago

Shivi

@Shivi72

" DON'T GO "

Siddhant looked at Roli who was pleasing him to stop but he was not interested to stay with her ...he uninterestingly says " I... I have urgent work I need to go...leave me "

Roli holds his hand and started crying " Siddhant Ji... Siddhant Ji please... please don't leave me alone ... I'm afraid to be alone... please Siddhant Ji don't go "

" Leave Roli ..." Shouted Siddhant little then jerks her handoff from his and turned to move out...

Roli got flinched on his shout and looks at his back quietly but as he was near to door she again started crying " no no please... please don't go... don't leave me alone Siddhant Ji... I'm afraid ... please take me also with you " says Roli and tries to get up but her knees hurt and she shrieks in pain holding her knee...

Siddhant quickly turned to her hearing her shout and saw her crying holding her knee, Sid reached to her while scolding " what are you doing...have you gone mad... it's wounded right then why are you trying to move can't yo.."

" Then don't go ..." Says Roli cutting him in middle...

Siddhant looked into her eyes which was showing pain and somewhere a belief on him, he shrinks his eyebrows thinking " really... she's believing me... ohhh yeah why not as per the rules I'm her husband right, and she should believe me...ok then believe how much you want to but I won't...and I can't believe you... you are that girl because of whom my Anu is suffering this much, she was almost near death and it's all because of you... now you see how I'll show you hell, I will make you feel pain everywhere ... everywhere, your body, your soul, your heart... everywhere... you will regret.. you will regret playing with my daughter live and to break you more first you have to trust me more...so let me gain your trust then I'll break it little by little tearing your heart apart ..my gudiya went to help you think you are in trouble but you... you played with her right and now it's my turn to play with your emotions ..."

Roli: what are you thinking Siddhant Ji... please say you are not going to leave me...

Siddhant decided to gain her trust over him so he changes up his attitude and smiled then told " ok baba I'm not going... Happy "

Roli nodded Yes with tears then hugged him tightly and cries while Sid too hugs her but gave a disgusting look at her, after a while he breaks the hug saying " ok ok enough of sitting now you lie down and take rest... I'll come with food "

Roli: no I don't want to...

Siddhant: Roli... please eat naa yarrr then only you can have medicine right ...

Siddhant showed the meds kept on the table... Roli looked and found several blister packs were present there having different types of pills inside...

Darsh took out two tablets from a pack and mixed it into the glass of wine and forcefully made it to drink her... 

Roli felt a sudden urge to puke after gulping that wine she even wanted to and tried to go but Darsh holds her up and closed her mouth forcedly then asks her to swallow it down and if she throws it out then he will be more worst ...

Roli cries and then holding her fists tightly and closing her eyes she somehow let that liquor slide down into her stomach then left a long breath which confirmed that she's done, Darsh left her and says tapping on her cheeks " that's like my good girl ...now you sleep my doll will play with you later I'm going out and will come tomorrow till then you have a good sleep "

Roli gets a little jerk remembering it, she shivers and throws all those medicines down and shouted " no...no... I won't take these... I won't take these "

Siddhant was shocked seeing this wild move from her, he thinks what's the matter now..why did she behave weird seeing it...it was just tablets.. people are scared of injections that's agreed...but tablets what's with this...

Roli looked at Sid who was lost in his thoughts, she moves a little further and hugged him in fear, she holds Sid's shirt handful and then cried... Siddhant couldn't understand what's the matter but still wrapped his hand around her..then tried to console her.." ok ok... you don't want then leave it..no one is going to force you "

His last words 'no one is going to force you' made her realize where she is...she is not with Darsh but her husband, all of sudden she felt so safe in his arms and that gentle stroke on her back was making her feel his care, she felt this care for the first time in her life, she cries more but this time in happiness... the happiness of having someone who cares for her...her hold on Sid became tighter while Sid too tries to comfort her, he slowly made to lie on the bed and then patted her to sleep... 

And when he was confirmed that she slept he left her hand quickly and stood up.." God what all I need to do... I wanted to kill her but instead, was comforting her...no Roli don't think that I care for you... you don't deserve any care, any love, any happiness... you don't deserve... what you deserve is only pain... the same which my Aanya has suffered... you know what happened today.. she tried to.. she tried to suicide.. she was near death because of you... and now I'll arrange a journey for you near your death... yeah... your death ..now just wait and see.." says Sid pointing towards Roli who was sleeping peacefully unknown of the thing that her husband is planning to push her near-death...

Siddhant smiles evilly then moved out of the room but yeah before going he puts a cushion under her injured knee to make it more comfortable and then he covered her with a duvet, lowered the AC temperature, and closed the window from which Sunrays were peeping inside directly towards her face....he didn't notice what he was doing while his thoughts were wandering around how to give her pain...

After a few hours of peaceful sleep, Roli wakes up and looked around to find an empty room  she shivers a little in fear but then her eyes fell on the frame kept on the side table which was having Sid's photo  she took it in her hand and smiled caressing his pic  a little drop of tear fell from her eyes and she mumbles " thank you for coming into my life  thank you so much for taking me out of that hell and also thanks for your care... no one has ever cared for me  for the first time I felt a soft touch of someone...thank you so much, my angel.. you make me feel so happy in just a few hours, which I was searching from years... thank you, my angel, my angel,..."

Roli wiped her tears then kept the frame back in its place and bends little down then opened the last drawer and pulled out a book then took a pen...she opened it and flips out the few pages very hurriedly with heavy breaths as maybe she's feared to even look at it... after flipping few pages she suddenly stops and tears brimmed into her eyes seeing it...it was a sketch drawn by herself, she caressed it with her trembling hands then mumbles " sorry... I'm sorry.. I'm sorry Aanya di, I'm so sorry .."

Roli remembered looking at Aanya's sketch how Aanya came forward to help her when she left her house and was running on the road cluelessly ..." I shouldn't have lied... I shouldn't have..but what can I do di... I was scared ... I got afraid seeing a gun in bhaiya's hand and if I wouldn't have lied then he might have shot you both there itself that's why... only that's why I lied to you that we were playing... I'm sorry... I shouldn't have done that... you forgave me for that mistake after knowing my real condition but di I can't forgive myself... I can never forgive myself for ruining your life di.. you came to save me but I...what I did..." Says Roli looking at the sketch her hand roamed onto Aanya's face and when she was done she saw what she has written under that sketch, it was " my savior"...

Roli gave a dry smile and says caressing that sentence..." You came into my life to save me...as MY SAVIOUR BUT ..I.. I PULLED YOU ALSO IN THAT HELL "

HOSPITAL 

Aanya gains her senses back and opened her eyes and found her friends were sitting leaning on the couch present there and was continuously gazing at the ceiling being lost in deep thinking ...then she roams her eyes all over the room but didn't find Siddhant anywhere... 

She doesn't want to open her eyes ever again she desperately wanted to die but Siddhant stopped her and also kept swear which is holding her to attempt suicide again while her heart still wants to die, she didn't want to face this life with all those fears inside her which will always haunt her ...

Aanya closes her eyes again and cries silently about her fate but didn't let anyone know that she's awake, she didn't want anyone to come near her or touch her...and as she closes her eyes, her mind started to rewind whatever happened that day and how she escaped ...

Their car reached DD mansion and as it stopped Roli started trembling confusing Aanya, then with loud sobs Roli started to cry pathetically knowing what is waiting for her, she cries and begs " sorryyyyy... please " 

Darsh smirked at her cry then came out of the car and opened the door from the side where Roli was sitting, Roli shrinks herself and started to slide backward as she didn't want to go but Darsh bends down then grabs Roli's hairs handful making her scream aloud while Aanya went numb seeing the sight in front of her...

Darsh pulled Roli out holding her hair and drags her inside the house, Roli was shouting in pain, she was trying to be nearer to Darsh so that he can't pull her but that cruel monster pushed her onto the floor and then held her hair again dragged her inside... Aanya was standing like a statue, her body started shivering to see the plight of Roli and her mind went blank hearing scream of hers...she too was taken inside by other men...

Darsh left Roli on the floor after reaching into the living room and then went in search of something ... Aanya pushed those men and reached to Roli who was crying curling up like a ball, as Aanya touched Roli she shivers, Aanya took her hand back immediately and asks " what's happening "

Roli couldn't say anything but only murmured " this is my Life "

Aanya: you lied to me right ...

Roli nodded yes then told " he would have killed you and your Bhai... that's why "

Till then Darsh was back and there was an iron pipe in his hand, both the girls shivered seeing it...and then Darsh holds roli's hand and used up all his strength making Roli half dead... He throws Roli aside into the corner then looked at Aanya and said " don't worry I've got a better plan for you...just waiting for my friends..."

The whole two days they tortured Aanya and Roli was throwed inside her room who was unconscious for more than a day... when she gets her conscious back she remembered about Aanya she tried to get up but failed, her body was paining like hell and as Darsh has told every inch of her body was paining, it took another one day for her to stand upon her feet and when she can she went to see what has happened to Aanya, after few minutes of search Roli saw Aanya in a very bad state ...she can't guess what has happened to her, she thinks Aanya too was beaten up by Darsh... 

Roli first looked around into the whole house and found Darsh is not at home, she hurriedly went to Aanya room where she was kept and then tried to open the door but it was locked...she tried again and again but couldn't but suddenly she remembered about the spare key and after taking it she opened the door and entered inside..she went to wake up Aanya " di...di...di get up " whispers Roli shaking Aanya...

Aanya slowly opened her eyes then looked at Roli ... Roli said " di bhaiya is not here... you run away "

Aanya was not in her state she has already lost every hope and the only thing she wanted was to die, she murmured " what will I do running away from here... I don't wanna live anymore ... there's no use "

Roli cries hearing it thinking it's all because of her " I'm sorry di all because of me ..."

Aanya gave a dry smile then says " it's ok...that time I was really angry when you lied but after seeing your condition I can't blame you and whatever has happened to me it's not your fault it's all because of your brother that monster ..."

Roli: di please...go from here...

Aanya: what I will gain by running away, I don't want any life to live upon...

" At least you can choose to die "

Aanya looked at Roli who was looking at her, she shrinked her eyebrows then asks " what do you mean..."

Roli: Yes di...he won't kill you soon... I know about it.. you are not the first girl and he'll keep you alive until he didn't get new...if you run away then you can at least die if don't want to live...but if you stay here he won't let you live and also won't let you die... please go away...

Aanya senses the truth inside roli's words and asked " but what about you ..."

Roli: I'm not given any rights to choose what about me... neither I can live nor I can die as per my wish... I'll be happy at least you can do that...

Aanya: you too come with me...

Roli: no not anymore... I already had ruined your life but not your death... you go I'll try to hold him in the house when he comes back... I won't let him reach out to you soon...till then you can choose what you have to do..to live or to die...

Aanya: but he'll not leave you...he may beat you again ...

" That's not new...he always does ...and now I am used to it or can say I don't have any options left other than this...but you have di .. please go " says Roli pleading to Aanya...

After some time Aanya becomes ready to leave, Roli gave her a cloth to wear and also returned her mobile then helped her to escape out of that house... Aanya keeps on running until she has consciousness and later she fell onto the road and before she faints a man came to help her...

Aanya came back from those thoughts and was thinking maybe that man only had brought her here ... she then thinks about Roli..." Thank you Roli... because of you I am alive today but as you said I couldn't choose my death...my Bhaiya is not letting me die... I wish I could do that ... I agree somewhere you are the reason that I was taken there but I can't blame you fully for it... I've forgiven you Roli for that after seeing the true face of your brother.. and Roli I wanna say sorry too... I'm sorry you helped me to come out of that place even after knowing that your condition will be more worst when Darsh will get to know that you helped me to escape... you kept your life in danger to save me.. you became MY SAVIOUR BUT ..I.. I LEFT YOU ALONE IN THAT HELL.."

Aanya cries thinking about what will be Roli's state when Darsh got to know it was Roli who helped her to run... Aanya cries silently thinking about the pain Roli is still suffering and slowly she again drifted into sleep...

AANYA PALACE

Roli cried a little more seeing Aanya sketch in her drawing book than looking up towards the sky she murmured " I hope you would have chosen your death as per your wish Aanya di but I really wish you didn't... Yes di...that day I thought dying will be the only option left to have something peaceful but no di after meeting Siddhant Ji... I got to know our life can change ... I wish I could make you meet with Siddhant Ji once before you die ...he took me out from there and Bhaiya couldn't stop me... you too deserve a happy life di and I am sure you too may get a husband like my Siddhant Ji who would make you feel safe, will care for you... I just wish you are still alive " 

After crying a little more Roli turned the next page and saw the sketch which she made...it was of Siddhant with a smiling face and beneath it, there was written " my angel ", either side of that pages were having columns, one side it was written ' GOOD ' and another side it was written ' BAD '

Roli smiles seeing his face then remembered how Sid came and told to Darsh that he wants to marry her..first she was scared thinking it's any of Darsh's friends and he could make Roli's life worst but she didn't feel anything like that when she saw Siddhant from close...

His eyes were showing softness unlike other men whom she has crossed till now...they all used to eye her beauty but Siddhant's eyes didn't... there was something else... something new feeling and when he gave his soft smile looking at her, she felt so happy thinking for the first time someone is being good to her, trying to interact with her in a good way...

when she got to know that she's going to be with him after marriage she felt so delighted and that night she made his sketch and named him her Angel who is going to lit up her life with happiness but somewhere she was still confused thinking what if he's not good, so she made these columns to write good or bad things what she found about him...

Roli looked at the column of Bad and grinned seeing it's empty then her eyes quickly went to the Good column and she smiles seeing one point was written there...

• He took me out from that hell...

She caressed those lines and sheds some happy tears then opening the cap of the pen she was holding she wrote a point into the Good column ...

• He cares for me...

Roli was so happy seeing those two points and her happiness increases more when she saw the other column empty...

After gazing at it for a while she kept that book back inside the last drawer and went to see for Siddhant...

Otherside Siddhant was doing something secretly maybe planning something against Roli after he was done..he stood on his feet then looked at his trap and grins " now this is what actually you deserve .... you know what... whatever you have done you don't even deserve my fake care too "