Chapter 54

Niketa

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Part 51 - Tum Meri Kuch Nahin Lagti

She trembled as she feels his body moving. Her heart stirred as she feels his hand gripping their baby's hands. No she can't let that happen. Now he is not hers. He has family and she can't come in between someone's happiness. For her own mistake she can't let any other person suffer. She knows she has to act fast before its going to be all messed up. she quickly picked up their baby untangling her small little hands from his grip. And as soon her heart knows that she is going away from his father. She started crying and riddhima's eyes filled with tears too.

R:''sorry baby mujhe pata hain meri jaan ko uske papa ke pas rehna hain. Par mumma yeh nahin kar sakti bacha. Mumma ne apnein hathon se sab kuch finish kiya hain please apnein papa ki jaan, apni is gandi si mumma ko maf kar do. Mumma ki galati ki saza meri jaan ko bhi sehni hogi.''

She said and then she plants soft kissed to her baby, as she gets little calmed. Riddhima took her away and then she puts her in the crib in another room. She had to feed her to calm her. And finally she gets calmed then riddhima wondered now what she will do. She can't go in front of him. What will she say to him? She has no answers to his questions. She has no stamina to face his hatred.

R:''main kya karun? Main armaan ke saamne bhi tou nahin jaa sakti na. Mujh mein himmat nahin onhein face karni ki. Onki nafrat nahin seh paungi, kisi tarah unse duri tou seh gayyi main par unki nafrat nahin seh sakti main. Oonki jin ankhon mein apnein liyye sirf beinteha mohabbat dekhi hain maine unmein apnein liyye nafrat nahin dekh paungi. Maine khud hi nafrat bhari hain par mujh mein himmat nahin hain jhelne ki. Par main onhein is haalat mein akela bhi nahin chod sakti na. Snow fall aur land slide ke qaaran raaste khulne meiin abhie samay lagega. Sujal nahin aa sakta itni jaldi. Kise bulaun armaan ke saamne jane ko. Kisi ko pas mein se bulaun ? (she starts moving towards out then suddenly stopped). Nahin vo log kya kahenge ki main Doctor hokar ek patient ke pas nahin ja rahi kyun nahin? Mere pas koi zawab bhi tou nahin hain in sab baton ka. Armaan apnein apko anjani jagah par dekhenge tou kaise react karenge. Onhein hosh aa raha hain onke pas kisi na kisi ka hona zaruri hain. Main onhein is halat mein akela nahin chod sakti. Kya karun main, khud nahin ja sakti akela bhi nahin chod sakti. (she pulled her hairs as feels terrible) hey bhagwan please aj meri help kar dijiye please mere liyye na sahi. Humari is nanhi si jaan ke liyye hi sahi. Mujhe rasta dikhayiye bhagwan ji please.''

She cried as her heart did not know what to do.Then she heard one voice and her heart just whispered one name. And that comes from her lips,

R:''armaan.''

And she just run towards his room where he is. And as soon she entered inside the room she saw him already waken up. As soon she comes in front of his eyes his eyes got wide. His heart fluttered. She just moved towards him as he tried to get up.

R:''nahin armaan''

She said holding him from his shoulders. Armaan just keeps on looking at her. She is so busy in making him sit properly that she is oblivious to his gaze. But he is hocked beyond limits.

R:''tumhe lagi hain armaan''

As soon he heard her voice after so many months, he just then believes that he is not dreaming her like always. But then he just shrugged her hand away from himself so hard that it got hit with side of bed. But she did not mind at all as she is expecting much more worst than this. As he just tries to put away the bandage from his hand she comes and forwards her hand stopping him.

R:''armaan kya kar rahein hain ap? Bandage mat kholiye, chot lagi hain apko blood niklege please.''

She said holding his hand in hers but armaan shrugged her hand away again.

A:''koi zarurat nahin mujh par mehrbani karne ke Dr. Riddhima. Aur tum hoti kaun ho meri parvah karne vali, tumne hi kaha than a tum mujhse badla le rahi ho. Tou abhi tumhara badla pura nahin hua kya jo yeh meherbani kar rahi ho mujh par.''

He said in cold voice and riddhima looked at him as tears comes out from her eyes. Seeing her tears his hands wants to move and wipe them and his heart which becomes stone still can't see her in pain. Then he stopped himself as he can't do that.

A:''now please hatogi yahan se mujhe jaana hain. Mera yahan dum ghut raha hain.''

He said and riddhima's heart wrenched in pain as he said that. It was the time when they were in one place and the place is like heaven for him. And today where she is standing that place suffocated him, what an irony. But she can't complain about that as she is responsible for that disaster in their lives.

R:''ap nahin ja sakte. Bahar landslide hua hain aur snow bhi hain sare raste band hain.''

She said in mere whisper and armaan who is busy try to put his leg on floor as his leg gets more injury, looked at her for a second. Then giving her a long look.

A:''koi zarurat nahin hain. Mujhe kisi ko pareshan karna acha nahin lagta kya pata kaun kis bat ka badla (revenge) le. Main bahar sadak par reh lunga. You see ab mujhe dar lagta hain logon se aur unke sympathy dikhane se.''

He said and she knows he is taunting her. She just lowered her eye lids. She doesn't have any answers of his questions. And she did every wrath from him as what she did is not just a mistake but a SIN. But right now she knows that if armaan now moved away and pulled away the bandage, blood will start oozing out and it will affects him badly. So she needs to stop him. He has to stop not for her as she knows she has lost the right that too by her own. But he has to stop for their princess, his dream that he has watched with open and close eyes both. Seeing him pulling out bandage away from his hand, she holds his hand in tight grip then speaks up.

R:''jab mausam thek ho jayega tou ap ja sakte hain koi apko nahin rokoga. Par abhi ap nahin ja sakte hain.''

She said and armaan glared at her with fire in his blue eyes.

A:''tumhe mujhe roukne ka koi haq nahin hain. Tum meri kuch nahin lagti ho samjhi tum hat jao mere raaste se, mujhe gairon ke saat samay bitana pasand nahin hain.''

He said as he pushed her hand away though it is going very tough for him because of his injury. And he is still under the effect of sedatives.

R:''pata hain par ap nahin ja sakte apko angel ki qasam.''

She said don't want to do this at all. But she has to, this is just for his own good and she can't let him risk his life because of her. As soon he heard those words from her, he gives her disgusted look. He just can't believe that this is the same person whom he loved dearly and unconditionally. No she can't be His Riddhima, she can't blackmail anyone at all. Yes he laughed at his own thoughts, off course she is not His Riddhima, he actually lost her few months back.

A:''mujhe nahin pata tha ki tumhe logon ki kamzori bhi apnein fayde mein badlni ati hain.''

He said coldly and riddhima just fisted her hands, as she takes his allegations on herself. Though he never believes in this stuff but still Angel is one of the reasons of his living now.

A:''main nahin manta in sab baton ko, par ab main apni zindagi ki aakhiri khushi ko zara sib hi takleef mein nahin dekh sakta.''

He said as he moved back towards the bed leaving riddhima stunned. And then as she saw him putting his hand on his eyes while he lay down. She just moved from there not wanting to give him more pain. As she runs in the other room, she just picked his baby from crib and slumped on the floor with his baby in her arms, near to heart.

R:'' I am sorry meri jaan. Apki mumma bahut gandi hain bacha, mumma ne aj fir se papa ko bahut dukh pahunchaya. Baby mumma apke papa ko apki angel di ki kasam nahin dena chahti thi, ap jante ho na? Par agar main aisa nahin karti tou papa bandage khol dete aur chale jaate. Jo ki unke liyye safe nahin tha. Janti hun maine unhein mazbur kiyya kyunki vo apki angel di se bahut pyaar karte hain na isliyye. Sorry baby mumma bahut buri hain sirf dard deti hain papa ko. Mumma papa se tou mafi nahin maang sakti par ap tou papa ki jaan ho ap tou mumma ko maf kar dogi na. Apka dill tou apke papa ke jaise bada hain na. Mumma gandi hain baby.''

She said as she cried putting her baby near her heart. His last living gift to her in form of His Princess is the reason of survival. Otherwise after crushing his heart in pieces she has no desire to live, but the news of his Baby taking breaths in her womb makes her live. Then the baby just starts crying as she disturbed in her sleep because of her mumma. Then riddhima quickly rocked in her arms as fear struck on her face.

R:''nahin bacha please mat royiye ap. Hum papa ko nahi bata sakte ki papa ki nanhi si jaan ab is duniya mein hain. Mumma ne sab kharab kiyya hain. Par ab mumma aur sab kuch kharab nahin kar sakti. Please bacha mumma ki help karo.''

She said as she starts feeding her baby keeping her close to her heart. After an hour or so as princess sleeps soundly in her crib, riddhima thought to check on him. Though she hesitates as she knows he must be now hates her face. But still she needs to do so she slowly moved to her room. As soon she peeped in she finds him not on the bed. Not finding him on the bed fear strike on her face. She runs inside and starts looking for him all over the room.

R:''armaan, armaan kahan hain ap?''

She called him but could not able to find him. Tears come out from her eyes as she did not able to find him. She just rushed out to find him. But then suddenly she saw balcony door opened. And she just for safety measures thought to check there. She rushed there and there he is standing leaning on the railing. He heart calmed a bit as she finally saw him. And unknown to her own self words escaped from her mouth.

R:''thank god ap theek hain armaan main tou dar hi gayyi thi.''

She said catching his attention and he immediately wiped his tears from his eyes. And turned to her hear her voice and seeing her all panting he knows she must be running but for what finding him really now; she is the one who leave him.

A:''oh dar kyun gayyi thi jab beech raste mein choda tha tab dar nahin laga ki main kaise jeeyunga.''

He said looking directly in her eyes and riddhima can't have that courage to look in his eyes. She knows one eye contact and her heart will win and she will not able to hide anything from him, especially about Their Doll. Seeing her not looking at him, he speaks up.

A:''well as you can see Dr. Riddhima I am here now please you can move from here.''

Riddhima just nodded her head then she thought to give him something to eat as he must be hungry.

R:''main soup lekar ati hun.''

She turned to go but his words pierced her heart.

A:''thanks but no thanks. Meri bhookh 10 mahine (months) pehle hi mar gayyi thi jab kisi apnein ne dill mein sirf yadein bhar di thi.''

He said taking her in shock and tears flow from her eyes. She could not able to hear more his pain everything.

A:''itna sa dard tumse nahin dekha jar aha hain tou chod kaise gayyi tum mujhe.''

He speaks to himself as fresh tears fell from his eyes and then keeps on looking in the sky. Here riddhima comes out with tears in her eyes.

R:''sab meri galati hain ache se jaanti hun par sirf apke liye kiyya tha yeh sab. Aur ab tou apnein shaadi bhi kar li hain tab ap kyun kehte ho ki akele hain ap kyun.''

She speaks with herself as armaan's words confused her. She just walks to her baby without having anything. He is hungry so how can she have anything. The night passed just like with both of them crying their hearts out. They even did not realize when they fell asleep.

Next morning sun rays entered in Shimla. The storm has passed and now it is a bright sunny day. As soon the sun rays fell on riddhima's eyes, she opened her eyes. She finds his baby cuddled to her. She kissed her forhead the sunshine of her life. Quickly moving out from the bed she rushed to his room knowing he must need his medicine now as now it will be paining. As she reached there, she finds him all set to move out. Seeing her standing at the door, he gives her cold look and

A:''thanku for saving my dead life. Jaise ki ab mausam bhi saf hain aur main ja sakta hun so I am going.''

He said and not giving her chance to say anything, he reached near of the door. And as soon he opened the door he gets a shock of his life, as he saw Sujal Grewal standing there. As sujal's face little down he can't see Him yet so he speaks up.

Su:''arey yar riddhima help kar nay eh kashish dekh kya kya lekar ayi hain.''

He said as he unable to manage all those things and dropped some of toys on the floor. Then armaan saw a girl standing beside him as she is holding a big teddy her face is not seen. Hearing sujal she slapped his arm

K:''tou tumhe kya problem hain main apni princess ke le job hi laun.''

S:''tou maine kab mana kiya you know how much I love princess par kuch tou khud bhi uthao na.''

K:''riddhima tell me in this state I can't pick more things.''

Oblivious to their surroundings both kashish and sujal are in their fight.

S:"'dekho kashish.''

K:''riddhima.''

S:''riddhima.''

Then they both looked above and get the biggest shock of their life as they find an angry and confused ARMAAN MALLIK standing there. Seeing him all the things fell from their hands and then their gaze fell on riddhima standing beside him. Her face turned pale like a ghost. They looked at him then at each other. No one uttered a single word. Its then armaan breaks the silence as he can't take this anymore.

A:''oh hi the great Sujal Grewal is here. So now are you with her in avenging me.''

He said sarcastically bringing everyone to reality. Riddhima's face turned paler, because of her sujal is accused by something he never did.

A:''vaise I can understand that you helped her because she is your best friend avenging me. But can you please tell me Mr.Grewal what's the fault of her parents that you helped her in vanishing from everyone.''

He asked as he glared at riddhima then seeing his best friend ins such a state; sujal speaks up.

S:'' I don't know anything armaan who is right or wrong. But I just can say that whatever the situation will be I will always be with Riddhima.''

He said and armaan looked at him as he said this in that most genuine voice.

A:''off course why not you are true friend.''

He said and seeing this conversation like this kashish though to interrupt.

K:''armaan kyun na hum aaram se bat kare. This is not the way to talk.''

A:''No kashish there is anything left to talk now. I don't know what is there nor did I want to know, as my life is destroyed. And for lifelong I am a lonely so cut it out. But I did not expect this from you as I take you as my sister, but nevertheless I know you are right as she is right in punishing me for my deeds.''

He said in hurt tone and kashish has tears in her eyes. She knows she failed him badly, performing her duties as friend and wife she failed as a sister.

A:''and now I know why you vanished in thin air. Anyways all the best for your life. Though I know I am useless for you but if any chance you need me, I will be there. Kyunki mujhe kisi ne sikhaya tha rishte kabhi nahin todne chahiye kyunki rishte todne se hum na keval rishte todte hain balki us insan ko bhi tod dete hain.''

He said giving riddhima a distanced look and then he start moving from the house. He just puts one foot out when he heard one voice of crying. And he knows this is the cry of baby's. His feet stopped in their way and he turned towards her. All three of them looked at each-other. Riddhima feels everything is over now. And he looked at the floor there are toys scattered on the place that fell from sujal's hands, a big teddy from kashish's hands. He looked at kashish thoroughly and being a doctor he knows she is around 4-5 pregnant. Toys, teddy, princess as soon his ears drummed with these words again. His eyes darted on riddhima and he checked her from head to toe. And yes there it is, his heart comes in his hands. Then pushing everyone in his way he rushed to the direction where he is hearing the cries. As soon he entered the room he finds the sight in front of him. And with his heart in his mouth, he reached near the covers and finds one soft miracle of god lying in between the pillows, crying.

He looked at her but suddenly he heard one voice and

R:''armaan.''

A:''tum meri kuch nahin ho samjhi tum aj main tumse apna har rishta todta hun.''

His voiced roared in the house and she flinched seeing that look in his eyes. Everything shattered.

Crossing My Fingers Please Do Tell How Is The Part. All Type OF Positive And Negative Criticism Are Welcomed.

Precap_

Ar:''aap jo pas aye mere''

aapse jo hui dosti

khawab sajne laga dill ko lagne laga

A:''jab meri pyari si jaan tou bhukhi hain tou main kaise kha lun''

He kissed her hands.

R:''mere nanhi si jaan aapne dada se dur nahin hona chahti main jaanti hun par baby aapki mumma ki ek mistake ne sab finish kar diyya''