Chapter 36

Niketa

@desir

Part 35 - We Can'tt Live Without Each-Other 

Ar:''kyoon jhooth bol rahii ho?''

Ri:''armaan mai to''

But she is cut short with the entry of billy and ananya along with other members

Bi:''armaan kaisa hai tu beta aab.''

He asked while coming closer to her and armaan fakely smiled towards him

Ar:''I am fine''   

Ak:''kaise fine tujhe to kitni lagii hai''

Ar:''bhabhi yeh zakham to abhie kuch dinon meiin theek ho jaayenge par kuch zakham aisee hotee hai jo kabhie theek nahin hotee''

He said in a hurt voice looking at riddhima who lowered her gaze as she knows he meant about her and she feels his pain and tears were bleeming in her eyes

An:''oye aab jyada philosophy mat mar pta hai tunee kitnaa dra diyya tha hum sabko''

And armaan smiled at her and

Ani:''aur kya armaan aisee bhi koi karta hai kya betaa''

She said while coming closer to him and armaan does not looked at her

Ar:''dad mujhe neend aaa rahii hai''

Ananya understands that he did not wants to talk to her so he was saying that and she feels bad but its all because of her.

Bi:''han beta tu rest kar hum chalte hai bad meiin ate hai''

And all of them left except riddhima and dr.kirti

Ki:''yes dr.armaan aap rest kijiye and dr.riddhima will be ur attending doctor''

Ar:''mam mujhe aapse kch bat karni hai''

Ki:''yes dr.armaan boliye naa.''

Ar:''mam aap please mera attending doctor badal dijiye actually vo dr.gupta ko aur bhi kam hogaa naa''

Riddhima's eyes filled with tears with his words not because he does not want to close to her but because she hurt him so much,

And kirti was shocked hearing him and she guessed something is wrong between them as armaan addressed  riddhima as dr.gupta not riddhima,not his jaaan so she

Ki:''dr.armaan yahan mere rules chalte hai aur mujhe pta hai kisko kya duty denii hai aur abhie aap patient hai so isliyye dr.riddhima is urs attending doctor am I clear?''

Armaan simply nodded and kirti leaves after giving a smile to riddhima.

Riddhima looked towards armaan for a minute and thinking how to start conversation she wants to be with him

Ar:''agr dr.kirti ne bol diyya hai tab bhi mujhe kisii ki koi jarurat nahin hai mujhe pta hai koi kisii ka nahin hotaa''

He said coldly, only he knows how much his heart pained to say these words to her, the words caused pain so much to her and he never wanted to hurt her.

Riddhima knows he is hurt that's y he was saying those rude words, she wants to tell him the reason of her behave and decision but she immediately went from the room and armaan looked at her reterating figure, he knows she must be crying with his words that's y she went from there and this increased his pain so much

Ar:''kyoon riddhima tum mujhe aisaa behave karne par majboor kar rahii ho. Pta hai yeh shabd tumhe ootna dard nahin de rahee jitna mujhe dard de rahee hai. Jab tumne mujhse dur jaane ka decision liyya hai to tum mere pas bar bar kyoon ati ho? Kyoon ehsas dilaa rahii ho kii tum merii nahin ho.''

And suddenly he heared door opened and he was surprised to see riddhima with medicines and food tray, he thought she is so hurt that she is not going to come

Ri:''vo tumhari davaii ka time ho gayya tha to mai tumhari davai lenee gayyi thi aur thoda khana tumhare liyye''

She said while placing the tray on table and armaan looked at her only then he

Ar:''koi jarurat nahin hai mai aapna dhayan rakhh sakta hun''

Riddhima sighed she knows him, he is so stubborn when he is angry

Ri:''pta hai lekin aabhie tum aapna dhyaan rakhne ki haalat meein nahin ho isliyye chup-chapp yahan baitho khana khaoo aur medicine lo''

Ar:''ji nahin mai nahin karunga.''

Ri:''armaan aapna gussa khane par nahin nikalte aur davai khana tumhare liyye jaruri hai''

Ar:''maine kahan naa mai nahin kahunga mujhe pta hai mere liyya kya achaa hai aur vaise bhi aab koi nahin hai jo mujhe pyaar se khilaa sakee''

Riddhima feels pang in her heart hearing him she knows he meant to her and she

Ri:''armaan''

Ar:''wht maine bol diyya naa mai nahin kahunga to mai nahin kahunga''

He said annoyingly and riddhima sighed and sat beside him and placed plate in front of him but armaan turned his face and

Ar:''nahin matlab nahin''

Now riddhima is pissed off with his behave so she

Ri:''dr.armaan be in ur limits abhie aap patient hai aur mai aapki doctor hun so u better listen to me ok''

And  she took the bite and placed in front of his mouth hearing her shout armaan looked at her, he knows now she is irritated so he and moreover he wants to eat from her hands after all he loves her a lot, more than from his life

Ar:''han aab patients par hi zulum hotaa hai hitler version''

He mumbled while opening his mouth and take the bite and start eating. And riddhima looked towards armaan while feeding her, he looks so cute with that cute frown on his face and she has the strong urge to kiss him on his dimples.

And after giving him his medicines and feeding him with food she laid him down and asked him to sleep.

Ar:''dr.gupta aapki duty finish ho gayyi hai so u can go now''

Ri:''aapko kis ne bol diyya ki merii duty finish ho gayyi hai''

Ar:''matlab''

Ri:''matlab yeh ki mai din rat aapke saath rehne vaali hun so please now go to sleep u need it''

Ar(surprisingly):''lekin tumhe ghar jaana chahiye mai theek hun aab''

Ri:''ooska decision aap nahin hum legee''

Ar:''par.''

Ri:''dr.mallik no par and no var please go to sleep now''

She said while tucking him in the blanket and armaan looked at her and she placed her hands on his eyes

Ri(whispered):''good night armaan''

Ar:''good night''

And she went and sat on couch looking at him while armaan closed his eyes but he did not sleep, both were in their own thoughts.

In mid night

Riddhima's sleep disturbed with some voice and she looked here and there just to find broken glass pieces on floor and riddhima ran to armaan

Ri:''armaan tumhe lagii to nahin naa r u alright? I am so sorry armaan pata nahin jaane kaise merii aankh lag gayii I am sorry, tumhe kuch chahiye tha to mujhe bula letee''

Ar:''its ok riddhima vo mujhe paani chahiye tha par this stupid glass just breaks''

Ri:''ek minute armaan.''

And she gave him a glass of water and armaan drank it and

Ri:''armaan I am so sorry merii vajah se tum abhie lag jaati par mujhse sach meiin nahin pata jaane kaise merii aaankh lag gayyi''

She said with her eyes lowered and armaan knows how she feels as he knows her better than herself and

Ar:''riddhima koi bat nahin hai ho jaata hai vaise bhi tum kal rat se jaagi hui ho so u must be tired''

Riddhima was surprised how he knows that she is awake from yesterday

Ri:''armaan tumhe kaise''

But her sentence left incomplete as when she saw armaan looking at her with those blue eyes and she lost in his eyes

Ar:''par tum aab merii care karna bandd kar do ek doctor ka aapne patient ke liyye itnaa pareshan hona achaa nahin lagta''

Ri:''armaan tum mere liyye ekk patient nahin ho aur yeh tum bhi jaante ho ache se''

Ar:''oh that's so funny to kya hum hai aapke dr. gupta''

Ri:''armaan''

Ar:''what armaan please yeh mat kehna ki tum mujhse pyaar karti ho isliyye hi''

Ri:''han armaan yehii to sach hai naa''

Ar:''chodo riddhima kisee tasali de rahii ho mai bhi jaanta hun aur tum bhi ki yeh jhooth hai to please rehne do''

Ri:''armaan tum kyoon nahin samajh rahee ho''

She said while tears bleeming in her eyes

Ar:''mai nahin samajh rahaa yea mai hi to hun jo kuch nahin samjhta, mai hi sab galat samjhta hun maine hi samjha ki tumne mujhe maf kiyya, merii hi galti hai ki maine smjha ki tum bhi mujhse pyaar karte ho, merii galti ki maine samjha ki aab koi hai jo mujhse pyaar karta hai, merii galti ki maine samjha ki mere honee ya naa honee se aab kisii ko farak padta hai, merii galti maine samjha ki aab merii zindagi meiin ekk aisaa insan hai jo sirff mere liyye hai aur mai sirff ooske liyye, merii galti jo maine samjha ki aab mujhe kabhie pyaar ke liyye tarsna nahin padega, merii galti maine samjha ki aab agr mai ghar der se pahuncha ya binaa btaye kahin gayya to koi mujhe daantega, merii galti ki maine samjha ki aab mere har gam meiin koi saaya ban kar meraa saath degaa,merii galti ki maine samjha aab mujhe aapni khushi akele nahin mnani padegi koi hogaa jo mere liyye mujhse jyada khush hogaa, merii galti ki maine samjha ki aab agr mujhe halki si takleef hogii to ose mujhse jyada dard hogaa, merii galti ki maine samjha ki vo mujhe merii har burai ke saath aapna legii aur mujhe aapne aanchal meiin chupa legii aur merii sabse badii galti ki mujhe pyaar ho gayya tumse aur maine samjha ki tum merii ho sakti ho sirff merii aur kisii ki bhi nahin''

He said while crying his heart is broken in several pieces just the thought of living without her and riddhima also cried and next moment armaan gets up without hearing riddhima's warnings and he holds her from her shoulders and

Ar:''kyoon riddhima aakhir kyoon kiyya tumne aisee tum jaanti ho naa mai tumse kitna pyaar karta hun fir kyoon tumhare liyye mujhse jyada koi aur important ho gayya''

Ri:''armaan mai jaanti hun maine tumhe bahut dard tumhare dard ke age dard word bhi chota hai par armaan mai sach meiin tumhari mom ka dard nahin dekhh paayi

nahin dekhh paayi oonka tumhare liyye dard, darti thi ki kahin mai ekk maa aur betee ke beech doori ka kaaran naa ban jaon, nahin chahti thi mere kaaran tum aapne mom kho do par yeh bhi jaanti thi ki tum mujhse itnaa pyaar karte ho ki tumhare pyaar ki gehrai ka andaza bhi nahin laga sakti. Jaanti thi mere ilava tum kisii aur ke vaare meiin sochna to dur kisii ke saath aapna nam bhi lenaa pasand nahin karoge, isiliyye mujhe bolna pada ki agar maine tumhe maf naa kiyya hotaa to mai hi jaanti hun armaan mujhe vo sab bolte hue kitna dard ho rahaa tha fir bhi bola jaanti thi tumhare binaa jee nahin paongi fir bhi tumhe aapne aap se dur kiyya par jab tumhara accident hua oos samay mai jaanti hun ki mai kitni bar marii hun galti ho gayyi mujhse tumhe aapne aap se dur karke,bhull gayyi thi merii yeh berukhi tumhe tumse dur kar degii,bhull gayyi thi ki tum to sirff mere liyye jeete ho mujhse alg hokar to tum jee hi nahin paoge par galti kar dii maine aaj mere kaaran tumhare yeh haalat hai''

And she cried uncontrollably after saying this, the one day of their sepration realized them they can not live without each-other

Armaan realized how much she loves her, just for the sake of his realtion with his mother,she parted him from her knowing she can not live without him.

Riddhima realized the thing that armaan loves her so much that he cannot live without her and he wants to be with her only.

Ar:''itnaa pyaar karti ho mujhse ki mere liyye aapne aap ko mujhse hi dur kar diyya''

He said while cupping her face in his palms and riddhima shook her head

Ri:''nahin karti mai tumse pyaar''

Ar:''kyoon dard diyya aapne aap ko aur mujhe jab jaanti ho ki mere pyaar ke binaa naa tum reh paogi naa mai batao kyoon karti ho mujhse itnaa pyaar''

Ri:''nahin karti mai tumse pyaar armaan mai kabhie tumhare pyaar ke laayak thi hi nahin''

Ar:''tumse jyada koi mujhse pyaar nahin kar sakta I love u''

Ri:''nahin''

Ar:''chahe kuch bhi bolo par mai jaanta hun ki tum mujhse pyaar karti ho aur mai tumse I love u''

Ri:''kyoon karna chahte ho mujhse pyaar fir se dard lenee ko''

Ar:''agr tumhare saath meiin dard hai to mai aisaa dard zindagi bharr jhelne ko tayar hun''

He said while coming closer to her face and their nose touched

Ri:''armaan mat karoo mujhse itnaa pyaar tumhe dard hogaa''

Ar:''I love u''

He said while sucking her tears which was flowing on her cheeks

Ri:''nahin''

But armaan did not listen and continued sucking her tears while saying

Ar:''I love u''

Riddhima looked at him and armaan once again armaan said

Ar:''I love u''

Ri:''I love u too armaan''

And she hugged him tightly and armaan hugged her back

Ar:''love u so much jaan''

And they remained like this for long time they do not want to be seprated and after few moments the detangled riddhima wiped his tears and armaan did same

Ar:''aab kabhie chodne ko to nahin bologi naa jaaan please''

He asked while joining his forhead with hers

Ri:''nahin armaan kabhie bhi nahin''

She said while kissing his hands

Ar:''pakka promise''

And riddhima smiled

Ri:''pakaa armaan please aab tum let jao u need to take rest''

And she helped him to lay down and she herself sat beside her and armaan looked at her lovingly while holding her hands

Ri:''kya hua armaan aisee kya dekhh rahee ho''

Ar:''vishwas nahin ho rahaa ki tum mere saath ho''

Ri:''mai yahin hun armaan tumhe chodd ke kabhie nahin jaongi''

Ar:''jaan tumhe mom ne aisaa kya kahaa ki tumne itnaa bada decision le liyya han batao''

And riddhima narrated him the incidence

Ri:''armaan oonko aisee pareshan dekhh mujhe lga ki meraa pyaar tumhe oonse dur kar rahaa hai isliyye''

Ar:''tumne mujhe aapne aap se dur kar diyya''

Riddhima nodded and

Ar:''mai samjhta hun riddhima ki tumne jo kiyya isliyye kiyya takii mai mom se dur naa hoyun. Par riddhima tumhare pyaar ko khokar nahin aur oos rishte meiin sirff compromise hogaa aur compromise par rishte nahin tikte pyaar par chalte hai to tum yeh yaad rakhna ki agr tumhara pyaar hai to sab hai varna kuch bhi nahin''

Ri:''han armaan sorry galti ho gayyi''

And armaan put his finger on her mouth and said

Ar:''riddhima maine tumhe yeh bas isliyye bola ki tumhe bta sakun u r my life''

Ri:''I love u''

Ar:''love u too''

And armaan slept with a satisfy smile on his face holding riddhima's duppatta and riddhima looked at him with all her love, finally they were together once again.\