Chapter 34

Niketa

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Part 33 - Is It Over Really 

Armaan said sarcastically and riddhima looked at her and she ran from there with lots of pain in her heart and lots of tears in her eyes leaving a heartbroken and furious armaan behind who fell on his knees and cried that his life his luv was not there for him.

Ar:'' kyoon riddhima kyoon aakhir kyoon kar rahii ho tum aisaa? Kyoon kya tum nahin jaanti ki mai tumse kitna pyaar karta hun? Shayad nahin jaanti tum ki mai tumhare binaa jeena to dur ek saans bhi nahin le sakta, aakhir kyoon, kya ho gayya hai tumhe kya mere liyye tumhara pyaar pyaar nahin tha? Kya vo sab ehsaas jhoothe the? Kyoon kar rahii ho tum mujhe aapne aap se dur, yeh jaante hue bhi ki tumhare binaa mai kch bhi nahin hun? Jis mom ki tum bat kar rahii ho riddhima vo, vo sirff merii nam ki mom hai riddhima oonhone kabhie mujhe vo pyaar nahin diyya jo ekk maa aapne bache ko detii hai fir tum yeh kyoon nahin samjhti? Ya samjhna chahti nahin ho aaj tumhare liyye vo mujhse humare pyaar se jyada important ho gayyi hai ki oonke liyye tum humara rishta tod rahii ho aakhir kyyon riddhima?nahin shayad mai hi galat hun tumne mujhe kabhie samjha hi nahin? Kabhie mera pyaar aapne liyye mehsoos hi nahin kiyya? Shayad tumne kabhie mujhe maf hi nahin kiyya? Tabhie to aaj tumhare liyye mujhse jyada important koi aur hai? Agr jaana hi tha kyoon ayi merii zindagi me riddhima? kyoon mujhse pyaar kiyya tumne? Kyoon mujhe yeh mehsos karvaya ki koi hai jo sirff mera hai? Y riddhima y''

He cried and punched his hand on his car mirror and blood start oozing from his wound but he did not care, the pain in his heart is much more thn this small physical pain. He did not know y he lost everything in his life, he never gain any love from his family at that time not from billy also as he is bsy in business and when he is free ananya keep him bsy with the parties she organised, that's y he does not believe in any relations, his family is just his brother naitik and when he married akshara come into their life and changed their life for better one, and after billy's health falls down once he comes that he has nothing, he has lot of money but no family, his sons are far away from him, and he apologized to them and finally he come closer to them and evn riddhima was responsible for this indirectly as she was his doctor when he is not well and after sharing a father-daughter relation with her and seeing her, he realize his mistake and he shower his love to his sons and now their family is happy one except ananya she is not changed a bit. But as if armaan cares now, he got the love from riddhima which he was craving for many years, the care which he wants that someone is there who cares for him, and the pampering the way riddhima pampers him and the scolding whenever he does not inform about his whereabouts firstly there is no one who ask him or worry for him or scold him for his carelessness but now riddhima, she showers him with all her love, her care and she evn scold him for his mistakes. She is always there for him to tell him that this is not right for him. after falling in love with her, he becomes a new armaan who now cares for himself and want to live his life that too with his jaan but now everything has changed its all finish. he lost her.

On the other side riddhima is running to her house she just ran to her room and fell on floor crying, no one can see her situation, it was like she lost her life,well she actually

Ri:'' mujhe pta hai armaan maine tumhe bahut takleef di hai mai tumhe kabhie koi khushi de bhi nahi sakti. Mai pyaar tumhare pyaar ke kaabil hi nahin hun armaan. Mai bahut boori hun, mujhe pta hai mujhe aisaa nahin karna chahiye tha tuhare saath par mai kya krun jab mai subhh tumhari mom se milii to maine dekha oonhone tumhari shaadi ko lekar kitne sapne dekhe hai aur vo kitni dukhi thi tumhari '' naa'' sun kar, mai kabhie bhi nahin chahti ki mujhe aapni life me lane ko tumhe aapni mom se dur honaa padee. Mai ek maa-bete ke beech mein nahin ana chahti isliyye mujhe yeh sab karna pada jaanti hunt um bahut boora lag rahaa hai, maine tumhara dil tod diyya na par shayad mai kabhie tumhare pyaar ke kaabil thi hi nahin, maine har waqt tumhe dard ke sivaa kch bhi to nahin diyya, pehle college aur fir yahan bhi maine tumhe har waqt galat hi samjha aur aaj bhi tumhe dard de diyya,par koi bat nahin tumhari mom ki pasand ki ladki tumhe iss dard se bahar nikal degii aur tum mujhe bhull bhi jaoge par mai tumhe kabhie nahin bhull paongi humesha tumse pyaar karongi. Par jo gam maine tumhe diyya hai ooske liyye ho sake to mujhe maf kar dena, I love u armaan par shayad aab tum mere nahin rahee, humari kismet me saath nahin tha.''

And she placed her and armaan's snap over her heart and cried.

Ar:''                    Chaha Hai Tujhko Chahunga Hardam

                       Mar Ke Bhi Dil Se Ye Pyaar Na Hoga Kam

(He start singing looking at her picture) 

                  Teri Yaad Jo Aati Hai Mere Aansoon Behte Hain

(He cross from fire escape and seeing himself and her romancing and tears rolled on his cheek remembering the days)

                       Apna To Milan Hoga Pal Pal Yeh Kehte Hain

                       Kya Yeh Zindgani Hai Bas Teri Kahani Hain

(He saw her everywhere evn closing his eyes he saw just her face)

                          Bas Teri Kahani Hai Ye Jo Zindgani Hai

(He remembers the day when he falls for her and his life changed)

                       Chaha Hai Tujhko Chahunga Hardam

                     Mar Ke Bhi Dil Se Ye Pyaar Na Hoga Kam...

(He does not care the blood oozing from his hand)

                      Teri Woh Baatein Woh Chaahat Ki Rasmein

(He remembers her talks and all their karva chauth)

                    Jhoothey The Vaade Kya Jhoothi Thi Kasmein

(He saw her and holds her as if asking her love is fake for him)

                Jaan-E-Tamanna Kya Ye Sach Hai Bas Itna Keh De

(He remembers when he confronts her and she said to leave her and marry someone else)

                          Toot Jayee Na Lamha, Aitbaar Ka

                            De Koi Silaa, Mere Intezaar Ka

(He stares at the door of his cabin as waiting for her that she comes to him next moment and embrace her but)

Ri:'                'Chaha Hai Tujhe Chahungi Hardam

                 Mar Ke Bhi Dil Se Ye Pyaar Na Hoga Kam...

(She caress his face in the photoframe and kissed his face)

                     Teri Hoon Teri Jo Chahe Kasam Le Le

(She saw him and holds his hand and hugged him and placed her hand on her neck as saying she never leaves him)

                    Mujhko Humrahi Tu Apne Gham De Den

(She wipes his tears)

                     Saari Umar Hai Mujhko Dard Judaai Ka Sehnaa

(And next moment he vanished and she saw here and there finding him)

                          Rastey Mein Khoii Hai Manzilein Meri

                         Mere Saath Jayengi Mukshkilein Meri

(She remembered when she left him and her morning encounter with his mom)

Ar:''                    Chaha Hai Tujhko Chahunga Hardam

                      Mar Ke Bhi Dil Se Ye Pyaar Na Hoga Kam

(He again punched his hand on wall causing more pain)

Ri:''               Tu Saamne Hai Mairey Phir Kyoon Ye Doori Hai

                      Tujhe Kaise Bataoon Main Hai, Kya Majboori Hai

(She imagined armaan marries someone else and she can not do anything)

                     Yeh Bhi Koi Jeena Hai Sirf Aansoon Peena Hai

(She cries and cries)

                     Sirf Aansoon Peena Hai Yeh Bhi Koi Jeena Hai...

(He cries kissing her snap)

Whole night none of them sleep, they just cries and cries, armaan evn did not go to his house, he stayed whole the night in hospital staring the main gate may be riddhima comes to him but no and go to the places where he and riddhima used to come, the place where he proposed her, all the places cherished the moments of their life and he feels more pain In his heart he wants to get rid of this pain but how could he, his heart is craving for riddhima but she is not there, he feels suffocated, feeling alone in this whole world.

Next Morning

Riddhima comes to sanjeevani, her eyes were red with continuous crying, she completely avoids everyone as if she face them all will put questions to her and that she did not want. She once wants to see armaan how was he?is he fine, she is having the feeling that armaan is not fine but she ignored the feeling and try to conctrate on her work but she could not everytime when she look towards the file armaan's eyes and hurt face come in front of her, and when she could not take it anymore she go towards armaan's cabin, she thought just to saw armaan from little far and thn she comes back but when she come to his cabin she was surprised that he is not there but she calmed herself

Ri:''shayad rounds par gayya hogaa''

And she go to look him but to her shock she heared the nurses talk

N1:''mujhe bhi dr. armaan ki bike race dekhne jaana tha par merii duty hai yar''

N2:''par mai jaa sakti hun''

N1:'' u r lucky yar sab kehte hai dr. armaan ko bike race karte dekhna is so gud''

And hearing them riddhima is shocked beyond limits but she caimed herself

Ri:''nahin inhee koi galti lagii hogii armaan aab itnii dangerous bike race nahin karta par mai kis se confirm karun han vedant se poochti hun osepta hogaa armaan kahan hai ooski duty ooske saath hi hotii hai ose pakka pta hogaa''

And she ran to vedant and after reaching to vedant, vedant saw her out of breath and her eyes red, he terrified seeing her state

Ve:''bhabhi kya hua aap aisee kyoon bhagg rahii hai any problem?''

Ri:''vedant vo armaan kahan hai?''

And hearing her question he feared he does not know what to answer her he knows she did not like armaan's bike racing so he try to change the topic

Ve:''areey bhabhi aap bahut thaki lag rahii hai mai paani laata hun''

Ri:''mujhe kch nahin chahiye bas itnaa batao armaan kahan hai''

Now she is panicking for armaan

When he did not reply

Ri:''vedant mai tumse kch pooch rahii hun armaan kahan hai?''

Now she is angry so she said aloud and seeing her anger vedant answered

Ve:''bhabhi armaan bhaii race ke liyye gayye hai''

And now riddhima just horrified after hearing this

Ri:''tumne ose jaane kaise diyya vedant mujhe tumse yeh umeed nahin thi''

She said and ran from there

Ve:''bhabhi suniye to''

But she did not listen and ran to the valley where the race was going on and when she reached there, she saw armaan was settling on his bike, he is so upset that anger and hurtness can see on his face and his one hand was covered with bandage and she start calling his name, he start looking here and there as if he heared her nut due to crowd he can not saw her so she again called him but all were cheering for him so he could not hear her and race started and, he completed first two lapse and the third one is he has to jump through from a fire circle and when armaan's bike was on the track of fire 

Ri:''armaaan''

And thn everything goes black.