Chapter 8

Niketa

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Part 8 - Meraa Ehsaas Meraa  Pehlapyaar Armaan

Ri:''apnaa dhayan rakhiyga armaan bye'' I could not met his gazee because I am guilty and I and anjii leftt frm there

after tht I regularly ask armaan's health on phone.

After 5 dayss he is bck to hospital and busyy wid his pending cases so I do not disturb him.

But I was feeling veryy restless as I think at tht arman remains hungry because of me.

Finally I wentt to his cabin 

after knock

ar:''comee in pls''

ri:''hi armaan''

ar:''oh riddhima ap hi kaisi hai ap baithiye na''

ri:''ye quess mujhe apsee puchna chahiye ap kaise hainn ab'' I say while sit dwn

ar:''mainn bilkul fit and finee''

ri:''u suree na abhie tempp to nai hai na?aur haath meinn dardd to nai hai na?''

Ar:''na riddhima mainn bilkul theek hun dekhiye na tabhie to itnaa kam kar rahaa hun''

ri:''ok''

ri:''arman ek bat puchun apsee''

ar:''ji puchiye na''

ri:''apnee oos din meree kaaran khana nai khaya tha na?''

Ar:''nai riddhima aisaa kuchh nai tha actully mujhe bhukh hi nai thi''

ri:''ok to mainn chalti u carry on wid ur wrk bye''mujhe pataa tha vo jhooth bol rahee hainn

ar:''rukiye na riddhima ek-ek coffee''

ri:''nai arman phirr kabhie mujhe bhi kam hai''

ar:''ok bye''

ri:''bye''

after tht muskan and rahul's engagement fixed.

Their engagement is in delhi as there parents setteled there.

We all complete our shopping.

Par muski ka lehnga rahul ke yahaan se ane vaala tha jisse armaan leker aye aur oonhone kahaa ki vo hamare saath hi chalenge.

Par merii aur oonkii dosi meinn vo bat nai thi jo ek dostii ke rishte meinn hotii hai ek ajiib sa ajnabipan thahamare rishte meinn

par ek haadse ne sab kuchh khatam kar diyya.

Jis din muski ki sagai thi mainn ooska kuchh saman lenee gharr gayyi to traffic meinn phass gayyi

sabko der ho rahii thi to armaan ne khaa vo meraa waitt kaenge 

kyonki mumbai ke traffic se mainn 2 hrs se pehle nikal nai sakti thi.

Finally 2 and halff hr ke bad jab mainn pahunchi to hum airportgayye

at airport

humari aglii filte meinn abhie bhi 1 hr tha oos 1 hr ne meree zindagi meinn hamesha ke liyye khushiyan bar di.

Arman car 3 dayss parkk kar day-night token lenee gayye the.

Jab vo nai aaye to mainn oonhe dekhne gayyi 

kyonki oonki coffe thandi ho rahii thi

par jab mainn bhr gayyi to armaan ko dekhh ek pal ke liyye merii saans hi ruk gayyi

oonhe ek highh speed car ne takkar mar di thi

aur oonke sir se bht khunn beh rahaa tha

mainee apnaa dupatta bandha to khunn behna kam hua

itne meinn ambulance bhi aaa gayyi

at hospital

ooske bad ka 1 hr meree liyye bht hi mushkil tha

har pal arman ke theek honee ki bhagwan se dua maang rahii thi

armaan ka khunn behna bnd ho gayya thapar oonki abhie mri report aanii bakii thi ki kahin koi internal injury to nai thi kyonki oonhe hoshh nai aaya tha

mainn oonke paas baithi thi

BIN TEREE HAR LAMHA OODAS HO GAYYA HAI

MERAA DILL TEREE DILL KE PAAS HO GAYYA HAI

AANKHON KI MERII NAMII BTA RAHII HAI 

BIN TEREE YE JEEVAN KUCHH NAI HAI

TUJHE KUCHH NA HO YE DUA DUN

TEREE KAADMON MEINN SAANSEIN BICHAA DUN

TEREE VAASTE HAR DUA DUN

tabhie arman ko hoshh aayaa oonko dekhkar man kiyya ki oonko kahun ki aapne merii jan nikal di thi par hospital ke kaaran mainn ruk gayyi

par is se pehle vo kuchh kehte

mainn apnee par control nai kar payyi aur oonse lipat kar ronee laggiCry

he gently careesess my hairs to console me

ar:''riddhima mainn theek hun dekho''

tab mainn shayad sotee se jaagi

aur mujhe samajh nai aayaa mainee aisaa kyonn kiyya?

SUDDENLY MUJHE KYA HO GAYYA THA? 

OONKE DUR JAANE KE KHAYAL SE MAINN DAR KYONN GAYYI THI?

MUJHE OOSII PAL YE EHSAAS HUA KI ARMAAN KE SAATH MERAA YE ANJAANA SA RISHTA KAB PYAAR MEINN BADAL GAYYA MUJHE BHI PATAA NAI CHALAA THA

AUR SHAYAD BHOLENATH BHI YEHII CHAHTE THE KI MAINN APNEE JAJBATON KO SAMJHO IS LIYYE YE HADSA.

Ar:''riddhima ap meree liyye itnii pareshan kyonn ho rahii hainn?''

Ri:''mainn apkii dostt'' par mainn aage kuchh keh hi nai pai kyonki merii aankhon ke aanson ne mujhee jhootha saabit kar diyya tha

kyonki oonhe bhi pataa chall gayya tha ki mainn oonse pyarr karne lagii hun par vo mujhse sun na chahre the par mainn kuchh keh hi nai payyi.

Par is pyaar ke rangg ne merii zindagi mehka di thi.

Armaan ki mri reports normal thi to hum discharge le kar delhi pahuncha vo bhi function vaale din hi.

Engagement go welll

par merii arman se koi bt nai hui

arman apnii injury ke chalte gharr par the to mainn oonke gharr gayyi

meree belll ringg karne ke 5 min bad oonhone darwaja khola

ri:''arman apkii tabiyat theek nai hai aur ap restt karne ke ilava yahan-vahan ghmm rahee hainn''Angry

mujhe bht gussa aaa rahaa tha injury aur tem meinn vo restt nai kar rahee the

ar:''vo riddhima gharr pe koi nai hai''

ri:''achaa ok ap baithye mainn pataa nai kya-kya bol gayyi''Embarrassed

ar:''koi bat nai par ap yahaan is waqtt''

ri:''mainn apkaa hal puchne ayi thi yahaan''

ar:''mainn theek hun ab ap chale jaiye as in gharr meinn koi nai hai apkaa yahaan ruknaa theek nai hai''

ri:''nai arman apkoo itnaa tej tempp hai mainn apkoo chodd ke nai jaaongi''

ar:''par kyonn?''

Ri:''vo mainn''

ar(little angry):''ab ye mat kehna dosti ke liyye aai ho''

ri:''han vo''

ar:''ok dosti kr liyye hal puchh liyya bht hai rukne ki jarrorat nai hai''

ri:''nai mainn nai jaaongi apkoo akela chodd ke''

ar:''no pls u go I can manage''

ri:''mainn nai jaaongi''

ar:''aakhir kyonn?kyonn rukna chahti ho tum?hamare beech aisaa koi gehri dostii nai hai''

ri:''kyonki''

ar:''wht''

ri:''kyonki mainn apsee pyaar karti hun''