Hello, I have written something for the very first time , so pls bear with the mistakes!
A day after yuvika & kartik's breakup
At night Yuvika was sitting on the bench in the campus contemplating about her choices , her inner turmoil.
Neil comes there with two cups of chai in his hands. Yuvika's face lighted up seeing him and her favourite chai.
Yuvika: Tum yahan?
Neil : Haan Mai yahan .Ye lo ,He gives her the chai cup.
Tumhe kese pta chala ki main yahan hu, she asked .Kyunki Jab bhi tum sad hoti ho , yahi aake bethti ho!, Neil replied. Par tumhe kisne kaha mai sad hu , mai bilkul sad nahi hu..., yuvika said . Kisike kehne ki zarurat nahi hain tumhari shakal dekhke bta sakta hoon ,Aur tum dusro ke samne pretend kar sakti ho , jhoot bol sakti ho , par mere saamne nahi !!
Neil honestly kahu to kuch samajh nhi aa rha kya chal rha hai mai dukhi nhi hoon kyunki Maine Jo bhi decision liya soch samajh k liya , lekin mai khush bhi nhi ho paa rhi hu , andar hi andar ek...ek guilt hai ki kahi mujhse to koi galti nahi hui! , She said
Yuvika, jab ek rishta toot ta hai to galti ek ki nhi hoti , mana ki tumse bhi galtiya hui hongi ,lekin isse samne vale ko ye licence to nhi miljata na ki vo tumhe dhoka de , tumhari self respect ko chot phuchaye . Tumhare andar abhi bhot se thoughts chal rahe hai , mujhe btao kya feel kr rhi ho , mai samjhunga.., Neil said
It's okay Neil , tum tension mat lo i'll be fine ,yuvika said.
I know par mujhe btao to sahi kya feel kar rahi ho ,Varna mei help kese karunga ,Neil replied .
She stands up and turns around saying : Tum nahi samjhoge Neil.
Accha Aur wo kyuu?! , Neil asked.
Tum nahi samjhoge kyuki tumhe kabhi kisi se pyaar nahi hua !, She turns her face towards him .,Tum nahi jante ki kesa lagta hai jab aap kisi ko pasand karte ho or vo apse door chala jaye , tum nhi samjhoge!, she said
Neil gets emotional listening this right from the girl whom he loves the most in this world , who means everything to him.
~||Kaise Bataaye Kyun Tujhko Chaahe
Yaara Bata Na Paaye
Baatein Dilon Ki Dekho Jo Baaki
Aankhein Tujhe Samjhaaye
Tu Jaane Na Aaa, Tu Jaane Na||~~
Haa sahi kaha tumne main nhi samjh paunga par PYAAR ?! (he laughs) Pyaar ka matlab jaanti ho yuvika? ,Tumhe Kya lagta hai jo kartik aur tumhare bich tha vo pyaar tha ?, sorry to say yuvika but uss rishte me pyar ke alawa sab kuch tha ..ek chiz jo sabse zyada thi vo thi EGO!!! Pyar ka matlab hota hai ke jisse ap ko pyar ho jab vo aage bhadta hai to apko khushi hoti hai , jab use chot lagti hai to apko dard hota hai , jo khushi me apke saath ho na ho par mushkil me hmesha aapke sath hota hai, vo hota hai saccha pyaar ...
Yuvika was stunned with what Neil said , she never saw 'this' Neil , the way he was talking about true love , it seemed like someone she doesn't know...
Neil said laughingly , Aur tumhe kese pata ki mujhe kabhi pyaar nahi hua Haan?!
Yuvika was lost in thoughts ....
Hello?! Kaha kho gayi ?! , Neil said .
Kahi nahi , ab tumne kabhi btaya hi nahi apne pyar ke baare me to mujhe kese pta chalega ?!
Har cheez batayi thodi jaati hai , kuch chize sirf mehsoos ki jati hai.., Neil said looking in her eyes , yuvika too was looking into his eyes.
~||Nigaahon Mein Dekho Meri Jo Hai Bas Gaya
Woh Hai Milata Tumse Hubahu O O O Jaane Teri Aankhein Thi Ya
Baatein Thi Wajah Huye Tum Jo Dil Ki Aarzoo
Tum Paas Hoke Bhi tum Aas Hoke Bhi
Ehsaas Hoke Bhi Apne Nahi Aise Hai
Humko Gile Tumse Na Jaane Kyun, Milon Ke Hai Faasle
Tumse Na Jaane Kyun
Tu Jaane Na Aaa, Tu Jaane Na||~
She got concious of his gaze and looked away.
Tabhi Mai sochu tumhe itni knowledge kese hai pyaar ke bare mein, vese kon hai vo?! she asked eagerly.
Thi ek ladki teen saal pehle mila tha usse, Neil said .
Aur ab kaha hai vo ?! ,Yuvika asked as if her life depended on it.
Pata nahi , lekin aaj bhi uski ek ek baat yad hai mujhe , use khaane me kya pasand tha se leke use kis chiz se dar lagta tha sab kuch .....
Aur shayad ise hi pyaar kehte hai , haina ?!yuvika asked.Haan , Neil replied
Chalo aaj ke liye itna therapy session kaafi hai , bhot raat ho gayi hai so jao ! Good night .
Good night Neil. She said smiling .
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NEIL'S POV
He goes into his room , Buzo was looking at him dearly , Neil sighs , tune khana nhi khaya kya ...aaja , he takes Buzo in his hands and says , kya hua tujhe ,sad kyu hai haan , teri gf naraz hai kya tujhse? , ladkiya na esi hoti hai na kuch smjhti hai na smjhna chahti hai ...tujhe pta hai aaj jis ladki se sbse zyada pyar krta hu usne mujhse kaha ki mujhe kabhi pyar nhi hua , he laughs . Can u imagine kese kahu usse ki main ye acche se smjhta hu , ke pyar jab dur jata hai to kesa lagta hai, pr uski bhi kya galti , pyaar mujhe hai use nahi , aur shayad kabhi ho bhi na , aur shayad na hi kabhi bta paunga use , he said as his voice was trembling , par koi nahi , tu hai na mer saath!
......., Buzo kept his paw on Neil's face and Neil gave him a smile.
~||Khayalon Mein Lakhon Baatein Yun Toh Keh Gayaaaa
Bola Kuch Na Tere Samne Oooo Hue Na Begaane Bhi Tum Hoke Aur Ke
Dekho Tum Na Mere Hi Bane ,Afsos Hota Hai Dil Bhi Yeh Rota Hai
Sapne Sanjota Hai Pagla Hua Soche Yeh,Hum The Mile Tumse Na Jaane Kyun||~
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YUVIKA'S POV
Yuvika goes in her room .She takes up her diary and starts writing..
Dear Diary,
Bohot saare sawal the man mein aaj , pura din ye sochti rahi ki ab aage kya karna hai , jo hua vo kyu hua, pura din sochne ke baad ek bhi jawab nhi mila
Phir Neil aaya, aur kuch Minto me shayad mere har sawal ka jawab dediya usne..
PYAAR , pyaar ka mtlb Maine hmesha apne mummy papa ke rishte to dekhar hi seekha .agar hum ek dusre ke sath khush hai, to vo pyar hai Jo ki galat nhi par .... Kuch chize shayad samay aur kuch log hi seekha sakte hai .Neil ne sahi kaha mujhe pyar ka matlab nahi pta, jab usne kaha mere or kartik ke bich pyar nhi hai to mujhe bura nhi lga kyunki shayad kahi na kahi ye sach hai , rishikesh me kartik aur m khush the kyuki vaha koi problems nhi thi , pr jaise hi life me problems aana shuru hui , Hamara rishta hi ek problem ban gaya... Jab kartik mujhe bich road me chodkr chala gya to itna nhi socha pr ab sochti hu to lagta hai ki agr koi insaan apki mushkilo me apka haath chod de usse pyar kese keh skte hain .... ?! But finally mujhe mere jawab mil gaye aur closure bhi..
Khair pata nahi Neil ke paas konsi jadui chadi hai jo use pata chal jata hai ki Mai kya feel kar rhi hu.. Lekin aaj Neil kuch alag alag sa lag rha tha jesa kabhi nhi dekha use , uski awaaz , uski baatein esa laga ke kuch chupa Raha hai , kon hogi vo ladki jiski Neil baat 3 saal pehle mila tha , pta nhi ye sab kyu soch rhi hu bt pls bhagwan Neil ko hmesha khush rkhna aur jo shaktiya use di hai mujhe bhi do taki main uske man ki baatein Jaan saku jese vo mujhe samjhta hai !!
~yuvika
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