Hi guys,
So finally here with the confession, this one is also for my bro RAJLUVASYA, who has been waiting for the confession since a while đ So here u go đ :
PART 22:
Zoya was wondering, where did her Mr. Kh...Asad went, as she didnt saw him since morning, she had to admit that she was missing his presence... It was 5 pm but Asad wasnt at home since morning, he left around 11 am saying that he had some "urgent work to complete". Zoya was getting restless, these days, she used to miss Asad, she was accoutumated to his presence around her. Even though, there was Najma, Ammi and Maan...Asad's presence was something else, Zoya knows that she loves him but she also knows that Asad loves her too, so she wants him to take the 1st step...
Zoya's thoughts came to a stop when she heard the doorbell, as she was the only one in the living room, she went to open the door, but there was nobody...
Zoya: (thinking/frowning) strange...
When she was about to close the door her eyes fell on a red-packed gift on the floor, she frowned but picked it up, there was a card on the packet, when she saw the handwriting she knew exactly who sent it even though there was no name, a smile came onto her lips as she remembered the person who sent it-HER ASAD...
"i know what u must be thinking: "strange", isnt it? And now u r smiling at how good i know u, and now i made appear a beautiful red-coloured blush on your cheeks, now u r looking around u to see where i am, am i right? I know i am right... But u wont be able to find me because i'm not at home, now dont pout...
Please wear this sari and come, there will be a driver waiting for u outside...;-)"
1st of all, Zoya was amazed at how good Asad knew her, gesturing to the fact that how much he observed her...made her blush, but then composed herself to see how was the sari in the box, actually, it must be nice, after all it's Jahanpanah's taste, when she was about to open the box, she heard Phoophi, Najma laugh at something Maan said, she ran to her room before any of them would saw her with this SPECIAL gift.
Fortunately, she reached her room before that anybody could see her, and locked the room. She opened the box and saw a beautiful red sari with golden borders, the blouse was also golden, in short a gorgeous sari...she blushed at being right, Jahanpanah's tastes were indeed very good.
Zoya changed and was looking stunning as ever, she put slight make-up, beautiful golden earings, let her hair open, wore high heels, and was ready to leave, the driver was at the door but then she remembered that she didnt inform anybody while leaving, when she called out to her, the driver told her that the trio went to watch a movie and they said that they would have dinner outside...so Zoya didnt think much and went with the driver...
When she reached, she saw that it was an event hall, she was confused as to why Asad would call her here, nevertheless, she went inside and saw nothing, actually the lights were off, as she started to walk, she could feel something at her feet, something very light... She stood in the middle of the hall, but there was nobody, she started to get scared...
Zoya: (scared) Asad! Asad! U there? Asad, where r u?
Zoya heard through the speakers her name, in a mere whisper, but she recognized his voice, it made her relax. Suddenly, the spot light got on and was fixed on her...
Zoya: (restless) Asad! Asad! Asad! Why dont u come out i know u r here...
Then she heard through the speakers his voice once again...
Asad: dont be scared Zoya, today i want to narrate u a story...
Zoya was confused, that's when the projector got on... There was her photo, the photo of when she was at the Mazhar, praying, well crying...she was shocked at how did he got this picture...
Asad: (speakers) dont be shocked Zoya, this was the first time i saw u, i was mesmerized by your beauty, u were crying, at that moment i didnt know why was i hurt seeing your tears, those were tearing my heart, so i closed my eyes and prayed...prayed for your happiness, for never letting those tears come back in your eyes ever again, for giving me all the sorrows that u had in yourself to me...i didnt know why, but i did that...i never ever looked at a girl the way i looked at u, there was something in your eyes, that kept me compelled to do anything to make the pain gone from your face, your eyes r the mirror of your pure soul, innocent, scared but beautiful, i felt as if Allah sent his most beautiful angel on Earth, just before me? From this very 1st time i felt a pull towards u...but when i opened my eyes after praying, i saw that u were already gone...
Zoya blushed at his words...the next picture was hers on the ground checking her elbow while Asad was just behind her looking at her mesmerized...
Asad: (speakers) hm..this was our 1st "official" meeting...i was just thinking about u, about your tears that i didnt saw u coming in front of my SUV, then u accused me of wanting to kill u (chuckled), then when i talked to u, i got into that misunderstanding that u r a wrong girl, a spoiled brat, judged u without even knowing u...
Zoya had tears brimming her eyes, but she didnt know if they were tears aof happines as to everything he said or tears of sadness with what he did to her... Maybe both...
The picture changed, now it was the picture of when Zoya was in Asad's room at night and he had threw her on the ground from the bed and Asad asked her if she was ok, with the shock on their faces...
Zoya was trying to find Asad but it was dark as the lights were off.
Asad: (speaker) before this, we met 3 times, and all the 3 times we were fighting with each other, i had wished to never see u again...but destiny wasnt ok with this, when i got back late from work, i was exhausted so all i did was to go into the washroom and changed, and with the tiredness, my eyes were shutting again and again so i lay down and tried to sleep, as i was getting asleep, i felt a hand on my arm, as my self-defense clicked on, i grabbed that arm and threw that person on the ground, as i switched on the lights, i saw that the person was a lady, and then thought at how i roughly threw her on the ground, so i asked her if she was ok, she faced me...my breath hitched, i was shocked, but somewhere in my heart i didnt know why i felt happy to see u...then u started again with a fight(chuckled)...ok maybe i started... Then i came to know that u were the guest who would be staying over... A part of me felt irritated but i felt that my heart was dancing with happiness...
Zoya was now getting irritated, she wanted to see Asad!
The picture changed to when Asad saved Zoya from Akram's goons, where Zoya is being lifted bridal style in Asad's arms...
Asad: (speaker) that day, i felt dying with guilt...because i had judged u without even knowing your part of the story, judged u as to u wore jeans meant that u r wrong...but the truth was that i was wrong... I didnt believed u, maybe because of my past which still affects me and doesnt let me trust anybody besides Ammi and Najma...when i saw u with bruises, blood on ur forehead, i had the feeling to strangle each and every person over there who tried to hurt u...but the thing which broke my heart was when they tried to make u marry Akram forcefully, i felt as if the world ended, and i couldnt stand that, fortunately i was there to stop it...but i was still feeling guilty would be an understatement, i was dying inside...but ur courage made a place in my heart, from that day i RESPECTED u...
Zoya's tears were rolling down her cheeks, Asad's every word did something in her heart...his words were being engraved in her heart...
The picture changed, and it was now the picture of Mangalpur, when Asad found Zoya's body lifeless, the way he was hugging and begging her to wake up...
Asad: (speaker) that moment...i was numb...i couldnt think straight...when i saw u lifeless, i lived a million deaths, i was SCARED, scared of losing u, i knew i was alive but i felt as if i wasnt breathing, when i saw u in that condition, i couldnt do anything, i felt helpless, i begged u to wake up, but u didnt...i felt my life being snatched away from me because even though your antics used to irritate me, annoy me, I DIDNT WANTED U TO LEAVE ME! I felt as if i wouldnt be able to hear ur shayaris, ur voice, ur laughter, ur eyes, i felt that it was finished...but then, u started breathing again, i felt as if i was the one who came back to life, i was delighted to see u alive, to be alive, i couldnt stop myself but to hug u and kiss ur forehead at that moment, i was relieved that i didnt lost u...that moment was the worst of my life, the moment i found u lifeless... But the thing that i realised at that moment was that i got attached to u, i started to LIKE u...but being the scared of love, i tried every opportunity to push u away from me, for ur own betterment...but i only felt that liking for u deepening...
Zoya was overwhelmed with Asad's talks, and when he said "i started to like u", Zoya felt the butterflies in her stomach...
The picture changed to their 1st coffee in the garden, after the shootout on Dilshad, when Asad wanted to apologize for slapping her...
Asad: (speaker) this was after the worst thing i did in my whole life...(breaking voice) i..i..slap..slapped u and said the most horrible things a person can listen to by being the impulsive i am...i wasnt able to look into ur eyes when i came to know that it wasnt ur fault...i felt the guilt killing me once again...when i apologized, i was in awe that u forgave me just like snapping ur fingers in front of me that too after i had said things that i knew would hurt u...that day i RESPECTED u even more...
Zoya couldnt stop her tears, she couldnt believe that THE Akdu Ahmed Khan did all this for her...
The picture changed at the "Bol na halke halke..." night, when they were dancing, their closeness...
Asad: (speaker) that was a very happenning evening...(chuckled) unknowingly, u bought bhang pakodas and ate them along with making me eat them as well...that night was the 1st time i saw u in a sari, u looked mesmerizingly beautiful, then i couldnt stop my feelings from coming out...we danced...we laughed...we confessed our liking for each other (Zoya blushed)...and i also said hurtful things to u like "misfit; that u cant be a perfect DIL neither perfect wife"... And i know how wrong i was...
The picture changed to the night in the village, where they had to pretend that they were married...when they shared their insecurities...
Asad: (speaker) that was the night when we shared our insecurities to each other, we got assuranc from each other, u made me realise that i can smile, i have a right on happiness too, that i can relax, that i am not alone, that i wont and cant hurt anybody...u made me realise what type of person can be... And when u showed me ur scars, i felt proud...proud of u, because ur scars were the proof of ur courage, even i had lost my so-called father in my childhood but unlike u, i closed the doors of my heart, for not letting anybody hurt me, but u didnt close them...u faced them, u lived ur life at the maximum, and taught me too, u brought light in my darkness, u were there when i felt lonely... Today i called u here for a reason, i wanted to tell u that...
Asad stopped which made her wonder of what was going on...The only light which was coming from the projector got off as well, Zoya started to feel scared...but that was only for a short moment, because after that she felt a familiar arm around her waist, pulling her to a all-too-familiar chest, then the lights got on, and just as the lights were on...
Asad: I LOVE U ZOYA... I want to spend the rest of my life with, i want to grow old with u...i'm madly, hopelessly, crazy in love with u...
Zoya couldnt stop her tears, she wanted to scream FINALLY, she was so happy, finally Asad confessed his feelings towards her!!! Then Zoya felt things on her head and then she realized that Asad showered her of red roses' petals,
Then Zoya looked around, on the ground there were red and white coloured heart-shaped balloons, on every wall there was a big poster of her, photo-frames of her on every wall and there was also a stage where there was a huge screen where it flashed in big letters "I LOVE U ZOYA" in red, with glitters and below it, there was a picture...(banner one)
To add to Zoya's happiness, Asad got onto his knees, making Zoya gasp, and took out a blue velvet box...
Asad: (blushing) woh...Zoya, will u do me the honour of being my wife?
Asad was stressed out for this action, he wanted an answer and that too quickly, his breath itched, he felt that those were the longest seconds of his life, Asad knew that he got her by surprise by proposing her all of a sudden...even though that he knew that she loved him too, this was their moment...
Zoya: no...
Asad's all dreams broke at that second, this monosyllabe tore his heart in a million pieces...
P.S: i know i know u all want to kill me for stopping here, but cant do, i'm devil, so r u happy with the confession *please no bashing*, and if u want to know why Zoya refused, keep reading this ff ;P
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Edited by SBanoMalik - 12 years ago
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