Originally posted by: sweet_kp
*sigh* if i could be as mature and cool as Reema. But here I am to question your decision. Why does it have to be all or nothing? Why can't you keep going like you have so far? You hardly come since the past few months. You left msn, and now this. I don't feel this is fair. First Vishu bhaiya, then sanaa and now u. π
KPπ I know you are very sadπ..But, I have to do this! I left it liek 6 months ago but there is somethign i learned in past couple of days- ki agar tum kisi cheez ko chodna chahte ho to achi tarah se chod do, nahi to tum kisi tarf ke nahi rehte! I hope you are understanding what I am saying! There is one punjabi song..listen..
"tusi lang jana ve sanu tang jana
tusi ayona ni kise ne sanu layona ni..
oye tange rehnde kiliyan de naal parande
jina de raati yaar vichre"
Basically means khud ko aise latkane ka faida hai koi..π
And as I have said to you so many times, you will get nothing out of here. Well yea, spending some time with friends is good , but KP think for a while..I am sure most of time you must be thinking about what contest you should run next in CFC, rather than a project at uni that is due , for example..and you know what - this is wrong!!! There are soooooo many things that can drag you away from studies, so many, only because studies get overwhelming sometimes. It's not only net. I would rather watch a movie than reviewing my notes, for examplelol!π I mean that's the point! You have to keep your mind focused on one thing. If you think ok If is your everythign, then yea, focus on IF ONLY! I hope it's not!π but there are times when you have to prevent urself from getting off track.. and yea, being an If-Addict is getting off track. Seriously, I might be sounding so rude right now and some people be thinking I am brain washing you or something, but get your mind off IF and think, what have gained lately. And after spendign these many years, what will you get? Friends, yea! Yea we enhance lot of skills organizing contests and all..but what I feel now is, we start to build castles in air!π I aitn sayin it's just you..I did teh same in the last year! Yeah, it feels nice to have so many people care for you.. sharing, partying,..it's a totally different world..But one day you will be sitting right on your chair, looking onto ur past and will say , "What the heck?" Seriously, that's teh way it is. I am not sayin don't make mistakes, but the point of making mistakes is that you learn something from em and dont do it again ,or if you are fooling urself by living in a imaginative world, i won't think that is a very good idea!
Yea, part of the reason of leaving is all that ritten above!π But obviously, I want to get away from somethinsg totally so that they don't coem in my way of success. people can only use us if we let em use us!! This world is full of ridiculous creatures and people always think about thier profit, not yours..it's you who have to think abt urself!
Anyways, if your not going to change your decision, here is what i have to say: first of all tell me, will you be back on msn sometime? at least let me back on your msn list...i promise not to bug u.
OMG KP! Did I ever say that I deleted coz u bugged me? Don't worry I ll add you to my new ID soon!π Pagal..aise nahi kahoπ€
I always enjoyed your company and I mean each and every single conversation that we had! You truly are a good advicer, especially for a wacko as me. π You aint a wacko lol.
I wish all those letters that you are soon to receive...have 100's of "please please please please..." on them. I wish that every class report that you receive has a huge A on it. I wish you receive as much love, as much support, and as much happiness, that you have offered your friends here on IF and believe me in this short amount of time, you have truly been a blessing for all of us and given us all those mentioned a lot...I have been so lucky to have you as my friend, Isha. Your ID, in fact, completely signifies what you truly are...just full of love. Thanks Isha, for all the laughs, all the joy, all the sweetness, all the advice, all the love that you have given me. I will cherish them always. But, please do keep in mindπ....ahem ahem...i won't spare u so soon. This ain't goodbye...please! You can say goodbye to the website, but not to your friends. Please please please pleaseeeeee get back on msn...at least for a few friends. If you won't then I would just have to stop being lazy and email you and then that would be realllllllllly long, and then u would curse me...and that wont be good...for me. π So, pleaseeeeeeee consider coming back!
Kp..itni pyari pyari baaatienπ..You know thas teh thing about you. You are just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sweet that now, whenever I will think about you, I will have a big smile on my face, always!!!!!π€
with lots of love and the best wishesπ€
kp
ps-i can't figure out the picture u put up. can i have a hint please?π³
LMAO!π€£ Chod usse! hehe! I jst said that coz once day you wre bugging me a lot abt that picture..and I never told you!π I like doin that sometimes! LMAO!π€£π