HEY I'M KHUSHI..
Hi, I am Khushi.. Khushi like my name I am not alike it at all.. I khushi gupta completely normal girl is now in hell, before a week everything was so perfect, perfect like i wanted it to be.. everything was in my control and now, nothing is in my control..
Today someone else is controlling me, someone else is using me as his puppet.
iF knew to be with him can lead me to here? yes i knew that, I was sure if I will stay with him, I will be In mess, but still I am here, Hostage, His slave, for what reason, because I tried to help him.
Is this wrong to help the person who you Love, Love like anything, Love that deep that can take me to any depth to gain his Love back. But my misery is something else. he don't Love me for sure. He never did that, He just wanted me, He always wanted to fulfil his need through me and nothing else, He was always honest about it with me. He time to time mentioned it, that I don't think think relationship in any other way, He always give me the right to choose my own decision, Despite of all his warning here I am lying On this bed, looking outside the window..
This room shows who he is and where I am. The ancient and comntempary mixture of Violent and beautiful Four pillar bed, in center of the room, or good to say my hostage place, who keep their hostage on millions dollar mansion, with all the facilities, but he does.. He who can get what he wanted, without any difficulities.. he is born to win.
Looking outside the window is not helping me at all, as I know I can just look out and can do nothing, Only once if he had asked me about my action, what I did and why I did.. I didn't betrayed him, I was just trying to help him, I so wished I would have talk to him Last night only, so amy be today situation could be something else. We would be something else, he would be standing beside me, enjoying the splashes of rain drops on the window, grabbing my waist and nibbling my ear, saying something which i couldn't make out, but still i would have been in his arm, enjoying his smell which i can still smell him in me, his smel is still in this room mingling with the smell of sand. Intoxticating. she sigh and a lone tear betray her.
i don't want to be Fragile, I am not. I am strong enough to face him, but for that he have top give me chance, he have to Trust me, which he don't have on me now. what should I do to tell him make him understand that what ever my action was, for him, to save his company, no one has manupulate me, Okay i got it , she manupulated me, but it was for good cause and...
And what , I lost him forever, my inner voice laugh on me, When he was your's Khushi? he was never your's. my inner voice answer my heart, which broke it in pieces, again a lone tear betrayed me.
If I knew that meeting him can destroy my life like this, i wouldn't have meet him, I wish I could change my past, I could change what ever happened A WEEK AGO..
A week Ago, everything was perfect in my life, until he came, a look with him and my world got change, Me who always played safe, suddenly wanted to play deadly, why, if i want to answer this question so answer would be just him, Only him, If wish i would have followed my instent and ran away imediately, i want to laugh on those memory now, what the fun was that, our first meeting. But if I am still not wrong, I still Love Him, and I want him to know this, What ever we share is not normal , does it.. Or good to say, we both are not normal. He was Bas***d and I am Bi***..
I got up from my bed to to freshen up. as I moved out from the bed, one person stood beside me. but i ignored him and continue toward the washroom, as i was about to open the door, he stop my hand and open for me to go in.
I got frustarted : You want to see me nak*d? I want to use rest room, but alone will you---
he didn't listen to me , or nor wait for me to complete my sentence, 8 well toned and strong bodies loaded with stiff and machines is around my whole room, and who knows how many is outside.. If I want to runaway from here, can I? I dismiss the thought of Outrun him, imediately, how can I outru him if I even wanted, Within a mins I will be in his cage again. and his strong army is so fussy, they even don't smile or urrggghh..No use to it.. I wished I could change the Rain of Last week.. I wised..
Hey every one tell me how it.. How you Guys feel the first look of her.. Arnav first look will be update soon..too...
RV â¤ď¸
Edited by ReneeRV - 12 years ago
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