Land of Mohinians(Shiv Sati deewanis') CT - Page 4

Originally posted by: foram.

rimi good job yaar

sadhna and you write so well

you know what
i have taken your os with me to sets to show them to mohit

but unfortunately he wasn't there

may be next time pakka

and i guess
mohit will like rimi and sadhna's os

An Unwritten Letter by Vrinda to Jalandhar

My dear, My lord, My Love'.My Jalandhar,

Tear rolls down from her eye. She readily wipes that brine off so that no one could witness her emotion right then.

"Your Highness, you call me for'." An attendant asks her.

She nods and says, "Yes. I need you to inform Shukracharya at battle field that Asur Raj is no more secure from now. His shield is breached. And''.." Vrinda takes a deep long breathe and then completes her sentence, "Asur's Queen has sacrificed her life after being dishonored by her 'Aaradhya'."

"My Queen." The attendant cries out, "Please don't do this'if something happens to you, we can't be able to face or answer our King." She said in quivering voice.

"Something has already been happened with me." First time Vrinda loses her control and shouts. "Now please leave and do whatever you are told. L E A V E." The attendant is with Vrinda from the beginning and knows her very well. And until now she never has seen her so angry. She looks at her'her thin, bronze body is shivering and her tiny black eyes are now fuming and burning in rage. Her face lines become rigid which adds more rage in her. But what she has missed is a deep sign of sadness and pain which are hidden in her eyes.

She turns to the Vishnu idol and folds her hands for the last time to pay her salute and devotion to him. Lord Vishnu'Narayan, the propagator of goodness, the protector, the nurturer'..her Aaradhya??

She breaks down on her knees in front of the Narayan idol and starts crying badly.

"I have forbidden on the worshipping of Demigods, Vrinda. Then why do you continue the worship of him?" Jalandhar asked her angrily pointing his finger towards the Narayan Idol though he was careful to not show his anger on Vrinda.

"Don't you know these Demigods are how cruel and cheat?? Don't you know they torture us, torment us and absorb our all goodness and give only evil?? They create the division and rule on us. Don't you know they all have been doing these for a long time to me??" Jalandhar's voice rose higher and higher and finally it reached at its highest pitch. That time Vrinda's palace was empty so none could listen that. Otherwise everyone would come to her room running to find out what make their King so unhappy.

She smiles on thinking about the incident. Her smile lights up her room but can't remove the serenity from there. She again becomes sad of thinking'.

"But Jalandhar Narayan is not any other Demigods. He is God. He is the protector, the propagator of goodness. In her view everyone is same. He always protects righteous and good people from evil. He always saves his devotees no matters whether they are demigods or demons or humans. His devotees are known only as 'Narayan Bhakt.' Nothing else." She argued with him.

"Okay'..I will see how long could your believe stand? After being betrayed by him I will see how could you be able to worship of him'.till then I like to take your leave, Princess Doctor." And he rushed out from her room without waiting her acknowledge. She was hurt deeply by his that manner but couldn't say anything. His voice was ringing in her ears.

The next day she reached to his army camp to meet him. He was highly disgusted to see her coming there. But she silently went to him at the hill side where he was standing alone near his armories and handed over his medicine to him. He grinned at her and said ignorantly, "Here is no place of any God worshipper Princess. And being a God worshipper you betray us, the Asuras. So here is no place of a betrayer either, Princess. So it will be better if you leave."

She answered him back, "I am a Doctor, your Highness. And as Doctor my duty is to save my patients. And my Narayan too instructs me to do my duty without fail. And if I were a betrayer you won't be alive today. Right now I am a Doctor who is standing in front of you your Highness. And before your march past begins, I have to make sure that you and yours army have enough medicines for needs." Saying this she left the place silently. He was staring at her mesmerizingly. Her immense sense of responsibility and duty and self -sufficiency always drew him towards her. Every time she compelled him to fall for her. He smiled at her departure and nodded his head in disagree.

Frist time in his life he felt a strong urge to clarify himself to someone. So when he entered Vrinda's room he found her standing in front of the Vishnu Idol. He closed his eyes to gain his words and finally he said, "You know there is a certain age in one's life to be educated, to get married, to have children. But do you know which age is appropriate to see one's mother is being killed in front of him? And when my Mother was murdered I was only an eight year old little boy. The demigods wanted to kill me but instead of me they kill my mother, why? And what kind of goodness and bravery are hidden in this act??I don't become King of Asuras to fulfill my ambition or selfish needs. I have been chosen between them for my ability and skills and I strongly believe that I can defeat those demigods myself. But in this battle I need you to be with me, by my side as my companion. Will you come? I will be waiting for you at battle field." He left after waiting a moment for her answer. She was staring at him with a fixed glance and tried to read his heart. The tall, tanned skin handsome man with sharp nose and mirthful eyes which are always filled with a kind of pain and sadness had himself come to her to clarify himself. She still couldn't believe her. His strong biceps, broad shoulders and wide chest implies how strong and powerful he is. But he too has heart and it fills with pain and sadness, this truth is only known by Vrinda from then. Finally she could understand why he is always angry??

"No Vrinda. The reason of behind of his anger is not his mother's killing. It is only a catalyst which made him angrier'but the main reason is different. He is born from Mahadev's Krodhagni. He has every kind of power what Shiva has as Shivansh but what Shiva can do is to control his anger. He can do this by his millions year of practice of Yoga. But in case of Jalandhar, he is controlled by his anger and his e'."

"And his ego, am I right Narayan?" Vrinda lifts her face at her Aaradhya and asks him.

"No actually he.Umm he actually.'.he is diverted from his duty and right way. His anger and ego shed his all virtue'." Lord Vishnu mumbles as he can't find any suitable answer.

"His Virtues??" Vrinda asks, "Please forgive me for my ignorance O Lord. But would you like to enlighten me about his virtue?? Isn't he a demon. And demons are evil this is the general conception right?" She folds her hands and lifts her head down at him to pay her respect and salutation to him while she is talking with Narayan. She looks at him. He is not in his usual "Chaturbhuja- Shankha ,Chakra, Gada, Padma" form. He comes to her with normal human form with two hands and that two too are weaponless. But his raw golden skin's shine, his calmness on his face and his yellow attire with lots of ornaments and the divinity that radiates from him imply his true identity-his Godliness.

"No Vrinda'..not at all. Like demigods demons too have so many good qualities and virtues. And Jalandhar is himself the Shivansh-the part of Shiva. He is exceptionally intelligent strategist and skilled warrior. He is a very good ruler too. He always works for the benefit of the demons and after becoming the King of the all 3 worlds he works for the benefits of demigods and humans as well. He is very kind hearted person but'.."

"But what Narayan? What make him wrong and evil?? What is the cause behind his fall??" Vrinda asks in quivering voice, though she tries hard to not show any emotion of her in front of Lord Vishnu.

"Vrinda, he has every good quality .A strong determined approach to lead his army to any battle, very kind heart for his soldiers and his countrymen in his Kingdom, exceptionally intelligence to penetrates oponent's war- tactics everything what needs to be a great King and warrior. And he himself is a skilled and unbeatable warrior'."he is again stopped but this time by Vrinda''

"O Lord! Please every time I am asking about my husband's fault and you are describing his virtues and qualities. Till now you haven't said any bad things about him. So I am asking you again what is my King's fault? What make the protector of this creation compelled to breach a married woman's chastity?? What you have gained after betraying my faith Narayan?" Vrinda asks slowly but firmly.

For a moment Lord Vishnu couldn't look at her eyes. He takes a long breathe and closes his eyes to find the proper answer of her questions. After a long silence her replies, "Whatever I have done is for the betterment of this universe, Vrinda."

"What kind of betterment does this Universe receive O Lord from my disgrace, my rape? I am your devotee my Lord. You are my God. I have always fought with my husband for your worshipping My Lord. It is said that you always protect your devotees without any discrimination'is this lie? Today you breach your devotee's chastity, Narayan!" The tears of lament are rolling down form her eyes silently.

"I always worship you My Lord, after so many obstacles. Because I knew you always protect the goodness, the righteousness. My Lord you are Laxmipati'Husband of Devi Laxmi. She herself is the idol of chastity and love towards her husband, towards you. She never ever can think about anyone else except you and what do you do this to her? You are brother of Devi Parvati, who too is known for her love towards her Husband Mahadev and chastity. She is also known as Sati. Even she immolated her mortal body in her previous birth when her that life's father Prajapati Daksh insulted her husband. Being a husband and brother of such chaste women how do you violate another woman's chastity? How?" Vrinda demands her answer from the God of Gods Lord Vishnu.

He remains silent for a long time then he says, "Your Husband Jalandhar is my brother-in-law too. And I too love him very much not only because he is my wife's brother but also for he is the part of Mahadev. Whatever is dear and near to Shiva and Laxmi is dear by me too. But his after conquering all three worlds he has so much ego of his strength and power. He even rejects the Trinity. And right now he sets an expedition against Mahadev to capture my sister Parvati. How could I tolerate this? His anger and ignorance lead him to his destruction, Vrinda. His righteousness is destroyed in the process of his selfish lust of power. Now he is a wrong doer. And he must be punished for his wrong deeds. But your love and chastity guarded him and he was impenetrable by everyone. So I need to destroy chastity Vrinda. This is the only way I could protect this Universe from his ravages. I have responsibility towards this Universe what I can't deny Vrinda."

"I understand Narayan'..for a greater cause you destroy my chastity to kill my husband. I completely understand." Vrinda's state now becomes uncontrollable and inconsolable. She lays on her face on Narayan's feet and starts crying.

"Vrinda, Jalandhar is not the same Man to whom you love before." Lord Vishnu tries to console her lifting her by touching her arms. But he again is stopped by her.

"No My Lord. This right is only for that Man to whom I still love. Only Jalandhar can touch me, none else. He has every kind of right over me. I am still his. He is still my everything, my 'Sarvasva".But my Lord I am assuring you Mahadev will win. Because the moment my death news will reach to him, he will battle more fiercely until he will embrace the death to meet me again." Vrinda says firmly.

"But..Vrinda'" Narayan tries to say something to her.

"No my Lord, please. Please leave me alone. Please allow me to have some time with me alone. Please." She pleads in chocked voice. Narayan disappears from there.

She turns at her wedding dress, not so many days have passed after her wedding she has to bear the separation from her Jalandhar. She takes the dress-Red and White Lehenga Saree with golden edges and works and the ornaments in her as much as possible. Then she looks at his Jalandhar's wedding dress- Blue and white Dhoti-he doesn't like to take Angvastram on him. But to perform the Jod Bandhan rituals, he took that red Angvastram on him. The Jod or Knot is still there'.with White Angvastram. She touches that to feel him. She closes her eyes...

"NARAD, remember today you are saved not by your Narayan's Grace but by my wife Vrinda's intervene. I don't afraid of your Brahmadev, Narayan and Mahadev. I am the conqueror of the all three worlds. None has ability and courage to combat with me. I am the God from now." He declared this after their marriage.

She was very scared to listen this within her but maintained her cool and firm approach to everyone. She was not scared from the wrath of Trinity-Brahma, the Creator, Vishnu-the Protector and Mahadev-the Destructor. She was cautious for Jalandhar and his anger. Because his anger knows no limit, no boundary. He could have harmed Devarshi'.sensing his rage she slowly touched his hands and held it with all her strength. Jalandhar gained his composed mind again after few moments.

Then at reception which was held at Jalandhar's court'The God of All Gods Mahadev himself came'.and enlightened him that he was born from his Krodhagni, he is his part, his ansh'Shivansh. His Teacher Shukracharya never told him about this truth before then. Later he enquired about that from Shukracharya. Though he had told he didn't want him to change his thoughts against the demigods after knowing the truth. But what he didn't accept that his never ending rage and hatred against the demigods has become more powerful than ever. Now it comes up on the Gods'.the Creator Brahma, the Protector Vishnu and the Destructor Shiva. Now he wants to be the God of the all Universe.

That night was their first night after marriage. He was very devastated to know everything. She hugged him from his back and kissed on his back. He held her hands within his and turned back to her.

"Why you are so tensed, My Lord?" she asked him cautiously.

"Not at all Vrinda. And please don't call me My Lord. I am not your God. I am your husband. But beside that I want to be your friend as well. I want to know about everything of yours." He grabbed her arms within his strong fists though he was careful to not hurt her by anyway.

"But Asur Raj'friends need to be honest and transparent to each other. But you are still hesitating to hold me strongly and closer to you." She complained smilingly. Her eyes were twinkling that time with sort of naughtiness and sweet cuteness. That added a new aura to her beauty. He was unaware of her this side. So he couldn't take his eyes off from her face.

"What are you looking at Asur Raj?" She asked giggling.

"I am looking at you. I have never seen a woman like you Vrinda. I never have found a woman who can take care of me with so much affection and love. I never have seen a woman who can unconditionally support me with same respect and honour what she has for her God only. You are a very great Lady." Jalandhar expressed his gratitude.

"So you are expressing your gratitude to me instead of saying something filling with love'" she pouted and looked at him complainingly.

He grinned at her crookedly and took her in his embrace. She lifted her face and looked at him again and asked, "You didn't answer me, Asur Raj." Her voice became little irritating. He kept her in his embrace with his one hand and with another hand he caressed her face tenderly staring at her eyes.

"Don't look at my eyes so longingly Asur Raj. And don't smile at me in that way either. I feel very weak '" she said shyly and readily hid in his wide chest.

"Okay I won't. And I will say you something filling with love but before that I need something from you." He said mysteriously grinning at her.

"What you want form me? You are my everything and everything of mine is yours Asur'" she was silenced with by a kiss of Jalandhar, first softly and then little more longingly his lips played with Vrinda's. The moment was stopped there for a long time. Even Vrinda was forgotten the sense of time then. She couldn't remember how long she was like that in his Asur Raj's embrace being colored in him.

Then he brushed his lips from her lips to her ear and whispered, "Jalandhar, from now I am Jalandhar for you. No Asur Raj, No your lord Vrinda'.I am only your Jalandhar."

"But the rules.." she was again silenced by the same manner. After passing some time he replied, "Like yours you are also my everything Vrinda. Don't forget that. I don't know how can yours chastity give me shield to guard me from the danger. But I know your unconditional love and faith will surely make me stronger than ever and will protect me from every danger." He said that in so much assurance that Vrinda couldn't hold her emotions..

"You love me that much, Asu..sorry Jalandhar. I don't know whether I am deserving or not'"she was again stopped by the same manner and after sometime Jalandhar answered, "Yes I love you more than me. Before you there was only one woman who could understand me so well. And she was my mother. After her you are the one and only woman who could have come so closer to me.." he held her against his chest so tightly.

She also hugged him back and said, "I will be always with you." She closed her eyes in pleasure of having her soul mate with her. She wanted to live each moment of that time when her Jalandhar's love was showering on her without any restriction.

"I am sorry Jalandhar. I couldn't keep my promise." Vrinda cries out again. But this time she slowly gets up and takes her wedding dress in her hands and goes to the dressing room and locks the door. In her mind many of thoughts are floating and drowning at a time.

"When did you get up?" The King of three world looked at the questioner and grinned, "You look so beautiful, Vrinda." He said.

"This is not the answer of my question, Jalandhar." She again complained pouting her lips.

He wrapped his one hand around Vrinda and held her closer to him. She also snuggled at him without protesting and again asked, "What are you doing here?"

After they both settled down on the sand of the sea sore, Jalandhar replied "Well, the answer of your first question is I rise little early and seeing you asleep I didn't think that right to wake you up as well. So after finishing my morning chores and bathe I chose to come here. Beside that I thought you need some privacy to do your worship."

"But you don't like my worship As''Jalandhar." Vrinda asked frowning at him.

"You look more beautiful now and beside that you have done that mistake again by calling me Asur Raj." He looked at her fervently again while he said that.

"No'Jalandhar control yourself. And I haven't repeated my mistake again. All the time I am calling you Jalandhar." Saying this she shyly hid her face into his chest. He took her in his embrace while he looked at the sea again.

"You know last night when I was thinking about my mother here, Devi Laxmi paid an audience to me." He finally said what bother him very much.

She got up from him and stared straight at his eyes. There were so much anger and frustration with the old pain and sadness. She took his hands in hers and asked, "What did she tell to you?"

He didn't look at her eyes. He kept looking at the sea and answered, "She said that she is my elder sister by birth and is very happy on my achievement. She wants to see me as the King of the Three worlds and she herself will give the approval about that from Trinity."

"Then what you have said to her?" Vrinda cautiously asked.

He looked straight Vrinda's eyes and said firmly, "I have no problem with your Vishnu worship. Because once you have told me if I try to control someone's believe by forbidding their worship of their Gods it will be the same wrong thing what had the demigods had done in earlier time. But the problem is when I was born where were the Trinity, Brahmadev, Vishnudev and Mahadev?? Where were they when my mother's previous children were died by the irresponsible demigods act?? Where were they when my mother was killed brutally by Indra in the order of protecting me?? Where were they when the demons were being tortured and cheated by the demigods all the time?? Where were they when Trishira, Vritrasur were killed by trick of Indra?? I am sorry Vrinda, I was not against of the Gods'but after seeing this partiality I can't stand with them either." He got up from the sand and started walking away from there. Vrinda joined with him running and held her hand with hers tightly and said, "I will be with you, always."

"Jalandhar I will be always with you." Vrinda says that again. She closes her eyes while she is dressing. Today she gets ready without any help of her attendants. She wears that Red-White Lehanga Saree, White Angvastram which is still tied with the Red one from her beloved Jalandhar's side. She wears those ornaments which she has worn on her wedding days. She grooms her hair in exact same way she has done on her wedding day. And after completing everything she slowly comes out from the dressing room.

"If I won't kill him Vrinda, he will definitely kill me. He is Mahadev. As per as Acharya's knowledge'.he is startles, endless, ageless. He neither has taken birth and nor he will be died. He is the Supreme God, the Ultimate Power. He has the stability, the light of the Truth and divinity which always radiates from him. Looking at his calm and composed face anyone could have the peace and happiness forever. Everyone bow down against him with reverence, respect and love. No one has fear from him. But nobody looks at me in that way ever Vrinda. I know that I am proceeding towards the darkness which will lead only destruction. But I am helpless. I am unable to stop this." Jalandhar said that indifferently. But what he couldn't hide form Vrinda was his sadness, pain and frustration. He had come from his court just then. That day he announced his expedition against the God of Gods Mahadev after he had received the news from Acharya that the destructing weapons was ready to use. The day after of Mahadev's visit Jalandhar asked Shukracharya to prepare the destructive weapons which have the ability to burn the entire Universe at once. He had already decided then to battle against the Trinity so he started the preparation.

"But Jalandhar, this battle will give you only destruction in every way. Trinity are present before the start of this creation and will be present after the end of this creation. Don't be diverted from your righteous way Jalandhar. Use your power to build future of your people." Vrinda requested him.

"Sorry Vrinda, I was misguided and misled since my childhood. Firstly I was unaware of the existence of the Trinity, then from the fact that I am a Shivansh. Due to my ignorance I have already started a fight against the Trinity, especially against Mahadev. I can't stop this in the middle. That will give a poor impact on my Army's mind. They have faith on their King and his decision. They can't afford to see their King's weak and powerless state. I must lead them to this battle and I must battle." Jalandhar answered her back sadly.

"But what about you and me, Jalandhar?" Vrinda asked. Her voice was chocked in tears. She couldn't bear to think about her separation from her Jalandhar. Jalandhar cupped her face in his palms and wipes her tears. She kept her eyes downward. He caressed her face again to make her look at him and said, "Don't be sad. You and I we both know what will be the result of this war. But before that we have some little time left. Let's spend this time together." He hugged her closer than ever to him.

"Stop Vrinda, what you are doing?" Narayan appears before her and tries to stop her to immolate herself.

"O Lord'.after being betrayed by you and lost my chastity I can't be able to live. Please forgive me for my this greatest sin." Saying this Vrinda enters into pyre which is lit by her attendants in the middle of her room.

"Oh Jalandhar, I am so sorry I can't keep my promise of to be with you. I am only yours. I am cheated by the way once you have foretold. From now neither my chastity nor my love could protect you. I am a dead body without you'and after knowing the fact that you will die soon I have only one wish left. And that is to die as your wedded wife'..so my Lord, My love take my last salutation with full of respect and love." She says her last word to her Jalandhar. But no one can witness that except her God, her Aaradhya Narayan. Soon her mortal body turns into the ashes and last letter remains unwritten. Two drops of tear rolls down from Narayan's both eyes and he says, "From now you will be the most chaste and pure Vrinda and from yours ashes a plant will be born. It will be known as Tulsi and as what I have done to you could have done by only a stone hearted man. So I will be the stone'and in that form I will marry you, Tulsi. And without you my worship will be remained uncompleted for my devotees."

Jalandhar suddenly gets up from the bed and starts walking towards the Kailash region alone. Soon he reaches the entrance where Mahadev is standing with his trident. After the whole day of war he is taking rest. One of his gana tries to prevent him but he slams him and rushes towards him. Mahadev readily gets up and takes up his sword in his hand but before he could do anything Jalandhar suddenly charges at Devi Parvati with his sword. Seeing this Mahadev gets angry and charges at him. They fights fiercely and soon Mahadev hits him right on his chest. He falls down. Right then Shukracharya and the attendant who is sent by Vrinda come there running. Seeing him in such condition Shukracharya couldn't hold his tears.

"Jalandhar what you have done son?" he regrets.

"Acharya, I was the darkness which would surely destroy this universe. Don't be sad Acharya'after me the demons will surely receive many good and progressive Kings." He turns his head towards Mahadev and prays with folded handedly "Please O lord'.bless the Demon race that after me they may receive some other good and progressive Kings."

Mahadev has down his sword already. Now he advances towards him and smilingly says, "Sure Jalandhar, your wish is granted. Do you have something else to ask?"

"Only the death, My lord which can give the way to meet my Love Vrinda in another world. Please Mahadev'.Kill me." Jalandhar calmly asks.

Shukracharya surprisingly asks, "Jalandhar you know'"

"I know Acharya that my Vrinda is no more. And I know how everything has happened. I have no complains. Please Mahadev bless me with the death so that I can be with my Virnda just like you are with Devi Parvati'" he leads again.

"Sure.." saying this Mahadev pierces his trident through his heart. Blood runs out from his wounds and soon an aura comes out and merges into him.

For a moment God of Gods eyes become blur but then it clears again. He says..

"Krodhat Bhavati Sammoha,Sammohat Smriti Bibhrama|

Smriti Bhranshat Buddhinasha, Buddhinashat pranashyati||"

Anger give birth the Illusion, Ego and Pride, these three affect ones sane thought process. And without sane thoughts one loses his mental balance and this leads him towards his destruction.

She gets up in flush. She is sweating profusely and can't able to breathe. The entire environment of her room comes to suffocate her. She looks at her room. Moonlight enters in her room through the open windows. Before her bed a small wooden low table is kept where mud lamps fill with essential oil are floating and burning. She climbs down from her royal bed and sits on a couch and looks at other side of her room where a little lily pond is situated. Sometime she likes to have her bathe here instead of bathroom. There are also other various colorful flowers with delicious fragrance which are used to decorate her room. She loves nature and her every single thing. So she always insists to keep open her room's window and doors in all season. But her favourite place is the garden which is adjoined with her room. She slowly moves there and sits on the swing. This is specially made for her by her father when she was just 7. She spends her day's most of time here when she has recess from her lessons, from her teachers.

"My Lord, where are you?" she asks in her mind with pensive heart.

Though it is summer time a sort of chilled wind from the North side, from the unknown region of Himalaya starts blowing and scatters her long, jet black lustrous hair. She slowly removes the locks from her face. Now her face shows clear in the moonlight. She wears a simple white and pink saree with purple angvastram. Another one is draping around her thin waist. She has no jewellery except a pearl necklace around her swan like neck. Her hair goes lose as she was sleeping few times ago. Her betel leaf shaped face and long nose adds a goddess like feature in her persona. Her eyes are tiny but black. And have lots of emotions and words. They smile when she smile, they shed her sadness, her pensive feeling with a mask of seren smile. Her complexion seems golden or bronze in this moonlight which turns into pale as the chilled wind pierces her skin with his sharp nails. But she doesn't care about it. Instead of going back to her room she chooses to sit on the swing for little more.

"I have never disobeyed you and I will not disobey in future My Lord. Please come back to your Sati. Please forgive me." She starts crying badly clutching the edges of the swing.

Somewhere in Himalaya region a hermit awakes from his deep trance in his cold, dark cave. The entrance of his cave has been blocked by the slab of ice for a long time ago. He has been penancing there for a long time''..may be 1000 of Rudra Years= so many million years of man. Outside his cave everything is covered with thick snow. There is no sign of life. Lifelessness defines through the color of white, the color of regret, lament, sorrow and serenity. Nothing of this Universe can distract him from his meditation. But tonight he suddenly opens his eyes. Suddenly the lifeless region senses a mere shiver of life within their Master. He smiles but tears are flowing from his eyes.

"You are my dearest Sati. How could I be away from you? You never do anything wrong and you never disobey me." He answers.

At that garden, Sati? is still sitting in the cold and regrets on her past.

"That day I should have listened to you, My Lord, My Shiva. I hurt you again. I send you in that deep slumber. I am so sorry. Please come back My Shiva." She urges in wet, chocked voice, "I have promised you to not keep anything secret form you. But I keep the most important thing secret from you during our those marital years. I am sorry'.if you want punish me for my ignorance. But please come back to me, My Lord."

"No Sati! How could you even think of that? I couldn't bear if you get a single scratch on you. You get hurt and I feel the pain." He says.

"I must have told you that I have already attained my true self- the Adi Shakti form. I have already held the ultimate supreme energy within me. It was happened when I was doing Nanda Vrat'.one year long worship of yours My Lord'after that I have learnt how to do meditation. And through the meditation I finally realized my true self and attained it." She continues her account'.in that garden.

"I know,You and I are not different Sati. You are my Shakti'my acting power. Without you and your will I am Shava-a dead body. And we always complete each other. So how could you keep anything secret form me?" He grins.

"That day when we had fight I should not pressurize you with my Vidyas, Shaktis and Mayas'.My Lord. I am the reason this time for our separation my Shiva. I know My Love I forced you to give your consent of my leaving for Daksha Yajna'" She regrets.

"You forced me yes'but''you are not the reason Sati'..I too knew everything. But I was helpless in front of the Nature, in front of you. You are the Nature, Prakriti also'..you are the mother of everything. Before the creation and after the destruction everything stays within you, in deep slumber. Even you give me too that pleasure of sleeping, in you. You are Maha Ratri'.and your rules are quite unbreakable'.if I wanted I could break that but you are my companion. How could I disrespect you??" he sighs.

"I should not disrespect you My lord. And there at the Yajna, Daksh did the same. I can't control myself, my anger my wrath'.." She breaks down now badly''.. "I again go away from you. Please forgive me.please'..Shiva please come back'."

"I will return to you, Sati'but this time you have to be more calm and composed. Last time you have attained your true self, your power. But you have not gain the stability which could help you to control them in crucial time. So this time you have to complete more steps, this time you have to learn to control your power and energy, you have to learn the stability. You have to learn Yoga'..This time I want a more calmness in you. You have to complete your incomplete Yoga Diksha." He says it to himself.

"I will complete my incomplete work my Lord. I will do everything this time. I will not be diverted this time, I promise'I will learn the Yoga." She says determinedly and wipes off her tears.

"Parvati..what are you doing here my daughter?" Sati turns at the source of the sound and smiles, "Nothing Ma, actually I cannot sleep in my room. It was very hot in there." She answers.

"Hot?? What are you talking? Here cold wind is blowing and you said you felt hot in your room?" Her mother Queen Meenavati enquires.

She sweetly ignores her enquiry and hugs her tightly and says, "Ma actually I want to sleep with you. Will you allow me to sleep with you?"

"Oh you want to sleep with me'" Finally Meena smiles, "Sure my love'" she wraps her around her and takes her into the palace''before enters the palace Sati turns back for a while'

"I am Parvati in this life. But what matters in name?? Parvati or Sati'my identity is with you. I am Shivani'.and none can deny this. Not you my Shiva." She smiles and says this in her mind. Then she enters the palace with her Mother'Queen Meenavati, wife of the King of Mountains, Himalaya.

"I will also wait for your completeness Shailaputri. But you have long journey ahead." Saying this the hermit, Parvati's Shiva closes his eyes again and goes into the deep dark slumber again to reach his Shakti through Yoga.