FF:I love U, I trust U! Pt 42 (Pg 134) 02/10 - Page 56

That was sooo sad...anjali is a B****...and i hate her...feell soo sorry for arshi...wat happened to khushi??? me sooo scared thnk god NK came and told the truth!!!


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I'm terribly sorry for the delay.

Two things. One, Arnav understood that Anjali was the one who gave Khushi the pills. Two, I know it was sad that Khushi lost her child, but she has to grow.. grow and become strong and learn to make the choices that are good for her and not always sacrifice for the happiness of others! I apologize that she is acting like a dumbo, like she is in the show, but I wanted to be as true to the character on the show as I could. Dont forget this is how she would behave in the show!

I must warn you, this update is very emotional. But I had to write this to show you how truly hurt everyone is! This was unavoidable.

Part 39 : Choosing the painful path

Nani, Manorama, Payal, Akash and NK watched as Arnav disappeared out the door, carrying Khushi in his arms. No one spoke. They just stared the door, unsure of how to react and trying to digest what had happened in front of them in the past few minutes. Their thoughts were interrupted by a whimper.

"Chotte'" They turned around to see Anjali walking fast towards them. "Chotte, please come back." Her baby was crying from somewhere in the living room. But she ignored her as she ran towards the door, stepped out and screamed, "Chotte."

Nani's eyes filled with tears. Anjali turned around to face everyone. She put her head in her hands and burst into tears, saying, "Chotte left me. Chotte' he.." She lifted her head and looked at Nani. "Chotte left all of us, Nani." She sobbed, her head in her hands.

Nani looked at everyone else, unsure of what to do. She gulped and finally lifted her hand to touch Anjali's shoulder. Just before she touched her, Anjali looked up from her hands, her face fuming with rage.

"It's all Khushi's fault."

A slap echoed across the silent corridor. Anjali touched her cheek, her eyes opened wide, staring horrified at her Nani. Nani's face was fuming with anger. Everyone else was shocked. No one spoke.

"Nani, you .. you hit me?" Anjali stammered. Tears rolled down her cheeks, as she took a few steps back. She turned around and limped across the corridor and disappeared into the living room.

Nani's lips trembled as tears rolled down her cheeks. Manorama placed a hand on her shoulder. Nani turned around and gulped. "Manorama, I just .. I can't believe that Anjali bitiya.. how could she .. is this the girl we.. Manorama.." Mami nodded and threw her arms around Nani; they burst into tears. Tears rolled down Payal's cheeks. NK and Akash watched, silently, their eyes filled with tears.

Nani wiped her tears and turned to Payal. "Payal bitiya, I apologize on behalf of Anjali." Payal shook her head and started to say something, but Nani cut her off. "No, bitiya, let me speak. I know Anjali has wronged your sister. But Anjali's baby, she has done nothing wrong. It was not her fault that her mother .. " Nani pressed her lips together to control her tears. She exhaled deeply and continued. "We all spoiled Anjali. She won't be able to take care of her baby on her own. I have to stay .." Nani shook her head, "But please don't think that I don't love Khushi bitiya. My heart goes out to her and Chotte. I wish I could do something, but .. I need to stay here for the sake of my great granddaughter. Not because I love Anjali. Chee, I am ashamed to even say that she is my flesh and blood. How could she kill her one of her own? " Nani gulped and continued, as she touched Payal's cheek. "You may leave. I wont stop you." She turned to look at everyone around her. "You may all leave. But.. I .. I have to stay back."

"I will stay with you. I can't leave you alone with that monster." Manorama said quickly. Nani looked at Manorama, her eyes filled with pride and gratitude.

Akash looked at his mother and then at Payal. He moved forward and took Payal's hand in his. She turned around and looked at him, her eyes filled with tears. He gulped and nodded. A look of love, relief and gratitude washed over Payal's face; she threw her arms around him and burst into tears. Akash caressed her hair and put his other arm around her and held her while she cried.

Payal pulled away and said, softly, her lips trembling. "No, Akash. We don't have to leave. Naniji and Maaji need you. They need us here. I know Arnavji will take good care of Khushi." Payal turned to look at Nani and grabbed her hand.

"I am sorry, Naniji, but please don't expect me to.." Payal's face was fuming with anger.

Nani touched her face and shook her head. "No, bitiya. I can't either. I cannot love Anjali anymore, knowing what she did to Chotte and Khushi bitiya. I don't think any of us can." Payal burst into tears and hugged Nani. No one spoke. No words were necessary.

Khushi's eyes fluttered open. She sat up quickly and winced in pain. She touched her stomach; a tear rolled down, as she remembered why her stomach was paining. She looked at Arnav, who was leaning against a chair, his eyes closed. She looked down at her hand; he had grabbed on to it tightly, as if he never wanted to let go. Her eyes filled with tears and her lips trembled. Arnav suddenly jumped up, as if he had a nightmare. His eyes opened wide as he saw Khushi staring at him, tears in her eyes. He quickly moved close to her and took her face in his hands.

"Khushi? Ssshh'" He pressed her head against his chest and embraced her tightly. She burst into tears and closed her eyes. He held her as she cried her heart out. She pulled away a minute later and looked at him, her lips trembling. He shook his head and wiped her tears away.

"Don't cry, sweetheart. Everything will be alright. I promise you, I will make everything right." He said, softly.

Khushi shook her head. "No Arnavji. Nothing is alright. You had to leave your family, and your Di. She needs you. It's all my fault. You should have just let me go. Why didn't.." Khushi looked up scared, as Arnav screamed her name, his voice echoing in the silent room.

A second later, the door opened and a nurse peeped in. "Is everything alright?" Arnav turned to look at her and nodded. He started saying a few words of apology to the annoyed nurse, just as she closed the door after her.

Arnav turned to Khushi and grabbed her arms, angrily. He said, softly but fuming with anger. "How much more do you have to suffer before you will stop putting others' happiness before your own? Khushi, Di killed your baby." Khushi raised her eyebrows. "She killed our baby!" Arnav said again, through clenched teeth. "I don't want you to ever say that I should stay with her, that she needs me."

Arnav released Khushi and moved away. "I hate her. I will never be able to forgive her for what she did." He looked at her and grabbed her chin in his hand. "And neither should you. Enough of this self-sacrificing crap! Khushi", His eyes filled with tears, "Dammit, maybe if you had been a little selfish and if you had told me the truth about Di, our baby might still be alive today." Khushi raised her eyebrows, shocked.

Arnav closed his eyes and exhaled deeply. His hands fell to his sides, his shoulders slumped down as he said softly. "It is my fault. I doubted her, but I didn't believe it even for a moment. I mean.. how could I? She is my sister. She was my sister". He opened his eyes and looked at Khushi, his eyes filled with tears. "If only I had listened to my brain and not to my heart, maybe our baby might still be alive today". Khushi looked at him, her lips trembling.

Arnav took her hands in his and asked, softly, "Tell me, Khushi. Di gave you those pills, didn't she?" Khushi looked at him, her eyes open wide. She gulped. "Tell me, dammit. I want to hear it from you." Her lips trembled. She nodded. A tear rolled down his cheek. Khushi threw her arms around him and burst into tears again. Arnav closed his eyes, tears rolled down his cheeks.

Ok initially, I thought I will make Anjali realize her mistake and regret it .. but then again, that won't be fun now, will it? 😆 Don't you love seeing her being punished for her sins..?? So she will stay selfish forever.. and in fact I'm thinking of introducing Dadi too.. so that I can punish her too in this FF.. What do you think?

Also.. where do you want Arnav and Khushi to move to...

- Khushi's old home in Lucknow

- or stay in Delhi, but close to her family

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That was sad, first everyone had to make such a tough decision about whether to stay with that MONSTER or go with Arshi and then Arnav and Kushi both dealing with the loss of their child. Although the loss was upsetting I can see now that like you said it was the right way to go because Kushi needs to toughen up and learn that she does not always need to be the sacrificial lamb. Even though he said it in anger I am glad that Arnav gave some blame to Kushi and himself for the murder of their baby, because he is right that they both ignored the clear warning signs and indications of how low his sister is because of their blind faith and love for her. It all so shows (and I don't know if you meant to show this or not) how similar Kushi and Arnav are in their basic human nature, that although Arnav is more cautious and skeptical then Kushi, they both want to believe the best of everyone. Also what Payal said is correct that Arnav will take excellent care of Kushi because he is so strong but they need to stay back because someone needs to take care of that nahi se jaan and they need to take care of each other, I also think this is a fitting punishment for CRYWA because no one is every going to forgive her and she will have to live with this constant reminder until her dying days. Anjali's actions towards her baby honestly did not surprise me, congrats for keeping true to her character, I don't know if it was because of what happened on the show or just the way you have portrayed her but I was not surprised with the way Anjali abandoned her daughter, she has never been able to see anything else except her own needs and manic thoughts. I was shocked initially when Nani said that she would stay, but then I saw her decision as being correct and hats off to Mamiji for staying with Nani, I always knew that no matter how much of takrar these two have, deep down they do love and care for each other a lot. As for Dadi, although i would love to see her get some bashing, I think she is better off staying at the Ashram because bringing her in at this point doesn't really make much sense, it would make CRYWA's punishment less severe if STOPWA showed up. I think the best idea is to have Arshi move in either next door, a few houses away, or right in front of RM, just the thought that her chote is so close to her but still so far will be a sheer nightmare for CRYWA, also watching everyone else including her daughter happy and watching the love Arnav showers on everyone else but denies her will be the best type of punishment. So you think this comment was long enough, I think it could of been a little more longer, don't you. Also tell me what do you think of my idea.

Hey! Read part 36 - good news.. Amazing update! Loved the part where arnav said its just u and me tonight ❤️ i'm glad that u r moving towards anjali's punishment fast.. Because i'm desperate to read it..

PS: i'm still going to take time to catch up.. Mid terms on my head but i'm still going to read ur updates one at a time.. And as soon as i'm on the same page I want my special pms 😛

So its me again. Not happy.😡 When will Khushi ever get it???!!! This lunatic killed her child and she's still telling Arnav to go be with her? I just hate your Khushi of this story with such a passion it isn't funny.

😭 felt bad for arhi.. will kushi can be pregnant again...
punish her hard for all d sins she did 2 kushi...
kushi should be treated like princess better dont keep them in delhi r lucknow..love birds should fly somewhere else..
continue soon .. cant wait for anjali s punishement

She totally deserves it! Hate her! Feel bad for Arnav and khushi!

Anjali deserves this. aranv is right khushi needs to stop blaming herself.

khushi is way to nice for her own good...anjali deserves way more than just one slap...continue soon

Loved it, make anjali suffer to your heart's content, no complaints. May I make a suggestion? Instead of "selflessness" the words "self-sacrificing bulls**t" would probably suit Arnav more.