She decided to talk to him about what in her mind .. They cannot be like this anymore ..
She sat, and said : " A.. Arnav ji !"
Arnav immediately turned to her and sat as well ..
Arnav: " Are you ok Khushi?!"
Khushi: " I.. I'm Ok ... but I want to talk with you "
Arnav came closer to her : " About ?!"
Khushi nervous : " A.. About us .."
They both goes to the pool side .. Khushi was setting in the chair, and Arnav was setting in the table facing her ..
Arnav was very curious to know what Khushi want to talk about ..
Khushi: " Arnav ji .. I .. I want to ask you about our marriage "
Arnav: " Our marriage ?!"
Khushi: " Yes .. our marriage .. its a .. a contract marriage ...! "
***
There was only silence between them ..
Khushi was waiting for Arnav to understand what she want to say !
and Arnav was in his own world .. a flashback of how he blackmailed her to marry him, how he married her, how because of him her & his family scolded her, What he said to her in their what suppose to be Suhag raat, how he made her sleep at the pool side in the cold for about 1 month, how many bad thing he called her with , and how heartlessly he reminded her about her dead parents ... etc
Arnav also remembered how Khushi was describing her wedding to her friends in Preetika's wedding .. how he broke all her dreams, the dreams that each girls dreamed of , and all girl dreams came true about their wedding, except Khushi, and that because of him !
He felt a pain in his heart .. How he could very selfish that he forget all that, he forget all the wounds that he caused for her, and he only thought about his desire ! ..
He moved away from Khushi, his back was facing Khushi, and he was looking at the stars in the sky.. actually, he just not want look at Khushi, because he don't want her to see the tears that was confined in his eyes ..
He felt a soft hand on his shoulder ..
Khushi: " Arnav ji .. I ..I'm sorry "
Arnav was surprised .. why she is apologizing to him ?! he is the one he should apologize to her ! he turned to her and held her by her shoulders ..
Arnav softly : " Khushi .. "
Khushi with teary eyes : " I'm sorry .. I .. I didn't want to do that when you .. ..I .. I just want to hear one thing from you .. I just want you to tell me that our marriage is no more for 6 months, I just want to you to tell me that we will be together .. forever .. !"
Arnav hugged her tightly .. and kissed her hair ..
Arnav whispered: " Khushi .. I know saying sorry will not change or erase what I have done to you .. but I'm sorry .. very sorry Khushi !"
Khushi pulled back and looked at his face, for the first time, she saw tears rolled from his eyes and reached his cheek .. she couldn't tolerate this sight, she is not used to see her laad Governer weak like that .. she wiped his tears .. and whisper "Arnav ji !" ..
Arnav: " I don't deserve anything from you Khushi .. I only deserve your ha..."
He couldn't complete his sentence because his mouth was covered by Khushi's palm ..
Khushi didn't like to see Arnav like that , She regret that she spoke to him, she just wanted him to tell her that they will be together, she didn't want to remind him and her self about the past ! she didn't want to waste their present & their future by crying and regretting for the past..
They cried & suffered enough ..
Khushi pouted: " Arnav ji ! .. Why you changed the topic ?!"
Arnav look at her wondering
Khushi: " I wanted to hear something from you, and you go far away !"
Arnav: " What you want to hear ?!"
Khushi was playing with his shirt's button and focus her gazes on it and said: " tell me that.. that we will be together forever ! .. tell me that our marriage is a real one " ..
Arnav smiled with teary eyes about how Khushi can be pleased with a small things ! she didn't demand any apologize, she didn't demand achievement to her broken dreams .. she just want few words, and she will be the happiest woman, and she will give him all what he want and make him the happiest man ! ..
Arnav cupped her face : " Khushi you know .. that day, if I didn't see that ... and I didn't misunderstand you, I would tell you that you are the one that I want to share my life with , that you are the one who make me realize that I have a heart , and I want to love and to be loved .. "
he kissed her forehead and continued: " You know also that from the day we met, I always dream to be with you, I always envy all people who you could talk to them freely, and I wished if you could do that with me .. I know its all because of me .. I'm the one who build that wall between us .."
He continued : " Khushi.. there is a story behind every thing I did for you .. I really would like tell you how I felt in each time I hurt you .. I want to apologize for each single thing I did "
Khushi interrupted him : " But I just want to hear one thing .. tell me that we will be together forever ! "
Arnav was silent from few moments : " I want to be with you forever Khushi, and I will be forever with you ... if you want that" ..
Happiness tears flow from Khushi's eyes as she heard the few words that she was dying to hear it since long time ..
She rest her head in Arnav's chest, and hit him them there lightly : " Do you have a doubt about that! "
Arnav round her by his arms, they stayed in each other arms few moment till Arnav picked Khushi in his arm, and moved with her toward their bed room ..
While Khushi was in his arms, she blushed and smiled shyly of the thought of what will happens between them now, in same time, she was exited !..
Arnav put Khushi down in her side of bed, he bent down to kiss her, and she closed her eyes and breathed heavily ! She felt his lips in her right cheek then the left cheek and them here nose , her heart was beating very fast, and her breath became heavier ..
She was waiting for another kiss, this time in her lips or her neck ..
She waited, waited, and waited , but nothing happened ! She opened her eyes slowly to see Arnav in his side in the bed, he was closing his eyes, he seemed that he was sleeping !
***
Although Arnav wanted to consummate their marriage , and wanted them to be one .. but he will not do it now !
He will not exploit and take the advantages of Khushi's kindness and big heart ! if she forgave him, he will not be able to forgive him self ! .. he will try to achieve her broken dreams , he will try to compensate her for every thing he did ..
he will prove to him self that he was legible for her !
What Khushi Said, and what he knew about how Khushi loved him, and already forgive him with out any demands .. made more insisted to recover all his mistakes !
God only know how it was difficult for Arnav to control his feelings and desire when he moved away from Khushi before few minutes !.. but he is doing that just for Khushi ! many things crossed his mind .. telling the two families that he was the one and the only one who was responsible about the way they married with .. a dreamy wedding from Khushi .. a dreamy suhag raat for her & for him ..
every thing that she dreamed of !
Khushi was disappointed, she was mumbling under her breath "
This Laad Governer, When I don't want, he want, and when I want he don't want .. Is he doing that intentionally ! "
Neither Arnav, not Khushi could sleep ! .. Arnav was planning what he should do to recover his mistakes,
and Khushi was fluctuating in the bed wondering why Arnav change his mind, and didn't continue what he want to do !? "He said that we will do it when I'm ready , and I'm now ready, and I hinted about that to him ! " ..
Khushi turned to his side , and she saw him closing his eyes peacefully .. She sat and played with his hair while she was pouting ..
Arnav was praying that Khushi will move away from him .. He didn't need any stimuli to make him pull her to him, and show how much he loves and wants her .. and by what Khushi is doing now, and how she softly playing with his hair, his control will escaped from him at one moment ! He felt Khushi now playing with his hair angrily ..
only one question was in Khushi's mind ! .. "Why he didn't do what we both want ?! .. first he said he cannot wait, and he ignored me and slept leaving me like that ! "
***
The next night ..
They entered their room, and Khushi was optimistic that today, they will consummate .. she thought that Maybe yesterday he was tired and was sleepy.. but today he seemed in a good health, and it still early ..
He went to the bathroom, and she rushed toward the her wardrobe to select her best night suit " Salwar kameez " .. She toke the red one as she knew that " Arnav ji" loves red .. She wear it quickly, and she open her hair , and colored her lips with pink gloss ..
She lied in the bed smiling, she closed her eyes pretending to be sleep .. She cannot be look like the one who want it .. yes she want him , but she cannot show that openly to him, after all she is the woman, and he is the man , and he is the one who should start ..
He came out of the bathroom .. he dried his hear, and moved toward the bed .. he saw her, and smiled as he felt that Khushi intentionally wear her red suit and opened her black silky hair ..
He sat in the bed and bent down toward her, and kissed her forehead, he covers her by the quilt , and lied in his side .. " I'm sorry Khushi .. I know what you want , and I want it more than you .. but I do that Just for you ! " .. he thoughts ..
He slept , while Khushi couldn't sleep as she her head was spinning at why he is doing that !
***
The Next night ..
Khushi enter their room before him ,,
She lied in the bed , and cover her self angrily , she wanted to sleep before he came .. to not think about his strange behavior .. and to not expect anything from this Laad Governor ..
He entered their room, and saw her closing her eyes, and she was pouting her lips! ..
He felt bad that because of him, she is feeling sad and disappointed .. ! he is doing that for her, but he cannot see her like that .. he didn't want her to think that he don't want her , or she didn't attract him anymore ..
he moved toward the bed , he lied in his side , and he turned to her , she was giving her back to him .. he came closer to her, and he slide one hand under her, and rounded his both hands around her waist, and joined his hand above her tummy ..
Khushi opened her eyes in surprise .. still pretending that she was sleeping ..
Arnav started caressing her tummy .. Khushi was enjoying the feeling, and she tried her best to not move .. After few moments .. She heard Arnav whispering in her ear : " Khushi"
Khushi didn't know what to do .. should she answer him ?! What if he stop what he is doing now, if he know that she is wake .. or should she ignore him, and he will continue doing that !?
Arnav whispered : Khushi " and he bite her earlobe gently..
Khushi couldn't prevent the sudden movement from her .. She slowly turned to him ..
he pulled her toward him, and start caressing her back ..
He asked her: " You were sleeping ?!"
Khushi nodded ..
Arnav : " Did I disturb your sleep ?!"
Khushi didn't say anything .. she just looked at his covered chest ..
she felt his hand slide under her Kurta, and she griped her shirt with her hands, and start breathing heavily ..
He fondled her soft back till he reached to her bra's clip.. he paused there and was playing with it, not opening, nor leaving it ..
he saw her closing her eyes tightly, and he decided to tease her ..
Arnav: " Khushi ?! you still not ready ?! you don't want us to do it .. I still feel that you afraid & hesitate ?!"
Khushi opened her eyes , wanted to kill him, she didn't believe that Finally he started, and he asked her these question ?!..
She said : " N.. No nothing like that "
Arnav: " So you want us to do it, You want it .. tell me Khushi !?"
Khushi blushed: " ermmm .. if .. if you want it, I don't .. I don't have a problem"
Arnav pulled his hand slowly , and kissed her cheek : " Khushi .. no need to put pressure on yourself to meet my wants and desire.. you already did a lot for me ... Don't worry , I will not do anything you don't want ..
and I will wait till you by yourself tell me that that You want me as I want you , till you show me and tell me that you are ready to consummate out marriage" ..
He said and fondled her hair , before turning the light off and sleep in his side , leaving fuming Khushi in her place ..
" What the .. He want me to tell him that !? How I will do that , I cannot even imagine going to him, and tell him: - Arnav ji . I want to have se* with you! - .. Stupid Laad Governer ! " She pouted and turned angrily to the other side ..
In the other side .. Arnav was smiling as he know that Khushi will never say that to him, She is very shy to say that ! .. and that what he want .. he just wanted her to feel that he want her and love her as before, and nothing changed , but he will only consummate their marriage , after doing the first step to recover what he broke, and that will be very soon, just few days matter ! and he want that to be a surprise for her ..
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Part 3 | Pg 29*Sorry for the mistakes ..
Sorry for the late update ..
I was confused to make this the last part or turned it to SS ..
and finally I decided to turned it to SS .. there will be 2 or 3 more chapters .. if you want me to continue đ !
Thanks for all who comment, like, or read the previous part .. đ¤
and Waiting for your opinion in this part.. đ
I hope it didn't disappointed you ( ;
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