Kaise Kahen
Part 17
Whole drive was in silentā¦. They reach KM and all went to their room for a good sleepā¦. Veer wished geet good ni8 and then goes to his roomā¦. Maan didn't have the guts to meet her so he went to his room..
It was half past 12 and still geet can't sleep, she was feeling restlessā¦ clara's words were ringing in her ear,,, she have heard them all,, she wanted to drink something and maan was not coming, she went to the counter when she saw maan dragging clara away from the crowdā¦ she followed them and heard allā¦. And now their words are keep ringing in her earā¦.
She decided to talk to maan 1stā¦. didn't know why she is feeling very lonely and fearedā¦. Don't know why but she was feeling very afraidā¦.
She without disturbing anyone went to maan's roomā¦. Clara's words were having a mark on her, what is in maan's room that made her feel soā¦. She looked here and there and knocked the door,, but with a single knock the door open, it was not locked from insideā¦ she peeped in and saw there was no sign of maan,, she sighed and turn to go but something caught her eyesā¦ she saw the roomā¦ she stepped in the room and her heart sink to see thatā¦. no one can come to his room it was a rule but why,, the reason she got to know nowā¦.
The whole room was decorated with her picture,, some lyrics with music signā¦ her heart felt heavy when she saw the cloth once by chance ripped by his watch from her scarfā¦ that was hanging on the wall with her card that she gave him on valentineā¦ her smiling face thousands of photo that no one knew when he tookā¦.
But there was something else alsoā¦ her eyes widen to see the blood strains on the wallā¦. It was written somethingā¦.
I snatches her Smiles leaving her broken
Now my life is strains with the blood of her bleeding heart
I left her to live a life with sorrow n tears
Now my eyes are burning with those snuffles
I was engrossed in my laugh forgot her whimper
Now my life echoed with cry that slits my heart leaving a whisper
She loved u and u tore her heart
It will be ur remorse to see her farā¦..
Her heart cried seeing the wordsā¦ she snakes her fingers on the words that was now driedā¦ it was long time he wrote thisā¦. her hand touches the lamp post and saw something lying thereā¦ she looked at it closely and saw the Paaje(Anklet) lying on the side with a dairyā¦ maybe he was writing it sometime beforeā¦.
She sat on the bed and took the dairyā¦.
November 2007
Today I saw a girl,, I guess she was new comer, she came in mid turm,, she was nave innocent sweet but bubbly and loud,, her name is geet,, its so musicalā¦ hmmm 1st time when I saw her I felt something,, don't know what but something that I never feltā¦. We ragged her and guess what she actually did what we said with so much enthusiasm,, I never saw a girl feeling happy to be raggedā¦ it was funny but she actually kissed that buddha khadus princi and he smiled at herā¦ amusing, what is in her that make all of us do frndship with herā¦. yeah I tried to flirt but I guess she never realize that.. I m glad that she didn't understand and we became good frndsā¦..
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Jan 1st 2008
We had a great time,, we celebrate new yrā¦ geet was looking so beautiful,, but dare I say this to her, no way,,, MSK and complementing someone its not my styleā¦. Sometime I thought what is happening,, I m doing frndship with a girl,, I mean only frndship, duhā¦. But geet is differentā¦ she is the 1st girl who never judge me with my act but like me like the way I mā¦ I really liked her as a frnd and I felt a protectiveness towards her, maybe because she is too naveā¦
March 2008
Today I felt geet blushing,, it was weird,, I complement her for the 1st time and she was smiling.. but it touched my heart,, I wanted to captured the moment but she was not ready to give me pose so I was taking her snap without knowing her or anyone, she is such a photogenicā¦
April 2008
Today I saw a girl,, her name in anannyaā¦ god such a attitude girlā¦ I went to talk to her but she was giving MSK attitude,, huh, what she thinks of herselfā¦ I will teach her a lesson for ignoring Maan.. but she was sexy n hotā¦ no wonder she has attitude,, she is a model,, get to know that from her frndā¦.. I saw her talking to geet and a wicked plan came to my mind, I know I m wrong but ,,, umm sorryā¦.. my ego is fat and I know thatā¦.
May 2008
I saw geet is changing from some days, she is behaving weirdā¦ her eyes are saying something, but I didn't understand thatā¦ what is that?
June 2008
I commit a sin today,, and I m feeling something is bad gonna happenā¦ I did a sin for using Her,, geetā¦. My Geetā¦. She is so innocent and I m taking opportunity of her innocenceā¦. I know it was wrong,, I saw her sketching my picture, I guessed right she like meā¦ I saw her red cheek when I ask her thatā¦ but when I saw her pink trembling lips,, I felt something,, without thinking anything I kissed herā¦. she was shocked, I guess it was her 1st kiss,, she responded the kiss sometime later and I felt thousand butterflies in my stomach, what was that I don't know but never in my life I felt so,, I was so drown in her I forgot everything,, I forgot my plan and just kissed her like there is no endā¦ i forgot about geet also that when she will know the truth how will she feelā¦ but I know she is my best frnd,s he will support me no matter what happenā¦.
Then I saw anannya looking at us with anger filled eyesā¦ I felt happy to see her jelouse I gave her my famous smirk but don't know why I didn't feel good about it, especially geet hugged me hiding her red faceā¦ I felt something broke in meā¦. what was thatā¦.
September 2008
Today I saw the concern for me in geet's eyes,, we are in a relation now, but the truth is its for outsider, I didn't feel anything still I love to spend time with her,, sonam is really happy with the relation, she is fond of geet, she loves her very much, I wonder when she will come to know about my plan how will she react, I know I m using her to get anannya but I think I m in love with her(anannya)ā¦ yes hell I mā¦..
November 2008
Today I got scared seeing the truck approaching her,,, I was hell petrified thinking if anything had happened to her what would have I didā¦ I saw her scared eyes,, she was looking at my wound onlyā¦. I thought to divert her mind and I asked her that normally in this situation any heroine would have tied a cloth on the hero's hand,, but she said her cloth is unhygienic,, and it can caught germs,, I laughed at her innocence and she cribbed like a baby,, I tell u my geet is really too cuteā¦ but I saw her scaring for me when doctors were doing the dressingā¦ I held her hand tightly, not that I was feeling pain but her pain was visible in her eyesā¦.
2009
March
Today was holiā¦. I felt a big sin I had committed,, I broke her heart I guessā¦ today anannya expressed her feeling towards me in front of everyone but she thought I loved geet,, she was going, how can I let her go, I held her hand and accepted my feeling for herā¦ I know no one has expected this specially my frnds and geetā¦ I was so lost in my happiness that I failed to see the pain in her eyesā¦ I saw her blank face and I felt something broke into million piecesā¦ anannya was hugging me and I too reciprocate it but later when I came from her hug I searched for one person.. that was geetā¦ but I didn't find herā¦ I guess I have hurt her too muchā¦. I saw her anklet lying on the ground I took that and kept in my pocketā¦ I will meet her tom,, I will clarify everythingā¦ I will beg for sorryā¦ I will make up with my best frndā¦. Sorry geet, but I know u will forgive meā¦ I know u can't be angry on ur best frndā¦
April 2009
I LOST HERā¦.. in my foolishness I lost the precious thing in my lifeā¦. My geet.. today I know how much hurt I gave to herā¦ my heart is crying for giving tears to that almond eyes,, the innocent eyes which was looking at me for one loving look,, I broke her heart I got to know how big crime I have committedā¦ after holi when I went to her hostel she was not there, I met princi, he said she has gone.. but where he didn't know, she just took her cerficate and collage leavingā¦ I have searched for her in the whole city,, I couldn't found herā¦ I went to those places where we went alone.. she was nowhereā¦ all I heard her unheard muffleā¦ her cryā¦ like she has come to those places after that dayā¦ the place where I saw laughter today I saw her cry only and that because of meā¦ I hate myselfā¦.
May 2009
Again a month still I couldn't find herā¦ where r u geeetā¦ please come backā¦ I m sorryā¦ today I broke up with anannya,, actually there was nothing that I can call break upā¦ the day geet left maybe we officially declare couple but only I and she knows we never shared that what call a relationā¦ she saw me everyday sufferingā¦ and it was she who has make me realize that I LOVE U GEETā¦ every day is becoming burden for me.. ur eyes are haunting me, ur smile is haunting meā¦ ur cry is haunting meā¦ I need u geet.. come back pleaseā¦
July 2009
4 month without u geet, I wish I could see u once,, I want to hear that u are safe, I want happiness for u geet,, wherever u are please be happy for me.. I will pray to god for giving me all ur pain and only happiness for uā¦ today I got something to live,, I got ur project file.. I know u want to built a construction companyā¦ I will do it for u geetā¦ I will fulfill ur all dreamsā¦ this life is now urs, till the time I find u I will live for uā¦.
Agust 2009
Janti ho geet sonam doesn't talk to me now, even she doesn't want to see my face, I know I deserves this, but can't u wait one more day geetā¦ I know I m so selfish na, but u know how much stupid is ur maan still u left meā¦ why geet? Itna badha gunaah kiya tha ke hamesha ke liye chali gayi.. maybe its my punishment for breaking ur trustā¦ I deserves this.. I m sorryā¦
10th Jan 2010
Today is ur birthday geetā¦ Happy birthdayā¦ see what I brought for u, ur fav rosesā¦ hmm tum hamesha choti choti cheese chahti thi and I gave u a pain the can never repent in lifeā¦ I missed those days where we had wished u and celebrated with uā¦ then I never got to know what felt wishing before everyone, but now I knowā¦ see its 12ā¦ but dekho na what misery I put myself in it, when u want me to wish u 1st I never came and when I m ready to wish u before the world rise u are not in frontā¦ I wish I could hold u once and kiss forehead to let u know u were always special and will be alwaysā¦ I will celebrate this day geet and in ur fav place that only I knowā¦.
At ni8ā¦
It was tiring still sleep is far awayā¦ what will u be doing at this hour.. did u still love me? I know I m stupid, still measuring ur loveā¦ no that's not trueā¦ okā¦ I know u loved me still nowā¦ I can feel that in the airā¦ today I went to the orphanage.. I promised them to built the new home for them with best facilities.. they were really happy.. but they were asking for uā¦ what should I answered.. I told them I lost uā¦ we cut the cake for u and they played the whole day.. I was watching them from farā¦ I was seeing u playing with themā¦ but the moment I could touch u,, u were vanishedā¦ tears were making way but I know I deserves thisā¦ I missed u geet please come backā¦
Feb 2011
Today is valentine day,, I m missing u geetā¦ I brought something for uā¦ a ringā¦ I know u doesn't like expensive gift but it is really close to meā¦. but now when I realized what u meant in my life u r not here with meā¦ no one knew what pain I m going throughā¦ I m alone geet.. I m in Mumbai,, alone from everyoneā¦ I know if dadima see me like this she will know how much alone I m feeling,, I have given u pain enough I don't want to cause another person's sadnessā¦ I love u geetā¦ I m missing u soo muchā¦ I have decorated the room with ur fav red n white roseā¦ the chocolate cakeā¦ and the scent candleā¦ it was looking so romantic but its so empty without uā¦ I m alone sitting in the middle alone from the world, come back geet.. pleaseā¦. I promised I will never hurt uā¦ but please come backā¦.
August 2011
Today I got best businessman award,, can u blv it geet? In only one 2yr I got itā¦ but its for u only, today the world is celebrating for me but I m aloneā¦ alone in my grief,, I m missingā¦ I wish I could have see u today. I want to hold u and place my head on ur lap. I missed those days when I slept in ur lap and u just massage my hair to sooth my headache,, today also I m feeling pain,, actually its not only today I felt it every day, this heart cried every day for ur one glimpseā¦my rnd are with me my family also, they forgave me for my deeds, but not sonam and me myselfā¦ she doesn't talked to me in 2 yrsā¦. But I can't say anything to her knowing it was my mistake,, because of me she lost uā¦.
Feb 2012
Again a birthday and valentine dayā¦. I have decorated the room today.. its my birthdayā¦ I know if u were here u would have done betterā¦ but I want to feel u todayā¦ in this scent, ur picture ur fav flower I only smell uā¦ sometime I felt why I m living still when my soul has gone,, but next moment I got the answer.. this life is not mine now.. its urs.. and only u have the right to take itā¦ I m working hard to fulfill ur dreamsā¦ but every day I m feeling more empty from insideā¦ now sonam talked to me but to hurt me more.. her words are hurting but strangely I feel happy,, because of that atleast she is talking to meā¦ where r u geetā¦ I m craving for u more now a daysā¦ I m feeling that I can never meet u in my lifeā¦ but just once I want to meet u before I close my eyes.. this life has being burden for me nowā¦ everyday I m feeling more suffocatedā¦ but everyday ur love give me the energy to live for uā¦
I remember the day when u called me 1st on my birthdayā¦ I didn't expect that,, and we talked hrsā¦ today I want to talk to u for sec at leastā¦ my ears are dried to hear ur voiceā¦ i m feeling lonely like never beforeā¦ it felt death will be sweeter than thisā¦ but I have to leave a remorseful lifeā¦.
Miss u every moment I take breath
Miss u every moment I see the sun
Miss u every moment I feel the air
Miss u every moment I see the lifeā¦.
I love u geetā¦. Please come backā¦
There is nothing more,, geet closed the dairy and criedā¦. She cried her heart out feeling her maan's sorrowā¦ she saw every page was smudged with tearsā¦. He had cried all this yrsā¦ feeling aloneā¦ atleast she had veer with her but he was alone.. all aloneā¦. She cried holding the yellow rose she had gifted him once,, he always loved her knowing or unknowingly but pain was his fateā¦ his one wrong step and it shatteredā¦ their beautiful relation was broken and they both live a life of sorrowā¦ she only thought about her life where he was living a life for herā¦. she closed her eyes and brought the dairy close to her heart hugging it and cryingā¦ she looked her and there to look for maanā¦ but he was not thereā¦. She stood up and wiped her tearsā¦. She ran from thereā¦ the dairy was lying on the floor and she ran for her lifeā¦
She saw him sitting in the corner of the terraceā¦ he was lost in his thought looking at the stars,, maybe finding his parentsā¦ he always did so whenever he feels lonelyā¦.
Geet: maan,, a muffle came out from her mouthā¦ instantly he turn and saw her state.. his heart shudder seeing herā¦ her eyes were showing his painā¦. He was confusedā¦ he took one step back but geet ran to him and dashed in his arm sobbing hardā¦. His hands were hanging in the air either side of him.. he doesn't know what to doā¦ he saw her crying hugging his chestā¦. Her each mourn was leaving him brokenā¦. Maanā¦ I LOVE YOUā¦..
He closed his eyes and hugged her tightā¦. All these yr of yearning left both of them exhausted.. both shed tears holding each otherā¦. His pain has left her brokenā¦ all this yr both had suffered a lot but now when they met they can't even say the truth,, because destiny is playing a game with themā¦. Both didn't said anything but held each other tightā¦.
After sometime both broke the hugā¦ā¦
Maan: Sorryā¦. But gee kept her palm on his mouth where her tears were still flowingā¦. He kissed her palmā¦ she closed her eyes and took out her palmā¦. He kissed her eyes one by oneā¦ then her cheeks cupping her face in his palmā¦. I missed u so muchā¦ she stares at his eyes and all she saw craving for herā¦. she slowly comes forward and sealed his mouth with herā¦.
He closed his eyes feeling her after like agesā¦. She kissed him with all her strengthā¦. She nibble his lower lips passionately, she was loving his closeness,, his holding her by slipping his hand on her waist and tugged her close to his body was giving her reliefā¦ the yearing was showing in the kissā¦ he rolled his tongue in her mouth feeling her honey nectar deepā¦ her tears rolled down, tears of yearning grief for letting him suffer aloneā¦
She crushed his lips with her where her hands were securely wrapped around his neck pulling him more closeā¦.he sucks her lips for the last time and end the kiss with a peckā¦
Maan: I love u too he whisper against her lipsā¦. I missed u geet,, I missed u so muchā¦.
Both hugged feeling each other presence in their arms oblivious with the storm that is waiting for them the next momentā¦.
Precap: breaking Downā¦..
Now tell me is this enough painful or should I give u more to feel maan's painā¦ now I guess who were saying they want geet with veerā¦ umm they will be a little confuse who geet should go nowā¦ ok I admit I m not so good expressing in emotion, I tried my best to potray maan's pain, and when I was writing few tears spilled out.. I m such a cry babyā¦.
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