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Part 7A

I shut my eyes tight to brush away her thoughts ...the pair of chocolate eyes demanding answers for their numerous questions... I tried pressurizing my eyes more to wipe away that painful stare within them'.But like every other time I failed..I opened my eyes wide... I took the sunlight in... I just wanted it to wipe off everything that troubled me...I drank the sunlight as much as i could with my eyes... Bt it didn't help ... I gave up... I ran my eyes throughout the room...i could sense her presence around... I could see her dragging those curtains and stretching her hands beautifully ' despite of the flood of tears in the night her sweet smile that always curved along her lips greeting the morning' the pillow next to me where she used to bury her face hiding her tears from me every night... Her sweet smell still lingers around the room... The broken mirror in which she always avoided to look into... Ohh gosh!! It was only me who sent her away..and now I was trying to find her in almost and every possible thing' I wiped the fresh tears that streamed down my eyes.. For me the time was stopped then and there when she left without even saying a word to me.. I didn't know what I wanted her to say.. but her silence sliced my heart for thousand times in that short span of time'

I buried my face in mom's lap letting my tears go .. I didn't want them to stop now'neither Mom stopped me to do so.. She just held me there in her lap and tapped my back' Her embrace felt like heaven for that time' Neither had she said anything nor me'I cried out loud while she kept tapping my back' a good time passed as we stayed there same' then she made me face her' She said wiping my tears'

"Betaji.. aaj main apko rone se rokne wali nahi.. Aap jitna mann kare ro lena'.Par beta ek baat yaad rakhna iss situation se deal karna mushkil jaroor hoga but impossible nahi hain' Reyaansh ne jobhi kiya sahi kiya.. tum dono ko ek dusre ko thoda tym dena chahiye.. khaas kar ke Reyaansh ko' betaji'. Usne apne life ke 7 years kho diye hain.. jabhi who aapko rote dehte honge unhe kitna hurt hota hoga.. How weak he must be feeling when he couldn't recognize his own wife' aap unhe thoda time dijiye.. main janati hoon Kriya woh sab incidents jaroor bhul gaye honge but whatever he had felt for you.. he won't forget it this easily.. Just give him some time to finally reach his heart'"

I hugged her tightly... She made my wounds open but she slowly did blow some air over them' Her embrace made me feel somewhat lighter' Mom always knew everything about me' my slight pain had always made her anxious but every other time she didn't fell to gave me all the strength I needed then' her gentle touch that bestowed upon me whenever I needed' those words in her dear voice touched me.. They worked on me as intended by her' Just a little nod drenched in tears was all I could do then' and I knew she understood what I wanted to say'

"Chalo ab yeh medicines le lo aur jaldi se so jao'." She said tapping my head lightly' I took the medicines and kept my head on her lap and embrace her' I just wanted to be there holding her' It felt nice to be there close to my dear one' After so long I had a embrace around me which knows me' it didn't ask me questions.. or neither it does demand any answers.. It just took me inside making me feel lighter' though the peculiar pain still present there inside my heart I felt better being there in the secure and loving embrace' and to the effect of the medicines I dozed off'

It was 1 o' clock in the night when the effect of the medicine started fading away and I opened my eyes' I looked around' Mom was sleeping next to me.. I shut my eyes trying to sleep but resuming was nearly impossible' I turned and tossed in the bed trying to brush away the thoughts but that didn't help at all' the pain that fills me didn't let me move on.. It just dragged me behind every time I tried to do so' it was like a bad dream I can't wake myself up from. He refused to recognize me.. he refused to accept my love... What do I do? Where do I go from here? There was peculiar pain in my heart, pain that filled me, pain that didn't go away' Pain of emptiness' I was left with my dreams and my time in shadows with him' I'm left with memories of the time we spent together... I always walked down the memory lane in a hope to meet my Rey who loved me, whose eyes twinkled whenever I was caught in them, whose lips curved to smile whenever he spotted me around'. Whose whole world was around me' No.. not around me for him the world meant only me' Whose anxious eyes trying to find me when they missed my sight' I sighed.. Now there he was miles away from me '.I had been playing those past incidents in my mind again and again' Everything about that night was real and too eloquent for words. I didn't remember speaking or listening, I just remember 'feeling'. I remember the stars and the cool breeze. Everything about that night was stunning, the glow on his face'the fluttering butterflies inside me..

We were in Goa for our IndiaFest.. it was our third year to perform on that stage.. Our entire team "The Louians " was there.. We were practicing the entire day' It was 2 year been in a relation with Reyaansh' those days were purely magical when the rest of the group newly find that we were in a relation.. the teasing game.. making us blush hard with mentioning of each other'making us stay alone everywhere we go' mentioning both of us as Kriyaansh.. It was purely blissful' It was something that could be hardly put into words' It was like a early morn dawn'just like the beautiful colors that spread across the horizon defining the beautiful journey ahead'It was indeed a beautiful journey'.

In Goa we were staying in cottage near the beach.. The cottage was 2 storey building with 4 bedrooms and a spacious living room.. It had open terrace above with sea view' No doubt the Cottage was beautiful but the terrace was the best part of it' We stayed there for 4 days' We reached before 2 days of the performance.. We had to practice a lot as it was our third year to perform there.. and with the last 2 year's performances we had set a level of expectations and that year we had to cross that level'

It was the second day of our being in Goa'The entire day we rehearsed vigorously.. We polished our every step'every move' everything was fine tuned' We were going well with the choreography'everything was up to the mark..I was happy as we were working hard for the performance' I being a team leader was looking at every possible aspect to get the best from my team' But I was missing something.. The entire day I was busy with all the preparation so did he.. It was 11 o' clock in the night.. we were still practicing.. Boys were practicing on their hip hop stunts while we girls were polishing our piece of music.. I sat down on the floor watching Neha and Simmi doing their steps as I was too tired with enire day's rehearsals.'I was feeling exhausted' I took the sipper and drank some water' I looked at the corner of the terrace where boys were practicing'I ran my eyes through that corner searching for him' there he was sitting at the corner.. he was looking down.. I thought he must be tired'everyone was but he seemed to be low' I didn't get anything.. I was about to get up and walk up to him when Neha called me

"Kriya, yeh step dekho na barabar nahi ho raha??"

My eyes were still on him' As Neha called me he looked up' Our eyes met and locked into each other' he was sad.. I looked at him questioningly.. But he didn't say anything he just nodded.. Neha dragged me to her side.. But my eyes still stuck there on him' He looked like innocent kid who lost his teddy bear.. I couldn't decide to adore him for that innocence or to be angry with him that he wasn't telling me why was he upset.. Neha again dragged me forcefully.. I came back to senses and looked at her'She asked me to watch her doing the step and tell her that what she was doing was right or wrong?? I couldn't even watch her properly doing the step as my mind was somewhere else.. She snapped her finger in front of my eyes..

"Kriya dhyaan kaha hain tumhara? Batao mujhe yeh thik hain ya nahi?"

"um'um' Arre nahi yeh thik nahi hain wait I'll show you.."

And I did the step' I wanted her to fasten up as I wanted to go there and ask him why he was so down. But by the time she made me free from herself he was moved from there'. Where did he go? I quickly went towards the boy's corner

"Swayam, tumne rey ko dekha?"

"Abhi tho yahi tha.. pata nahi kaha chala gaya?"

"tumhe nahi pata' ok you carry on ." and I went down stairs'

I thought he must have gone to his room.. I fastened towards his room.. The door was open.. I quickly went inside.. he was lying there on the bed'

"Rey tum yaha ho? Main kab se tumhe dhoondh rahi hoon.. " I walked towards him saying that'

He didn't move a bit' He was facing the other side' As he didn't answer I thought he must be sleeping'

"So gaye'itni jaldi' Abhi abhi tho tum room mein aaye the.. itni jaldi so gaye..Ab kya karoo baath bhi nahi ho payi'" I sensed he wasn't sleeping.. I went to the other side to check' his eyes were closed but I thought he wasn't sleeping' But then he was tired so I chose not to disturb him' I sighed and left the room'

I was sharing a room with Vishakha and Neha.. I came back to room when both of them were getting freshen up.. I flung myself on bed thinking about the chain of incidents that happened throughout the day.. Thinking about all the incidents that occurred I realized he tried to get some time for us alone but every time we ended up getting surrounded with the rest of the gang' "hey universji yeh kya kar diya maine' Bechare Rey ne kitni koshish ki mujhse akele mein milne ke liye aur main jhalli samajh hi nahi payi' Arrrghhh'Yeh kya kar diya maine.. ab Subah hote hi mujhe sabse pehle Rey se milna hoga'kahi woh issi baat pe mujhse naraaz tho nahi??? Marr gayi!!!"

"Kriyaa'. Kriyaaa'Kya soching tum.. jao freshn up ho jao aur so jao jaldi subah jaldi uthnaa hain rehearsals ke liye'" Neha practically yelled at me' I came back to senses and hurried towards the closet to get my clothes' I picked up the clothes and was on my way to washroom when my phone rang.. It was mom on the phone.. After talking on phone I straight away went to washroom.. It was 1.30 in the night..

I went to have my bath...thoughts kept coming into my head... the worry lines on his face that I saw were making me worried about him... suddenly the night seemed to be longer ... i wanted the night to end fast so that i could meet him in the morning.. my hands kept moving mechanically doing their work with the train of my thoughts running ahead...but my train of thought stopped abruptly as i couldn't find my clothes there...ohh crap... I forgot them on the dresser... i cursed myself...
"neha..vishakha.."

"Neha.. mere kapde bahar reh gaye hain..Neha'"

"yeh dono jhalliya so tho nahi gayi' Ohh Universji'."
i tried to call them but they didn't respond... I slowly opened the door to find them sleeping peacefully... who won't get tired and fast asleep after a day full of heavy rehearsals...? It was only me jhalli who was bathing in the night at 1 O'clock and wasn't sleepy at all having is his thoughts in mind'After all they had said it "Pyaar mein neend udd jaati hian"' I was helpless.. I decided to go out and take my clothes.. as it is I had the towel wrapped around me' two of them were sleeping and the door was closed so I stepped out of the bathroom.. The dresser was just opposite to the main door.. I quickly reached up to there' I was about to pick the clothes when I heard the door getting opened'I turned back with my heart racing to the jet speed' It was him standing outside the door' My mind surrendered' body frozen' heart?? It was already stopped watching him standing at the door' Our eyes locked into each other' some moments passed' He shut the door behind and locked it' He came closer to me... His eyes still locked with mine though they could have escaped from my eyes to my body which was half naked that time' I could hear his heart beating loud..so did mine.. I couldn't understand what was he up to??? I was scared to bits' He released my wet hair that was tied up with another towel.. and wrapped it around my upper body' I couldn't read his expression ' I looked at the towel that he wrapped around me'

"Now go inside and wear your clothes!!" He practically shouted at me in whispering voice' I couldn't understand anything.. I quickly picked the clothes from the dresser and went inside' Why did he shout at me? What did I do? I quickly wear my clothes.. And came outside' It was so embarrassing to even look into his eyes now'

"Have you lost it kriya?"

"maine kya kiya??"

"Door was open and you were roaming around the room with your towel on'"

"Rey aap galat samajh rahe ho.. Mujhe nahi pata tha ki door open hain ..maine Neha ko kaha tha door band karne ke liye..aur main apne clothes bahar bhul gayi thi..isiliye mujhe aisehi bahar aana pada'"

"But you should be careful na koi bhi andar aa sakta tha.. yeh tho thik tha ki main hi tha.. agar boys mein se dusra koi hota tho?"

"Rey ab itni raat ko kaun aayega humare room mein? Aur waise bhi ismein meri koi galati nahi thi'"

"TUmhari kaha koi galti hoti hain baatcutter.. pagal tho main hoon jo subah se tumse milne ki koshish kar raha hoon'"

"Rey aap please gussa mat hona.. Main bhi kya karati aaj purra din kaise nikal gaya pata hi nahi chala'"

"Haan haan duniya mein tho sirf tum akeli hi bisy ho.. hume tho kuch kaam hi nahi hain na tumhe yaad karne ke siva.."

"Rey yeh aap kya bol rahe ho?? Mera aisa matalab nahi tha.."

"chhodo jaane do .. main kyun aaya tumse milne yaha?? Main jata hoon"

"Matlab aap abtak soye nahi the? Aur jab main aayi thi tab?"

"Mujhe tumse koi baat nahi karni'" he yelled at me.. Neha's sleep got disturbed' He pulled me closer and took me behind the closet' My eyes forgot to blink' I kept looking at him.. We were inches apart from each other' He was peeping from the side of the closet to check if Neha resumed her sleep or not.. he turned his face to look at me.. Our eyes locked... The strand of my wet hair came on my face disturbing our eye lock.. he looked at the wet strand and took it in his hand to pin it behind my ear.. But suddenly he left it.. and released his other hand that was holding my slender waist into it.. I was shocked to see him like that.. he moved away.. His pout made me realize that my kiddo was mad at me.. I slapped my forehead and grinned at his innocence.. He was such a kiddo at times' His mock anger was caught.. He was walking out of the room'

"Rey'" I called him.. and that wasn't whispering call' Neha's sleep again got disturbed.. she moved again in her place.. but thanks to the vigorous rehearsals that we did that day she was too tired to wake up' I didn't bother about her'But it was alarm for us..as if we would have caught together then these people would get another chance to tease us to the hell'

I quickly reached up to him and dragged him along with me.. I was holding his hand tight till we reach the terrace.. As soon as we reached there he took his hand away that I was holding'

"yaha kyun layi ho mujhe'?" he yelled'

"Shhh'." I placed my finger on his lips'

He looked at my finger that was touching his lips' He moved it away and turned back.. I pulled him back by his shoulder and made him turn to my side..

"Rey meri baat tho suno." I caught my ears with both my hands'

"Dekho ab maine kaan bhi pakad liye'ab tho mujhe maaf kar dijiye'"

He didn't even look at me..

"Rey aap please mujhse baat kijiye na' Accha koi bhi saja sunaiye.. main woh kar doongi but please aise chhup mat rahiye.."

To my fate finally he looked at me.. I sighed..

"Achcha?? Jo main kahoonga karogi??"

"haan haan kyun nahi.. jo aap kahe kar doongi'"

"Thik hain fir.. Kiss me!!"

"What?"

"Kyun abhi tho keh rahi thi kuch bhi kar sakti ho'"

"nahi nahi yeh main nahi kar sakti.. aap kuch dusri saja suna do"

"Ab yehi tumhari sajaa hain,'karna hain tho kar do.. warna main ja raha hoon'"

"Aa..aap aisa kyun kar rahe hainmere saath Rey.. yeh tho black mail hain.."

"Achcha main karu tho black mail.. aur tum jo humesha mere saath karti ho who kya hain? Neha aagayi thi.. mom ne call kiya tha.. Vishakha chhod nahi rahi thi' Swayam ne bulaya tha' Sharon se baat kar rahi thi.. Ohh god kitne saare reasons' Pata nhi yeh Goa ka tour khatam kab hone wala hain. Jab se yaha aaya hoon thik se baat bhi nahi ho payi tumse'"

He looked so cute when he yelled at me .. his tiny nose dancing to the rhythm of his words'

I controlled myself and

"But Rey ismein meri kya galti hian?"

"Tumhari koi galati nahi hain Miss Dehradun galati tho ye MR. India ki hian jo sab doston mein main tumhe dikhayi hi nahi deta'"

"Rey aap agalat samajh rahe ho.."

"baatcutter ' mujhe pata hain tum apni baton mein mujhe fasaogi.. but ab main tumhari baton mein nahi aanewala' agar baat karni hain tho pehle kiss karo..warna main ja raha hoon mujhe neend aa rahi hain.."

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Part 7B

He was walking away.. The time slowed down' or his walk I couldn't decide.. but I was least bother about that.. Whatever he said was true.. I always ended up being wrong to him whenever it came for my friends.. But A KISS was definitely a big deal for me.. I never thought of Kiss even in my dreams till that night.. But he didn't seem to be joking when he said that.. He was damn serious.. I thought what if he really stops talking to me.. Ohh No.. Even that thought made me scared' It was almost 2 years of our relationship and we haven't kissed yet.. It might be unbelievable to everyone.. But he never complained about it to me.. He always understood me before I could say it.. He was such a sweet heart.. But now that he was asking me for a kiss.. he must have something in mind.. And if he thought this was the right time then I didn't want to disappoint him saying No ' I decided.. and ran behind him.. he was still at the door.. I wonder how the time was pacing so slow for him'

I turned him to face me' I kept looking into his eyes which twinkled as I stopped him'

"um..um.. R..Rey.. m ready" My eyes quickly escaped from the eye lock'

"What?"

"um..hummm"

"Kriya are you sure?"

"hummm"

He hugged me tight.. I couldn't understand anything'but that lovely embrace made me melt into it' It was so blissful to be in his arms as if I got my place back where I belong to'

"baatcutter.. who kya kehti ho tum.. jh..jhalli ho tum bilkul' "

He said slapping my hair softly..

"Itni jaldi maan gayi..arre main tho bass check kar raha tha ki kya sachhi tum mere liye kuch bhi kar sakati ho? But tumhe kuch prove karne ki jarurat nahi hain.. I know ki tum mere liye kuch bhi kar sakati ho.. aur rahi kiss ki baat tho'woh tum mujhe tabhi karna when you want to.. I can'"

I broke the hug and placed my finger on his lips blocking his words' I looked into his surprised eyes.. we kept staring each other' I knew it better what I wanted to do next' I just wanted him to know that I really do want him in that moment' Our heartbeats keep on racing with each other.. They were so loud that they could convey our feelings to each other without words' he pulled me closer with his hand around my waist.. the naughty wind around displaced my wet hair and some of the strands came on my face.. He pinned them behind my ear.. butterflies fluttered in my stomach' He quickly closed the distance between us kissing my forehead.. I shuddered with excitement.. His touch sent shiver down my spine' It filled the air around us with pure magic' My legs soon turned into jelly' He started planting kisses form my neck to my shoulder leaving trail of Goosebumps.. I tilted my neck inviting him to explore as I couldn't stop myself from the pure desire running into my veins.. I shut my eyes as I was lost in the another world of ecstasy.. the moments were melting slowly into our intimacy.. his lips roamed freely on my neck and shoulder feeling the soft skin beneath it' I wrapped my hand around his neck cradling myself against his chest as standing on my own legs was getting impossible with every second' He stopped and I opened my eyes'He looked into my eyes' I gulped and stared into those chocolate eyes burning in passion.. my anticipation was on verge.. his eyes went down on my lips.. and stuck there'But he didn't move further.. I recollected he had said he want me to kiss him when I want to' I took deep breath.. Blinked my eyes slowly.. I closed his eyes with my palm.. and looked at him' He stood there waiting for my lips to meet with his' I slowly moved forward and closed the gap' The moment I touched my lips with his, he soon took them into his' The warm touch of burning sensation within them took both of us to another planet' he slowly nudged my mouth open and slid his tongue inside.. His every action was making me shy.. Whatever was happening was beyond my imagination.. but it was pure pleasure to have him in that moment.. Soon over tongues entwined with one another' I caressed his hair conveying how I wanted him in that second' I was melting away with each and every moment' we kissed until we gasp for air... We broke the kiss and looked into each other's eyes.. One could have seen the steam pouring off us.. I couldn't look into his eyes longer and lowered my lashes.. He grinned at touch the crimson shade that appeared on my cheeks.. He kissed my forehead' and touched his forehead with mine.. I lifted my lashes up slowly to look into his eyes'I cradled against his chest with my hands wrapped around his neck'and his hand wrapped around my waist'We kept staring each other for didn't know how long.. We kissed for the first time taking our relationship on another level.. It was one of the magical moments of my life'I had read somewhere that "When passion takes a grip, a kiss locks two humans together in an exchange of scents, tastes, textures, secrets and emotions"

And I did exchange each of it with him that night' It bestowed the intoxicating felling of happiness on both of us..

It had been almost 7 years after that incident but it seemed to be a early morn dream.. How I wished the time could have stopped then and there' But destiny had brought us here apart from each other.. One soul broken into pieces'saying this word to myself hurts me like hell..It was bitter but the truth' tears kept flowing breaking me down into pieces.. I kept gathering those pieces to get shattered again and again'.

I got up from the bed and started walking in no direction.. I didn't fear of darkness anymore.. the one that I bear inside me was more darker than one that surrounded the room'

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiXVNwMdq3A&feature=related play this song and read further..i am not describing the lyrics..but it suits the situation here..so put it on the background..)

The medicines that I took was no more effective now..the emptiness that she left there nehind her was haunting me'It didn't let me sleep.. I got up from the bed and walked out of the room' every corner of the house bear your presence.. the floor that you walked on, the door that you peeped from.. the greenery here that has your mark on..(remember Kriya's fav color and the kriyansh mansion where almost everything is in the shade of green) .. the fluttering music companion that you turned on'(She used to put the music on whenever she used to be alone in the living room)'everything cries out loud to get you back' I wish I could do so' Her feminine figure appeared in front of my eyes' I forwarded my hands towards it' but it disappeared as soon as I touched it' Tears streamed down my eyes'I walked back to bedroom and sat on bed.. I was helpless.. After those dreadful events that had happened in last few months.. I had lost my faith on god.. But I wanted to try every possible thing' And I did pray to god that he makes her well as soon as possible' didn't know how much time passed... I lay back on the bed'and surrendered myself to my miseries' letting them made me bleed till they want' I shut my eyes closed'.

It was blind darkness.. Suddenly a ray of light and her hand slipped from my hold'again it faded into the darkness.. i was sitting on my knees with tears in my eyes' again it faded into darkness' she turned back..Someone dragged her'.. again the darkness'

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