A Life For You_MaanEet SS_Thd 1 - Page 17

you were a fairy of my dreams descended down the earth from that angelic heavens to fulfill each and every dream of mine

but I failed to fulfill even your small wishes
your small dreams

Your Maan is a failure Geet...The Great Maan Singh Khurana is a big time failure
I failed again my ownself
my ego, attitude, power took tool on my heart and emotions
I failed against destiny

How could he ever give her enough to make up with every mistake, every pain, every hurt he bestowed on her without any mistake or flaw of her?

How could he ever do anything to repent his every dead he did his every misconceptions or error..!! Not even all the worlds love would ever be enough against hers...not even if he kills himself a thousand lives would ever redo the pain he gave her

Tears weren't stopping, his long stored anguish, anger, guilt was pouring out without bonds today..!!

She have accepted everything from him..!! Anything... Without caring about the world..!! What would they say..!! What would they think... Why…everything was shallow for her whenever it came to him

Geet…jaan please…please come back to me…he whispered

his voice was fading way... Barely could speak... his Geet was nowhere near him to embrace his all sorrows his all grief

The thought what he have done to her started to eat him within... Steered to kill him...

Maan couldn't take it anymore…He bowed his face in shame...His heart screamed to feel her presence near him…His heart cried to be touched by her love...

The remorse... It was only the beginning...It will hunt him every second, every minute, every day.

He cried... & cried...

He remembered the time she gave her the best news of his life but he reacted cold like always in her matter he was cold that day even now he was repenting every moment he lost every thought he shrugged now he can do nothing else then repenting

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He was making some modal of a house for a presentation, engrossed in his work completely when she enters with a full flashed smile on her face…happiness was oozing out with her every gesture

She was really happy that day…out of this world…no emotion was bigger than the spark the joy in her eye

Maan…she screamed in her joy hugging him from back tightly showing her love in her very gesture

He stopped doing his work and moved back looking at her eyes holding her waist…what..??he asked nuzzling close to her neck

Maan I have a news for you…she said full of enthusiasm playing with his shirt buttons

Geet will you please make it fast I have an important meeting lined up…he traced his fingers under her saree blouse

Making patterns on her belly..she felt week in her knees as if she will fall with her own weight now

She slightly opens her eyes to see his handsome face with a desire in his black lost eyes…

Wo…she saw the modal in front of her…wait…she freed herslelf from his embrace to move towards the modal…with her sudden pull maan felt a sudden emptiness and in frustration he saw towards her

She took two statues kept aside the modal in placed it in middle of the modal of the house

What..?? He asked in a baffled way

She pointed at one you…and then pointed at other me…she said with a glittery eyes

So…he asked in confusion

Then she placed another small statue in the middle and bowed down feeling shy…when she wasn't getting any answered she looked up just to encounter his still confused expression

Hayee baba ji main kyaa karu inka….she rolled her eyes and showed him the papers in her hands

And whispered slightly in his eyes…papa your baby is on the way and hugged him tight feeling flushed hiding her dark blush

He couldn't comprehend how to react…he wasn't prepared but was happy…but didn't knew how to show…or shall I say what to show

He reciprocated her hug lost in his own Terence and said that's good…

She broke with her response,..She thought at least now he will change…he will show her emotions but yet again she failed

But she hides her disappointment and smiled meekly not showing him her broken heart and torn away dreams

Ok take care of yourself I will meet you tonight…I really need to rush now…inform me everything and progress in night…he rushed out keeping aside her file and quickly pecking hwr forehead

Mishthy…if you need anything inform Nakul he will bring you everything…saying so he barged out of the room

Leaving a broken shattered geet behind…without giving a second look to her

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The tears weren't enough at all…He felt his heart would die any minute soon with the rapid heart beats... He will die…Every word.. Every dead…Every mistake...Only told him how much he might have hurt her...How much he have broken her every second, every minute

How much she loved him that she never complained back...He cried louder

Each word perched maan's heart…His geet was there...Right there...She waited for him…Every second…Every moment... She waited for him...

He cried...but his tears were endless...He wanted geet with him...He wanted his geet to be there…He wanted her love...How selfish he is... Worthless... He does not deserve anything

But yet he wanted her right this moment to sooth his tormenting bleeding heart…

He sat on the floor…

Crying...

Maan hide his face in his palms...Crying...Screaming...His mind was speechless with how much his geet ever loved him… What he was to her...

What have he done...

I LOVE YOU…how could he tell her those love is precious to him…It worth more than any love... A mere word of "love" it's nothing compare to her emotion... Its nothing...

Maan's breath left him... His heart was refusing to beat further... Not any more...

There first kiss...to there first hug…

From there first fight…to first time she made it up with him

Everything flashed like a projector in front of his eyes

He cried…closing his eyes... Tears were rolling down his eyes...Endless tears of remorse, pain, regrets... His heart was in pain...

maan cried louder...wish I did... Wish I have listened to you…Wish I never did anything to hurt you ever... Why can't I turn this clock back? Why can't I have those time back and redo my mistakes...Why it haunts me day & night…I want to die geet…I want to leave this world... Why don't you punish me? Why you left me here... Why don't you kill me...I can't take this pain anymore please come back to me punish me kill me do whatever you want but please once come back to me

Maan lay on the floor... Surrounded by every pain, every guilt, every hurt...He wanted to burn them down... Burn everything down... & burn himself with the scotching fire of hell...Kill him…

He was brought back from his world of grief…

Sir we need your signs please…

We need to operate soon…please fill the forms

He whipped off his tears and looked at the blank papers…he filled it and stopped just before the portion where he was suppose to mention to choose between geet or their child

He without any single thought signed it for Geet…he can loose anything but not his Geet…NOT ANYMORE

Nurse left with the papers and tears again made there way down falling like a stream

Sorry…please don't hate me jaan I can't afford to loose you at any cost…please mishthy

Life plays! It's a game! Trick! Anything you want to name it..!! It's not simple, or cup of tea..!! I hugged himeslf tighter & tighter…hurting his bleeding heart

My mistake was endless but I count myself lucky that I even have a wife who once loved me madly, unconditionally, but I am the most unluckiest person who failed to recognize it

The room was dark like me... Filled with the shade of black..!! Only light he wanted was his geet. She was my light even in the darkness..!!

Will I be able to keep it..!! he thought

Precap: A good and a bad news😳🤢

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please please please dont bash me...

please...

again the same thing if there are a few to throw juties den f9 but if more

m gnna get underground den 😳

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