MJHT FF! feelings on fire! part 31 pg 138 - Page 30

even i shivered writing this part! but m sorry frnds! story ahd to proceed in its own way and pace... hope u will bear with me... however i guess most of u will guess the past now!

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PART 12

Nupur called Gunjan and listening to her voice, she felt soothed for the first time since last night.

Nupru: " Gunjan… Nupur here.. kese ho?"

She sounded weak and as usual gunjan was quick to notice it.

Gunjan: " kya hua tmne? Aur ye jiju ka number hai?"

Nupur: " han! But there is no need to call him that!"

Gunjan: " acha baba! Ye batao how r u? kya hua? Raat ko…"

Nupur: (cutting in) "kuch nahe hua… he wants me willingly and that is something he is never going to get that! And I m fine!"

Gunjan: " han yeah right *f.i.n.e*!"

Nupru smiled inspite of herself.. this was their joke! Gunjan had once told Nupur another meaning of fine- F.I.N.E., (F)alling apart, (I)nsecure, (N)eeding help, (E)verything's wrong. I'm definitely "Fine"

Nupur: " aur kya karoon Gunjan?"

Gunjan: " Nupur please ab over react mat karma, but the truth is, jiju could have done anything with u but he made sure u were married first. Abhe bhe he want ur consent…"

Nupru: " Gunjan if u are trying to take his side then.."

Gunjan: " mein side nahe le rahe Nupur! but the truth is that u r his legally wedded wife now!"

Nupur: " han to? I cant forget what he did to me! And my parenst? Unka kya?"

Gunjan: " ok choro ye sb! How are u feeling?"

Nupur: " I puked today! And have fever!"

She stated in plain words!

Gunjan: " and u said u were fine?"

Nupur: "acha na now don't scold please! Aur suno mein tmen baad mein call karoon ge! Abeh I guess I should sleep!"

Gunjan: "ok ! but take care ok?"
Nupru: " I will! U too take care! Bye Gunjan! And thanks! For always being there!"

Before Gunajn could scold her for being formal , she disconnected the phone and lied down.

Gunjan was right about whatever she said, but Nupur could never forgive him, never…

She was about to doze off when the phone rang. Picking it up she read, "office".

Thinking it could be important call, she dragged herself and got out of bed to go in search of mayank.

She stepped out of room and realized the house was pretty big and spacious. As mayank had directed, she turned and knocked on the door, to be greeted by his voice, " come in!".

She entered the room and found him staring at her. his stare always baffled her, irritated her but nonetheless made her felt as if he could see right through those cloths.

Nupur: " ur mobile.. call from office."

She handed him the mobile and looked away…

He took it quietly and attended the cal, while she looked around to find she was standing in his study.

It was decorated with shelves of books, and inspite of her fascination for books , she decided she should leave. However just as she turned, she felt an arm around her and still talking on phone , mayank pulled her closer.

Nupur glared at him and tried to move away but he was stronger.

Hugging her from back, mayank kept on giving orders on the phone, while his hands caressed her waist…and his mouth blew air on her neck…

Soon he was done with the call and disconnecting it, he handed the phone back to Nupur, " now u can call…"

Nupur: " I already called Gunjan! Now if only u would leave me…"

Nupur was cut in mid sentence when his mobile rang again. With a sudden change of expression, he excused and left the room, leaving Nupru all alone. Having no intension of following him out, and being recaptured by him, she stayed in the study for a while.. it was greatly calming to have those books around her.. she surfed them and came across one that interested her.. she decided to ask mayank if she could have it, meanwhile , she sat on the study table and skimmed through the book.

Within a minute, mayank was back and nupur quickly got up, " mein ye book le loon?"

Mayank didn't even glance in the direction of the book and said, " suit urself…"

Nupur picked the book and was about to leave when he stood in her way, " m I not getting anything in return?"

Nupur: " oh so that is it! I will have to give my bdy for this book?" handing out his book, " I don't need it.."

Mayank:" but I need u!"

With this he placed his arms around her and pulled her so her body touched his. Soon his lips were placed on hers and she felt the same helplessness took over.. she couldn't fight any more, she had no courage for that.. she just stayed there , without responding, waiting for him to leave her…

Mayank: " are u feeling alright?"

He looked up at her with a dazed expression..

Nupur: " I m too exhausted to fight any longer!"

Mayank held her in his arms, and kissed her neck, " does it mean I can have my way with u today?"

Nupur: " u already did! U married me last night if u remember…"

Maaynk: " Point made… I …"

But again his mobile rang and groaning, he picked it up, " its ur parenst.. they wanted to know if u were pregnant!"

Nupur flinched, " what did u say?"

Maayank: " the truth!"

Nupur: " can u please explain?"

Mayank: " first let me attend the call kid!"

And with this he again left the room… too weak to even stand, she placed a hand on the study table for support and accidentally a file fell.. picking it up, Nupur realized it wasn't a file, it was more of a diary… with blue velvet cover, the diary seemed royal.

on a sudden impulse she picked the diary, only to find, a picture fell from it, picking it up, she found a lady in early 20's looking back at her.. she was extremely beautiful, but her eyes seemed blank, lifeless… Nupur kept on staring at the pic for a long time, not realizing mayank was back.

Mayank: " I don't remember giving u permission to go through my personal things."

She heard the anger visible in his voice but she had a sudden urge to fight back.. she wanted to know the woman, strange but she did.

Nupur: "I don't remember giving u permission to make my life hell, but u did that, pretty amazingly!"

Mayank: " give the diary back!"

Nupur: " by all means… btw who is she? Another victim of urs?"

Maynk: " none of ur business!"

He was fuming and Nupur knew, she was stepping into hot waters, but she had this sudden adventurous strike in her…

Nupur: (ignoring his last statement) she is very beautiful! Wonder what happened? U got bored of her?"

Mayank: (glaring at her) " mind ur tongue kid!"

Nupr: " why ? oopss! Seems like I hit a soft nerve han? Don't worry I wont tell anyone! U can tell me, u got bored of her right? or was she unable to satisfy ur lus…"
but before Nupur could complete her sentence he took a step towards her and placed his arms around her shoulders, too tightly that it hurt.
Nupr: " ouch! U are hurting me!"

Mayank: " I said shut up!"

He shook her and leaving her , he held out his hand , "give me the picture!"

Nupr handed it to him and watched him move away.. he was almost on the door when she called out, " I wonder what u did to her to make her eyes look so empty..as if she had lost her soul... was she ur mistress?"

Mayank didn't turn around and Nupur's mind knew that she should stop but the words in her mouth did escape her, " or was she ur wh**e? just like u wanted me to be!"

Nupur didn't see mayank's face at his back was towards her, but she still felt his body stiff, and soon he turned towards her, with blood in his eyes, and he moved closer… " u have no idea what a wh**e is! But tonight I will tell u exactly , what it actually means!"

He picked her up in his arms and inspite of her fights he made his way to their bedroom…

He threw her on the bed and before she could run away, he was on top of her, pinning her down.

Nupur: " let go of me damnit!"

Mayank: " u think I wanted u to be a wh**e ? my wh**e?"

He placed his lips on hers and assaulted her mouth…

Nupur : " leave me u bas***d!"

Nupur felt mayank stiff again, but then he looked down at her and replied, "u finally know the real mayank! Then what good is waiting any longer? A bas***d doesn't waits for consents of women to bed them , and specially not his wife."
with this he placed his lips on her neck and left a trail of kisses there… soon after this he moved away and for a moment Nupur thought he would leave her, but instead , he took of his shirt and came back for her again…

Nupru: "leave me!"

She cried but somewhere she herself knew, mayank was beyond listening to her…

She felt his hands on her shirt and realizing his intensions, she tried to move away, but he pulled her back and finally succeeded in taking it off..

Nupur felt his hands all over her bare skin and she felt nausea again, but he didn't even give her time for that… his hands soon followed his mouth and she felt herself baffled with all the new sensations… she felt disgusted… but with him or herself???

He didn't say a word after that but his love bites and roaming hands and mouth said it all.. he was hurt…. She was shocked at her mind for sending such thoughts when he was literally raping her… but somewhere something was wrong! He was making love to her in anger… for what she had said… this sudden realization made Nupur go numb all over… he was doing all this because of what she had said? She felt him over her, and on the last verge of senses… just when he took her, completely and made them turn into one, nupur realized it was she who has drive him to this insanity…. her words… her words about that woman and him…

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