My so boring life
Life was so good when I was a child. As you grow up you face so many difficulties emotional, physical and many more things. I also had these problems from my adolescence but there was a bigger problem in my life my family. A normal mother you know the universal mothers they are all the same over-caring over-protective always stressing over everything always winging about your faults but still you love her so much that was same with me. My father I won't say he is the universal type he is one piece, he was so strict that he never let me stand in the balcony because guys would see me, he never let my bro make any friends in the society because he thought they are not good, I was never allowed to hang out with my friends until my class 9th. That time I only thought he is strict but later on I discovered some more things about him which were horrible. Then comes my bro Sanchit a very good lad we are best of friends. When I was in class 8 I started seeing differences between my parents, they started distancing from each other, or maybe there always was a difference just that I was blind not to see it. After 6 months they moved into different rooms. That is when I realized that my guesses had been true. Then very often my mother used to get beaten by him because she did not agreed on something that father said. I never liked it I cried very often cursing and thinking why I was born into this family couldn't I had been a orphan.
After one year I got used to it and my distraction was my first boyfriend Rahul. Maybe that is why I needed him to distract myself. Some more days passed and that is when I learned about my father's relationship with another woman, I was shattered I cried to Rahul for hours. I always knew my dad didn't had a superb character but this. But we were so afraid of him that we never uttered a word. I still showed him all the respect he was used to. During that period I had my break-up but my already so much messed up life didn't gave me much time to cry on it. And then I transferred to a new school, where I had no friends. Life was just sh*t then. Then came my next relationship Aashu we met on the road we were random strangers we talked he asked for my number and I even gave it I know people might think so low of me but when you are in such positions in life you do such things. And I needed another distraction too so I thought it would be good and it did turned out to be good but as usual some problem cropped up this time it was one of my old friends whose relationship was once ruined due to me so she just snatched away my boyfriend. That is when I made a superb friend group everyone was freaking awesome. In that group I had a very good friend named Romit though he was elder than me he looked more boyish. Within one year we were in a relationship and this time it felt different, more than a distraction. When I was in 12 I decided I would do engineering in biotechnology so after 12th I went to Chennai SRM. Even our long distance relationship worked he was in Hotel Management, IIHM Kolkata the best college for this and that too he got in with scholarship. I was happy but soon he got very busy and I felt the need of a distraction so I made a very good friend almost boyfriend Alakshit. I even told Romit about him and he had no problem he always used to say 'abhi to time hai maistiyo ke liye kar le jitni karni hai'. I smiled at that. Once Romit asked me why I always smile?
'Because when you have so many family problems and you can't tell your friends you need to paste a smile and say everything is fine. That's why after all this years of fake smile they turned into a habit.' I replied him to his question.
Now after I've grown up into a 'I don't give a damn' kind of girl I don't need distraction but that too has turned into a habit being over friendly.
And yeah because I had so many original and almost boyfriend don't have any misconception in your mind I'm still a Virgin.
Edited by katrina_petrova - 14 years ago
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