SR FF DMG3 Phir Bhi Saath Hai Hum Part 85 Page 133 - Page 73

Time had weathered her ever so soft creamy complexion It now seemed a little rough and translucent covered with fine lines. Her eyes which were captivating and attractive which once spoke volumes were now filled with despair and sorrow and a sense of guilt. Sid was amazed with himself as to how he is still able to read her eyes.

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As this part is quite disturbing I would request reader's discretion and all to stop reading if you think its going out of hand.

Please note - These are purely Riddhima's thoughts and memories. Italics are the Riddhima's memories and feelings she experience in yesteryear and Non Italics are her thoughts now in present day.

Part 77

She had been sitting there crouched up in the shower for a long time now. Mostly composed, at times agitated. The water ran over her body freely as she had allowed his hands that night. Her reaction today was no different than what she had felt the morning after that fateful night. The images of the night spent with him had come rushing back to her. She wanted to wipe out those moments and instinctively her had hands moved to erase them from the mirror in front of her forever.

Now also the images of the previous night were tormenting her. She shuddered as they flashed through her mind. She wanted to get rid of them erase them; destroy them and her hands yet again moved to try wiping out their existence from her life. She scrubbed her body hard till it felt sore. That pain was much better than the pain her heart went through when those memories were being created. That night was evoking many emotions in her. What did she feel ...?

'I feel so drained!!! But it's normal to feel so but lifeless. That is not an emotion associated with the act. In fact it leads to creating a life. I was supposed to have been celebrating love last night.'

The person whom she had once loved more than her own life had claimed her the previous night.

'It should have been the most exhilarating moment of my life evoking the most pure emotion - love Yet then why do I feel so ...'.

She had been sitting like this for a couple of hours. The cold water from the shower still ran freely. Yet she did not get enough of it. She hoped the water would wash away all that she felt that night on her body, in her heart and more on her soul ...

'His every touch was making an everlasting wound. That was definitely not love for me. When he was claiming me I felt as if I was corrupting myself. Even though I had given my consent yet I was feeling being violated. My heart being ripped apart my soul being tainted!!!'

She continued to sit there letting the water run over her body till she could not feel herself no more.

That was their first night together She knew there were many more to come.

'I could not have behaved like that always I needed to come to terms with the realities of my life I had to make the effort I would have made that effort I did make that effort'

She would do the small talk at the dinner table or at times in his arms when actually all that she wanted to do was run to a dark corner of the house and cry her heart out.

armaan: 'I am sure tum aaj ki shyam tum kabhi nahi bhul sakti '''..'

Riddhima: 'hmmm that was a lovely dinner date You really took so much trouble'

armaan: 'You know why I did all this ''' cause I love you Basket '''.'

Riddhima: 'hmmm '''

armaan: 'But somehow I don't feel you love me'

Riddhima: 'hmmm huhhh ''. Nahi armaan I do ''.. I do love you'

armaan: 'I know you love me but I was just teasing you'

Riddhima: 'Shut up armaan ''' kuch bhi bholte rehte ho ''.of course '' I ''love '.. you'

'I was getting tired of reaffirming that love to him Ek waqt tha jab maine armaan ko jee jaan se pyaar kiya tha Pyaar mein insaan khud ko kho ke apne aap ko pehechanta hai lekin main uss guzare hua pyaar ko saabit kartey kartey khud ki pehechan bhulti jaa rahi thi '.. apni duniya sabhalte sabhalte sab se kat si jaa rahi thi'

Riddhima stood in front of the mirror in the changing room looking at her reflection. Her stare; long and hard. She often did that standing in front of the mirror. She would attempt to introspect and to understand herself. If possible to find the Riddhima Gupta in her.

She had slowly and steadily hardened over time that now even she could not break in to understand the person she saw in the mirror ahead.

All that she found was a woman staring back at her whom she could not recognize.

These changes were not going unnoticed.

Anjali: Main tumhe poore hospital mein dhoondh rahi thi aur tum yaha ho '''..

Riddhima: Sorry Di ''.. main kuch ''..

Anjali: woh chodo ... armaan tumhe dhoondh raha tha ''. Kuch gift dena ya lene ki baat kar raha tha''.. God he is so upset that he will be away uper se tum bhi gayab thi ''' ohhh

Riddhima: Main ek meeting main busy thi uss waqt '''' later I met him ''' and he has gotten his gift.

Anjali: Riddhima ''are you alright? Is everything fine?

Riddhima: hmmm

Anjali: I know all is fine between the two of you From the looks of it all ' but then why I feel something somewhere is totally amiss I feel somewhere I have lost my Ridzy over these years'. Kya baat hai ...? Would you like to talk?

Riddhima: Kuch nahi hai Di Everything is fine

Anjali: See even armaan said you seem fine there is nothing to worry but I feel tum ek dum katti katti rehne lagi ho It is because of the work pressure increasing or is there something else''?

Riddhima: Kuch nahi hai Di Everything is fine You don't have to worry ''. Main chalti hoon ...todha kaam hai?

Anjali: Riddhima!!! sunn. ''.. just use a little foundation on that '''.. nip on your neck '''.. I mean it looks ''' Do you want me to help?

Riddhima: Main kar loongi

Logo ko sirf sharir pe lagi zakhm dektie hai '''' dil pe jo kha rahi thi woh kisi ko nahi dehka sakti thi ''' Zakhm chupana sheekh gayi thi '' Pehle roke apne mann halka kar leti thi ''' par phir kuch mehsoos hi nahi hota tha '''' na dard, na takleef na gussa, na khushi na gham''''

Lekin akir kar har ek cheez ki had hoti hai ''. Meri zindagi mein mere rishtey aur mera kaam sabse jyada ahemiyat rakte hai ''.. lekin iss ek rishtey ko sambhalte sambhalte baki sabi rishtey aur mera kaam choot te ja rahe the ''.' aur phir mere sabar ka baandh bhi tootta jaa raha tha'' Aur phir armaan ko kya lagega iska kaise react karega uska bhi darr mitt gaya

Riddhima: armaan please ...mein bahoot tak gayi hoon aur kal bhi jaldi jaana hoga ...surgery bhi hai aur most important kal papa ke bhi tests hai I need to be there...regular duty bhi hai ...

armaan: kyu karti ho tum itna kaam delegate karo na...ya phir hire someone else...Dr. Kirti Dr. Shubankar ...good idea you could ask them to join back ...it will be good fun like old times... aur phir sirf tum and main ...

Riddhima: Nahi armaan '.. main yeh nahi kar sakti ''. aur iss topic pe main aur discuss nahi karna chahati ''. main soone jaa rahi hoon '' tum khana kha ke soo javo''

Riddhima: armaan uss ladki ke saath kya kar rahe the...

Jalan ho rahi thi na...mujhe maloom tha...

aisa kuch nahi hai armaan

aisa nahi hai toh kaisa hai ...nahin dekh sakti na tum mujhe kisi aur ke saath ...hai na ...say it ... I like it when you are possessive about me Say it ...

what armaan ???

Say you love me basket

armaan that's not the point ...woh ek intern hai aur tum ek senior doctor professional dayare mein rehna seekho ...it does not portray a good image

What good image mein toh sirf ek prank khel raha tha ...tumhe jalane ke liye ...Mein tumhe bahoot achi tarah janta hoon...

Tumse baat karne ka koi fayada nahi hai ...

Poora waqt diya maine usse. Poora waqt !!!

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heyyy bro

nice part yaar👏

i so hate horman😡

bt nxt update shld b SR n sid shld tel abt Shilpa😳

Originally posted by: aamirkhanfan

awesome update...riddhima is pouring her heart to sid...

Beautiful Update DJ🤗🤗