I mean they said Rose would be that woman Derek would have fallen for had he not met Mer fist and I was like SERIOUSLY? Derek had hundred times more feelings for Addie than he ever EVER had for Rose and when he was with Addie you could tell that he doesn't fele anything for her anymore not in that ways so just imagine how it wld be for Rose when as an audience i got the feleing that damn is bandi se zada toh he was concerned for Addie u know?
and its just amazing...how u know in next epi he was selling his land man...i mean hell so he found naother woman who knew what she wanted from her future and all but now where was he left why wasn't he going and getitng all those things which he wanted form her? why? why was he selling his land HIS LAND the root of his dreams? why was he again turning back into that Derek who he was when he was in NY? he found himself when he met Mer that was the fist time he found his true true self u know that pat of him wich is McDreamy? he got that part first freaking time when he met Mer he isn't McDreamy for every one he is McDreamy for Me coz of Mer I don;t know i just keep going back t that epi when Mer drowned and Denny said u gott o back coz if u don't u would change the very person Derek is and that is exactly what was happening he was letting go of his eternity and if this didn;t come true he would no longer want or believe in it his definition of love eternity magic soul mates asn't in these words or any dictionary no all of these words just had one name one meaning for him MEREDITH GREY without her all of this was just meanigless pointlss...its just beautiful he always knew this naps that he can't ever be happy with any x y z woman even if she is wanting to give him what he wants from Mer HE KNEW IT even when he said that it was just to u know jolt her to give some response to him...but inspite o knowing it he realized and discovered this yet again...its just beautiful