I Can Forget All The Words You Said I Can Forget All The Things You've Done But I Can Never Forget The Way You Made Me Feel This, I feel, is a wonderful depiction of what Geet feels at the moment -- in more ways than you think. This was what she had felt after leaving KM ... and living in Beeji's house. She must've forgotten his words when she was in Amritsar as we had also not seen any flashbacks of his words for a while after she arrived in the home. But the feeling that was left in her heart from his words were still there.
Today we saw her remembering all those beautiful moments they shared with each other both pre and post marriage. I'm also glad she remembered the Dargah where she for the first time felt a strong connection to Maan and realized that she had more than juts feelings for him. Those first three lines I wrote can be applied here as well. She will always remember how he has made her feel, he made her for the first time feel loved, he gave her wings to fly, he supported her, and he showed her dreams and promised her many things.
The tears she silently shed in her bedroom were perhaps a result of her asking herself "Why did it end like this? Where did we go wrong? Why did we have to suffer so much?" .. she had once felt her fate was not destined to have happiness when she was on the terrace collecting dupattas .. she felt her kismat only had troubles in store.
Now that she has Maan back in her life asking for forgiveness and showing her what her heart feels -- which she couldn't deny -- she knows she is fighting a lost battle. She has already surrendered to him in her heart. Not having sufficient time to self-reflect her thoughts on her own, she still holds his words in her heart as well ... not the words, but how they made her feel. But now, when Maan has told her how much he knows she loves him .. she knows she won't be able to hide that fact any longer -- hence telling him to leave (although she made other excuses for it) .. and Maan gives it back saying in those 24 hours she will be back in his arms.
And within those 24 hours we shall see self-thoughts and the realization that she hadn't gotten ample time or reason to do. One way or another she was disturbed .. whether it was her emotional state of mind .. or her Beeji & Co. who had felt they should make decisions for her. She kept quiet .. saw everything that went on around her and finally when her Maan wasn't constantly there to remind her that she loves him ... she will be able to think things through in peace.
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The restlessness she has when she knows he's in pain was beautifully shown. She goes to his room .. sees his bruised back and applies the ointment. Maan being himself quietly enjoys the sensation and feels the love emanating from her touch .. he knows right then that she still loves him and has forgiven.
His monologue in her bedroom was so beautifully shown .. I felt like crying! He wipes her tears knowing too well she was thinking of him before sleeping and is now dreaming of only him. He leaves a letter for her while taking her dupatta -- the one thing that will connect him to her through the 24 hours they will be apart. She gets up with a start and only utters his name -- proving well that she was only dreaming about him.
Now, we will get to see what he has written in the letter .. and her reactions .. and then self-reflection :)
She has every right to be angry with her husband if situations call for it .. it's a wife's right and vice versa. Give her some alone time to think without interruptions and she will be able to reflect upon her heart's calls.. and it only calls for him as his for her.
Tumse Meri Zindagi Shuru Hoti Hai, Aur Tumpar Khatam
What a beautiful reminder of the Confession Night! 😍
Now she will get a reminder of that dialogue and remember those vows they made to each other of having their days and night start and end with each other. Give her the time and peace and she'll realize it and act upon it. She may have said she's "happy" .. it's just false confirmation she's giving herself .. but in reality she's happy that she'd now not be able to have Maan read her eyes so effortlessly .. he can read those chor ankhein too well! And they only spell out one name -- Maan. She lives, breathes, and dreams in this name so why wouldn't she want to go back to him? She's already surrendered in her heart .. and now because of Maan she'd have the courage enough to let her heart -- not her mind -- speak for her.
Anupamaa
CID
