26/5 - Siddhima: Hum-Tum Diaries - Page 3

Originally posted by: Lennie

Hey Pocu

Todays episode made me fall in love with SR again, in their most innocent child-like endearing cute way

I fell for SR in their most bitter days, in their most intense day, in their most pain and hurting days, in their cute shy days and now today i feel for them - their talli state and them having the most innocent and meaningful heart-to-heart, and as always SR work when its them two together - no one else needed

JW and KW rocked these scenes of being talli and cute along with it, their voices and expressions 👏 -matching each other along the way

SR are the most intense and cutest couple ever!!!!!!!!!

Agreed, Lennzie. We fell in love with SR when they were at their worst - perhaps that is what we love about them - the angst, the pain , the pathos and their soul connection. Perhaps it is their vulnerability that we love - we love them with their faults and their goodness. KW-JW have breathed life into SR but the SR combo in itself is so powerful that it made them deliver their best.

Even in their talli state Ridz Modi (time and time again this woman lets us knew she is his wife, i am your wife - you are my husband...) was emotional at times, esp when the most important thing she was going to say, that Sid taught her the meaning of love (the most impactful thing she could ever say that goes beyond any ILU😳 - that line says it all - Unconditional Love), how she yearns for him to say his feelings - those two words ILU, and that the only way they can move forward and live together is for Sid to open up about his feelings and his heart

Her present and future is Sid, only Sid can make them both step forward and live their life together filled with what is in his heart and her heart


Riddhima's emotional yearning for Sid is heart-breaking , to be honest. She was crying but did not allow herself to break down - she wants absolute acceptance from Sid - from the heart and extending to their souls. Riddhima cannot put into words what she feels for Sid and as she fumbled for words she told him that he taught her the meaning of love. What ILU can be bigger than this , i don't know.

Sid was the cutest, his expression when he got slapped and how he sulked away and his dearest wifey knew he sulked away 😆 - slapping him was no big deal to her - i remembered the good old SR slaps in the past 😆

This man in again tells her in his most innocent cute way why he pushes her away, and thats coz he wants her happiness and Ridz looks at him, and Ridz replies in such a way - that lets Sid know what she wants and where her happiness is at and where she wants it to be, she says to Sid - "Apne se door rakh kar main khush rahoongi kya"

I loved the authority that Riddz showed over Sid today - Main tumhaari wife hoon isliye meri marzee chalegii.😆😆😆😆😆😆😆......Riddz told Sid clearly what i would quote from a song here - Tun jahaan, main wahaan , sang-sang yoon chaloon tere , jaise tera aasmaan. If Sid would have hugged Riddhima , she would have broken down there and then.

Now for Sid about to tell her he loves her ILU, he doesnt - but he does acknowledged 'sabse zyada' to his coming ILU and locks his ILU away with not telling her and he lovingly grabs his collar a few times - why dont you tell me, why why why 😆

And her cutest Katti ever and walks away - giving him a challenge well to me it looked like a challenge, the ball is in his court now, Sid has to woo her back and show her his love and tell her his love

I loved the music on SR when Sid opened his arms and said 'sabse zyada' ..... and Riddz waited like an eager child to hear what he had to say but at the brink of the moment , Sid shied away from risking his heart. Ah, well, kab tak bachega?😆😆😆😆😆😆

Now for the Armaan and Sid talk, Sid being still talli was the best here - he was endearing with Armaan, these two guys do really have hidden love for one another, that affection and also respect as well - respect that goes through Ridz, because they both connected to Ridz - but also have formed a certain kind of friendship in a unique way, Sid today gave Armaan innocently the title of big brother, that was heart-touching

Also the heart-touching bit was also the pouring of Sid's love for Ridz, and that he indeed cannot live without her, and how his own heart loves Ridz more then him - that shows how beyond the love Sid has for her and where it touches him, deep within himself

Today Sid said something that told Armaan mostly and also us that the only reason he does gussa is that he wants to take her out of his heart, but his heart doesnt listen and still pulls to her and only her - like he says his own heart loves her more then him

Sid was at his raw here even when drunk, the sadness on seeing Ridz again walk away, and not with him

Sid also in his innocence best truthfully said that he hates Armaan only when Ridz is near him and also that Armaan is helping them and really deep down Sid knows that Armaan help is actually helpful in a way - Sid doesnt hate Armaan entirely at all, this scene said it all and the way he was with Armaan today, like a cute kid with his older brother aww, letting his heartfelt feelings out

Agreed again. Armaan , himself wounded was moved by Sid's love and yearning for Riddhima and you could see it. Armaan knows that Sid doesn't hate him that they both share a tamarind relationship which will hopefully be sweet soon. It was touching to see Sid say that his heart loves Riddhima more than it loves him. Armaan made a promise to Riddhima and today he gave that promise to his Chintoo Cootchie.....maybe because he saw that Riddz-Sid are each-others' life line now.

Whatever the future, for every person who sees and loves Sid-Riddz as they are , it is more than enough that Riddz loves Sid today in a strange special way that she herself will not know how to word- that she wants to be loved by him - and she hopes for a beautiful future with him.
With this sentence i think about what we talked about in the SR thread earlier today, about how its beyond words to even put what Ridz feels for Sid or the love she has for him and what SR share as its also beyond love, its beyond everything - its so special, its that bond that cant be worded or describe and these feelings and love is the same - no words to describe it but to feel it

Like you say its enough that Ridz loves Sid

And that Love has come softly❤️

I'll end it on what we ended our convo in the thread, that indeed its beyond love - its Soul-stirring, the soul-connection they have, and that they are Soulmates

😊

Originally posted by: uppaas

Seriously SR rocked today..This is what had me love them so much..Yes it was Ridz who made her feeling and choices so clear with hubby..she will not go back to him unless he utters those 3 magical words..Sid needs to open up his heart to his wife now😊😊😊

I think they shd be drunk more often though...........😆😆😆

poco again very very well written as usual you are an epitome of understanding SR more than anyone👏👏👏

Originally posted by: prejudice

Lovely analysis of Siddified Riddhima and Rhiddimafied Sid!

It was so nice to see this duo have a heart to heart even though it was in an intoxicated state..

Why Sid stopped himself from laying down his feelings.... Not sure... maybe this way their story can prolong further..
As you rightly said, for today, am happy and content that they at least spoke to each other and let out some of their pent up feelings!

Originally posted by: n7genius

Party time SR fans, Riddhima rocked today with the way she let out her feelings towards Sid 🥳 🥳 🥳

Whatever the future, for every person who sees and loves Sid-Riddz as they are , it is more than enough that Riddz loves Sid today in a strange special way that she herself will not know how to word- that she wants to be loved by him - and she hopes for a beautiful future with him.
So true . It is one of the best days for SR fans becoz Riddhima showed her love for Sid in a very sweet special way. OMG! I'm literally dancing here... Riddhima wanted so hear Sid say those 3 special words for so long

P.S - SR should get drunk everyday.After a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time, they both were at peace with each-other , opening their closed palms and showing each-other their hearts. By the way, Riddz should have thrown Sid in the pool when he refused to tell her what was in his heart.
but stupid idiot Sid... didn't say I love You to Riddhima when she was literally shaking him begging him to say... main hoti na toh wahin pool mein Sid ko dhakka de deti 😡 . Sach mein, get SR drunk daily... atleast they talk sense and from their heart when they are drunk and when they do that all i can do is 😍

Awesome Post, Nitzy 👏 👏 👏 . You have described the SR conversation so beautifully and perfectly ... there's nothing to add at all 👍🏼 . Really good episode... Riddhima loves Sid so much and stupid Sid has written with permanent marker in his brain that Ridz loves Armaan that he is not ready to let go off it. Stupid Idiot Sid . Party change, Nitzy... now I am team Riddhima. If Sid doesn't sudhrofy and maofy my Riddhima soon, then I'll beat him to pulp 😡 . Ok just kidding, can't beat my Siddy Widdy either but will definitely fill this forum with my cries if he doesn't do that soon 😭 . btw another cry, I seriously don't like this '5 din ladki in'. My Sid is smart and efficient enuf to pataofy and manaofy a girl. CV's are making him look stupid by doing so

Originally posted by: moviebuff05

Nitzyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...aaj main episode dekh ke ...your post pad ke aayi hoon......😳😳😳

Me loved your post...and especially:

off goes a Siddified Riddhima leaving behind an equally Riddhimafied Sid.

it took just a glass to get them to open up..and say what each of them had locked away.......

ridhima asked him right ...tum andhe ho...behre ho.....tumhe dikai nahi deta ...sunai nahi deta....she has shown him....told him...that he is her present and her future....but him like all of us wanted to hear her say what she said today....I am not into drink spiking....but how can I fault the good that came out today...these two people would move heaven and earth for one another but the simplest thing like telling each other that you are my whole world is the hardest thing for them to do........now hoping these two take those baby steps towards each other because god knows both of them want to.

Here wishing armaan loads of luck on continuing mission Sidhima

And yes...SR was adorably sweet today

Originally posted by: sidsk

As always loved your post.
SR should seriously get drunk on a regular basis.😆

Yesterday Ridz had such a dreamy smile upon her face when Sid's shirt fell on her and today Sid.When they are sober and fate r(Armaan) tries to bring them close -like in the morgue- they give each other sulky looks and walk off.
Aur idhar they are romancing each other dupattas and shirts.😆

I totally loved how Ridz stared laughing after slapping Sid...it was so cute! She has definitely been wanting to do that for a long time now. And he sulks off to the poo......Awwww!
And that convo-the BEST SR convo till date. All their innermost desires, hopes and fears came tumbing out in innocent drunk stupor.
"Tumne kabhi kaha ki Riddhima I love you"....Man she was adorable there! And also we got to see how desperately Ridz is waiting for a postive sign from Sid....for him to welcome her back into his arms again.Since he followed her to Panchgini to help her, she has constantly been under his protective wings until the time he had started pushing her away.It has left her unsettled and lost.

And Sid! 😍 So, so adorable.I kept going "awwww" while watching him.Cuteness personified.
Finally, finally he said the words we have been wanting to hear..."Do you think I like pushing you away like this? No..... I dont. But I am doing it only for your happiness"... and gives her a dreamy smile.😳
And Ridz's counter answer - You think you are making me happy by keeping me away from you?"

Eeee! I have fallen in love with SR all over again.

I agree with you..it is shocking to see how much Sid has it engraved in his mind that Ridzie can never love him....it makes you feel sad. And even though she was drunk and acting like a baby, her eyes and tears held so much pain and love for him as she tried to explain to him how wrong he is.
"Tumne mujhe pyar ka matlab sikhaya" - well nothing more to add to that.My fav Ridz dialogue till date.Like I posted before Armaan had taught her how to love but it is Sid who has taught what love truly is and what it entails.

I wanted to whack Sid whne he said, "Bhool gaya." 😡 Such a brat I tell you.😆

and off goes a Siddified Riddhima leaving behind an equally Riddhimafied Sid.
haha! Love this line.

Your're right...it is more than enough that Ridz,even though she hasnt confessed it yet, loves Sid ...I doubt she knows it fully, and I am sure it will take her ages to say it....but it is more than enough for us fairytale children.😳

Originally posted by: desigrl05

I am willling to pay for drinks if this beautiful sequence can continue to happen everyday..seems liek the only way they get their feelings across... armaan ko chhodo, sid needs alcohol

blame it on the al-al-al-al-co-haaulll.. lol

Originally posted by: sajni786

"Kya tumne kabhi kaha.........ki Ridhimma, I Love You.."

And this is where it all comes to a halt.............this one line said by Ridhimma with so much hope.....so much innocence, honesty and simplicity.......said exactly where the whole issue of SR lies.......

Ridhimma who first experienced love from Armaan.......the guy who never stood back in showing his emotions.......who infact made others swing in his tune with his huge yet lovely gestures.....has made Ridhimma adhered to those styles and ways of expression.......those gestures......and thus she is not being able to comprehend with Sid's way of expressing his love.........not coz she doesnt want to......but coz she is simply yet to experience the different ways of expressing love.....

When today she said to Sid, "tumne mujhe pyar ka matlab seekhaya".....it was simply beautiful....deep and poignant........BUT she is yet to say "tumne mujhe seekhaya ki pyar sirf izhaar karne se hi nahi hota.....usse mehsoos kiya jaata he......ankhon mein padha jaata he".....

And this is where I see Sid.......the guy who is passionate.....sensitive....honest and reserved when it comes to emotions of love......he unlike Armaan.........does not express his love thru big gestures......but his actions and his emotions take the toll....and it is this nature that is stopping him to say those three magical words........He is holding back his feelings....not coz he wants to......but course of fear of stumbling on his own emotions......fear of losing that one person who means the world to her.......whom his heart n soul recognizes and loves the most ........simply by saying something that may not be exactly how Ridz wants to hear it ..........He is fearful for not being able to express wat stance she holds in his life in words......

And so here is the lock situation........that I see Armaan trying to unlock in future.......its only time that will tell whether do words such as "I LOVE YOU" really makes that difference