Originally posted by: hypnotoad
I wish Bilal pov was about giving Sadaf time to heal and not being unsure whether she loves him or is making rational decisions. But it came back to whole peete huey meri veti ka naam mat lijye. Pehli dafaa jab propose karne gaya tha tab yeh conflict nahi tha par ab hai. So weird.
I feel it was this too though. He doesn’t feel like she’s over Ammar and above everything else, he really believes she loved him deeply. He mentioned this already and I think this was the main hurdle. He also told Ammar that she only talked about dating him to get back at Ammar. He also called her stubborn. He’s aware of her nature and the timing of all of this and I believe this what made him weary about starting a relationship with Sadaf. The truth is though, no matter how much Bilal has made his peace with not having Sadaf, he will never not think of the possibility of being with her. It isn’t out of the realm of possibilities for him to consider marrying her and having confusing thoughts himself. He didn’t share this with Sadaf herself but a trustful employee who apparently has been with him a long time. It makes sense for his character. Divan just snapped him back to the reality of how Mirza Saab wouldn’t have approved.
When Bilal proposed to Sadaf, he was kind of living in lala land. He was beyond excited because he truly believed he could have this. He felt this could be a reality for him. He had never really felt that kind of happiness before. He became close to the family and in his excitement he pushed aside Mirza Saab’s words. Truthfully he was impulsive himself here and proposed too quickly.
Once Sadaf told him she loves and is committed to Ammar, the rose coloured glasses came off and he was looking at the situation for what it is. It’s when Mirza Saab’s infamous words came back to him and he told Sadaf on her mayoun day that he was even wrong for thinking about marrying Sadaf. He realized that Mirza Saab wouldn’t approve.
He’s repeated his words a billion times and it’s obviously something that really haunts him. Would he give him his blessings if he was alive?