Hi Meher and team!
Thanks for holding the fort and providing all these updates so regularly. Hats off to your dedication. I know I haven't been regular in responding but hope I will this month. My main problem was no movement in the story since there was no improvement in Ak's thoughts until Ab returned custody but then Nav died and she retreated back for a bit. But the proofs finally made her cross that bridge and she once again had to acknowledge that Ab is a good person, and she was blinded by rage that she wanted to punish him for everything that was wrong in her life. She told this to MG after the court case and in reference to the case but I feel in her mind she accepted this for the entire 6 years. Hence she didn't stop Ab from meeting Jr, even when Jr was not willing to talk to Ab. That's when I restarted to watch. Now it's all a ping-pong of emotions from her. Glad Ab is kept constant, neither is he over-excited like the first time nor does he just keep defending Ak irritating everyone else. This time he is calm and attentive to all, and not at all revealing his innermost feelings. Only Shefali has some ideas and Ar has some. Even today he was happy to see Ak walk towards him, the lines perfectly suited him that finally his life would be filled with colors again, he had tears thinking of that but he hid it from all. He just stood there seeing her come, unlike earlier where he may have gone and held her hand and walked with her.
Ab's stance reminds me of that last happy time Abhira spent when he created that snow with the fire. After dancing together, he goes and sits and waits. She takes her time.... that is how it feels now. He has declared his love but also told her to not be pressured by it, his feelings are his problem only and he will not let it affect their current status as friends and co-parents. He is not expecting anything from her except marrying him, so they can be a family for Abhir. Period! This time Ak will have to make the effort to convince Ab that she is ready to be his wife and she is ready to leave the past behind. But, after everything he may not even believe her at first, he may feel she is forcing herself. She needs to put in the effort this time to convince AB that she loves him once again..... she needs to go through it to realize the value of love, she has been taking it for granted for too long now. She is too over-confident that she has his love and she can do whatever she feels like and he will not go anywhere.
But first, she has to overcome her fear that she will commit a mistake and Ab will be mad at her. Unfortunately, the silly girl is repeating her mistakes. Once again, she took an impulsive, emotional decision and left in a hurry. She knows they are in the middle of a function with so many guests, yet, she doesn't wait for him to come and talk to her. This is the impatience she needs to overcome, pronto! She cannot just decide and expect everything to happen the next second.... she has to learn to be patient. because once again, Ab is left facing embarrassment due to her thoughtless actions. But small mercies, at least this time he knew she wanted to say something and he saw her calls, so he could support her. He didn't get mad that she left in the middle or ignored her calls, but he called back..... so let's see what happens now. How Ab handles it will make or break Ak's budding fear.
P.S.: Someone needs to control Muski's shitty attitude..... she may be opposed to the wedding but the girl needs to realize that she cannot talk rudely to the SIL of the house.... she needs to learn a painful lesson and quickly.... I hope Ak finally does the honors and gives her a tight slap for all the disrespect she has shown Ab. Ak needs to behave with her exactly the same way she told Kv to shut it the first time they visited Ud and he disrespected Nav. She told him if he repeated it she will never talk to him, this she needs to repeat to Muski and break her relationship with her.... after giving her a slap, of course. She needs to stand up for Ab now. I hope it all happens as part of showing him that she is ready to be his wife.
Nav jaap needs to end soon.... they are dragging for no reason. He's been gone for two months and the story has not moved from him yet. Ak's feelings/ anger/ hatred/ revenge for Ab have changed finally but the need to keep Nav in the narrative has to stop soon. Hopefully, with Mj's talk tomorrow, Ak will start to think about that too..... Mj is right, she cannot let the ghost of her past hang over a new relationship, which will definitely doom the relationship before it even starts. Of course Ak will be mad hearing ithat. She will react to Ab, or she may directly fight with Mj. Let’s wait for that. But, just because Ab has no expectations from her as a wife, she cannot do things that will make everyone around uncomfortable and she needs to understand that .
I wanted to write more about what I've seen in the last few months, but no time now....
Words are not enough to say anything about them... am done with them..they can't think anything within logic and they wont give proper dialogues or even monologues to her..
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