she’s thinking about her son. Also they are showing the difference between a bitter divorce and the death of a beloved husband. Akshara was broken when abhimanyu kicked her out.and when he didn’t take her phone calls..she had pain but then anger and probably some hatred and bitterness . Although I don’t like to associate hate with akshara as she doesn’t really hate people..but anyway she had all those negative emotions when the divorce happened..but with abhinavs death..its different’’ .she’s grieving for him..and in pain and she’s missing him..but she doesn’t have that intense anger as when she thinks of him..it’s happy memories.whereas with abhimanyu it was white day which was full of anger and nastiness 🤷🏻♀️I'm glad akshu isnt thinking abt anything and anyone beyond her pain..that's the growth we were looking for when she was introduced and got married .
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